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depression anxiety addiction mental disorders that involve a rigidity of thought what psychedelics appear to do is break those habits of thought what is
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the cost of this though it's a great question one of the 100 most influential people in the world please welcome michael
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pollan you've written six new york times bestsellers and they're on such a diverse range of
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topics two of the topics i've worked on have turned into movements i was writing a piece on the meat industry and how
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[ __ ] up it is and it led to this movement to try to reform agriculture then i got into psychedelics
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they're much better than the results for antidepressants when they came on the scene and we're talking about potential
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cures not simply symptoms there are risks with this and we don't talk about them nearly enough and people are going
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to get hurt one of the immersive journalistic pursuits you embarked on was this topic
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of caffeine it allows us to function better it allows us to work harder longer you're feeling the clearing of
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the mental fog i can tell you the cost of doing heroin every day but no one can seem to tell me the cost of having three
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cups of coffee a day if you really want to understand your relationship to this drug you have to
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so without further ado i'm stephen bartlett and this is the diary of a ceo usa edition i hope
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nobody's listening but if you are then please keep this to yourself [Music] michael i have to say it's a real a huge honor to speak to you when i departed from my company and i started
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investigating what i was interested in one of the things alongside djing and this podcast and many others was psychedelics i was so compelled by
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um this apparent and i didn't have confirmation this apparent increase in mental health disorders in my country
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in the uk as you know as i know you've talked about many times it's the suicide is the single biggest killer of men
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under the age of 45. and i thought that the most sort of fulfilling thing i could do with the
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next chapter of my life was start a company in that space that's how i came to the psychedelics industry that's how
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i came to actually work in the psychedelics industry and when i arrived in that industry people said your name over and over and over again and they
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told me and i'm not blowing smoke up your ass they told me that i had to it was like i wasn't allowed in the industry until
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i'd read your book right um how to change your mind it was that much of a pivotal book for my colleagues
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at the time you've written six new york times bestsellers and they're on such a diverse range of
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topics to be so successful in such a diverse range of topics in writing my first question to you that i wanted to ask is as you look back on your life in your career
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why were you successful what was it about you that made you successful i think finding the right topics i i had a nose for topics that most people
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weren't paying attention to i felt very lucky i was writing in these uncompetitive spaces nobody was writing about psychedelics except you know the
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small handful of people within the psychedelic community who write these books for one another that nobody else
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reads and they and so i had i i remember thinking the whole time i was writing that book is like
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where is everybody am i making mistake here investing so much in this no one else is writing about it and the
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same was true with food there was very when i started writing about food and agriculture very little being written so
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a willingness to go into places that other people you know weren't working in i don't like writing in competitive
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environments i'm not fast enough so that was one thing um i think there's something about the way i structure stories so i don't start on page one with all
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the answers and if you read the first page of anything i've written i'm kind of an idiot on page one
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um i've got questions i don't have answers and so my books are kind of detective
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stories or you know i just tell about the process of my figuring things out and going to this person and learning this and having this experience and learning that and i think that readers don't like to
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be lectured at and um and i don't do that i i take them along on the journey when i think about starting a business one of the pieces of advice that um i would and i think a lot of entrepreneurs would give a young aspiring entrepreneur
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is to not pursue something that you're not genuinely interested about because oh yeah without question i mean that i write
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about things that i'm passionate about curiosity is the driver and cultivating curiosity doesn't necessarily come naturally to everybody it's a muscle you have to cultivate and you have to see
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the world in terms of questions rather than answers because questions are always more interesting than answers
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so i do cultivate that when i see something happening i remember when i first read a little article in the new
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york times saying they were giving psilocybin to cancer patients to help them deal with their fear of death i'm
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like what's that about why would you do that why would you ever want to take a trip when you got a terminal diagnosis
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i don't think i would want to do that you know i just had all these questions and the only way to answer them was to
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do reporting was to go interview the patients and interview the doctors and satisfy my curiosity so without question i i can't write about things i'm not
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interested in i mean i get you know you as you can imagine editors are always coming to me we would like an article on
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this or a book on this and i'm like i don't feel it so yeah so you do have to you do have to care about it i mean writing a book is such a long journey with so many twists and turns and um so
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if you if you don't have some deep-seated drive to understand something to tell a story
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you're gonna good chance you're gonna sink along the way and you really do go all the way that's something that
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you're well immersion is a big part of my work and i think and i think that's another that's been another key thing i can you know i've been thinking about this a lot recently um
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but i can trace the moment where i was first exposed to the kind of journalism that i think of myself as doing and that was when i was 13 my parents gave me a a
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book called paper lion so book of sports writing was about football by a writer named george plimpton he was a literary person but a sports writer too and loved sports writing and
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um he was kind of bored with how sports writing was done then which is you know it's that cynical cigar chomping guy on the sidelines with the hat who just been
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there done that seen it all has no sense of wonder or excitement anymore and he thought there's a way to reinvent this form and he and what he did was he persuaded
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the detroit lions american football team to let him train with them over the summer summer training camp and then start in a exhibition game at the beginning of
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the season as quarterback so this guy had never played professional sports at all um was
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not an athlete and there he was um facing this line of giant guys coming at him and he could write about football in a way that no sports writer could but
