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Jesse Winnick | I’m Related to a Killer

December 05, 2024 / 43:18

This episode covers the tragic murder of Hadas Winnick by her son Jesse Winnick, the impact on family members, and the subsequent legal proceedings.

Matthew Allen, a deputy district attorney, discusses Jesse's violent history and the chilling details of the murder that occurred in September 2007. Jesse's actions, including the brutal stabbing of his mother, are described as deeply disturbing.

Amy Winnick, Hadas's daughter, recounts the traumatic events leading up to and following her mother's murder. She shares her experiences of living with Jesse's abuse and the emotional toll it took on her family.

The episode details Jesse's arrest, his manipulative behavior during the legal process, and the ongoing threat he poses to Amy even while incarcerated. The psychological impact on Amy and her struggle for justice are highlighted.

Despite Jesse's conviction and additional sentences for threats made while in prison, Amy continues to live with the fear of his potential release. The episode concludes with her reflections on her mother's legacy and her own journey toward healing.

TL;DR

Jesse Winnick murdered his mother Hadas, leaving a lasting impact on his sister Amy and raising concerns about his future release from prison.

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43:18
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did you say how he did it i'm hoing to
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God he was life any murder is a horrible
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tragedy but to murder your own mother I
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think reflects a particularly callous
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and de Brave individual he took pleasure
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in seeing pain in other people even his
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own mom and his sister Jesse winning is
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a bad man he's deeply Disturbed there is
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nothing that the state of California can
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do whether in prison or on the street
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his actions have
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never-endingly affected my life the
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pearo process the threat the fear I
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think that Jesse is an evil evil person
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to see my mom lying in a pool of blood
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in her favorite room in the
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house killed by my brother shook me to
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my core I realized he was not my brother
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he was a monster
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[Music]
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[Music]
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my name is Matthew Allen I'm a deputy da
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at the Los Angeles County District
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Attorney's office I first heard about
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Jesse Winnick when I received a police
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report that described some of the
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conduct that he did over at the prison
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Jesse winck was a prisoner at California
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State Prison Los Angeles County when he
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was walking on the roadway with two
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inmate manufactured weapons he took
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those weapons onto the prison yard and
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attempted to stab a correctional
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officer I was a journalist for several
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years and worked for many newspapers and
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I covered crime as one of my beats with
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someone as vola
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and unpredictable and coldblooded as he
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seems to be I would rather just not have
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that connection like with my name or
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with my
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face in 2007 Jesse Winnick was
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incarcerated for the murder of his
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mother it affects me constantly when I'm
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on the freeway driving that path that I
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did that night
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I'm immediately transferred back to
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where I was when I lost
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[Music]
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her 22-year-old Amy Winnick had just
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finished a shift at her work when her
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brother Jesse aged 25 called
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her he told me not to go home I remember
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there was a pit in my stomach That Grew
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immediately and I asked him why and he
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told me just don't go home when I called
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home mom didn't pick up and I had no
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idea still
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why I called Jesse back
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again that's when Jesse told me he had
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killed
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mom he just said again and very clearly
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don't come home I killed mom and hung
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up I know that wasn't sure if he was
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telling the
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truth I couldn't believe it but I still
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had an ankling to call 911 I explained
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to them as I was driving home on the
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freeway much like right now it was dark
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it was late at
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night I didn't know I was about to walk
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into but I knew I had to call
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911 I'm going to be there in one minute
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I I I would suggest not going in if he's
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uh if he's done that I'm hoping to God
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he was lying I'm sorry if he if he
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was Jesse winck is the most dangerous
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kind of criminal because he's not
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restrained by love for his family the
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murder that he perpetrated against his
