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I called the police on myself I called
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the police on myself cuz I thought I was
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the biggest pile of crap in the world no
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one will ever forgive me I built a case
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against myself and I thought I don't
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want to be alive and I thought I know
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I've seen police shoot M on the news
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right or wrong I'm a m that should be
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easy and I thought I deserved a violent
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death so I called the police up brother
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ended up being shot in the chest at
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close range by provoking the police to
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shoot me dead I just wanted it to end
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and I wanted this hurt to stop in my
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mind mind the police officer did say
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don't take another step and I took that
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step so I got that 9 mm bullet into me
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ripped through my internal organs
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dropped me and I realized I made a
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terrible mistake
