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All Whites Star Played While Drunk

October 24, 202500:47
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Here I am drunk playing for New Zealand.
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It was the night before the game. I went
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to see my physio. Remember, Domin, I'm
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an alcoholic. I'm an alcoholic. And I I
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said to him, "Look, have you got
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anything that can help me sleep? I'm so,
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you know, sort of hyped up about playing
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in front of my hometown and my friends
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and family that going to be there
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tomorrow. Haven't played in New Zealand
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for 5 years." So he pulled out a bottle
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of Kgak, woke up the next morning in my
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bed and still drunk. Flew down to
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Wellington, played again Fman that
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night. I'm thinking what have I done and
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what have I how I've come back to New
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Zealand and here I am drunk playing for
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New Zealand. You know, my mates and my
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family's here and that and thinking what
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sane person would do that. Obviously, I
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wasn't sane. You know, I was I have
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mental issues with my drinking and I was
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an alcoholic.

Podspun Insights

In this gripping episode, a former athlete opens up about a tumultuous night before a pivotal game in New Zealand. With raw honesty, he recounts the chaotic decision to drink heavily the night before playing in front of friends and family after a five-year absence. The narrative dives deep into the struggles of alcoholism, mental health, and the pressure of performing on a grand stage. Listeners are taken on an emotional rollercoaster as he reflects on the absurdity of his actions and the haunting question of sanity in the face of addiction. This candid confession not only sheds light on personal demons but also resonates with anyone who has faced their own battles, making it a compelling listen that lingers long after the episode ends.

Badges

This episode stands out for the following:

  • 95
    Most heartbreaking
  • 92
    Best performance
  • 90
    Most emotional
  • 90
    Best overall

Episode Highlights

  • A Night Before the Game
    The night before a game, grappling with alcohol and anxiety about performing in front of loved ones.
    “Haven't played in New Zealand for 5 years.”
    @ 00m 19s
    October 24, 2025
  • Drunk in Wellington
    Waking up still drunk before playing for New Zealand, reflecting on the choices made.
    “Here I am drunk playing for New Zealand.”
    @ 00m 32s
    October 24, 2025

Episode Quotes

Key Moments

  • Alcohol Struggles00:07
  • Pre-Game Anxiety00:13
  • Returning Home00:19
  • Self-Reflection00:40