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Rob Mokaraka called the police - with the intention to be killed. #shorts #mentalhealthawareness

October 16, 202300:44
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I called the police on myself I called
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the police on myself cuz I thought I was
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the biggest pile of crap in the world no
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one will ever forgive me I built a case
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against myself and I thought I don't
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want to be alive and I thought I know
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I've seen police shoot M on the news
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right or wrong I'm a m that should be
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easy and I thought I deserved a violent
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death so I called the police up brother
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ended up being shot in the chest at
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close range by provoking the police to
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shoot me dead I just wanted it to end
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and I wanted this hurt to stop in my
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mind mind the police officer did say
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don't take another step and I took that
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step so I got that 9 mm bullet into me
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ripped through my internal organs
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dropped me and I realized I made a
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terrible mistake

Podspun Insights

In this gripping episode, a harrowing narrative unfolds as the protagonist recounts a moment of despair that spiraled into a life-altering encounter with law enforcement. The raw honesty of the experience reveals the depths of their emotional turmoil, illustrating a profound struggle with self-worth and the desire for an end to their pain. As the story progresses, the tension escalates, leading to a shocking climax where a single decision results in a near-fatal confrontation. This episode not only sheds light on the complexities of mental health but also challenges listeners to reflect on the consequences of their actions and the importance of seeking help. The storytelling is both intense and heart-wrenching, leaving a lasting impact that resonates long after the episode concludes.

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Episode Highlights

  • A Desperate Plea
    Feeling overwhelmed, I thought I was the biggest pile of crap in the world.
    “I thought I was the biggest pile of crap in the world.”
    @ 00m 04s
    October 16, 2023
  • A Life-Changing Moment
    Provoking the police led to a tragic outcome that changed everything.
    “I realized I made a terrible mistake.”
    @ 00m 42s
    October 16, 2023

Episode Quotes

Key Moments

  • Self-Condemnation00:04
  • Tragic Outcome00:42