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neither any football player could because they had been doing it since they were 10 or 6
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and they no longer saw it freshly it was a job but he had this incredible sense of
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wonder and humor because he's a fish out of water and it opened up all these funny narrative possibilities
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and i realized that book just sat with me i loved that book so when i started writing i forget which book it was in
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i really i think it was my second book was a book about architecture and then i realized i couldn't write this book unless i built something myself
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and so finding how to put my finding the way to put myself in the story is uh been key for me
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and with agriculture you know i bought a cow and followed them through the food system
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um you bought a cow i did i i was writing a piece uh that became a chapter in the omnivore's dilemma on the meat industry and how [ __ ] up it is and um and feedlots and and the
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drugs they give the animals and that was my assignment from the new york times and i found this
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and i was going to do the piece in terms of i was going to follow one animal through the whole system from insemination to slaughter
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and um this was a piece called power steer that was published in the new york times
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and you it's on my website if you want to um check it out for free but along the way that one of the ranchers said if
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you really want to understand our business you should buy one of these animals and i thought immediately this
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is a great idea because it's going to do two things it's going to give me a character even though
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it's an animal um which you know having an animal hero and a piece is always a good thing
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and it's going to give me a different kind of access when i get to the feedlot and the slaughterhouse because i own
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this animal i'm not just a journalist and so i picked out this animal number 534 um and i followed him and i you know i met him on the ranch where he was born and
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then i had a reunion with him in the feedlot where he ended up you know several months later
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i'm super intrigued by what happened to this cow oh yeah well were you emotionally attached to it at
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all when that when it got you know reached its end of its days i was a little i didn't they wouldn't
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something happened so i had to publish the piece before he was slaughtered right he was slo uh they wanted to publish the
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piece i handed it in in february they wanted to publish it in march and he wasn't going to get slaughtered till june i wanted to wait
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because i still had very good access because nobody knew i was writing an expose on the on the meat industry i was
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just some goofball following the life of this cow and um but when the piece came out the
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slaughterhouse is like we're not doing business with pollen anymore um and uh so i was hoping to retrieve the
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steaks and eat them or or try to eat them and see what i thought about it and um but they wouldn't they wouldn't play
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anymore um and it's interesting when this piece came out there was a whole uh explosion in the american media of people who wanted to save the cow
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because they knew he hadn't been killed yet and i had people i had someone in uh
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write me a movie producer in beverly hills wrote and say i want to buy your your 534 and i said what are you going to do with it i'm going to put it on my front lawn
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and i was like you know saving one animal is not going to fix the food system and everybody thought that way there was even a telethon on a vegan radio station in new jersey
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they were raising money and they would pay me anything i wanted for this animal and i'm like this is not
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this is you know this is not how you change the meat system by like having this poster boy steer
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and they actually likened it to the underground railroad that's saving one slave
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was worth it i was like that's interesting um and uh so i did not sell it um and it went through the process and somebody ate it but it wasn't me there's something
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sort of telling about that about the human condition where we believe that one sort of surface level act of
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apparent is probably virtually signaling but apparent goodness is is enough or we don't really care about the
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systemic no systems are hard to deal with right we're we're we evolved to deal with individuals and stories of
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individuals and that's why this story was powerful because it was about an individual cow but what matters is the system this you
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know i i chose it because it was representative of the system it was a very typical animal going through a
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typical start out on grass kind of idyllic situation in in south dakota move on to this horrible feedlot where they stand in their own manure all day and eat corn which makes
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them sick and they have to take drugs and then they go through this slaughterhouse process
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and which i described even though i didn't get to witness but i think we have trouble dealing with systems
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and so we we we always have the poster child you know i mean you look how you know look at all the um non-profits how
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they advertise right there's one animal or there's one child that you're gonna save with your donation and uh i just
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think it's a limitation of our imagination that's what i was thinking of a very recent example of that which
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is the tragic death of george floyd and how that sparked people around the world specifically on instagram posting a
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black tile as a black male i looked at that and thought this is like the easy thing to
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do right but it doesn't solve the systemic issues of sort of race and race relations and discrimination but like we
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can all do the like virtue signaling socially whatever black tile but again that the
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complexity of the system below it that's kind of cool might be the cause of some of these things is just
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does anybody really care to deal with that you know it's like i think it's just overwhelming to people and
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you know i don't i mean it is virtue signaling i mean all over berkeley where i live people still have black lives
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matter signs in their windows you know everywhere like when are they going to take them down
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are they ever going to take them down i understand the value of expressing that point of view but there's so much more that needs to be done what does need to be done when we're thinking about sort of rewiring
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systems is it education is it political is it i tend to think it's about law i think you can't legislate morality but you can change
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laws and make certain kinds of activity discrimination illegal you know we're approaching it in america at the level of everyone's soul we're trying to reform everyone's soul
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with anti-racism campaigns and things like that we'll see if it works i tend to think it doesn't work um and
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one of the things that i've been very discouraged by is the collapse and support for black lives matter which had
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majority support after that george floyd summer and now it doesn't it's been politicized right
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yeah and it's been fought against by republicans and but i also think shaming people is not the way to get them to change men and there was a lot of that and
