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the minute he left that studio I rang everyone and said this guy is a
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superstar but then three years ago I've never told anyone this story three years ago
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I was raised in an environment where not many people ever amounted to anything
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it's not our fault it's society's fault [ __ ] Society so it was tough we was living in a shed
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my son had just been born I couldn't afford nappies now we had no toilet that was the sacrifice that I had to make in
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order for me to become the person I needed to become fire in the booth Brandon has always been so integral for
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me it's a fire in the booth brand became a monster within the culture there's not many people like me that understand
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culture and understand business in the same way I do Au vodka is a great
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I'm a big believer on this podcast that our earliest years end up defining who we become and shaping who we are from a
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character standpoint our perspective on the world what we think matters our values and all of those things and really decides which way we go off into
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the world and how we go off into the world when I was reading about your early years that felt more evident in this case than
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in the case of most guests I sit here with so can you tell me in those earliest years when you look back as an
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adult now what were the things what was the context that ended up shaping you and who you went on to become in your
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life I think for me um coming from the humble beginnings that I
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did I feel like I was raised in an environment where not
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many people ever amounted to anything so there was no one for me growing up who I looked up to as a role model per
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se it was more you know family members for me that gave me the
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confidence and inspiration to do better in life but I feel at the same time me coming from that environment
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colored me and toughened me to become almost I felt like growing up Invincible
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because you know growing up seeing friends get killed go to prison when you
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survive that it almost makes you feel like wow
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I'm indestructible especially at a young age and I've always been very confident and had loads of self-belief but I feel
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like it set me up to wanna a prove people wrong because I felt like I was
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never given any opportunities or chances to you know better myself or be the
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person I am today you know when I was 17 I didn't even know what university was I had no idea what university was when you
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think about that now and put that into perspective that's crazy I had no idea what university was when I was younger
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I wanted to be a director I wanted to make movies and I never had no insight into how that
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made that how to make that happen my teachers were like you'll be a plumber electrician
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or a chippy at best if you do well so for me I was kind of like huh there's got to be more to life
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than that and I was always very inquisitive I always wanted to know how things worked or why things didn't work
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or how how you do this and how you do that I was always very up on self-education so I feel like those
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early years of my life really shaped who I am today you know how I treat other people
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because obviously my mom was the cleaner so you know when I'm in a corporate
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building or you know wherever I am in the world I'd always treat that person with the same respect
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that I'll treat the CEO that I meet in that day or that I'm doing business with that day because that cleaner was my mum
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so I have a different View and perspective on life and on people and I
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think that's put me you know in a great position in life especially with my people skills and how to treat people
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which I feel is a massive part of why I am where I am what about your father
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my father was an electrician very strict very very strict man very disciplined and as a young as as a young kid you
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know we didn't always see eye to eye um and I always felt like he like failed
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my sisters and he would always make comments to me you'll never be as successful as I am
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and as a kid I'm like whoa like we're talking about that and it's mad this is
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a funny story my dad used to always say that to me you'll never be as successful as I am
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and as a child I always thought that he meant in terms of
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monetary success that's what I viewed as success
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but then three years ago I've never told anyone a story three years ago I took my family away my whole family
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for Christmas and me and my dad had a drink and I'm like that like just look around you Dad
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look at everything that I've got and everything that I've achieved you said I'll never be as successful as
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you and he said to me son I was never talking about money
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's never been a thing for me I've never chased money in the same way you chase money I was talking about you
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and your sisters and your mother stop and I'm like what are you talking
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about that and he said look at the man you've become look at the women your sisters have
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become I am successful as a father
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you're all winners and it's true me and my sisters we're all winners
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like my sister's got an incredible job my youngest has got an incredible job I couldn't have a business I can't help
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but think you you beat him so he moved the goal posts maybe maybe maybe but
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that's pretty good at that 21st but it made me think it made me stop because I've always to be fair I've always used
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that as motivation without even knowing it and to that point I never really
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assessed the situation in a way that I should have because I'll always use that to drive me on to be like
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come on dad now I'm light years ahead without having that conversation having that conversation with myself in my head
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and so I had that conversation I didn't really sit down and
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read deep why I was thinking like that and I think it almost there was a way
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that lifted from my shoulders once I'd had that conversation I think likewise for my dad you know
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um like I think it's like it changed the Dynamics of our relationship somewhat but when I do look back at the things
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that he would say and the things that he would do he was like a coach like the
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ultimate coach you know like he he would Inspire and motivate me without pampering me without
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making me soft he would say things that he knew was harsh or he would discipline
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me in ways that he knew were harsh and he probably felt bad about the time but he had a plan for how he wanted me to
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turn out and you know Look At Me Now and he played a big part of it
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what about money when people come from backgrounds I mean you grew up in a council estate right when people come from those backgrounds and money is a
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center point of like the relationships in the household it's the the cause of the argument it's everything right it's
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always there in a conversation when we become adults we can sometimes have like an unhealthy pursuit or relationship
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with money it can control our decision making a little bit too much so as it relates to your relationship with money at that point
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growing up and how that kind of orientated you as you became a young man what was your relationship with money I
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think for me money was a necessity if we didn't have money
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or if I didn't make money additional money for my family home we never had gas we never had electric we never had
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food and growing up for me I was like this can't happen I need to
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change this I need to make effort myself not rely on my parents or my sisters to
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get out of my way and change this and from a young age I was I was always about you know from when I
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was 12 to up until I was 17. I was always about making money and that for
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me was the drive how do I make money I need to make more money you know it started with me selling sandwiches
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because I couldn't afford lunch dinners I weren't getting free dinners at the time
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um so my mom used to make me a pack lunch and I remember going to school seeing the sandwiches sitting the crisp sitting
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the drink making a Fiverr and I was like wait a minute I could just replicate this since I
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started going buying a loaf of bread salami some salad cream some lettuce and I started making 10 sandwiches selling
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all the sandwiches and then throughout a two-year period it it extended to me buying cigarettes
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buying 20 cigarettes and selling the cigarettes for a pound each
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sometimes five pound depending on how desperate the person who was who's trying to buy the cigarette for me and I
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would always save the money that I'd make and reinvest it to make more money and then
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by the time I was I say 21 my idea of chasing money had changed
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somewhat it it became very apparent for me that I weren't happy
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chasing money I weren't about chasing the money I still understood the value of money and
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knew how important it was for me to make money but I made a decision around 2021
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that I was gonna focus on something that I loved and that I was very passionate
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about and allowed the financial rewards to follow that rather than doing it the other way around chasing the money by
