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Mate, you don't know me from a [ __ ] bar of soap. So, you know, be really careful what you say. All right? Cuz I
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haven't told anyone. >> What impact does it have on a child seeing like seeing your mom get get
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beaten up by your dad? >> Oh, it's trauma Mate, it's it's traumatic, you know? It's um
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it's it's hard to describe. And again, like in 2013 when that all came tumbling
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down that that wall came tumbling down, it was something that I had to deal with. I got I got diagnosed with PTSD,
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[music] and it was all around watching my dad beat my mom up. And I always thought it
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was I had a hatred for my father, but I I was actually worked out that it was for my mother.
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Cuz my mother was a little bit like me, you know? [music] She would she would say,
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"Come on then, kill me." You know what I mean? And I'd be yelling out, "No, stop." [music] And she'd be
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going, "No, no." And I'd be saying, "Stop, Mom. Stop." You know, "Be quiet."
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And she would continue to say it. It's I wouldn't wish it on any kid, to be
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brutally honest.