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Like, did you think he was capable of
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taking his own life?
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>> I had no idea.
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>> No.
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>> No idea [music] at all.
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>> Oh, man. I mean, I've never spoken about
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it, but
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>> the people that really pissed me off
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with the Herald. New Zealand Herald
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really pissed me off. My bro took his
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life. How much? What? What? That's the
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worst. That's the ultimate punishment.
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>> But they kept on bringing it up and
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bringing it up and, you know, and we
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just [sighs]
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we kept quiet. The one thing about grief
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is [music] people think they have to say
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something to make it better. Now, just
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sit there.
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>> Just sit [music] there and be with that
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person. That's that's what that's what I
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would say. And let them, you know, let
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them talk. There was a lot of blame as
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well. I wasn't there for my bro. Um why
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didn't he come to me kind of thing and
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then [music] just dealing with how to
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live continue life without without him.
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you know, the possibility that, you
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know, I might do that, you know, just
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all those things. [snorts]