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doing things that I'm not so passionate about I don't really care about and I can't see it ever making me happy
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before that point I was reading about your your running with the law yeah and it's pretty pretty severe yeah I mean
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where I grew up you know as I said it was tough and I made a lot
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of bad decisions as a kid I was watching tablets yeah a lot of that was bravado and that show a lot of that was bravado
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at a time where I felt like I had to portray a certain image to be accepted
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in a community that I felt like that was the cool thing to do and the cool way to act a lot of
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that was bravado was there any truth to any of that I mean there was there was some elements of Truth to some of the
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things that I got caught up in as a kid um that you know I regret and I live
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with that regret every day of my life but again you know I was a product of my
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environment and I'm lucky enough that I was able to escape that environment to
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become the man I am today and going back to what I was saying before all of these incidents have shaped me to become the
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person I am today so of course I regret a lot of the things that I got caught up in as a child and there I was a child I
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wasn't a man at any point when you look back at that kid in that documentary Town block dreams I'm embarrassed really
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yeah I cringe I can't watch it I cringe but at the same time
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there's a certain there's a certain amount of warmth that
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I feel just watching how much I've progressed and grown as a man and to
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look back at that now for me it's just like wow wow but at the
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same time I feel like you know the amount of messages that I get every day about
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how inspiring that is to people that are living in certain circumstances very
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familiar to those that I was living in back then and I feel like it shows
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a generation for me that right now seems very lost very scared
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very confused that is possible that if you believe in yourself and you apply yourself and you
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put everything that's expected of you to decide and just
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do what feels right for you anything's possible and I'm living proof of that like I'm here today you know one
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of the most successful hip-hop DJs in Europe I own multiple brands
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and I'm still doing what I love when I was told that that wasn't possible
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when I watch these videos outside of the bravado um which you you described there what I did see was a young man that was
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incredibly hungry yeah it was as you say it's someone that was trying to change their life in fact I I went to a prison
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the other day and spent like five or six hours in the prison talking to the inmates and I saw the same kind of like
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ambitious kind of desperation to get out of that situation
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and to turn things around and that's what I saw in that young man was outside of all that stuff there was a man there that really really wanted to be
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successful and really wanted to get on and it's so funny because you say like it was you didn't have the ideas nobody
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had given you the ideas your environment hadn't given you the ideas you didn't even know what university was I had no idea at that point I had no idea and
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when you think about that that's bizarre how how does a 17 year old young man not
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know what university is and that's because nobody had told me and none of my friends were going to University I
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didn't know one person that had gone to University at that age goes to show how much information is a privilege oh of
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course the information is everything and of course at that at that time there was no internet so for me to self-educate in
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the way I do now it wasn't possible back then but yeah you're right my hunger and
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passion was there and I feel like that's what set me apart you know there's times when
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I've sat there and I'm always my work my own worst critic I'll always review myself and I'll sit there and
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I wouldn't say I meditate but I like to reflect I like to look within to find
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out what I'm doing right what I'm not doing so well and just where I'm at in life in terms
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of perspective and there was a time maybe three years ago
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when I was sat there and I'm questioning myself almost I'm
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like you know what is it that's made me become the person I am
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like why have I been so successful is it luck have I just been lucky I'm asking
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myself these questions and then you know I'm thinking about my old friendship groups and where a lot of
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those are in terms of life and so my new friendship groups
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and after reflecting for several hours and sitting there and questioning myself
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the one thing that was very clear that separated me from everyone
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that I'd met throughout life and had been part of my journey
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was my self-belief like I've always believed that
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impossible is nothing I can do it as long as I've had that mindset about
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things I've been able to accomplish it and part of that same
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you know analysis on myself was going back to the imagery that I'd
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put up around in my studio and how I went about achieving those certain goals
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and targets that I set myself and it was almost
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like I had achieved those things subconsciously for me like I had set myself a Target
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and they were there was all around my room but I wouldn't sit there every day thinking
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I want an orange Porsche Porsche I won a massive
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um detached house with land I didn't sit there and think every day about those
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things but they they were around me and they were part of my environment and in the same way when I was younger my
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environment had a huge influence on who I was and how I behaved
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once I stepped out of that and created my own environment my own
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Universe if you like which I was surrounded by all of these things that I wanted to achieve
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I started achieving them subconsciously unknowingly without having a real
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formula to how I'd achieved them so I'm sitting there thinking wait a minute so
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how how did I actually do that and then it always comes back to the
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self-belief because the moment I believe in something if I can visit visualize what
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I'm trying to achieve I know it's possible the analogy that I've come to like
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really believe in based on having these conversations with people who have all to some degree subconsciously because
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you're saying that I didn't consciously sit there every day and think about it and make a plan it was just in my subconscious some some I drove towards
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it is this this analogy of the car right the sat nav and and the and the pedal you've got to set the sat nav and you've
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got to push the pedal if you do one of them if you just push the pedal I love lost that's a great analogy if you set the sat nav but don't push the pedal
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you're going to be in your garage all day I love that you know I mean in that and you did both clearly you had the drive to push the pedal but you also
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knew the direction of travel you wanted to go in in those early years though I was watching a talk you did uh I think
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it was on the BBC's channel to a group of what looked like students about living in a shed yeah and then your
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manager giving you some advice yeah take me back to that period of your life was that the the toughest moment of your
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YouTube I say so it was a period of my life where I just
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um become a father and my
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partner was from a very very different world to me uh family where you know you could
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say middle class and I was in a transitioning period in my
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life where I got to that point where I was like I'm gonna do something that I love
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and something that I'm passionate about and if I'm as good as I believe I am
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the success will follow and for me it was the success that I was chasing rather than the money at that time I
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just wanted to be the best I just wanted to win I knew that if I won the money
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would come and I'm not going to sit here and say it was never about the money because of course it's always about the money anyone who says that you should
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never trust them but for me it wasn't primary it wasn't
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it wasn't what was driving me forward it was the win that was driving me forward
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and I knew the money would follow and I couldn't wait for the money to follow but I knew it would as long as I
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focused on being the best but at that time was living in a shed that had no
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sanitation my son had just been born and there were times when I couldn't afford nappies
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and milk um and I was kind of doing what I could
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to get by and at that time because I had self-educated on all aspects of New
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Media like I really went in like really really went in um I was editing
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I was editing content um for jump off TV
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and that was kind of tie me over and you know giving me enough money to get by
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you know like we still had to go elsewhere to shower and use the toilet which is crazy when I
