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today is my first day of chemo and the
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pump stays on me for 46 hours even
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though I'm so scared I will fight this
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with everything I've got I won't leave
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any I won't leave any rock unturn my
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strength comes from my darling little
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boy Z mommy is going to beat this my
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baby [ __ ] you cancer time to
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vacate it still as I said it seems
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surreal seems like it's a bad dream and
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yeah it just like a really bad dream and
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you know when I think of Zack I want to
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be there to see him grow up