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own mother was violent sadistic and
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extremely personal his rap sheet and his
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Prison history reflects someone who has
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not recognized the error of his ways
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whatsoever and will continue to be
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violent in whatever context he put
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on keep
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walking Jesse and Amy's parents were
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Hadas and Sherman Winnick they had been
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childhood
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sweethearts my mom was born in
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Israel she was born in 1952 January
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26th and she is every bit I guess of
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Aquarius she um was a creative kid she
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was full of life and she remembers kind
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of just running free as a kiddo
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collecting frogs in her pockets and
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having a sweet
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childhood Jesse was the couple's eldest
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child my you know my parents got married
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on January 26th 1981 and my brother was
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born January 21st 1982 so they conceived
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him pretty quickly and they had him
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within a
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year this is from Jesse's
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birthday his actual birthday the day he
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was
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born mom would have been extremely
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hopeful to think back on this day being
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the happiest day of her life one of
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them in contrast to the fact that that
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young baby ended up murdering
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her it's shocking and it's heartbreaking
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to look at this
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photo by the time I was conceived they
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were separated so I never lived with my
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father I never saw their marriage in
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person Amy was born on December 24th
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1984 making her almost 3 years younger
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than her
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brother when you are born into a family
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you follow the family Rules the itself
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has its own almost
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subculture I know my dad was an
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alcoholic he had been an alcoholic since
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the age of 16 he cheated on my mom
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throughout most of the
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marriage I think my mom from what I read
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in her diary was in an abusive
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relationship um with him both physically
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emotionally and mentally so um that is a
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cycle that I would see eventually carry
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over into my brother and my mom's
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[Music]
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relationship she's the youngest sibling
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but seems to be in the position of
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supporting her older brother these are
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all her her
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Norms it's hard for me to find a photo
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of the two of us where I look like I'm
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happy and he looks like he's not
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controlling me even in this baby photo
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it seems like he's manhandling me in
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some
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way in 1989 now a single mom Hadas took
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the kids and set up on her
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own Calabasas is a very wealthy area
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that although it is in Los Angeles
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County it's nothing like La really there
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is certainly very very little
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violent crime it's a lot of open space
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and big houses the Kardashians live
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there a lot of celebrities live there
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retire there it's a quiet really
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beautiful
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area Hadas was a high school teacher in
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the valley she was a beloved
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teacher the house move as well as the
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absence of their father meant that the
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kids lives had been turned upside down
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tensions began to grow between the
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siblings eight or nine was already
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relatively verbally abusive to me he
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would call me names he would make fun of
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my appearance he was a
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bully what you want as the younger
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sibling is to feel secure and safe and
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protected by that older sibling and that
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is something that Amy I think wanted
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from her brother but did not
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get the only times I ever can remember
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my brother being kind or loving or warm
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or caring were times when he wanted
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something from me I don't think he was
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ever nurturing or protective in nature
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without there being an ulterior
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motive so there's an element of
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transaction going on there I'll be nice