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think about it now is crazy but you know like I look back at those moments now
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and that was sacrifice for me that was the sacrifice that I had to make and I
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had to put my family through in order for me to become the person I needed to become how are you feeling
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every day when you look over at your your family in that shed what what's going on in your head I'm embarrassed
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I am like scared anxiety was a big thing for me
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uh a lot of self-doubt I'm questioning myself can I really do this am I really the person that I think I am
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I being selfish should I just go and get a job should I just give in and go and get a
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nine to five and just submit to being
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part of the 98 percent and for me
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I just couldn't there was something inside me that wouldn't let me that it was almost like a voice in my head when
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I look back you can do this man you've got this and I bet I can't I can't I almost fought a pressure and the moment
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my son was born that pressure intensified like something I have never felt before like something
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I didn't even know was possible the the drive and the ambition I was
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like I it's not about letting me down all my parents down I can't let my son down and there's no
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way in a million years that I'm gonna let this young man down no way and at that point I was working
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not 18 sometimes 20 hours a day every day seven days a week I won't even spend
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the time with my family because I was just so engrossed so obsessed with becoming the
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best and creating something that moved the needle and in my head I always knew
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I'd never moved the needle unless I was willing to move the needle
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and that's what it was for me so I'd wake up every day at 5am and in my head
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I've got a four hour Head Start before anyone's even started work I'm four hours up on you I've got no distractions
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no emails no phone calls no texts four hours just focusing doing what I needed
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to do and then I had the rest of the day for everyone to play catch up and that's what I was doing on my head and there
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were times over a two-year period this was there were times when
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you know people are sitting down and saying
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this ain't never going to happen Charlie it's just not going to happen like you need to be a realist
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and their doubt almost made me doubt myself even more
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but I knew that if I kept putting in the effort
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and the work that I was putting in at that period in my life something was going to give and it did now this is
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you know when YouTube first started very fresh people were doing the vlogs
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and my manager at the time was saying go do a vlog let everyone see your personality
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people fall in love with you and I'm like no way that is so corny everyone's
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doing it everyone's doing it and from a young age my thing will always be
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disruptive be as noisy and as loud and as different as you can possibly be and
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I still to this very day apply that to everything I'm doing
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so I was like no no I can't do a vlog everyone's doing it I'm just gonna be like everyone else I need to do
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something different so we came up with um being Charlie sloth
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where at the time I played like seven eight different characters in a show all wore different outfits different
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uniforms or their own personality um so you had the cameraman the editor
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the manager the street team the artists uh the web designer and they each played
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on stereotypes of what I felt those person those people were and um
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I made the first episode and I spent ages on it so long because I wrote it myself I filmed it myself I edited
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myself and we put it out on YouTube and it done a few thousand views hours
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I remember the feeling I can still I can almost feel the feeling of disappointment that I
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felt 24 hours after that going Live on YouTube thinking like wow I've just
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spent all that time making this after the first episode was like 40
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minutes long and it's genius I'm thinking no one's ever
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done anything like this and nobody's watching it and I thought you know what this may be the sign that
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I needed to actually call it a day
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I was so disheartened and the next thing you know
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be get a message from worldstarhiphop.com saying that
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they wanted to take it on exclusively and that was a huge huge defining moment
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in my life and in my career because not only did it give me the
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break that I needed within the industry but it also
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gave me this new lease of life in terms of self-belief and made me
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understand that the work and self-belief that I'd had in myself wasn't a waste of
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time and that there are people paying attention around the world even when you
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think people ain't looking they are and for me I feel like
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that really changed my outlook on life and on myself and from there there was
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no looking back like beast mode was fully activated and there was nothing and no one that was going to stop me you
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know what's really interesting is when we think about self-belief the self-belief you had we almost assume that it can't exist in the same place as
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doubt but it completely rang true for me that I I was such a self-believing person I
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think the most self-believing person I'd met when I was you know the early stages of my career but at the same time when I look at my diary because you know we'll
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recount these stories in hindsight to say I had so much self-belief I was dinner I knew exactly where I was going and it happened whereas when I look at
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my diary I could see the self self-doubt yeah and it was it come from other people they're like maybe they're right
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that that voice of like maybe they're right you know a lot of people that are successful I speak to
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I think it's hard for a lot of people to admit that they doubted themselves at some point on their Journey
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still doubt myself today there's still times when even though I've achieved some incredible things
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throughout my career I still doubt myself but that's the pessimist in me that gives me balance I
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feel like if I never had that I feel like that self-belief could almost turn into arrogance
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and that's something that I've never wanted to happen so I feel like when I chat to people especially people that
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are grounded it feels like that's a safety mechanism that we install in
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ourselves and program in our minds to keep ourselves grounded and humble
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because anytime I spoke to people that don't really have that or don't really
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want to admit self-doubt they're the ones that are bordering
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on the line of arrogance those people typically tend to come from
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a slightly different background to yours as well I think because you know if you're grown up in a family where everyone was a billionaire yeah you
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saying that you want to do this or this people like easy Charlie I'll connect you to the guy now yeah but
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growing up in that background you're constantly nobody's doing what you want to do you're confronted with with um
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that negative pessimism because that's what people feel about themselves around you why could you do that how can you become that person you know I've never
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they don't live around here when I came up Jamal for me was the the only was the
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black guy that had made become successful in business I stalked that kid on Skype I told him years later when
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we became friends like you were the bridge and when kids come from your background they don't have that bridge I think it's
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it's a shame it's a massive shame and you still see it today I mean you know but that's again that's that's
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being from that environment you know no one wants the working class
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to be inspired no one wants to work in class to believe that they don't have to
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be working class this is a choice you know like it's it's from a young age
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is programmed in us from our parents you know that this is what you have to
00:30:20
do to have a good life you have to go to school then you go to college if you're
00:30:26
lucky you can go to university then you get a job then you find a partner then you get
00:30:32
a mortgage then you're trapped and then that's it the moment you enter that agreement with
00:30:39
the bank is the moment you're trapped in my opinion there's no
00:30:45
you can't really Escape at that point because you have commitments you now have to go to work
00:30:51
to pay that mortgage every month and it's at that point where you become a
00:30:58
part of the system and the sad thing is most of the working class youth of today don't know any
00:31:06
better and that's why you find a lot of the kids from that environment looking
00:31:12
up to the drug dealers the fraud guys because they're the only
00:31:17
guys that I've ever seen financial success in those communities so they're
00:31:22
not going to look up to a doctor or a lawyer or a dentist because there are none the moment that
00:31:30
shifts is the moment the mentality of our kids or this generation will change and I
00:31:37
think it's changed slightly now because obviously the internet has given everyone a much broader Vision in terms
00:31:45
of what's possible but there's still a lot of the youth that don't really use
00:31:50
the internet in that way and when you think about that that's insane there's still a lot of
00:31:56
families that haven't got a computer or a tablet at home and this is a real thing you know I spend a lot
00:32:02
of time doing things in with the youth and trying to give back and trying to inspire and encourage the Next
