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it makes me angry to be honest it makes
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me angry thinking about how my innocence
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was taken away when I was nine that
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lightness of being a child was taken
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away struggling with anxiety and panic
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attacks and it's a day-to-day thing it's
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not something that you can fix and it
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goes away it's quite a heavy weight to
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bear at times and if I look back on my
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life there's been really great moments
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where I haven't struggled for months and
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months and then there's been times where
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I've gone to Dark Places didn't know if
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I was going to come out you know like
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thinking about oh it's so horrible cuz
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when you're in the depths of such a
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struggle and you can't see a way out
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it's really scary and it's something
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that I know that I will have to manage
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for the rest of my life
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