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Is there a point when you kind of like
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realized or maybe were more verbal of
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just the fact that you're like, "Okay,
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like this failed me, like this was not
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good." I feel like I've felt that way
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for a long time just because I've spent
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my like cold childhood up until like now
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just feeling I just feel like incredibly
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dumb. like I just I like just always
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felt behind and um just not caught up
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with everyone else and I would I just
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try to like hide it from everyone, you
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know, like I can appear that I kind of
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know what I'm doing. So yeah, I wasn't
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maybe an exact moment, but I always felt
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that growing up and never really had
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like
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huge hopes for like the future cuz I
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just like well I'm just I'm just not
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smart. Um, in that