00:32:08
Generation and some of the conversations that I have I'm just like whoa how to
00:32:13
come by this get an iPad go and get him an iPad right now it's it's mind-blowing
00:32:19
it's mind-blowing on that point of you know seeds planted seeds I think your story is the
00:32:26
most perfect examples of how seeds you plant can end up changing your life not just for you but all the seeds that were
00:32:33
planted on your platform that changed lives yeah and we'd like I see it here so often with people who tell you know who gold medal Olympians or they've got
00:32:40
bit hundred billion dollar company whatever it is and you see at some point they planted some seed without really
00:32:45
knowing what the consequence would be and maybe three years later maybe five minutes later that seed unexpectedly
00:32:51
changes their life that day when you started making being Charlie sloth and it went on WorldstarHipHop for anybody
00:32:57
that doesn't know WorldStarHipHop because maybe you're so young or you just you're not been watching World Star Wars the cultural hip-hop website of my
00:33:04
whole childhood yeah the biggest in the world yeah it was like YouTube it was like YouTube yeah it was like YouTube for the rap market and they picked the
00:33:11
videos that went on there so you couldn't just upload it yourself um it was the biggest millions and millions of views um you're getting a
00:33:16
week on that on that platform when you when you eventually when they found you but that idea of planting seeds you must
00:33:22
have seen that over and over again oh for sure in the beef for sure for sure I mean like you know initially
00:33:28
you know that was a massive Crossroad in my career do I go back into what my passion was you know music
00:33:36
producing DJing or do I stay on this road of being childish love which is
00:33:41
ultimately it's in stroke comedy if you like
00:33:46
um and it was because I could see the potential in the platform at BBC one
00:33:54
extra that I made that decision and it wasn't so much about me and that when I look
00:34:00
back at that now that I was very selfless because I could have taken a big check at the time
00:34:06
but this goes back to again what I was saying it weren't about the money I could have taken that check and I don't know where I'd be now
00:34:12
but being the man that I was with money I've always been very good of money I would have I would have made that money
00:34:20
into more money but I was like it's not about that this is about the next 10 years and what can
00:34:27
I do not only for me but for the community the bbcc the World Star videos
00:34:33
how did that they saw the world start so it was actually DJ sentix ah okay um great friend of mine uh great one of my
00:34:40
peers someone who I've always looked up to and respected um he was going on tour with Dizzy
00:34:45
Rascal on World Tour and needed someone to cover his show so he got me and Retreat too to come and
00:34:51
cover the show so me and rech covered I believe it was five or six shows and then you know the response was insane
00:34:58
that they offered me and Retreat to our own show so they offered a show to me and Rich
00:35:05
fee too and me and Rich spoke about it and we was like it's a no-brainer let's do it so we agree terms with the BBC
00:35:11
and the night before they was going to annoy it wretch called me at early hours in the
00:35:19
morning he's like Charlie I've been thinking about this non-stop I'm like what's that
00:35:24
it's like I'm not going to do the radio show bro ah what he's like bro I hope this don't mess things up for you but I
00:35:31
really believe that I can crack this music thing so I was like bro I wish you all the
00:35:37
best look man I'm just gonna go and do the LA thing they're being chai slothing bro kill the music so he's like ah
00:35:44
thanks bro it means a lot so the next day abuse you around me there's like ah you know Rex don't want to do it probably won't work with just you on
00:35:51
your own so I was like cool like for me there's no skin off my back I'm like I'm doing this being shy stuff I'm getting
00:35:57
millions of views all the American rappers know me they all want to do stuff I'm kind of like cool BBC is cool
00:36:03
even at the time in my head I was like I can do so much here I can I can really move the needle like no one has you'd
00:36:11
already start dreaming I started putting things in place in my head and planning so I was like it's cool don't worry
00:36:16
and then a few days later uh Rebecca Frank ran me back she's like listen um I've had a chat with a with a
00:36:23
management and I've convinced him that you can do it do you still want to do it
00:36:28
and in my mind I'm like yeah I do
00:36:34
so bad but obviously my team at the time were all set on
00:36:39
going to Stateside it's just got my 0-1 Visa I'm you know ready to go and um
00:36:46
I said yeah you know what let's do it but I didn't tell my team and it went into the Anna winner that
00:36:51
they were like how are you going to do this it's impossible and I was like well
00:36:56
I'm actually going to do the radio thing and I'm not going to do the being Charlie sloughing and obviously they're like you are
00:37:03
insane have you lost your marbles at the time when I first joined the BBC
00:37:10
I was getting a hundred and forty pound I believe a
00:37:15
show so I was only earning 140 pounds a week
00:37:23
working for the BBC so when you think about that even when I think about that now you know there's this huge perception
00:37:31
and illusion that DJs own ridiculous amounts of money now they do
00:37:36
I mean let's be fair you know I've done all right and there's other DJs that Trump me
00:37:43
um by the time you know go and accepting and uh contract
00:37:48
a year contract at a time for 140 pound a week you know to go and be on the BBC
00:37:55
rather than a six-figure deal in LA I think most people especially you know
00:38:02
managers in general are very straight thinking yeah right yeah and it's all
00:38:09
about the money it's very straight thinking it's it's bad you do that because there's more money involved but for me
00:38:14
I'm looking about I'm looking at the big picture and I knew what I was capable of
00:38:21
bringing to the table and in my mind I'm sat there and I'm thinking before I even started I'm looking at my right what
00:38:27
components of a radio show live within a radio show and make people come to the
00:38:33
radio show to listen but also have a life outside of the radio show and
00:38:39
continue living and continue bringing new listeners to the show while growing outside
00:38:46
and I was like freestyles so I was like well I'm just gonna brand ultimately what has been happening
00:38:53
within the culture for years but make it a brand but it has to be a
00:39:00
brand that stands and lives within within the community which solves a
00:39:05
problem which gives artists from the UK from a street level a platform to Showcase
00:39:11
their talent but also means something to the culture something to look up to something to
00:39:18
inspire them something to work towards if you're an artist and that's where Friday Booth came from
00:39:24
and you know I feel like you know understanding the power of branding
00:39:29
is what put that in a position that it still is today of course it's not the
00:39:36
brand that is carried for any Booth it's the talent the final Booth brand is just a conduit
00:39:42
but a conduit that's trusted a conduit that you know is not going to Peddle you
00:39:47
artists because the Brand's being paid to a a product that is
00:39:55
positioned within the community to serve the community I think the Integrity of
00:40:01
find a booth can never be questioned you know I still I see people now I finally we've done
00:40:07
it's finished and I read those comments and I laugh to myself because
00:40:13
I've been through that Friday Booth is done final Booth is finished
00:40:18
three or four times understanding the cycles and understanding what's happening and repositioning the brand so
00:40:26
it never dies and the final brief brand will be a around as long as I'm here or there's
00:40:34
someone else who cares as much as me about the culture
00:40:40
so you know there was times when a new freestyle platform will come up and be doing more traffic more views
00:40:46
find a Boost done a year later a moment that we've been planning for 18 months
00:40:52
will happen fine the booth is the best that no one else can get these guys on Friday Booth I trade you no Drake and
00:40:59
there's been you know multiple juice World little baby yeah you know there's been so many moments where we've had
00:41:06
moments of artists that were special moments pop smoke that you don't really get anywhere else that are just very
00:41:12
unique and raw unpolished so yeah I feel like that the
00:41:18
fire in the booth brand became like a monster within the culture and you know
00:41:25
we have never ever ever taken a penny of any artist to perform on there I've
00:41:31
never taken a check from a label to make sure that artist is positioned right or
00:41:36
never and because for me that's what makes final Booth so special
00:41:42
when it comes to building a brand that has Integrity yeah what matters you know this is a brand yeah and I think it has Integrity but I
00:41:50
think because you have integrity I think because you have integrity you install your morals into the brand and this
00:41:56
brand is a reflection of you I feel like pretty much everything you do speaks about you as a
00:42:03
person because I feel like I'm the same I feel like if it challenged my morals
00:42:08
I wouldn't want to do it because I'd be like well that's that's not a real reflection of me why am I going to invest my time or my money my energy
00:42:15
into something that doesn't represent me and I feel like my team
00:42:22
you know I have an amazing team do an incredible job of managing the
00:42:27
expectations of all of the brands that I'm involved with and I don't even have
00:42:32
to say it no more if if I feel like something's wrong or it's not going to work it doesn't look
00:42:38
right for the brand they know before it's even come to me because they know what my morals are they know what I
00:42:43
stand for what I don't stand for what I feel is right so it's got to the point where I don't even have to have those
00:42:49
conversations because I have such a great team who had those conversations for me and they protect the brand I feel
00:42:55
like if something goes wrong with one of the brands it's a reflection on me and something that I've always
00:43:01
believed is one of my biggest assets is my reputation
00:43:07
I feel like you may not like me you may hate me you might find me annoying but one thing you can't
00:43:14
challenge is my reputation I've never done any one day ever I've never
00:43:20
backstabbed anyone I've never said I'm gonna do something I've not done it and my brands have to hold up that same
00:43:29
ethos in order for your team to know what decisions you'd make before you
00:43:35
know it even comes to you as it relates to The Branding the positioning of it and all those things that must first start with you being really really clear
00:43:41
and what I've got from all of that is because you're so clear in your head and non-negotiable about what this brand is you've been able to kind of like install
00:43:48
that in all of the people around you so now they are like Disciples of the values for sure well we actually have a Bible oh really we actually have a fire
00:43:54
and a brief Bible a handbook to do's and don'ts and especially now because you
00:44:00
know the vision of fire in the booth has gone from being uh a feature on a radio show to being a
00:44:08
global brand you know obviously now we're with Apple you know one of the biggest companies in
00:44:14
the world who I believe share the same ethos as we do in terms of vision in
00:44:20
terms of content consumption and I feel like now the brand really is
00:44:27
going global everyone wants to know what's in that Bible ah what kind of things are in there I mean it's you know
00:44:32
it goes from camera setup yeah to edits colors to use
00:44:39
um right through to um how artists are treated once they're
00:44:45
once they arrive communication with teams um one of the things I found really
00:44:51
interesting is I read that you deleted potentially hundreds of episodes of fire in the booth that just didn't cut it yeah which which I think a lot of people
00:44:58
would be surprised by because you know a rapper an artist comes down they perform they might think it's gone off they
00:45:03
might think that you know they killed it and then you're sat there thinking this doesn't meet the standard yeah I feel
00:45:09
like you know I feel there's times when I'm not ready to find a booth and an artist later on has gone on to thank me
00:45:16
because you know it's a big moment in an artist's career and I feel like if it
00:45:21
doesn't do you justice it's not about me it's not about what I think this is going to do well for the final Booth
00:45:27
brand like anytime I have a conversation with an artist and they say to me do you think it's good I can't sit there and
00:45:34
lie to the artist face and say yes it's okay I'm gonna be like you could do better
00:45:39
if you want to come back and go again we can if not let's just park it off for
00:45:44
now and come back to it at a later date and there's been so many that have not gone out but that's because I felt it's
00:45:51
not a good reflection on them not on the brand because No One's Gonna you know
00:45:56
attack the brand as much as they would the artist there's one of the biggest