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and i see a lot of this on college campuses i see a lot of this throughout the culture i understand the instinct
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but i think you get i think you invite a backlash um that's not the best way to get people to
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change and i think in fact it can have the opposite effect i think from what i've observed specifically
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around the issue of black lives matter that shame that i saw in the wake of george floyd's death only resulted in
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this kind of like apparent social compliance not change like okay now i have to pretend to be this person and
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that like compliance again is not what we're looking for i did a big tweet thread about how i felt white people
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were being shamed into either speaking out saying something profound or or other when really
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it for me it was actually a ver the least natural reaction to the scenes that i saw in that video of george floyd's death would be right doing a tweet or posting i even i
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spent weeks like processing it and then i was being shamed steve why aren't you speaking up for black people and i just
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thought you know like you know and all of that again it made me it made it didn't bring me closer to waving the flags it just made me feel
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like i don't know kind of disillusioned by it all so you're right shane yeah there was a lot of pressure to
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immediately express your solidarity yeah the black lives matter and and if you didn't there was something wrong yeah yeah i definitely saw a lot of that
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um i don't know i just think we need i think our politics has to be organized around um more positive emotions i mean make people feel really good about social change about um
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and i think you know really concrete i think the way we hire people needs to change i think the way we promote people needs to
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change i think i think that there's certain still certain kinds of discrimination that have to be outlawed
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i mean the biggest thing going on at the same time of black lives matter is taking away the ability of african
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americans to vote you know voter suppression that is so concrete and you need those votes in
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order to change things and so while we're working on you know our souls we're losing the franchise which
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you know the civil rights movement has fought long and hard um it's we're going backwards
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so um i think it's i think we should consider whether this politics is working or not
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um and i i would suggest it might not be i would agree um we started talking about the topic of
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like immersive journalism one of the one of the sort of uh immersive journalistic pursuits you embarked on was this topic of caffeine which i found really really interesting
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because i believe there's a cost to everything in life just generally and the cost is always harder to see and
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with caffeine in the culture specifically in business and even i could see it sort of taking hold in my own life this topic of caffeine i'm like
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people never talk about the cost of it as if it's the super drug we take it it just sends us out no freedom exactly
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right so i and i started thinking with anxiety on the rise is there is there a risk that this sort of tampering with our um our emotional state
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is going to ruin the system that regulates us naturally and make us go up okay fine
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when we take caffeine but then the down like every other drug like heroin and cocaine is going to be
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equally um destructive yeah i mean i you know you're talking about the law of compensation i think is what ralph waldo emerson called it and that there is there's always some
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compensating thing there is no free lunch and um and that was a real issue as people were trying to understand how
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caffeine worked um because it seemed to be a free lunch here was something with zero calories that gave you more energy
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caffeine works by blocking the action of a neurotransmitter a neuromodulator technically called adenosine it's a chemical that we all have in our bodies that um over the course of the day the
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levels rise and it um plugs into a certain receptor in the brain that's all over the brain i think it's other parts of the body too and adenosine is your body's
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signal to slow down get ready for sleep it builds sleep pressure um and uh what caffeine does is it fits exactly in the same receptor and hijacks
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it basically blocks the adenosine from getting to that receptor so the adenosine is still in your body but it's
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not acting on your brain because it can't get into those receptors when the caffeine leaves your system
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which takes a while to do all that adenosine that's been building up comes in and so you're more tired than you were before so you have this kind of rebound exhaustion
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so you're really borrowing that energy from the future rather than creating new energy out of nothing
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um it's still very useful under certain circumstances i'm not a critic of caffeine um
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it might be my favorite drug um and i've tried a whole bunch um and it was immersive journalism in that in this case i had to stop doing something rather than doing something so
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in how to change your mind i tried lsd and psilocybin and 5 meow dmt and all these things that were really scary and
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hard for me but this was harder giving up caffeine for three months um really was a stretch and but it was a really interesting experiment and it taught me that there's
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a great value in giving things up temporarily just to understand your relationship to
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them understand your dependence on them what was hardest about it well there was the withdrawal which took
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a few days and was very unpleasant i felt like kind of muzzy-headed i felt like this veil had fallen between me in
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reality uh things seemed less fresh less immediate i didn't have headache the headaches that some people report and i didn't have the flu-like symptoms but i didn't
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feel myself and i was sluggish i couldn't concentrate i couldn't write for the first week
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i just i i said in the book i felt like an unsharpened pencil i just didn't have it
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you know it takes a certain amount of ego strength to launch into a writing project or launch into it every day and i just didn't have it and uh so i
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was like i don't know i don't know if i can do this for three months after the first week or so i found my
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way back that i could work but i still didn't feel myself and and it began to occur to me that how curious is that
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because what does that say if if i feel more normal on this drug than off this drug
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because i'm i'm through the withdrawal period but i came to see that my my normal
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default consciousness was caffeinated consciousness as it is for a great many of us i mean 90 of people on earth have
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a daily relationship with caffeine whether it's in um tea coffee soda chocolate um it's in a
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lot of things you know you meet people who say i i can't talk to you until i've had a cup of coffee i you know i'm not
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civil i can only read the paper you know people just don't enter into social relations till they have a cup of coffee
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the reason is they're going through withdrawal and they're cranky and they know it the amount of people probably in this
