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just started noticing that I was starting to get like flashbacks and starting to have dreams about the
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incident every time I was hearing at that time was the fireworks I could just picture us back at the door staring at a
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very clear image of us back there standing at the door looking at a black space getting shot and at first I was
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like whatever it will go and classic just park it get on with it but it kept kind of going on for a couple of weeks
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and then I started noticing it wasn't just fireworks I heard loud bangs or a
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car backfire even seeing like at this point our second daughter was born Palms were getting sweaty that was kind of
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when it started to sink in that Fu I could have like been missing all of this if I can sort of encourage one or two of
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the men and women that are in the police my advice would be like the [ __ ] that
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they're having to go to and deal with is not normal if I was to go back I would
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have probably just catch up with a psychologist even if it was just once every 3 months just to see if there's
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anything that sort of needs to be dealt with