00:46:02
artists in the world right now Stephen one of the biggest globally
00:46:08
right you come in to do a final booth and I can't tell you how excited I was
00:46:13
for this moment even though it was a few years ago there was still a big artist then but they weren't us because they are now
00:46:19
and they came in and done their final booth and you know we everyone was excited and we was prepared for it
00:46:26
and they came in and it was possibly one of the worst fine abuse I've ever
00:46:34
recorded and I could see that the artist was quite excited
00:46:40
by their performance and you know they was like oh when when we're going to release it and in my mind
00:46:46
I'm thinking is this just me is it because I expected here
00:46:52
and they delivered here that I'm judging this and they're talking to me and
00:46:58
they're Mars just moving and I'm processing all this information in my head because I'm like I don't want to lie to the artist I don't want to be
00:47:04
disrespectful to The Host all this information sweating on my head and I was like
00:47:10
I'm going to go back and listen to the final booth uh give me 10 minutes so I went back into the studio we played it
00:47:17
ah this is garbage this is garbage so I chatted the producer at the time I
00:47:23
was like how how's best to handle the situation I don't want to go out and say that this is not going to go out but at the same
00:47:30
time I want to give them the opportunity to redo it while they're here while they're in the country
00:47:36
and regretfully I didn't do that
00:47:42
I didn't go out and give the artist the opportunity to do it again I was like you know what I'm just gonna
00:47:47
say that it's not going out and for me that was a bad decision I look
00:47:54
back at that now and it's a bad decision um but it just weren't good enough it weren't good enough and there's so many
00:48:00
artists that I've come through and not performed but again like I said some that have called me I let it down said you know what I appreciate you not
00:48:07
putting that final Booth out let's go again why do you regret that decision because
00:48:13
in hindsight I could have given them the opportunity to record that again there and then but
00:48:21
because I had no faith in the situation I was like I'm not going to waste their time and I'm not going to waste my
00:48:27
team's time I just think it's best that we kind of keep it moving but now
00:48:33
on reflection I should have given them the opportunity to do it again you know and his comments all the time
00:48:41
I've spoke about this before where people like release it released the final Booth this person is
00:48:47
huge right now we've got sign off on it we can release it but I just wouldn't you know like I'm I
00:48:53
don't I don't do things for that reason I'm not gonna [ __ ] on the artist now we
00:48:58
put something out that I thought was [ __ ] back then for you and put it out now for views it's counterproductive it
00:49:03
goes against everything that I say and stand for so it will never come out I
00:49:09
would probably wouldn't even say the person's name I'll tell you off camera okay I I have some a slightly similar
00:49:15
story that I record an episode of the diversia with the person who's currently if there's three biggest YouTubers in
00:49:21
the world he's he's definitely one of them oh wow and I just never put it out because it just the conversation is so dead are you serious it's so dead it
00:49:27
just doesn't go anywhere and it like I've blamed myself in part for like not being able to get anything from them
00:49:33
um and in this same situation they were they weren't as big then as they are now now they're one of the biggest and I
00:49:38
just but I look reflect on conversation I know I said like how do I stop that happening in the future because this you
00:49:44
know I play a role in the content whereas in firing the booth you play a role but it's you'll creating a platform for them to show them their talent
00:49:49
whereas I feel like you've got to lead it yeah I feel like I could have done better a better job I was so inspired
00:49:55
watching your conversation with Adam where you say about the that board meeting with with the BBC at the start where you you lay out to them that you
00:50:01
what you're going to do yeah as a DJ did anybody believe you what did you say no
00:50:07
definitely not I didn't really I think I I feel like I got lost out of the room at the time so it was two the two bosses
00:50:13
at the time and I'd gone in to do my paperwork and
00:50:19
you know it was like so you know what are your aspirations what are you trying to achieve here why are you at BBC I said well within a month I'll create the
00:50:26
biggest online freestyle platform that'll do millions of views like great
00:50:31
yeah it's not radio that's not radio Charles I'll just let you know that's that's not radio that's YouTube I'm like me and
00:50:38
then I said secondly I replaced Westwood I'll take all of Westwood shows within five years and one of the guys actually
00:50:46
laughed in my face I said excuse me why are you laughing
00:50:51
he said oh do you know how many times I've heard that and I said well you've never heard it from me
00:50:56
and he's like good like good luck with that chap good luck so I was like okay so it actually took me three years
00:51:03
of being at the BBC to replace Westwood and all of these shows so that was six radio shows a week
00:51:09
um and I said it would take me five so I remember this is a great story I
00:51:15
actually saw the guy a few weeks back we laughed over it you know I I got the call to say where
00:51:21
there's going to be an Anno Guyana today announcing all staff that you're replacing Westwood on all shows as of
00:51:29
set date here we go now at midday today so I was like perfect
00:51:35
so I left my house nice and early went into uh the BBC building
00:51:41
and went around to this guy's desk at it must have been 11 55
00:51:48
sat on the edge of his desk and just waited for that inbox to light up with
00:51:55
an all staff from the boss 12 o'clock it drops in
00:52:01
he opens it looks at me it says fair play you did it
00:52:06
fair play what can I say how's that thank you I said I'll do it in five I did it in
00:52:11
three it reminds me of you the comments what your dad was saying she was naked as well for sure and those things you know
00:52:17
and two into you unwrap it and unravel it you
00:52:23
don't really understand what impact is had on your life I feel like those small
00:52:28
moments that drive you on and and give you that fuel to keep pushing through
00:52:36
there sat at the back of your mind and then once you've achieved that goal or you know Something's Happened around
00:52:42
that conversation when you can really dissect it and really get into the the nitty-gritty of the words that were
00:52:48
presented to you that have inspired and motivated you to become better you're like wow okay it's bizarre but yeah it
00:52:55
was a big moment for me that the interpretation going on there is the key thing right because your dad's words
00:53:01
that guy's words any words of self-doubt can be interpreted in many ways depending on the mind that's interpreting them so with your dad's
00:53:07
comments that could have made someone go [ __ ] I'm not good enough I'll just I'll just yeah I want to crash and chill I'm
00:53:12
gonna crash and chill whereas you you almost interpret it as like you still probably interpret it as like I'm not
00:53:18
good enough but I'm going to prove to you that I am yeah and I think that's such an interesting thing because from this podcast I used
00:53:24
to think people that were driven or successful which is these people that were like super motivated and whatever else well I've come to learn the more
00:53:31
episodes we've done is that nearly all of them start with this complex they're fighting against which is you're not
00:53:36
good enough dude you know what for a long time I lived with that and especially when I
00:53:41
started stepping into board meetings um meeting corporate folk I felt like I
00:53:48
was dismissed because of how I spoke how I dressed but for me
00:53:56
I always thought you know what you all know better than me because of
00:54:01
your background or where you are in life so why would you judge me for being who
00:54:08
I am even though I I've worked hard enough to sit at the same table as you and that would eat me up for a long time
00:54:14
and I'd never speak about it it was you know it was I guess a class complex
00:54:21
if anything I felt like a lot of people judged me
00:54:26
um on the way I've spoken and wear dress without actually getting to know me or or picking my brain and actually to be
00:54:33
totally honest I think it wasn't until Maybe
00:54:39
five years ago where I got past that I was like you know what I deserve to be
00:54:44
at this table and you should be humbled and grateful that I'm sat at this table willing to give you some of the
00:54:51
information that I have because if you had the information that I have I won't be sat at this table you wouldn't need me to be side this
00:54:57
table and you probably wouldn't want me to be sat at this table and that's how I
00:55:02
think I think I understand the value that I bring to every situation that I'm in now and that
00:55:10
self-doubt has been totally removed still self-doubt in my life but in terms of who I am and what I bring to the
00:55:17
table and what I'm capable of achieving I feel like I'm in a very unique Lane in
00:55:24
life there's not many people like me that understand culture and understand business in the same way
00:55:31
I do it's so funny because being Charlie sloth in more ways than one not just the documentary you started but throughout
00:55:38
your career and being your authentic self in in situations where you might not have fit the status quo it's so
00:55:45
clearly to me one of the key reasons why you're successful like being yourself yeah right so it's interesting to hear that someone who from the outside
00:55:51
everyone will go well we Charlie's lost his child is off because he's Charlie sloth yeah right would also go no I had
00:55:56
those moments walking into rooms where I thought in fact I don't belong or are they judging me or you know yeah for sure if
00:56:01
I felt inferior I felt like should I really be at this table should I be speaking different dressing yeah
00:56:08
and there was time there was times in my life when I would go into a meeting and my phone voice would pop out and I'd
00:56:15
leave the meeting I'd be I'd be so mad at myself like what are you doing what are you doing why did you do that because you felt like you had to speak a
00:56:22
certain way around a certain type of person no way like and I feel like yeah I feel like a lot of people
00:56:29
appreciate and respect me for being unapologetically me you've had all these
00:56:35
artists come on your your platforms over the years and with fire in the booth you've really like without a shadow of a
00:56:41
doubt made people's careers and I've always wondered what is it that makes one of them
00:56:46
actually go go the full distance and become a star because there's not many seats at that top table especially in
00:56:52
the UK so from your perspective which is a unique perspective what is it that's separating them I think I think it's a
00:57:00
concoction of things I think the first thing of course is always Talent
00:57:05
you've got to have talent or some degree or Talent even though I'm a I'm a strong believer in hard work always beats
00:57:11
talent but Talent especially within music is always one of the key ingredients vision
00:57:17
is the second thing and I say the first thing is work ethic how much you're willing to work how hard
00:57:26
you're willing to go and then the fourth and I think someone who
00:57:32
encapsulates this is stormzy is personality morals and
00:57:38
a sense of vulnerability I think I think when you look at all of the most successful artists
00:57:45
for me they allow themselves to become vulnerable
00:57:50
they allow themselves to be judged they allow themselves to talk about things
00:57:56
that a rapper wouldn't necessarily
00:58:01
feel comfortable talking about I feel like stormzy he's got the talent he's got
00:58:07
incredible Talent you know in terms of vision and his work rate unmatched I I
00:58:14
remember doing sessions with stormzy maybe eight eight nine years ago
00:58:20
recording sessions in the studio and I called him and said at least before
00:58:27
like he was massive I called him I said dude I want to get you on a project I'm working on can you come to the studio he's like what time do you need me there
00:58:34
um I said if you get there for 4 P.M it'd be amazing now I didn't need him there to six but with me spending as
00:58:41
much time as I have with rappers I'd always say two hours earlier
00:58:47
so uh it was five to four he turned up I'm like you're early he's like only five
00:58:53
minutes I'm not in my head I'm not always two hours and five minutes but so he comes in the studio
00:58:58
I was like uh do reverse on this song do a verse on this song Do A Chorus on this song normally an artist would be in
00:59:05
there maybe four or five hours he was in there for like 40 minutes
00:59:12
done this reverses done the hook I was like is there anything else you want me to do I'm like whoa uh nah man with that
00:59:18
attitude with that attitude and the minute he left that studio I rang everyone and said this guy is a
00:59:26
superstar he is going to be a juggernaut because his mindset was just he was so
00:59:33