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room now there's probably no 12 people in this building and of them i think probably 12 of them have had that drug
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today yeah with this society as you've said people saying i can't function i can't have a conversation until i've had
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what is the cost of this though because i can tell you the cost of doing heroin every day
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or pretty much yeah this is subtler even sugar i can tell you the cost of doing having you know huge amounts of sugar
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every day but no one can seem to tell me the cost of having three cups of coffee a day yeah well
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the costs i mean if it depends on how it agrees with you i mean for some people on three
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cups a day they get pretty jittery um and it passes over from this very positive
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feeling to this nervous feeling and that's that's a cost um i think the larger cost is to our
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identity as animals we were designed i think to have rhythms as animals do that you know you wake up when the sun comes up and you start going to sleep when it gets dark and
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that we were tied into these natural cycles dictated by light um and it broke that connection it broke that temporal connection and
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so there may be some cost as species and we struggle with sleep and sleep is a huge deal and sleep is a you know
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you need sleep to be healthy insane you need it for your mental health and coffee does damage your sleep
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now i put a little asterisk next to that because if you can stop drinking it after that morning cup you're gonna have very little in your system when you go to sleep
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but a cup of coffee you drink at noon a quarter of that caffeine will still be circulating at midnight so it takes a while to get out of your system most of the caffeine researchers i
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interviewed do not drink coffee or tea interesting i mean these are people who understand sleep and the importance of sleep and one of the benefits i didn't mention one of the benefits of being off
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coffee is i slept like a teenager it was fantastic i had some great sleeps my sort of logical mind when it understands
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how other drugs impact us and the withdrawals and how they impact our rhythms our natural rhythms even think
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like testosterone if you take too much of it your body stops producing it if you do if you have too many sleeping
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pills your body struggles to sleep without them so i reflect on coffee and go surely i'm an idiot so don't take this as the truth surely um if i have coffee every
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day i'm gonna struggle to like self-regulate um my ups and downs and i and if my if
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i'm forcing my body to go up then my body will come down even further than it would ordinarily or you'll take
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something else to make it come down yes and then i'll have to take a sleeping pill or alcohol yeah yeah yeah so now
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people do get into these cycles of of coffee and alcohol or tea and alcohol um so yeah there i think there's always a cost but i would say historically there have been the
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benefits have outweighed the costs of i mean compared to other drugs um i think that we've gained a lot and there's the whole social aspect of coffee i mean the coffee house scene in london was just so
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vibrant and you know the the uh the insurance and lloyds of london began in a coffee house and the london stock exchange began in a coffee house and um
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you know english literature was changed by the rhythms of conversation in the coffee house and it was this place where
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the classes could mix in a way they couldn't in the tavern or anywhere else and you know you can make a case and i
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try to in the book that the enlightenment and the age of reason owed a lot to caffeine so i think it had a really positive
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effect in that it got people who were inebriated on alcohol all the time to think clearly
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and that was a big deal because i don't think people realize how much alcohol people drank um prior to 1650. it was
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the safest thing you could drink because the water was contaminated with disease and people understood that that's how
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you got plagued was you know using the wrong water pump and things like that alcohol the fermentation process and the alcohol itself disinfected water to some extent but not
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as effectively as boiling it and coffee and tea the first time we boiled water to drink um so the the
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countries that embraced coffee and tea suddenly their public health was much improved they had much lower rates of
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disease so that was also a boon so there are a lot of positives you talk about the reason why why coffee is addictive
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anyway from a pollination perspective which i found really yeah i've said that before yeah so that was one of the
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interesting bits of research that i came across um so like a lot of drugs that plants produce it begins its life as a pesticide um most of these alkaloids that we think
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are so great whether it's cocaine or um caffeine or um oh god there's so many of them and they're not creating me right now the plants evolved these as chemicals that
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would um kill insects or discourage insects from eating them and then we found that they had
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interesting effects on our brains if you got the dose right and so caffeine was designed
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it kills insects at high doses it also stops other plants from germinating nearby so
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you get more habitat if you if you if your leaves contain caffeine and they drop
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um but the cleverness of plants is such that some of them figured out that a really
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low dose of caffeine in their nectar would attract bees and the orange the citrus family does this reliably so they've repurposed this pesticide as an attractant because you
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don't put pesticide in your nectar that's where you attract insects and it turns out bees really like caffeine
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and they will go preferentially to flowers that offer them caffeine we don't know if they get a buzz
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but they do prefer it and it does for them what it does for us it improves their memory they're more likely to go back to the flower that gave them caffeine than any other flower
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and remember where it was they will also work harder as um so they become better
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workers basically so the plants are manipulating the bees to do their bidding we knew that but in a much
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deeper way than we understood by essentially you know drugging them and then humans came along and then humans
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yeah yeah but but the curious thing is why should a pesticide have these mental effects for us and the theory i advance in the book is
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that if you're a plant and you're and you're bothered by pests the best strategy is not to kill the pest because if you do that if you just put out a lethal chemical
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you're going to kill a bunch of the pests but the resistant members and there are always some
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mutations that give resistance they're going to explode their population will explode and you and your
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tool will be gone it won't work anymore but if you merely discombobulate your predator your past confuse it which psychedelics and other drugs do uh
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make it lose its appetite which most drugs do um you're much better off because it
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won't it won't have this kind of selective pressure so i got this insight from my cat frank