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to you if I can get this from you and
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some of this seems to fit with what was
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also going on at school with his
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behavior he was being aggressive and
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violent with
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teachers he would eventually be kicked
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out of
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school Jesse's Behavior at home was also
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out of
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control Jesse was maybe around 12 years
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old when he became really explosively
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angry and verbally abusive it began by
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calling my mom names um
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stupid he called me ugly he called me
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chubby he loved to make fun of my
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looks this is another really beautiful
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but ironic photo you can see
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me hugging and loving on Mom and Mom
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adoring and staring at
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Jesse and Jesse having the smuggest look
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on his face ever with no regard for
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anybody else in the
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photo and I just think it it completely
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captures what it was like to be in our
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family or what our relationships were
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like it's very hard to really think that
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your son is bad that your son can't be
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helped that your son would ever really
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do something terrible to to yourself or
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to his sister and I think that even
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though she saw these issues develop and
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get worse that I don't think she ever
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really truly
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believed he became very abusive towards
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the walls that's how it
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began he was also destructive to our
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environment in the sense that I can
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clearly remember him lighting a fire in
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the bathtub of our home
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trying to see if the fire alarm would go
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off and once it did and the firemen
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showed up my mom wasn't
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home
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he would
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then coer me into lying and saying that
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I lit a fire that accidentally set off
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the
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alarm when Jesse he was 12 Hadas had an
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accident at school where she fell on a
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step injuring her ankle following a
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string of unsuccessful operations she
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used a wheelchair for several
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years the abuse at Jesse's hands did not
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lessen in fact it worsened Jesse sensed
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a weakness and that is when he became
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physically abusive to my mom he would
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have no job and no license and he was at
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home with her during that time and I was
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in school for many of those days I can
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remember her standing up out of her
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wheelchair and he pushed her
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down Amy was almost the other surrogate
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parent psychologically this is not a
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good place for a child to find
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themselves in where they as a kid are
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supporting an adult to look after the
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other sibling
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what it does is Rob her of her own
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[Music]
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childhood he does have a knack at
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knowing people's weaknesses or
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recognizing them and when he does that
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he's able to figure out what would hurt
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people most and he does not shy away
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from hurting
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people I had always seen my mom as a
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really strong woman so to see her not
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only become disabled but also to for her
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to to
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be physically harmed in such a way it
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was really detrimental it was
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heartbreaking for me to
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see Amy Winnick was 11 years old the
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first time her brother Jesse then aged
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14 abused
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her I don't remember any happy memories
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I don't remember any points where he was
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a healthy
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sibling I think Jesse just saw as
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somebody to utilize whenever he wanted
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to and how Amy has described her
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childhood with him and her her mom was
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that they were there for his use she's a
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victim of his domestic
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terrorism he blackmailed me into
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inserting objects inside of myself in
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front of
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him to go through my first sexual
