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It's hard to manage myself in a lot of
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ways. And so it's also extra hard to
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manage kids on top of that. So in a lot
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of ways, it's like if I can take care of
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myself and have that time away, then
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it's like I can show up and be a better
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parent uh to them. And just knowing that
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like don't have to figure it out right
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now, just like do what works for now.
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And you know, you're not going to your
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decisions aren't necessarily going to
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ruin your kids. And I think there's a
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lot of fear where it's like, oh crap,
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like if I don't do it the way that I was
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raised, then it's like they're going to
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be ruined. And it's like, no, there's
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like a lot of good on both sides. Um,
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and it's like if I could like have a
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support system and like a really good
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program, I definitely probably would
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homeschool them eventually. Um but yeah,
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just not having to worry about that
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right now and kind of, you know,
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whatever works has been working for