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who um had a real issue with catnip i had a catnip plant in my garden and my garden
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was fenced and every night when i was going out to the garden to pick something for dinner
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frank would follow me and look up at me and he wanted to be shown where the catnip was and i would
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show him to the catnip and he would roll in it and get really stoned and um and then forget where he had seen the catnip and he had to be reminded
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every single day this is an intelligent cat like where was that plant the plant had drugged him so that he
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would lose track of where it was oh wow so i thought that was a pretty clever plan certainly more clever than
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frank was speaking of clever plants then transition yeah that wasn't bad was it um i on the topic of psychedelics which i
00:30:31
referenced at the start when i first heard about the concept of psychedelics i like you because i've
00:30:37
heard you talk about your initial sort of perception of them was terrified by the thought of losing
00:30:43
my consciousness i also thought as you know you talked about cancer anxiety in your writing and how patience with
00:30:49
suffering with cancer i think the last thing i'd want to do is trip if i had yeah cancer but also another point that you made in in a talk you you gave was i
00:30:56
saw myself as a very logical scientific physical person and i thought that i couldn't be that and spiritual or however you want to describe it or really anything i
00:31:07
couldn't think or feel tell me about your journey then from going from that place
00:31:12
to psychedelics i i know it's well documented in the journey you've taken but i but i really want to understand how your
00:31:19
perception shifted and where it sits today as a spiritual individual so i did see myself as a very materialist uh in my philosophy um
00:31:30
i thought that the laws of nature we knew explained everything and anything else was supernatural you know and i'd
00:31:37
talk to a lot of people who done psychedelics and had this big spiritual experience and so i was curious about it
00:31:43
because i did i i said somewhere that i thought i was kind of spiritually [ __ ] i just it was a part of myself i hadn't developed
00:31:49
and but i did have this misconception that uh to be spiritual is to believe in supernatural things yeah okay and that's
00:31:56
kind of a scientific view it's something you know scientists assume this about spiritual people
00:32:02
i had a couple big experiences on psilocybin as i was uh researching the book more
00:32:08
immersive journalism and um nice excuse i know i you know i did feel i was curious to try these things but i also felt compelled i think my readers expect me to do stuff you know that i'm
00:32:21
writing about and not just be on the sidelines and so i did feel some real pressure to do it but i was i did these
00:32:27
conversations with volunteers in these studies and individuals who had you know amazing experiences that completely
00:32:34
changed their attitude toward death i mean people who who lost their fear of death after one four hour experience on
00:32:41
psilocybin i mean how does that happen you i mean you you have to be curious about that um psilocybin being the active
00:32:47
ingredient in magic mushrooms yeah um but in these trials they get it in a pill form it's kind of purified but it's
00:32:53
the same same drug exactly so i had a couple really interesting experiences that reset my understanding of what spiritual meant
00:33:05
and my experiences had to do with powerful connection to something bigger than me
00:33:11
that i felt um specifically for me it was the plants in my garden that i mean i'm a gardener i've been writing about plants one way or another for a long time and i've always admired plants and i
00:33:26
think you know as we were talking about the the the citrus plants with the caffeine i think they're really intelligent um in a very different way
00:33:33
than we are but it was that was kind of an intellectual conceit i didn't feel them
00:33:39
as conscious beings and during this trip i did i was in my garden and all the plants were like talking to me i mean not literally talking to me but they were returning my
00:33:51
gaze they were present they had a sentience um and it was and they were very benign they they liked me i took care of them you know i
00:34:03
fertilized them um but it was a very powerful connection to nature that i hadn't felt before most of us when we
00:34:10
walk through the natural world we we sort of feel we're sort of part of nature but we're sort of not part of nature we're all alienated from nature
00:34:17
that's our human thing and it's our human arrogance actually but um but it's also a failure of imagination to see ourselves as animals and but that's what we are
00:34:28
we're a little different and in their ways in which we have transcended nature or think we have but anyway
00:34:35
i felt more one creature among many than i had ever felt in my life i was just another
00:34:41
creature in the garden and and it was kind of liberating it was this wonderful feeling it was it was a great moment
00:34:47
so i had that experience and then i had another experience of uh you know what people call ego death of you know total
00:34:54
ego dissolution on a high dose psilocybin a guided psilocybin trip it's not something you want to try on your
00:35:00
own and i saw myself kind of explode in a cloud of post-it notes blue post-it notes and then they fell to the ground and there i was this this
00:35:12
pool of paint on the ground and that was me but i was observing it from this new perspective
00:35:18
that was completely untroubled by what should have been a catastrophe and it was fine this is how things are and then having no ego anymore i had no walls and i just merged into
00:35:30
this piece of music that the guide was playing this bach unaccompanied cello suite um
00:35:35
that was indescribably beautiful and i but there was no subject-object relationship i
00:35:41
just became the music i just joined it it was the most profound experience listening to music i'd ever had
00:35:48
so i came out of these experiences like rethinking what is spiritual mean and i came to understand it it means having a profound connection with something larger than you um it's a kind
00:36:00
of love it's um it could you know some people have it with the universe i had it with the plants in my garden and this piece of music
00:36:10
[Music] and that that sense of profound connection that's what i think of as spiritual now and there's nothing there's nothing supernatural about it
00:36:24
you could say well your plants weren't really conscious but they are sentient beings and
00:36:31
we're the first culture in history that's forgotten that you know our scientific world view
00:36:36
has given us this incredible blind spot about the sentience all around us you know going back to descartes um
00:36:43
who you know thought that we were the only thinking creature and and no other creature felt pain or had
00:36:50
consciousness um and most of us still sort of believe that i think even though we're learning
00:36:55
that sentience goes way down um and that i just read a paper saying that insects
00:37:00
may have consciousness wrap your head around that um christ that well there are a lot of ethical there are a lot of ethical implications um so so my point is though that
00:37:15
the perception that you're surrounded by sentient beings is not supernatural we are and what the um psychedelics are removing is
00:37:26
this is this filter that's allowed us to see things in this very narrow materialist scientific
00:37:32
world view paper was published uh just this week by the group at johns hopkins roland
00:37:39
griffith was the author he's the guy i was just telling you about who studies both caffeine and psilocybin
00:37:44
and they they did a big uh observational study of people who've had a psychedelic experience to see if
00:37:50
their uh how their beliefs changed and they and the thing they looked at was really interesting they looked at
00:37:56
attribution of consciousness to other beings um and it went up dramatically um so people
00:38:04
who i think normally 13 of people think plants have some consciousness it went up to like 58
00:38:10
and that was the most dramatic gain but everything did i mean people attributing consciousness to animals to cats and
00:38:16
dogs to insects it all went up now you might think okay psychedelics increases your magical thinking but they also checked did you believe in the loch ness monster and a bunch of other kind of
00:38:28
magical nature things and they didn't there was no change there but this attribution of consciousness went way up across the board and so what does that tell us well
00:38:40
every traditional culture has believed that there are many species that are conscious that are sentient um and that
00:38:47
um this is something we've unlearned and i think one way to interpret is psychedelics
00:38:54
um you know unlearns the unlearning basically and and it allows us to see something that all children see and most traditional people see which is the fact that we're not the
00:39:08
only thinking being um so that's just that's a spiritual question too i my first real experience with the psychedelic was san pedro actually the cactus yeah yeah really interesting
00:39:21
experience so i drunk this drink um with my partner and where were you okay i don't think it grows that well in england no yeah you can grow it out here yeah well yeah i i've heard but but it was a
00:39:34
really interesting experience like first two to three hours the guy the shaman takes it to a cave
00:39:39
