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Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!

June 19, 2024 / 01:41:27

This episode features Kayin Morris discussing gang culture, police brutality, and personal transformation. Topics include his experiences with the police, gang life, and family dynamics.

Kayin shares his perspective on being a member of a motorcycle club and the stigma associated with it. He explains how he feels persecuted by law enforcement due to new laws targeting gangs, specifically mentioning the National Gang Unit and the Cobalt task force.

He reflects on his past, including drug use and criminal activity, and how he turned his life around after incarceration. Kayin emphasizes the importance of family and his desire to provide a better life for his children.

The conversation touches on the challenges he faces with the police, including multiple raids on his home and the impact on his family. Kayin expresses frustration with the treatment he receives and the perception of gang members in society.

Overall, the episode provides a candid look at Kayin's life, his struggles, and his hopes for the future while navigating the complexities of gang affiliation and law enforcement.

TLDR

Kayin Morris discusses gang life, police treatment, and his journey of personal transformation.

Episode

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[Music] kayin morrris welcome to my podcast thank you Dom appreciate to be here M I
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appreciate you coming over I'm not going to lie like I I let you on at the door
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downstairs went to get you um my first thing is you do you look slightly intimidating you've got the the patch on
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you've got head hunter necklace um the big rings and stuff it's an intimidating
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look it is yeah it's well could be to somebody but not to myself I feel like
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these are my ones like U my bests as you would say yeah these are my best I mean
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we've had a brief conversation before we came into the the podcast room and um
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you're impecably well-mannered and polite um I gave you a red bow you said thanks I appreciate it um but the the
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immediate thing I think um like most new zealanders think when they they when if
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they ever meet a gang member like this is the first time I've ever met one in
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my life is um you're immediately weary or slightly intimidated I'm intimidated no no no
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you're intimidated oh yeah well yeah I suppose yeah this ring could be intimidating it's the whole it's the
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whole thing um first of all why did you agree to do a podcast well I think um I just want to
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I think I just want to like bringing bring up a subject with the police and the brutality that they um put me and my
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family through to be honest I think I just want to use this as an Avenue to um push forward with that because I feel
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like I'm just under a lot of pressure on myself because of these new laws coming
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through ngu and calt and whatever other groups what do they mean National gang unit right and C bolt is a um gang task
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force where they look for firearms and all that sort of stuff okay drugs and I don't know what what they're up to now
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but they did go on a trial period for about 2 years and unfortunately I've been under the you know the fire who
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under the hammer because well since then M um and it's yeah probably been about 2
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or 3 years now with these guys so you feel sort of sort of picked on or persecuted yes absolutely would it would
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it be by the way I'm not I'm not um an investigative journalist or anything I'm
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just a guy that likes to have conversations with people because I feel like um by having a conversation with
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someone you can understand them better yes um could you not would it be easy just
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to like give up the patch cuz you I mean you're you're from the brief conversation we've had you're a really
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nice personable guy um so without the patch without the necklace if you just had civilian clothes on um would would
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that make life easier or is it not as simple as that well you're trying to tell me to be
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somebody that I'm not that's how I feel I mean everybody's raised different and
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I was raised this way and I mean yeah life could be a lot more easier and then I you know get the
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police saying you know why don't you leave I like why are you trying to tell
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me to leave why you asking me to leave why should I leave I don't do anything
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um wrong I try and stay morally correct um there's my baby in the background um
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but you know I just yeah I guess I like motorcycles and this is an MC uh Brotherhood um I suppose that when I
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came here I had nothing as being a 501 10 years ago and um I started getting into the drugs because I had nowhere to
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go and I didn't know what to do so I used that I used um well bit of meth just to numb my brain and numb myself
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and I I didn't know what to do to be honest and I woke up my morning was I decided to go to the fight club and the
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qus out east and it's a gym so I decided to go there and that's when hunters and the fight club Saved My
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Life um yeah pretty much saved my life I mean we've only been going for 4 minutes
