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so you start having flashbacks when you're 14 about sexual abuse that happened when you're real young yeah
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which was from the neighbor which was it was like a grande to us just looking after us and that just happened when I
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was four or five years old I forgot all about it till I became a teenager and had my first boyfriend and it just made
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me from this happy child to some I would say probably severe depressed even mom was like what's going on with you and
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was like I think I'm going psycho and then one night she asked me again and I
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I just unloaded and she like oh is that what happened in the past and I was like
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shell Shong is like what do you know from the past then she said oh yeah when you were little this is what happened
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next door and you told us all about it when Mom told me that they knew about it was like someone's just rammed the knife
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into my heart and it's my parents and you think they are the people they supposed to look after me and support me
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you know what I mean