because it's raining and nothing i'm sat there for three hours nothing i leave the cave and i go back out into
00:39:45
the hills the beautiful sort of grassy hills with trees and everything and the minute i got outside i think within two
00:39:50
minutes i was convinced i've said it to my team before i was convinced that me and the plants were the same thing and really that they were like they were like looking at me
00:40:01
i was looking at them and they were like looking at me and it was the first time i felt like i had as you describe it
00:40:06
a almost human relationship even with the the grassy hills but it was really these plants in front of me it was like
00:40:12
they were an audience now were they the characters they were just they were just these these tall plants
00:40:18
and it felt like they were like looking at me and trying to tell me something and you're right the experience i had was i totally
00:40:25
didn't matter in the same way that i'd mattered three hours ago my all sort of sense of self importance had had gone
00:40:31
and i was just as important as this this little plant and it was and as you describe it it was we were the same
00:40:37
thing and i was in awe of that that feeling obviously you don't forget the feeling
00:40:42
you don't forget the memory but you almost you lose the feeling a little bit you do i think you do i think you go
00:40:48
back to baseline to some extent not completely um i i i i don't know i find that i can return to some of those ways of thinking
00:41:00
so my involvement with psychedelics led to a meditation practice and um i think psychedelics are very
00:41:07
good for starting a meditation practice um i could never do it you know i was i was just a very
00:41:14
frustrated meditator before that when i tried and um but i'd had certain kind of paths of
00:41:21
consciousness laid down during the psychedelic experience that i could get on again not so much the peak experience you know
00:41:28
the fireworks um and that's what people end up talking about or writing about but a lot of the psychedelic experience
00:41:33
is this long tail this long dana mall uh as you're coming down you're regaining control over what you're thinking about you can direct your attention here or there yet you're not
00:41:45
distractible you are really in a zone and that state is a meditative state and having laid down those tracks you can
00:41:56
get back to them i think um with work and sometimes it's a matter of thinking about an image i saw on a psychedelic
00:42:01
trip that helps me get there so i think that's one way you keep it alive um because psychedelics aren't a practice you just you can't do it that
00:42:12
often you don't want to do it that often it takes a toll it's hard work um and that's one of the reasons that i think
00:42:18
they're not habit-forming and they're not is that after a big psychedelic trip you're not saying when can i do it again you're saying do i ever have to do it again and um because it's hard work and
00:42:29
it can be overwhelming but there is a residue that stays with you and some people i've you know really seen their lives turned around and they have a big uh you know they take away a
00:42:41
lot i i for me it's been subtler things like that but i i can use meditation to kind
00:42:48
of nurture that flame well one of the you talk there about people's lives turning around after a
00:42:54
psychedelic experience obviously the the studies that are being done on psilocybin and many other psychedelic
00:43:01
compounds um are pretty profound when you read about them the the impact of one dose one trip
00:43:08
in the right set and setting on things like treatment resistant depression are really like almost hard to believe
00:43:14
yeah and um and i think we should take them with a grain of salt i mean i think that one of
00:43:21
the things to understand they're very impressive results they're much better than the results for antidepressants when they when they came on the scene
00:43:27
they were approved with like marginal utility i think they they scored like two percentage points better than
00:43:33
placebos you know but it doesn't take a lot to get a drug approved here you're seeing substantial sustained
00:43:41
changes in people um which is great but it's important to understand the early studies on any drug tend to be more
00:43:48
positive than they are later part of the reason is that that the researchers are optimizing everything
00:43:55
they have very trained well-trained guides they they can exclude anyone who's too
00:44:00
depressed or has some other problems so they're you know they they're not giving it to
00:44:05
thousands of people they're giving it to hundreds of people so i think we could expect as we get to phase three and then
00:44:11
introduction that the effects won't be quite as good as they've been but so far they've been
00:44:16
like two-thirds of people in most of these trials whether it's mdma for trauma or psilocybin for depression or
00:44:23
addiction have um you know lost their diagnosis and that's pretty extraordinary and
00:44:29
we're talking about potential cures not simply uh symptoms dealing with symptoms
00:44:34
um so it's very exciting research i think i'm a little concerned about the kind of irrational exuberance that's
00:44:41
surrounding the space there's all this investment money there's there's more capital than there are good ideas i i
00:44:46
would say that's my reading of the situation um and people are going to get hurt you
00:44:52
know so i i just see a bubble here that concerns me but there is something real here um and i just hope we can be careful about how we you know that we don't
00:45:02
uh build up people's expectations especially people with mental illness that they think they've got a cure it
00:45:08
doesn't work for everybody and and some people have really hard experiences on psychedelics
00:45:15
that tends to be the case with that sort of bubble that you described tends to be the case with all new industries the internet
00:45:20
cryptocurrencies psychedelics they have this euphoria bubble and then there's a flattening where the the tree value
00:45:26
emerges over time especially on silicon valley which is some like some fashion conscious money
00:45:32
and because i've seen this you know having worked in the food space uh agriculture there was i remember this
00:45:38
moment in 2008 or so uh where all the silicon valley people were investing in ethanol they thought this was the gr this green energy this is turning corn into fuel and it was clear to anybody close to the
00:45:50
situation that in fact it took more energy to make ethanol than you got out of it it was just a way to get rid of a
00:45:56
surplus of corn on the part of the farmers and the government but everybody jumped in bill gates um you know this
00:46:03
the sandhill road crowd and um and you could watch this and then they very quickly realized oh this isn't such a
00:46:10
good business and and then then they got into food and they got into mock meats and that's where they are now they're in
00:46:15
the food industry as well as psychedelics and they're going to be very disappointed at the returns in the food industry which like if you're lucky
00:46:21
or two or three percent um it doesn't scale like software some of the evidence in these clinical
00:46:26
trials does show the efficacy of the psychedelic psychedelic compounds and one of the questions i had and i know that you know you've done a huge amount
00:46:32
of research on this is if psychedelics are effective even in some cases what does that say about the causes of these
00:46:40
that's a great question yeah the honest complete answer is we don't know but the best theory that that i've come
00:46:48
across is that if you look at the different disorders that psychedelics appears to be effective in treating depression anxiety
00:46:58
obsessive-compulsive disorder addiction all of these are mental disorders that involve a kind of rigidity of thought people stuck in loops of rumination
00:47:11
um inflexible thinking they need this drug to get through the day um they have this narrative in their head that they're a bad person that nothing is working in their life or
00:47:23
they have anxiety and they replay loops about you know what makes them anxious what psychedelics appear to do what psilocybin appears to do is break those habits of thought
00:47:36
it's it's kind of a solvent um and so that it uh shakes things up in a way that makes the brain more plastic more able to learn new patterns because this is
00:47:48
essentially people stuck in old patterns and so i think that this is probably its
00:47:54
contribution the most beautiful metaphor of this that i i heard from a neuroscientist
00:48:00
he said i i think of i think think of your mind as a hill covered in snow and uh it would have been a mountain except he was from holland and they don't have mountains um and your
00:48:11
thoughts are um sleds going down the hill after a while your thoughts are gonna keep getting drawn like attractors into the same grooves and it's going to be very hard to get down the hill without
00:48:23
falling into those grooves think of the psychedelic experiences in fresh snowfall
00:48:28
filling the grooves allowing you to take any path you want down the hill so i think it has to do with habitual thinking rigid brains stuck brains brains that
00:48:40
have too much order and need to be disordered a bit so you know this all remains to be proven there's actually a uh a group at uh mass general at harvard
00:48:53
that is looking at the whole question of rumination in psychedelics and seeing if that is indeed the common denominator
00:49:00
because we think of all these diagnoses as actual real things but they're really
00:49:06
conventions of the psychiatry industry and if you read the dsm the the whole encyclopedia of diagnosis
00:49:13
every five years they throw out a bunch they add a bunch they don't really know what they're doing so i remember asking a psychiatrist i