focused he weren't in there gossiping drinking smoking he was like
00:59:39
I'm here to a job I'm gonna do the job to the best of my ability and then I'm gonna move on to do my next
00:59:45
job and to see that in such a young man I was like wow this
00:59:52
guy's gone and I remember after that there was a few moments that happened
00:59:57
and he was just out of here I just knew it there's a few artists like that that
01:00:03
have been on the show or I've met personally and I've said straight away
01:00:08
even to labels friends within the labels I'm like if you want to place a bet
01:00:14
that's the guy to play the bill you can just feel it like it's like you've either got it or you haven't some
01:00:20
of the things that these artists have that make them Superstars are unteachable and they're
01:00:27
hard to see yeah very because no one would have said that but from my external perspective when I think about
01:00:33
why stormzy made it I'm thinking I did that thing in the park with the freestyle and then you know it worked with you and then I think and he's a
01:00:40
great rapper yeah but even then there's a reason why he became a great rapper and it's it's dedication dedication so
01:00:47
focused no no distractions wretch was the same and you know what like when you look at
01:00:53
these artists they're the most incredible human beings set aside everything else
01:00:58
they're the most incredible human beings Geeks you know one of the biggest rappers in this country one of the most
01:01:05
incredible human beings that I know and you know if you're looking at it from an
01:01:11
inter entertainment perspective you're like these guys are gangsters and they're not they're human beings and you
01:01:17
know their personality their morals their integrity is a big part of why
01:01:22
they've been so successful because everybody wants to work with them everybody likes them nobody ever wants
01:01:28
to say no because they're such good people and that's a that's a for me a huge storm is he is super talented incredible
01:01:36
artist but a huge part of people wanting to do stuff of him is because he's such
01:01:41
a great person but you represent all of those things that you've just described the hard work the vision the vulnerability the
01:01:48
openness even the body language point you said yeah like I could turn off the volume on a fire in the booth and just
01:01:54
watch you oh yeah I get carried away yeah that's because I genuinely care yeah yeah and a lot of that goes back to how many final boots have not come out
01:02:00
yeah if you saw my reaction you'll notice find the booze really even like well he's definitely not feeling that
01:02:07
maybe that's where they flocked yeah maybe maybe I don't know but
01:02:12
I can't you can't I can't just I'm a showman you know a DJ all over the world
01:02:18
I put a show on but in that environment that is how I feel the energy is what
01:02:25
makes me become the person I become in the studio at that moment in time they say 80 of communication is nonverbal
01:02:30
don't they 100 and I believe that I mean yeah you can see even K Coke if you just
01:02:36
if I didn't speak English I'd still black yeah it's like oh this is the passion the pain in his voice yeah it
01:02:42
was a real moment you come out of jail yeah yeah just being shot at so he's
01:02:47
like this is my opportunity I am not letting this slip and he didn't I mean
01:02:53
what a huge moment that was for him as an artist first time I'd ever heard of him huge went on to be signed by Jay-Z
01:02:59
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yep tell me tell me about that I mean Apple for me
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you know it was a massive moment in my life and my career so
01:05:00
prior to me leaving the BBC I had had offers for a few years before
01:05:05
people just trying to start conversation about what it would look like with me
01:05:10
leaving the BBC and you know I've got so many great memories and made so many great friends
01:05:17
at the BBC and it was such a huge part of my career and my growth as childish
01:05:23
love and of course to find the booth run but I got to the point in the building where I had achieved every single last
01:05:31
thing that I had set out to achieve and every time I'd achieve a go in there I set myself a new Target
01:05:38
but I'd run out of targets in terms of where I could go and what more I could do and you know at this
01:05:44
time I was doing an average of 200 DJ shows a year
01:05:52
um I was doing five radio shows a week I felt a little bit trapped and for me
01:06:00
what I quickly identified as my next mission was I felt
01:06:07
not as easy to achieve while being fixed at the BBC
01:06:13
so I was like all right what's next you know and you know of course I took into
01:06:19
consideration at the time how people were consuming content the age group of the listeners that were listening to
01:06:24
radio um the demographic of people that was listening to radio I felt like it changed and the way we consume content
01:06:32
to change forever and I felt like listening to radio was no longer an appointment I used to wait
01:06:39
every night it isn't design low I used to wait everywhere weekend to listen to Westwood it was an
01:06:45
appointment I wouldn't miss it I felt like those days had moved on and people
01:06:50
were listening at their Leisure you know there was no fixed time for you to have
01:06:56
to listen you should listen back anytime you want on the higher player so for me I've reached this point in my
01:07:03
life where I was a bit like what's next I'd always knew what was next I'd always find something that was next throughout
01:07:10
my journey at a BBC I'll just say all right I've achieved this this is next let's work towards that
01:07:16
um I couldn't find one I really couldn't find one and this was just after the Drake fire in the booth
01:07:22
because that was something that I worked towards for years and I'd finally achieved it and I'm kind of
01:07:28
what's next man and I couldn't find something that was next I'd never want
01:07:33
to do breakfast it's not really for me um I couldn't see anywhere else that I
01:07:40
fitted within the schedule so so
01:07:45
I thought you know what let me call Zane Lowe because he's the first person from the broadcast World traditional
01:07:52
broadcast well that's made that jump and he's done an incredible job of doing so
01:07:58
so I've called him and I've run through my thoughts with him and how I'm feeling and doubts that I'd had and he was like
01:08:06
dude like I'd love you to be over here I love it
01:08:12
um if you've got any doubts or any concerns go and speak to Oliver like Oliver's the big boss uh Apple
01:08:19
music he's like just have a sit down with Oliver I know you I know what you stand for I know what you believe in you
01:08:26
spend an hour talking to him so I was like okay he's like I'll set the meeting up so he set the meeting up
01:08:32
with Oliver I sat down with Oliver he's like you know okay so what are you trying to achieve I said I want to be
01:08:37
part of the story for the first
01:08:44
British rap artists to become a global brand
01:08:51
so in the same way you know Drake did for Canada which people
01:08:57
20 years ago would have laughed at you for would have laughed at you the biggest rapper in the world is Canadian
01:09:02
no way and I feel like that's how people have fought about a British rapper
01:09:09
becoming a global brand and for me being a part of that story
01:09:15
um helping that British artists to whatever capacity that I could but
01:09:20
having a platform and a network that would enable me to do that was so important just to be a part of the story
01:09:27
um he was like whatever you need I can help you you know he spoke about his passion and his belief and what
01:09:34
motivated him and inspired him and like we had a very similar Outlook and for me
01:09:40
I was like you just get it like I left that room and I was like I know apple is
01:09:45
where I want to be I don't care who's offering what it was there was better offers on the table I'm like nah he's a
01:09:53
guy I will follow this guy on his journey and make his journey a part of
01:09:58
mine and vice versa I know that he gets this he understands what's happening in the world of content and I'm willing to
01:10:06
jump on this train and that was it and then from there you know we've achieved some incredible
01:10:11
things I feel I feel like that we've been doing things that nobody's ever done find a booth being uh an asset that
01:10:21
lives on a DSP on Apple music that people can stream the the the legals
01:10:27
that we had to get around to create this template of how that looks
01:10:33
now everyone should I do it everyone's trying to do it and everyone's trying to work out exactly how we got around all
01:10:40
of the hurdles that we had to get over a lot of people will ask because it seems
01:10:46
quite amazing that you managed to take far in the booth from the BBC yeah to Apple
01:10:52
you'd think that that would be like their intellectual property or something yeah so I owned final Booth before I
01:10:58
even went into the BBC and luckily for me because the BBC didn't have the same
01:11:05
faith in the brand as I did they didn't invest any money into the
01:11:12
brand whatsoever which would have made things a little bit more messy I feel like on my exit if they had invested
01:11:19
into the brand you're right though if they didn't put money into it then it becomes uh well look you know yeah yeah
01:11:24
it would become a lot Messier but there wasn't a contract but it was just you then invested so you could yeah so
01:11:30
basically there was no side deal okay per se for finding a booth it was something that I just did within the
01:11:36
show okay they didn't pay me extra for firing a boost it didn't provide me any stuff you're in the copyright I did oh
01:11:42
okay so I've always been up on stuff like that okay good before I went in there yeah I owned the full copyright
01:11:49
and then all the trademarks and so I was like I was up on it and there was nothing they could do so when I did
01:11:55
decide to leave it was like cheers thanks I mean I know that
01:12:00
probably button him yeah you know I have I still have good relations with a lot of the people in there and they're like
01:12:06
fair play you know you're one of one of a few that I've got out of the building
01:12:12
with their IP and then you took that to Apple I took it to Apple so now I license the brand license it
01:12:19
okay yeah to Apple makes sense smart it's important conversations because again we talked about information yeah
01:12:24
and people not having information yeah it's you know ownership people talk about ownership and I feel like the the conversation
01:12:31
around ownership sometimes gets a little bit cloudy and a lot of people take
01:12:38
the wrong information out of the importance of ownership
01:12:43
I feel like you know it's like any business you can own a hundred percent
01:12:51
of a business and it'd be worth you know or even own
01:12:59
two percent of a business that's worth a billion pounds like I know what I'd
01:13:04
rather own so the understanding of ownership a lot of people think when when you say make sure you own
01:13:10
everything they think you're talking about you owning a hundred percent of everything rather than
01:13:17
actually owning the brand you know like find a booth I
01:13:22
own 100 of Friday booth but I feel like the conversation generally just gets a bit cloudy because
01:13:30
people don't understand what the importance of ownership is on the point of ownership there's a
01:13:37
bottle sat behind me on the Shelf I'm gonna go grab it
01:13:43
I mean first of all you've engraved this with the diver CEO so it's of course just for you it's never getting open I'm
01:13:48
hoping I'll get one of those Diaries trade-off one of these ones here we have
01:13:54
one here a lot of people you know that get involved in the music industry don't end up starting companies like this
01:13:59
especially companies that are truly legitimately successful yeah what is the story of au vodka and why did you start
01:14:05
this business and also let's start this by just giving me an idea of how successful this has been so far
01:14:10
wow so we last year we outsold Gray Goose twice over you're joking no yeah
01:14:17
it's all Gray Goose in the UK twice over three times as many bottles of Ciroc
01:14:23
um we're on schedule to turn over uh 80 million pounds this year Jesus Christ
01:14:29
yeah so I mean yeah you know we're we're the top setting premium vodka in the UK
01:14:34
and we've recently started to really focus on export we sold out in the states we
01:14:40
just launched in the states last week and we decided to go state by state we sold out in two days in the states saw a
01:14:46
significant amount of balls in the states um so yeah I mean the story with au vodka interesting story actually so
01:14:55
um I had just come off the back of having this massive Vape business that I set up years ago Vapes so I remember
01:15:02
being in a club and um everyone was smoking Vapes and I was
01:15:07
like what is everyone smoking long story short invested in the company
01:15:13
made a significant amount of money selling these Vapes sold the business very quick very quick transaction
01:15:20
and I was like what's next so I was like no one's got their own vodka business and I'm looking at some rock I'm looking
01:15:27
what did he's doing over there I'm not these guys are so ahead of the game The
01:15:33
Americans in terms of branding in terms of creating businesses in the culture
01:15:38
