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Mate, you don't know me from a [ __ ]
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bar of soap. So, you know, be really
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careful what you say. All right? Cuz I
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haven't told anyone.
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>> What impact does it have on a child
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seeing like seeing your mom get get
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beaten up by your dad?
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>> Oh, it's trauma Mate, it's it's
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traumatic, you know? It's um
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it's it's hard to describe. And again,
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like in 2013 when that all came tumbling
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down that that wall came tumbling down,
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it was something that I had to deal
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with. I got I got diagnosed with PTSD,
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[music]
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and it was all around watching my dad
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beat my mom up. And I always thought it
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was I had a hatred for my father, but I
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I was actually worked out that it was
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for my mother.
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Cuz my mother was a little bit like me,
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you know? [music] She would she would
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say,
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"Come on then, kill me."
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You know what I mean? And I'd be yelling
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out, "No, stop." [music] And she'd be
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going, "No, no." And I'd be saying,
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"Stop, Mom. Stop." You know, "Be quiet."
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And she would continue to say it. It's I
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wouldn't wish it on any kid, to be
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brutally honest.