00:49:20
said isn't it a little weird that this same drug works on these five different things you know addiction and obsession
00:49:25
and he said well how do you know they're different things maybe they're all different symptoms of the same brain same kind of brain
00:49:32
and so you know i mean if you if you think about it anxiety is is worry about the future
00:49:39
depression is really of being a victim of the past but it's a similar mental construct
00:49:45
and psychedelics appears to weaken it i read that that in that sort of analogy of the hill and i
00:49:51
and it really stayed with me that hill with the snow this idea that our trauma or whatever it might be our past
00:49:57
experiences have created these groups which we just you know slide down every single day and over and over again and
00:50:02
you talked about previously how um that's why there might be a case for doing psychedelics lately
00:50:07
yeah yeah exactly yeah i i do feel i mean as life goes on we become more creatures of a habit i mean it's just a
00:50:13
given it's about learning we learn what works we learn the algorithms that get us
00:50:18
through the day get us through a fight with our spouse get us through negotiating with our children whatever
00:50:24
it is we have these algorithms they're handy they work they save us time and we are efficient creatures um
00:50:31
but but habits blind you to reality you know they they you're one step removed from experience you're you're saying okay that's this situation i'm gonna play this tape
00:50:43
and you don't you lose your sense of wonder and that's so important and um and awe
00:50:50
you know was one of the most important emotions and as we get older you know kids are have this awe experience every
00:50:56
day every minute you know it could be a cookie it could be walk down the street i mean it's just
00:51:02
incredible and the reason is that it's all new to them and they haven't formed these habits
00:51:08
and as we get older i think that's where the value of psychedelics is really important because they are
00:51:15
reliable awe inducers and that they make you see things freshly and um you know i talk in the book about this very common psychedelic insight that love is the
00:51:30
most important thing in the world and we laugh and it sounds like a hallmark card and such a cliche but what
00:51:36
is a cliche it's just it's a truth that's been overused and and and we protect ourselves with this sense of
00:51:43
irony and banality but love is the most important thing in the world so there's truth to that
00:51:48
and that the line between banality and profundity is very fine and um and so you know you're always hearing people who have psychedelic experiences and they come to you with this revelation of
00:52:00
the obvious but we need to be reminded of the obvious do you think there's another way to remain fresh in the mind
00:52:06
other than needing to do a psychedelic trip because i i even relate i'm 29 but i relate to me getting stuck in the same
00:52:14
patterns of thought which can divulge into like a bitterness or like they can so you know some of the some of my
00:52:19
patterns and habits result in happiness and fulfillment and feelings of contentment and then other others can result in like bitterness and resentment
00:52:26
and other negative things so i'd love to be able to do some a fresh fall of snow on something yes i know i know and without
00:52:33
using psychedelics i mean learning something new doing something new is incredibly um revitalizing travel is i mean think of think of like
00:52:45
how when you travel somewhere you're in a new country you've never been there all your algorithms fail like you know
00:52:56
the menu is full of unexpected things um walking down the street you don't see the same
00:53:02
brand names you see everywhere you you're so your senses are are really working hard because you're taking lots of new information that's why it's so exhausting but it's it's so wonderful
00:53:13
too so i think travel is one thing i think learning a new skill um you know i think that for me that's
00:53:20
really important it's what i love about journalism you know i get paid as an adult to learn whole new fields you know
00:53:26
i'm getting paid now to learn about neuroscience and consciousness that's so great um yes but you know
00:53:33
and and some jobs don't allow you to do that that is in the nature of journalism it's the nature of what you do you get to talk to anybody
00:53:39
so before i ask the question i was thinking i i was thinking if i was to answer it myself it's this yeah because when i walk away from these
00:53:45
conversations i it's almost like sometimes a psychedelic trip or just a real shaking
00:53:51
of what i thought to be true yeah and it and it yeah oh i get that after i do an interview i you know i i i i came from
00:53:58
an interview with this neuroscientist and it was like so exciting like to think about i hadn't thought about
00:54:04
things that way and um so i think putting in yourself in situations where there's a lot of new
00:54:11
information and you're out of your comfort zone the comfort zone is the problem right and um
00:54:17
if you can put yourself in a situation and and also you know we we tend to gravitate to what
00:54:23
we do well yeah we get reward for that but you know try working on saying you don't do well you know i was just
00:54:30
thinking then about how when people get older they tend to go on holidays to the same places yes when probably young they go to somewhere new they don't yeah they
00:54:36
don't want to repeat themselves yeah no it's true i know it's so i found this at this phase of life um
00:54:44
the psychedelic experience was really valuable for that reason um that it did cause me to rethink things have new
00:54:51
perspectives and have this wonderful feeling of awe and be reminded of these things how much
00:54:58
i love plants how much i love love relationships i mean the sense of gratitude um that i i've i mean this is
00:55:06
a very common emotion for me and after in a psychedelic trip is gratitude for my parents and my son and and my wife and and um uh you know i mean we're
00:55:18
we don't we don't spend nearly enough time expressing gratitude for what we have we take it for granted
00:55:23
and undermining the taken for granted i think is the most important thing that they do
00:55:29
breath work something i've heard you talk about as well yeah so breath work is a
00:55:34
non-pharmacological mode of uh changing consciousness it was developed by stan groff a sec a czech psychiatrist who who worked in the states for many years
00:55:50
yeah stan's wonderful and i interviewed him for how to change your mind and um so when lsd was banned in 1970 uh
00:55:59
he won he was having such good luck with it and really believed that there were these new you know
00:56:06
super highways to the unconscious that he wanted to figure out another way to induce this state and so he studied
00:56:12
yogic breathing and all these other traditional uh cultures that have these trans-induced trans and it's a pattern of breathing that you do
00:56:22
accompanied by usually rhythmic drumming that for i think about two-thirds of people
00:56:29
will put you in a trance state that's very much like a psychedelic state it was really eerie how it works um
00:56:36
you basically find yourself losing control of your limbs i mean it's very physical yes you're on your back and you're dancing and you're
00:56:47
and you're breathing this very unnatural pattern of a strong exhalation uh stronger exhalation than inhalation very fast i think you're hyperventilating i think that's what you're doing
00:56:59
and um and i think that that probably we don't know this yet but that probably is
00:57:06
reducing blood flow to the brain or oxygen to the brain and one of the curious things about
00:57:12
psychedelics is not that they're increasing brain function but they're decreasing it in certain important areas
00:57:18
including something called the default mode network which is the center of the brain that's very
00:57:24
very important control center of the brain that is involved with your sense of self time travel uh into the past into the
00:57:32
future uh the narrative self the story you tell yourself about your life how you fit everything into the story of who you are
00:57:38
it's if the if the ego had an address it would be the default mode network it may be that starving that of oxygen
00:57:46
gets a similar effect that psychedelics do um but psychedelics that's one of the mysteries it's like
00:57:53
we think of all this extra consciousness we get from psychedelics or expanded consciousness but it may be that it's
00:58:00
closing down certain things which allow other things to happen i did breath work with um with my
00:58:05
partner and my girlfriend in bali she's training as a breath work practitioner so how did it go
00:58:11
so again walked in super skeptical this guy starts telling me a bunch of reasons why it's gonna you know the sort of
00:58:16
physiological reasons why it works it was about 13 minute 20 minute session i mean 10 minutes i didn't even notice i only noticed on photos after that i was laying on my back but my hands were in
00:58:27
the air so and i didn't even i did not put my hands in there yeah it's involuntary yeah and they were in the air for 15 minutes and it didn't hurt my
00:58:33
muscles and the other thing was i i went to this strange emotional place where i felt a huge amount of gratitude for certain people in my life and i actually felt the need to like apologize
00:58:45
for recent behavior that i'd carried out it just um it was a very emotional experience um as
00:58:51
it is for i know a lot of people but it just really compelled me the thought that doing something with my breathing i know could have such a profound impact
00:58:58
and then it got me thinking about my day-to-day breathing which is part of the the education about how we breathe so