and lifestyle and understanding how to navigate that brand and Target a certain
01:15:44
demographic the hard to reach demographic the the demographic that marketeers all over the world spend
01:15:51
significant amounts of money trying to penetrate every year I have access to that market
01:15:58
and I understand how to position things in the marketplace so I need to find a
01:16:04
vocal so I ended up spending I spent I I spent way over a hundred thousand pounds developing this brand and I just weren't
01:16:10
happy with it I was like the ball's not right the name's not right the Liquor's okay I was like it's
01:16:18
not right so um I was like all right cool I kind of put
01:16:24
that on the on the back burner for for a couple of months I need to focus on some other stuff
01:16:30
two days after me having that thought I'll put that in the back button I'll get a DM on Instagram
01:16:37
and it's from Au vodka and you know they're a few months old just not really find their foot they're
01:16:44
like Charlie can we send you some bottles of a u vodka and I never respond to messages like
01:16:49
that I just don't I'm not in it I don't want gifting I'm not into that stuff so I was looking at the page let me just
01:16:55
check these guys page out vodka I've been trying to do my own thing I go on the page and I see the bottle
01:17:02
I'm not whoa these guys have hit the nail on the head
01:17:08
so at the end back I was like hey you guys got a number um there's like yeah cool sent me a
01:17:13
number of I called him I was like hey what's up man bottle is incredible I was like what's the story and they
01:17:19
start speaking to me I you know two friends from swans who've just kind of set it up it's pretty new I was like you
01:17:25
guys need investment and I was like nah we don't and I'm like you don't need any money and it's like
01:17:32
nah we're good so I was like all right cool I was like well if that changes this is my number I'm
01:17:39
more than open to a conversation I'd love to take you guys for dinner so now all right cool thanks Charlie
01:17:44
yeah hopefully we'll speak again soon so two weeks later I'm at the BBC I'll get a call I always
01:17:50
finish the meeting in town would you be up for grabbing a coffee how's that of course so I meet the two
01:17:57
Lads uh Charlie and Jackson we go for a coffee at Nero's coffee just under the BBC and of course because I've been
01:18:04
working on this project of my own in the background I've already got my five year
01:18:10
plan I've got it written out step by step to a T so I sit
01:18:17
with these guys and I'm like what's the story so he started talking to me and telling me about their backgrounds and
01:18:22
how they got into it and why they got into it and um I was like look I've got a five-year
01:18:29
plan that I know we will destroy with this product
01:18:35
we'll make this the biggest thing since last breath and I feel like they believed in me in
01:18:43
the same way I believed in them now when I invested into the business of course the product was incredible and
01:18:50
I believe that we could do so much with this product especially within the urban community
01:18:56
um which I feel is the community that drives pretty much everything in terms of Lifestyle these days and when you
01:19:02
understand that I feel like it gives you a different view on why things work and why things don't
01:19:09
um so spending time with them getting to know them I was like these guys are so hungry and so switched on
01:19:17
I would be honored to be their partner so we've done a deal we had The Five-Year Plan you know the plan was
01:19:25
very simple yet very well thought out like step by step we went through that
01:19:30
plan and we achieved every single last thing that was on the planet now when we set out on this journey
01:19:37
we had all agreed that within five years we'll sell the business for a hundred million pounds
01:19:44
and we're like great bit of business you know
01:19:50
pre is in four years in but like set it for a hundred million
01:19:55
like what you know like uh our vision changed somewhat
01:20:02
um and the success that we achieved from this plan that we put in place
01:20:07
we all believed together that we would achieve this and all of us brought something different to the table
01:20:14
how much do you think this is valued at now this company um I think by the end of this year
01:20:20
realistically um if we was doing a 10 times multiply
01:20:26
you'd be looking at 800 800 million I think with some of the activations that
01:20:32
we have going on at the moment I'd like to think by this time next year would be a unicorn
01:20:40
for anyone that doesn't know what unicorn is yeah uh a business that's valued over a billion
01:20:46
um and I feel like we're on we're on the right track to achieve that
01:20:52
by this time next year everyone listening to you know this this idea of a plan yeah is gonna say Charlie listen
01:20:59
I wanna I wanna pop off too I want to build a business what's the what are some of the key things that I need to
01:21:04
know about that particular plan when you look back in hindsight go that's why this worked out I think like for me the
01:21:11
most important thing said in anything is understanding your audience even firing the beef right yeah
01:21:17
even find a booth and this goes back to branding and my understanding of branding and my interest and Fascination
01:21:23
in branding I've always understood the power of branding and I've always understood
01:21:29
that in order for you to sell something you have to understand who you're trying to sell it to seems much easier for you
01:21:35
because you've always been the audience yeah yeah well I think I think that's why I'm in a privy position in life
01:21:40
especially with the brands that I involve myself in I understand the culture I understand what's acceptable
01:21:46
what's not acceptable what's cool what's not cool I understand how to speak to that audience and I also understand that
01:21:52
that audience speaks to everybody else and you know people try and
01:21:58
pivot away from it no it doesn't work like that it does work like that the hard to reach young black audiences
01:22:05
around the world set Trends Ace as simple as that whether it be fashion
01:22:12
lifestyle they're the translators they're the people that are cool they're like if you wear you know you might wear
01:22:19
a jacket a rapper might wear a jacket in a video that's no one's ever seen it could be a brand I mean everything that
01:22:24
I'm wearing now maybe the exception being for the top which has real Heritage and people have worked with
01:22:31
different things but people in my world notice because a rapper's worried and
01:22:36
the same for my trainers or the jeans like even the the Indie kids or the dance kids will be inspired by fashion
01:22:44
from the urban space so I think understanding your audience for me is one of the most important things and
01:22:51
I feel like we understood who we were trying to set it to so it made it a lot easier selling it to the audience now
01:22:59
for me a big thing was making it feel like it was organic
01:23:05
natural and not forced like the worst thing for me was for it to feel
01:23:12
corporate or to feel like it was part of the old God so for me it had to be as
01:23:17
disruptive as possible like one of the things that I did which at the time
01:23:24
you know a lot of people would have been like what's the point in that but I understood the implications that I would
01:23:30
have two three years down the line I shouldn't really give this as a gem away
01:23:36
but I'm going to give it away because it's done now we've done it so I wanted to align the brand with success it's a
01:23:44
gold bottle it's a trophy I wanted people to feel like that I wanted people to hold the bottle and feel like they
01:23:52
was holding a trophy so we we sat down me and my partners and it was like how how do we do this how
01:23:58
can we achieve that we don't have much money to spend we have to make this feel natural and
01:24:04
organic so what we did is we partnered up with
01:24:11
grm and I said every time you give away a plaque to one of these artists who's achieved
01:24:18
something incredible on your channel can you give them a bottle of value
01:24:24
yeah cool so every time these artists were getting a plaque they would hold their plaque
01:24:30
and hold a bottle of a you now for everyone else who's watching this content
01:24:37
straight away the information that they're getting every time they watch these videos or series photos is that
01:24:44
their favorite artist who's just one or had the massive achievement is
01:24:49
holding a bottle of a you every time it's happening so straight away You're aligning that bottle
01:24:55
with success and cost us hardly anything it cost us a bowl each
01:25:01
and every time it happens Jesus but the implications that that had on people
01:25:07
subconsciously aligning the bottle with success
01:25:12
I mean Priceless absolutely Priceless and I feel like a lot of things that we did the the most significant things that
01:25:20
we did were all Shadow marketing doing things that people are not really even
01:25:25
paying attention to so yeah if you go back five years ago and you'd look at
01:25:31
some of our marketing strategies and how we went about implementing these strategies
01:25:37
it's like wow okay like you can see it I could I could tell you the whole story and then you can go back and actually
01:25:44
see how we apply these strategies to make us
01:25:52
generate the interest and desire in the bottle that we have today you
01:25:59
know like we've had huge people do it now like in your face oh hey you I love this but I don't feel like those things
01:26:06
are half as impactful as the things that we've done earlier on in the Brand's
01:26:13
lifespan planting those seeds planting No Seeds yeah that's all it is is planting those seats
01:26:19
you know when I started this podcast it was to hear stories like this about businesses and successful people and how
01:26:25
they'd risen and stuff and I think the reason why I called it the Diary of a CEO as well was because
01:26:31
I don't feel like we spend enough time talking about the other side of the coin which is like some of it we've talked
01:26:36
about already today which is the self-doubt piece the struggle piece like if I was to look in Charlie's Charlie's diary and I could read some of those
01:26:43
days where he had written in their things and you know he was being completely honest because he didn't think anyone would see it you talked
01:26:48
about self-doubt you talked about anxiety playing a role in your career from this from the jump what are the
01:26:54
things that I would see in that diary that it's not typical for a boss a CEO a
01:26:59
successful person to be talking about there will be a lot of
01:27:04
conversation with myself about balance I think that's one thing that I've
01:27:10
always struggled with um in life balance between my personal
01:27:15
life which I keep very personal for a reason you know I don't I don't
01:27:21
ever want people interfering in my personal life or passing judgment on my
01:27:26
personal life because it's my personal life and I keep it personal for that reason um but obviously
01:27:33
I've spent a lot of my adult life working and traveling the world which
01:27:40
means I haven't got to spend time with my loved ones in the way that
01:27:46
I'd like to and I've got a lot better at it you know over recent years I've got a lot better at it but
01:27:52
I feel like that's always something throughout my career that I've questioned myself over balance
01:28:00
have I spent enough time being a father have I been the best father that I could
01:28:06
possibly be I might be in a good example to my children you know and
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I feel like I said I've got a lot better at recent years recent years of being a
01:28:19
father and spending more time and finding that balance I've always been a good father I've always been there for my children I've always you know I've
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never missed one of my kids birthdays or you know you know big moments or score
01:28:31
what have you but I just feel like I could have spent more time being a father and I balanced it out with myself
01:28:39
knowing that everything I do ultimately is for them like you know when I'm not
01:28:46
here and what I'm like I think there's a misconception of me that
01:28:51
I'm always spending money um I'm quite um loud with
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what I do but I don't really spend money ow
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very little and everything that I do earn it goes
01:29:08
into a trust for my family so when it all is said and done you know
01:29:15
they won't ever have to experience some of the things that I've experienced in
01:29:21
life and they've got a head start and knowing my children and how grounded
01:29:27
they are and you know such beautiful children never ask for anything
01:29:34
I think that's one of my proudest achievements um but yeah I I question myself a lot
01:29:39
about balance and it rings very true to me because I this is It's the number one thing I go back and forth on I've said a
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couple of times and hear that just I almost worry that I'll regret in hindsight getting that wrong and
01:29:51
sometimes I don't want hindsight to tell me yeah because it'll be the hard way won't it same thing for me and I I I I
01:29:57
fight myself over it a lot like am I gonna you know get to 60.