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experiences
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in front of my brother and to be
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objectified in that sense um had lasting
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effect on
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me there's a great deal of
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coercion of your younger sibling to get
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them to behave that way she was
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effectively at his Mercy that's my older
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brother I'm going to do as I'm told and
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there's an element of think almost
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survival Instinct
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this photo must have been around when
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Jesse was I want to say in 10th grade
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this would also be around the time right
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after the sexual abuse at his hands
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happened I can see in his face he is
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extremely troubled I know he was really
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angry this was one of the worst times
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with
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him as Jesse Winnick became more and
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more violent to his family it became
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clear to those around him that he had
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problems of his
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own when he was 15 I think around that
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age
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he experienced his first physical Mental
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Health crisis in the sense that he
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attempted suicide we went to dinner when
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we came back he was in his bed and he
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was hallucinating he was sweating and
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crying and yelling and we I believe she
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found an empty
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bottle very large size bottle of Tylenol
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he had taken um he was taken to the
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hospital immediately they pumped his
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stomach um and he
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would right after begin his very first
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mental health stay at an
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institution he was diagnosed very young
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with bipolar disorder OCD Tourette
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syndrome and most recently he was given
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a diagnosis of
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ADHD he would often manipulate doctors
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or therapists or just be absolutely
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unmanageable refused to
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cooperate my mom tried to obtain
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therapist help and he would verbally
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abuse those therapists and they stopped
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seeing him it was kind of a dead end for
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her
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there he didn't go to college he didn't
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get a job he remained in the home up
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until the
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crime basically just terrorizing his
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mother and
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sister when I was about 16 17 years old
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I was standing in the kitchen making
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myself a meal and from behind me I felt
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a very swift kick in between my legs
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which caused me an immense amount of
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pain and made me double
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over I asked him why he did it and he
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said he just wanted to see if it hurt a
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woman to be kicked
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there it was the most pain I had ever
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felt in my entire life I remember
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feeling like I was just assaulted and I
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didn't have those words to describe that
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as Amy grew up Jesse's abuse of his
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family continued to escalate with his
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main focus becoming their mother
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hadash one time at dinner we were
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sitting there talking about something
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and she said something that angered him
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he turned towards her and had a fork in
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his hand and he poked her skin while he
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was she was talking um it was
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just
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incessant Terror that he tried to
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execute on us but it was also
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inconsistent in the sense that we never
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knew when it would happen he wasn't able
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to restrain himself from lashing out
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physically outbursts were really common
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and it seemed like Hadas and Amy were
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kind of walking on eggshell all the
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time before one of the last attacks that
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Jesse executed against mom he turned to
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me and said
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let me just kill her I'll run to
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Mexico just let me get away with
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it during his teenage years Jesse
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Winnick wasn't just causing serious
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trouble at home it also had many run-ins
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with law
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enforcement my mom called the police
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many times their understanding of what
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to do with Jesse was very limited they