00:59:04
shallowly right and especially when i'm anxious if i'm ever anxious and i think about it i'm i'm i'm breathing yeah very
00:59:12
20 of what i usually breathe so one of my ways now if i do feel anxious of counteracting that from that breathwork
00:59:17
session is taking seven second inhalation holding it and then seven seconds and honestly doing that for 20 seconds or 30 seconds completely seems to flush out
00:59:28
any feelings of anxiousness there's a bunch of really interesting breathing exercises there's one that andrew weil
00:59:34
does called four three seven four three eight and it involves a certain amount of i'm not gonna remember right now but certain amount of inhalation
00:59:45
hold your breath and then exhale for longer than you inhaled and um it's it's remarkable i've done it before going on stage and things like that it just lowers your stress level
00:59:57
very quickly i'm guessing it lowers your blood pressure there's a lot we don't know about breath i mean breath is amazing and um uh i i
01:00:06
think you can do a lot to fiddle with your consciousness using breath genuinely of all the things that people
01:00:11
have prescribed or told me the simplest thing that i've i've sort of implemented my own life when in
01:00:17
situations where i'm feeling stressed before going on stage as well before my tour i used to do it in the green room or when i'm feeling anxious or over
01:00:24
divulging and sort of like overthinking is just focusing on my breath my next question to you my last question
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really is is about what's next for you as a as a tremendously successful author that's written about such a diverse
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range of topics i mean i think the first question when you walked in the door was what are you writing about next yeah it's going to be
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something of deep interest you're going to immerse yourself you're going to buy a cow again i don't know what i'm going to do for
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this this topic so i'm researching consciousness the science and philosophy and literature of consciousness
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you know one of the things that psychedelics does is raise questions about consciousness you know i talked to
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you at the beginning about questions are more interesting than answers it's kind of amazing that we're
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conscious i mean you know we could do all this stuff automatically but we're not we have this space in our
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heads where we see things we we assume other people have consciousness too but we can't be sure
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and um uh and how does three pounds of tofu in your you know between your ears produce an experience of uh subjectivity of
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quality um it's it's it's one of the greatest mysteries left um so i'm gonna explore all of it and see where it takes me you know again i don't know where i'm going um but that's the that's the
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exciting part of writing quick one we bring in eight people a month to watch these conversations live
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here in the studio when we're here in the uk and when we're in la if you want to be one of those people all you've got
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to do is hit subscribe you know you said at the start that your job is to answer questions what is the
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question that you're trying to answer in your next project is it just what consciousness is yes what is
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consciousness uh there there's a couple questions under that though um why do we have it do we what do we need it for
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what does it allow us to do um uh who else has it you know if you look you know do the insects have consciousness do the plants have kind they're people who believe plants are conscious are they
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how do you define consciousness there's so many subsidiary questions you have to answer to get to the bottom of it
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um and i think it has a lot of this question of who else has consciousness has a lot of um political or
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environmental implications i think that one of the reasons we got into such trouble with the environment
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is the scientific world view for all its power has blinded us to the cel the interests of other creatures and um uh one of the
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you know you look at native american culture and there's this sense that everything is alive everything has a spirit to it
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that keeps you from doing something to certain things to those others right i mean that you're violating spirits we
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don't have that feeling i mean our worldview allows us to see nature as something for us to exploit um rather as
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our relatives as native americans would describe it so so getting consciousness right means
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getting a lot of things right um so wish me good luck no idea i'm sure you're going to do an unbelievable job
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on that because you always have on your on your on your work and all the books you've written take a a different
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approach and i think that yeah you highlighted how that comes from a place starts with from a place of naivety and
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curiosity i'm definitely naive i mean because i have to learn neuroscience for this a lot of it and and that's a
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struggle for me and some of these theories are really mathematical and that's really a struggle for me um but
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you know that's that's the job is finding the good explainers who can help me to explain it and make it i i get a
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lot of satisfaction from taking a subject that people think might be very dry and difficult and and helping people
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make sense of it you know that there's a tradition on this podcast where the previous guest writes a question for the next guest they don't know who they're
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writing it for the question is as you've juggled your life work relationships friendships and self-time
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what things have been key to building your resilience doing new things including taking psychedelics which has definitely uh affected me and and
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contributed to my resilience but i i think it's seeking out new projects and doing things that break you out of habitual ways of thinking and responding to things
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habit is wonderful it's very efficient but it's deadening too so i'm often thinking and i i am a
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creature of habit i have like a whole routine every day to get myself to the desk to write but
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but breaking it is is uh i think breaking habits i would say would be an important one you've spoken to that
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throughout this conversation so that's a beautiful ending this is the side of leaving your comfort zones as well thank you thank you for um all the work you're
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doing it's really inspiring to me that an author could be so powerful and um i i hope we can have another
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conversation again once your book about consciousness is out because i'm sure it'll be i'll look forward to that it's been a great pleasure talking to you
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thank you michael thank you i had a few words to say about one of my sponsors on this podcast as the seasons
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have begun to change so has my diet and um right now i'm going to be completely honest with you i'm starting to think a
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lot about slimming down a little bit because over the last couple of probably the last
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four or five months my diet has been pretty bad um and it started to show a little bit really over the last two months i go to the gym about 80 of the
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time so i track it with 10 of my friends in a whatsapp group and this tracker online that we all use together and so
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one of the things i'm doing now to reduce my calorie intake and trying to get back to being nutritionally complete and all i eat is i'm having the
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heel protein shake thank you hill for making a product that i actually like the salted caramel is my favorite i've got the banana one here which is the one
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my girlfriend likes but for me salted caramel is the one [Music] you