01:30:03
be a billionaire but live in regret that I didn't spend as much time with my
01:30:10
loved ones as I potentially could have all cards on the table here as well
01:30:15
I know I don't have kids yet but I've I'm you know I'm in a relationship I'm committed so it's the you know the next
01:30:21
natural thing that we both want in our lives I know that when I have kids if I
01:30:26
don't change something I will say well all of this stuff is helping them yeah I mean that's an excuse coming up
01:30:33
to myself I think most people do yeah you know like I genuinely believe that
01:30:38
and a big part of my motivation from the moment my son was born was that
01:30:44
he will never have to experience the things that I've experienced and of course when he's living in the shed he
01:30:49
was way too young you don't remember that when I say it to him now he's like what are you talking about dad you know I'd I'd drive him past sometimes like
01:30:56
you used to live in there well this this goes to a point that I was that someone said on this podcast to me one day they said
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kids don't care about that stuff they just care about quality of course they do they do and that is the biggest
01:31:08
fight of my career balance finding balance finding time to spend
01:31:18
quality time with my loved ones those that ultimately I tell myself I'll do this for do you
01:31:26
think your career is like validating you making you feel accepted in a way that you might not have when you're younger I
01:31:32
used to constantly seek validation constantly like I feel like especially growing up
01:31:38
where I did you know even going back to the comments that I made on that show being on bravado and talking about stuff
01:31:44
that I didn't actually do but I'm trying to be trying to fit in I'm trying to be cool I think I shed that
01:31:51
you know at the same time I did when I felt inferior at times in those board
01:31:56
meetings when I was worried about people looking down at me I feel like I don't feel like that
01:32:02
anymore I'm not I'm not trying to fit in a test here then this is what I I said to my assistant literally this weekend
01:32:07
when we were chatting with chat in the kitchen because I was saying you know I think I'm a workaholic and then I sat here with this trauma expert and I think
01:32:13
you helped me figure out why I'm a workholic if I said to you now all your goals are complete you've done your
01:32:19
to-do list your goals are complete you've done it I've said Charlie it's Pina Cola at a time the aircraft's waiting you go into the beach to relax
01:32:25
no work how would you feel do you know what this is funny because
01:32:32
during the first lockdown when it was like stay at home can't
01:32:38
leave no work it was the first time in over 10 years diet stopped
01:32:45
diet literally stopped and for me
01:32:51
I can't explain the anxiety fear the confusion
01:32:57
I was like so what I just stay here and do nothing yep you just sit in your
01:33:03
house and do nothing I mean I I don't understand that and for the first two weeks
01:33:11
I enjoyed it so much I was just with my family was doing cool
01:33:16
things I was like this is amazing this is what life's about week three
01:33:23
I'm sat there tapping my fingers I'm like right like this this ain't life
01:33:30
like I'm not ready for this life yet so we ended up traveling
01:33:35
me and my family around the world go into different places that hadn't fully locked down yet
01:33:42
find them things to do creating an adventure to keep me
01:33:48
occupied and making the fun part of what we was doing
01:33:53
finding a place where we're not restricted we we did that for several months and
01:33:58
ended up in Dubai where I could work where I could DJ and where I could
01:34:05
operate and do business deals freely we're not spending seven months there so
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answering your question if I was presented with that opportunity now and
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you said to me everything's done we're going to sell a you for a billion
01:34:23
we're going to sell find a boo for 50 million uh you know your portfolio of
01:34:29
other things we'll just keep it there taking over we're going to manage that throw it all into the trust
01:34:35
no how would you feel I I couldn't do it but how would you feel give me a word I
01:34:40
have how you'd feel just a word lost and I guess that what's the opposite of
01:34:47
lost I guess found yeah so that's kind of what what I was talking to my assistant about is like my work
01:34:53
addiction which I think I clearly have is making me feel found it's making me
01:34:59
in some it's validating me it's making me feel important accepted and whatever else and I tend to see that often when
01:35:06
people have not always but often when people have like an early experience where maybe they're insecure maybe they had
01:35:12
shame because of where they came from maybe they had a chip on their shoulder what they have this unhealthy relationship where their self-esteem and
01:35:18
their work are so closely linked that they're not really driven they're being dragged and I'm being dragged I can say
01:35:24
it because I I've you know I've sat here with too many smart people to understand myself like I'm I feel like at times I'm being dragged too much and I need to
01:35:29
start driving the car not being pulled by it dude that just hit me I hit me that's a dude yeah Fair
01:35:37
this is quite the conversation well what do you think we do making me reflect on everything that I
01:35:44
thought I knew well this is the privilege of sitting with smart people they shine up and
01:35:50
pulled a mirror up to me yeah every day and I sit here [ __ ] like with goosebumps sometimes thinking this this guy needs to at me
01:35:58
how do you reflect on all of that I mean yeah I feel like it's been a great conversation and
01:36:04
you definitely made me leaving here thinking more
01:36:11
even some of the comments you just made there that ring so true within my personal life the insecure Steve
01:36:19
insecure Charles is still there you know and sometimes you know I'm probably
01:36:24
guilty of doing that still to this day I am yeah that we have a closing tradition on this podcast where the last guest
01:36:31
asks a question for the next guest and I don't know what the question is until open this book
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who was the person who first believed in you
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and what do you want to say to them now I'd say my granddad
01:36:48
was the first person who really believed in me and I guess I'll just say thank you
01:36:55
thank you for believing me believing in me he had like 32 grandchildren
01:37:00
and I was the one I feel like he thought he saw something in like an
01:37:06
energy or just a hunger and a desire to be better I feel like you know yeah he's
01:37:15
he's belief in me made me who I am today and then I'll say away from my family
01:37:21
group it'd probably be um a guy who's still part of my team to
01:37:26
this day Arrow calling the coach you know at a time in my life when
01:37:31
no one believed in me really everyone just saw me as a street kid who
01:37:38
didn't really have any prospects or and I feel like he was someone that saw
01:37:45
past that I could see that for the first time and I felt that in my life he was the first person
01:37:51
who saw past the way I dressed and the way I spoke and saw me for me
01:37:58
and helped me develop to become a better person
01:38:04
and focus the energy hunger and desire that I had
01:38:10
in the right direction and to him you know he he's still a very
01:38:15
dear friend of mine today still a part of my team um has been for
01:38:21
16 years and again just thank you and you know I
01:38:27
always have these thoughts in my head of what it looks like when this ends and
01:38:34
how I reward everyone because I do have an incredible team some you met earlier and
01:38:39
I wouldn't be able to operate the way I do without my team I wouldn't
01:38:45
they make sure that um enabled to deliver the best version of myself
01:38:51
and I sit there and I think when this is all said and done like how do I reward my team
01:38:57
and that's something that I think of more and more lately you know as I'm getting older in life
01:39:05
and I feel like there's a few chapters in my life which will shift in the next
01:39:10
five years and I think how do I how do I reward
01:39:15
them and show them that I am grateful for the time
01:39:22
they've dedicated to me which they have you know dedicated to me and believing in my
01:39:29
vision and helping me make my Visions a reality
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and that's one of the hardest things how do you reward these people that have enabled you to achieve the things you
01:39:41
have because I'm under No Illusion that without my team
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I wouldn't be who I am today and I wouldn't have achieved half of the things that I've achieved delegation was
01:39:53
one of my weakest points because I just wanted to do everything and I believed I could do everything and
01:40:00
that's where the whole being child's love comes from because I did everything but then as you grow you need to
01:40:06
understand that you can't do everything you need to stick up what your guda and
01:40:12
allow other people who are better at you at those other things to come in and take some of the pressure away and
01:40:17
that's what my team have done and have allowed me to become who I am so wow I felt deep for a speech and that's
01:40:24
honestly it's beautiful to hear and I and again it shows where you're at in your life that that's the those are the
01:40:30
reflections you're having about paying it forward your your career has been that though your career has been enabling people it's been pushing
01:40:36
forward the UK hip-hop rap scene in a way like very few that I could ever name
01:40:42
have done getting rappers who didn't have a platform didn't have a voice from areas where they were probably counted
01:40:48
out giving them a chance for their talent to matter above everything else and that is something that I don't think you'll ever fully get the credit for
01:40:54
like even though you've got loads and loads of credit you'll never fully get the credit for the impact that you've had in that way I mean that when I was
01:41:01
in Plymouth a kid I was watching all of those videos when I went up to Manchester I watched all of those videos that's where you can name one you know
01:41:07
whether it's all of the rich friends and I've seen them all yeah I could see your reaction yeah yeah because I know him I
01:41:13
know that I know I know all of them and I was there and I had my friends go on fire in the booth and it was the and it still is the platform now it's a global
01:41:19
platform but in the UK it was the UK platform at the time to get to get your uh to get your brand out there and it's
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truly amazing you'll never see that you'll never see I'm sure Karma will pay you back in Pleasant ways but I just wanted to say that to your face while I
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have you here thank you and thank you for your honesty and your vulnerability and your openness thank you Stephen I appreciate it it's incredible and it
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will help more people than I think you realize all of it all of it thank you thank you [Music]
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