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would arrest him they would detain him
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for a few hours maybe a night and then
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and then they would return him back
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home that would happen for
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years unable to follow rules Jesse
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struggled to hold down a job so when he
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turned 20 he joined the
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army when he got into the military mom
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and I had a bit
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of a reprieve from the
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[Music]
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abuse he was only
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gone several weeks
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and then mom got a phone call from Jesse
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saying that he was being
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abused and she got him a flight
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home I always wondered if he was lying
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he would come home from the military at
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20 even angrier than he went in he felt
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like the one resolution or solution he
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found or could have found didn't help
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him at all in F in fact in his mind it
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hurt him he's been thrown out of school
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he's been rejected by the military the
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outside world are kind of saying to him
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we can't deal with you he goes back home
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and now he's in this confined space with
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his mother and his sister he has no
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other outlets for his incessant
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attacks so it's a completely
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self-centered selfish U pathology at
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this
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point his behavior escal did
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infinitely in April of 2007 is one of
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the worst experiences I can remember I
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remember I was at a fraternity party and
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I saw probably 10 to 15 Miss calls from
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Mom I called her back she told
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me she needed me because Jesse had
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attacked
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her Jessie became angry at mom for some
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reason and
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decided to recreate one of his favorite
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movie
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scenes it's a scene in which somebody
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creates a homemade flamethrower out of
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an aerosol can and a lighter and
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he attacked her
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physically he attempted to catch her on
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fire she somehow escaped from him or
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missed
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and told him to leave he would jump out
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of our two-story balcony onto my mom's
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foot of my car dented it slashed her
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tires before running
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off following the attack on his mother
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hadass Jesse Winnick was quickly
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apprehended and jailed for
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assault Jesse was in jail for at least
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several months he
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would call
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her probably about once a day when he
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was in jail he would tell her he was
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sorry he would tell her he would never
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do it
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again we hear those Cycles in abusive
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relationships between intimate
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Partners but to be a mother and to be
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hearing those promises from your
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child she had to have unending hope for
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him
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feels like a trauma
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Bond where you're intermittently
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rewarded with kindness and
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intermittently there's punishment so you
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never quite know where you
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stand mom would eventually get an
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accidental death life insurance policy I
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don't think I ever face that reality
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like she
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did perhaps cuz I wasn't there that
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night that he attacked her so she knew
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in her heart that he could kill
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[Music]
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her September 25th
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2007 will forever be etched in my brain
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as one of the worst days ever in my
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life I was at work I got backtack phone
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calls from Jesse and Mom and I could
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tell that there was tension building but
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neither of them really said it
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outrightly I got another phone call from
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my mom um she was saying what time are
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you going to be home I said I already
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told you probably around 10: why what's
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up and that was that she said okay fine
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bye again and that was the last time I
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talked to
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her on my way home I called Jesse I said
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hey I'm on my way home I told him I
