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There's that pressure in Christianity, modern Christianity to, you know, be perfect, be happy, you
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know, the joy of the Lord, right? And when you are unable to feel that, it feels like maybe I'm not Christian
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enough, maybe I don't love God enough, maybe I'm, you know, like broken in some
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way, or maybe I'm not really saved. You know, a lot of people have anxiety about
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um salvation and such. And so that becomes this like overarching anxiety of I have
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anxiety and now I have anxiety about my sav salvation too. Um and then nobody talks about it and like you said being
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critical of things asking questions those are things that um I don't know I I really struggle with in the modern
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church like they talk about oh the bans and how the bans like questioned and researched and read stuff and were were
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skeptical about things but they were good biblical scholars. And so we have this image that's taught us in church
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about, oh, the brands were good biblical scholars. They they learned a lot and we're very interested in learning the
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truth about Jesus in the Bible, right? Um but then if we do that in real life or if we have struggles it's like