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would call him I said what's going
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on and he said I killed
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mom and I said what you're kiding you've
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got to be kidding me he said no I killed
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mom he hung up I called
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911 I think I was about 5 minutes away
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from
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home by the time someone picked up the
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police just Patcher told me to leave the
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house immediately because the killer
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might be still inside and that was the
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moment that dawned on me what Jesse had
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done as I was passing through the entry
00:25:10
way and saw the kitchen and that is
00:25:13
where her body was um she was laying on
00:25:16
the floor in a very very large pool of
00:25:18
blood with um what I initially saw at
00:25:23
first was her hand
00:25:25
outstretched and the phone just outside
00:25:29
of her
00:25:31
reach and then I saw that the knife that
00:25:34
Jesse had used to kill her was still in
00:25:38
her neck he had stabbed her all the way
00:25:41
down to the
00:25:44
[Music]
00:25:46
hilt I ran out of the
00:25:49
door and I was met by the police right
00:25:53
then
00:25:56
[Music]
00:26:00
I can't describe the emotions I felt
00:26:02
finding her I don't even think I can
00:26:04
describe the
00:26:05
emotions surrounding that night it was
00:26:10
just my brain was on
00:26:13
fire out of nowhere I was left with no
00:26:16
family I was left without my best
00:26:22
friend following the murder 25-year-old
00:26:25
Jesse showered and changed his clothes
00:26:28
before stealing his mom's
00:26:30
car he then drove a few miles south and
00:26:36
got into a friend's car he had told the
00:26:39
friend that he' done something bad and
00:26:41
he needed to get out of
00:26:42
[Music]
00:26:48
[Music]
00:26:51
town it would be I would say probably 3
00:26:55
or 4 hours before they caught him I
00:26:57
think he was caught about 2 or 3 miles
00:27:01
from our home
00:27:05
um and it was those were the longest few
00:27:08
hours of my
00:27:09
life he had a shower he got changed he
00:27:13
left the house he jumped into a car and
00:27:15
fled the
00:27:17
scene step by step by step not he did
00:27:20
this and he fled the house in a state of
00:27:23
panic I'm struggling to find the
00:27:27
panic in his
00:27:30
behavior Jesse was arrested the night of
00:27:33
the
00:27:34
crime and was charged for the murder of
00:27:38
Hadas his
00:27:39
mom with Jesse under arrest police
00:27:42
started to piece together what had
00:27:44
happened between him and his
00:27:46
mother one thing I've learned as a
00:27:48
prosecutor is that it's actually very
00:27:50
difficult to murder someone with a knife
00:27:51
it's very personal you have to get very
00:27:53
close and it's extremely bloody and gory
00:27:56
and to imagine that Jesse win would do
00:27:58
that to his own mother was really
00:28:02
shocking he had been making a sandwich
00:28:06
with the knife that he had killed my mom
00:28:08
with he had I guess sat down to eat it
00:28:11
perhaps or something and had left the
00:28:15
counter full of stuff my mom wanted to
00:28:17
make food and had turned to him and said
00:28:19
put everything away I'd like to use the
00:28:22
counter and he said no um
00:28:26
she continued and said if you're going
00:28:29
to eat you're going to clean up too and
00:28:32
he responded by killing
00:28:35
her I felt
00:28:38
heartbroken I felt
00:28:42
shocked
00:28:46
um I
00:28:52
felt
00:28:54
lost murdering someone over May making a
00:28:59
sandwich suggests to me that this is an
00:29:03
incredibly
00:29:05
egocentric focused individual it's all
00:29:08
about him he does not care about anybody
00:29:13
[Music]
00:29:17
else after mom's murder my whole life
00:29:21
flips upside down I couldn't be alone I
00:29:26
didn't stay at home alone I couldn't
00:29:28
sleep at night I worried about Jesse
00:29:32
getting out of jail I worried about what
00:29:35
would happen in my future it was an
00:29:39
absolute life-altering situation and I
00:29:42
had no idea what was going to
00:29:44
[Music]
00:29:48
come this is the last photo that my mom
00:29:51
and I took
00:29:54
together I had no idea it would be the
00:29:56
last picture it illustrates our
00:30:00
relationship I love that the last photo
00:30:03
I have of us is not a smiling but her
00:30:07
kissing
00:30:09
me I love
00:30:10
[Music]
00:30:13
it despite the overwhelming evidence
00:30:16
that Jesse Winnick was guilty of the
00:30:18
murder of his mother hadass it would
00:30:21
take over four years until Jesse was
00:30:24
sentenced there were a lot of things he
00:30:26
attempted to do in order to stall I
00:30:29
believe what he was doing was he was
00:30:31
trying to exhaust me in his mind I was
00:30:34
what stood between him and a lesser
00:30:38
sentence he would start taking
00:30:41
medication for one of his mental
00:30:44
illnesses and then abruptly go off the
00:30:46
medication right before the trial was
00:30:48
supposed to start then he could be
00:30:50
deemed mentally unfit to stand trial and
00:30:53
the whole thing would be delayed again
00:30:55
he would fire his lawyers abruptly so
00:30:59
that a new team had to start from square
00:31:01
one it was incredibly
00:31:04
frustrating and it lasted for
00:31:07
years I don't think I felt like I was
00:31:09
living at that
00:31:12
time it felt like I
00:31:14
[Music]
00:31:16
was on pause as if as in I couldn't plan
00:31:21
I couldn't grieve I couldn't sometimes I
00:31:24
couldn't even
00:31:25
[Music]
00:31:26
breathe I can can only imagine how
00:31:28
frustrating it was for Amy and the
00:31:31
family that seeming like it would be
00:31:33
pretty
00:31:35
straightforward there were just constant
00:31:38
delays I went to jail to visit him and
00:31:42
to ask him if he would please plead
00:31:45
guilty he was attempting to coers me
00:31:47
into like forgiving him into dropping
00:31:49
the
00:31:51
charges he told me that Mom visits him
00:31:54
in his
00:31:55
dreams and that she forgives him
00:31:59
I think I said something like okay but I
00:32:02
don't you know um because I didn't
00:32:05
forgive
00:32:07
[Music]
00:32:18
him Jesse pleaded no contest to the
00:32:21
charge of second deegree murder of Hadas
00:32:23
winck
00:32:28
I was sitting in the gallery and I
00:32:30
remember him looking back at me and like
00:32:33
nodding Gravely and then looking back
00:32:37
and then saying yes I plead guilty I
00:32:39
accept the sentence um as if he was
00:32:41
doing that for me
00:32:44
symbolically he was escorted out of the
00:32:46
room and he began his
00:32:50
sentence Jesse was sentenc to 15 years
00:32:53
to life but Amy's nightmare was far from
00:32:56
over
00:32:58
instead of engaging in rehabilitative
00:33:00
programming and bettering himself he
00:33:02
continued his Rampage of Violence by
00:33:05
assaulting officers threatening staff
00:33:07
fighting other inmates and generally
00:33:10
continuing Life Of
00:33:12
Crime JY winck was assigned to facility
00:33:15
C at California State Prison Los Angeles
00:33:17
County that's the yard that we use for
00:33:19
people that have severe mental health
00:33:21
problems he walked out onto the yard
00:33:23
with two inmate manufactured weapons
00:33:26
which we sometimes call shanks they were
00:33:28
hidden on his body and he approached a
00:33:30
correctional officer named
00:33:33
kamacho this body camera footage is
00:33:36
going to show us from officer kamacho
00:33:37
perspective just how it went down you
00:33:40
can watch carefully he's got something
00:33:41
in his hand looks like a piece of string
00:33:44
from the handle of the
00:33:45
weapon here we go here comes the pepper
00:33:47
spray there's The Knife Down goes the
00:33:50
body
00:33:54
camera what we're seeing here is the
00:33:55
body camera for the first off to respond
00:33:58
to the sne there's winck there's kamacho
00:34:01
the pepper spray just happened here
00:34:02
comes the
00:34:03
attack
00:34:05
bam hits winck right off of
00:34:07
kamacho that's that's excellent police
00:34:11
work guess it's safe to assume that he
00:34:13
would have done to officer kamano the
00:34:15
same thing that he did to his own
00:34:16
mother which is kill him with a
00:34:21
knife walking walking keep
00:34:25
walking even locked up Jess Winnick
00:34:28
still posed a threat to his sister
00:34:31
Amy I received a letter in the mail
00:34:34
saying that my brother was scheduled for
00:34:36
his first Pearl hearing that was only 9
00:34:39
and 1/2 years after his sentencing the
00:34:42
rug was just pulled right out from under
00:34:44
me I started mentally preparing I was
00:34:48
shocked Amy attended an online call
00:34:52
where she would face her brother and the
00:34:53
parole
00:34:55
board he said I I entered prison as a
00:35:00
bad man and I've only gotten worse I've
00:35:04
stabbed over 90 people since getting
00:35:06
here I said you have already done the
00:35:08
worst thing possible you've killed our
00:35:11
mom at which point he then recited a
00:35:14
recent address of mine and said he could
00:35:16
have friends visit me and take care of
00:35:19
me and my children obviously the parole
00:35:22
board is thrown for a loop and asks me
00:35:26
to mute myself and turn off my camera
00:35:28
and I do um he remains on the camera the
00:35:33
whole time he is slicing his thumb
00:35:36
across his throat at me to simulate what
00:35:39
he did to my
00:35:41
mother he was keeping track of
00:35:44
me and I think all of my biggest fears
00:35:47
just kind of collapsed on me in that
00:35:50
moment
00:35:51
[Music]
00:35:56
um ah
00:35:59
Amy attempted to file a complaint to
00:36:01
have Jesse charged for the death
00:36:03
[Music]
00:36:05
threat the prison wrote a letter that
00:36:08
angered me to no end it said this threat
00:36:11
was not a big enough threat sorry in
00:36:15
essence um and I was shocked and I was
00:36:18
left wondering what I could do in the
00:36:20
next two years to make sure that he did
00:36:22
not get
00:36:24
out it soon transpired though that Jesse
00:36:27
threats were very
00:36:29
real I received a phone call from the
00:36:32
detective saying we need to come over
00:36:34
and talk to you and the detective knocks
00:36:36
on the door he sits down and he
00:36:38
says did you have anything to do with
00:36:40
your mom's
00:36:43
murder I was confused and I said
00:36:46
absolutely not my mom was my best friend
00:36:48
I would never have harmed her
00:36:55
ever he said Jesse wrote to an inmate
00:36:58
saying that I had planned the murder
00:37:01
that I had promised him all this
00:37:04
non-existent money um for doing
00:37:07
it
00:37:09
and I deserve to be taught a lesson
00:37:13
because I am not fulfilling my portion
00:37:17
of whatever sick agreement he is
00:37:22
purporting the other inmate was supposed
00:37:24
to tell Amy chestler to do certain
00:37:26
things for Jesse like hire him a lawyer
00:37:28
and give him money and we believe that
00:37:31
if she had not complied with his demands
00:37:33
that he would do the
00:37:34
worst luckily the inmate did not go
00:37:37
through with that and actually uh turned
00:37:40
over evidence of Jesse's actions to
00:37:43
us I got a call from an unknown number I
00:37:46
picked up and it was Amy she told me
00:37:48
that at a parole hearing he had
00:37:50
threatened her on the record and even
00:37:53
made the motion of slitting his own
00:37:54
throat in reference to her and that was
00:37:57
something that I found particularly
00:37:58
disturbing I got a transcript from the
00:38:00
parole hearing and I discovered that
00:38:02
everything she told me was completely
00:38:04
true I was shocked deeply shocked that
00:38:07
that could happen at a p hearing and
00:38:09
that there would be no consequences as
00:38:10
of
00:38:12
yet within a week or so he had confirmed
00:38:15
to me he would charge my brother with
00:38:17
the death threat from PE
00:38:19
[Music]
00:38:21
hearing I charged him with several
00:38:23
different crimes including attempted
00:38:25
murder attempted murder of a public
00:38:26
official and two counsil possessing a
00:38:28
weapon in
00:38:30
prison we went into the
00:38:34
courtroom stared at the back of his
00:38:39
head um I listened to him make some sort
00:38:42
of a statement to a certain degree and
00:38:45
then it was my turn to
00:38:48
talk I listened to Amy's statement which
00:38:50
was very moving as she recounted what it
00:38:53
was like to live with someone like Jesse
00:38:55
year after year day after day all the
00:38:57
the horrible things that he did that did
00:38:59
not result in criminal
00:39:01
charges I was laying out a lot of the
00:39:03
abuse that we faced and while I did that
00:39:05
he basically just called me a
00:39:08
dumb yeah that's he just attempted to
00:39:11
talk virtually over my entire
00:39:15
statement it just seems like he doesn't
00:39:18
have like a conscience at all I think
00:39:20
that's the scariest thing about it like
00:39:22
there doesn't seem to be any registering
00:39:25
of like what he did
00:39:29
at the end of the hearing Jesse was
00:39:30
sentenced to an additional 36 years for
00:39:34
attempting to kill officer kamacho and
00:39:36
for threatening
00:39:38
Amy that sentence will start him all the
00:39:40
way back over again as if he had just
00:39:42
walked back in through the prison gates
00:39:43
at that time it's likely that he will be
00:39:46
either extremely old or
00:39:49
dead in addition to the sentencing Amy
00:39:52
was offered the option of placing a
00:39:54
restraining order on Jesse and I said to
00:39:57
them what does a restraining order do I
00:39:59
mean if he wants to kill me he's going
00:40:01
to hire a hitman and have me killed
00:40:03
anyway and they said no it immediately
00:40:07
criminalizes anytime he reaches out to
00:40:09
you it immediately criminalizes anytime
00:40:11
someone someone else reaches out to you
00:40:13
from him and so I said oh absolutely
00:40:15
give it to
00:40:16
[Music]
00:40:19
me Jesse Winnick is the worst to the
00:40:22
worst and I can't imagine him ever
00:40:24
changing
00:40:27
[Music]
00:40:30
I'm just so glad that it looks like he
00:40:32
is going to be in prison now for the
00:40:34
rest of his life I hope that Amy and her
00:40:37
family can get some peace
00:40:39
now despite being locked away for the
00:40:42
rest of his life Jesse Winnick still
00:40:45
brings Terror to those whose lives he
00:40:48
affected until he's paroled for my mom's
00:40:50
murder I still have to see him every 2
00:40:53
years I now know I am the target of that
00:40:57
hatred that he had for Mom at one
00:40:59
[Music]
00:41:01
point so my sense of danger is much
00:41:03
greater right now 17 years later than it
00:41:07
was 4 years
00:41:11
in Amy now has two children of her own
00:41:14
and has tried her best to move on with
00:41:16
her
00:41:18
life I never will forgive him for what
00:41:22
he's done I also don't Harbor hatred
00:41:25
towards him I'm just angry
00:41:27
I'm
00:41:28
disappointed and I want to change the
00:41:31
way systems receive victims she has
00:41:34
flourished into a really amazing person
00:41:37
she's dedicated her life to educating
00:41:41
people talking to people about their
00:41:44
trauma I don't ever want my children to
00:41:46
be victimized I want to protect them I
00:41:49
see two very independent strong children
00:41:53
developing from that and I love it
00:41:55
they're like the best human ever and my
00:41:57
mom would just devour them with
00:42:03
love I love my mother I loved getting to
00:42:06
know her and I almost miss the things I
00:42:10
didn't have that I miss seeing mom as a
00:42:13
grandma I
00:42:16
miss hearing her voice I haven't heard
00:42:19
it for 17
00:42:21
years what a joyous person she
00:42:25
was and I miss my mom so much but I
00:42:28
especially miss this smile like you can
00:42:31
see in this
00:42:32
picture in this picture I I can I can
00:42:36
almost hear her I can almost hear her
00:42:38
happiness
00:42:41
[Music]
00:43:01
[Music]

Badges

This episode stands out for the following:

  • 100
    Most heartbreaking
  • 95
    Most shocking
  • 90
    Most emotional
  • 90
    Most intense

Episode Highlights

  • Escalating Violence
    Jesse's behavior escalates over the years, culminating in the horrific act against his mother.
    “He was extremely troubled”
    @ 15m 15s
    December 05, 2024
  • A Mother's Hope
    Despite the abuse, their mother held onto hope for Jesse's recovery, a heartbreaking cycle.
    “She had to have unending hope for him”
    @ 22m 55s
    December 05, 2024
  • The Night of the Murder
    Jesse Winnick calls his sister to say he killed their mother, leading to a tragic discovery.
    “I killed mom and hung up”
    @ 24m 34s
    December 05, 2024
  • Life-Altering Situation
    After her mother's murder, everything changed for Amy; she couldn't be alone or sleep.
    “My whole life flips upside down.”
    @ 29m 17s
    December 05, 2024
  • The Last Photo
    Amy reflects on the last photo she took with her mother, a poignant memory.
    “I love that the last photo I have of us is not a smiling but her kissing me.”
    @ 30m 00s
    December 05, 2024
  • Jesse's Threats
    Jesse's threats and violent behavior continue even in prison, causing fear for Amy.
    “Jesse Winnick is the worst to the worst and I can’t imagine him ever changing.”
    @ 40m 22s
    December 05, 2024

Episode Quotes

  • I realized he was not my brother, he was a monster.
    Jesse Winnick | I’m Related to a Killer
  • He just wanted to see if it hurt a woman to be kicked.
    Jesse Winnick | I’m Related to a Killer
  • I never will forgive him for what he's done.
    Jesse Winnick | I’m Related to a Killer
  • I miss my mom so much but I especially miss this smile.
    Jesse Winnick | I’m Related to a Killer

Key Moments

  • Family Betrayal00:51
  • Escalating Abuse18:02
  • Life Flips29:17
  • Last Photo30:08
  • Jesse's Violence33:02
  • Parole Hearing34:52
  • Threatening Behavior37:50
  • Mother's Memory42:28

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