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now but I think the um the immediate sort of impression for anyone listening uh to this is that you're you're quite
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Artic I don't even know what that means I'm an artist that means it just s
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of means like well well spoken I guess well spoken it's like um so you if someone walked past you on the
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street that a a preconceived idea of what sort of person you are but then you speak to you briefly for just a couple
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of minutes and it's quite a quite different to what you'd imagine yeah um
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so I've got a lot of questions about this and a lot of them are probably are
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probably dumb questions um and I apologize if they are but uh a lot of it just comes from a place rule I'm not
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going to speak about the club or um speak on behalf of the club so yeah we just don't speak about it at all but the
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S like fight with bread pit you could say that there's been a few bloody bread pit moments here yeah
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absolutely and that's how we sort out our differences you know what I mean right we get upstairs and we have our
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one out and then shake hands and that's how it's done oh really you fight with
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other gang members well yeah that's that's if that's an option y right about
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what sort of things well I don't know someone might have slept with somebody
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else's girlfriend right right so you have a fight like in a sort of controlled environment okay um are you a
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criminal is it no no but I do like to do burnouts and I do like to have fun M yeah but I'm not I don't do any criminal
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activity no not not anymore but to be a 501 you must have um ah yes y I was yeah
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yeah y you know um well I'm a Survivor so you know you got to do survival things um unfortunately uh the path that
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I chose wasn't really you know acceptable I look back at it and was quite outrageous I did a home invasion
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arm robbery on some drug dealers and took their drugs and their money and um yeah we got roll into that somehow so
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that this is when you're in Australia that's correct yeah yeah what what sort
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of age uh 20 yeah okay so um yeah yeah okay home invasions yeah okay so you just um was it you and a couple of mates
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in Aussie or uh yep yep yep a few few really good um mates that helped me out and um you know I got a mom there that I
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call Mom because took me in off the streets I was homeless for 2 years by choice um yeah into the party life um
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ecstasy and whatnot um cocaine and heroin um heroine more mainly when I was in prison yeah
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probably just just to numb your brain and pass the time more or less yeah absolutely okay well well I feel like to
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understand um like where you are now and what you've been through um yeah we we
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planning need to go all the way back but first of all who is who is um who is kayin Morris
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like I know you're I know you're a husband and a father you you end up here
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with your wife wife partner partner partner um and she by the way sorry for my terminology here but but she she's
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not on camera so I'm just going to say for anyone that's watching this or
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listening to this she she just looks um an Ecom as normal yeah like just a just a world if you saw a new world of pack
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and save you wouldn't even you wouldn't even look twice she's she's she's she's
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just um an attractive uh woman in her late 20s or 30s with a with a PR and a 7mon old baby absolutely yeah I met her
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on Oxford Street when I was 17 she's okay when you said to her you know what
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I'm going to join a gang why isn't she like Caleb don't be don't be so [ __ ]
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stupid she did okay she did absolutely she did and um uh my family um well my uncle and she asked him why and all this
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sort of stuff and then we don't get told what to do I don't get told what to do
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you know every individual is their own their own selves you know so I can't be
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held responsible for somebody else's actions you know what I mean I'm only
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held accountable for my own actions what was your upbringing like so you you were you were born and raised in
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New Zealand New Zealand I'm from Central U Mount Ros school all over the place
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Mount Eden went to mounted normal um I feel like I was raised quite normally um had a stepdad uh and I think the
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domestic violence and all that sort of stuff was you know having to I don't know like grow up and living in fear
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that's how I felt my childhood was you know very suppressed um going to church
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up the road there at um eggs I think it's Orland gramar girls right U we went
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there and um I went to Dorth so you know I've been this is my dog hello hello he's
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cool this is can okay yeah okay so um okay so it was um what you'd call I guess a stereotypical upbringing yeah
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I'd say so yeah and um I was booted out of um Dorth at 13 um I used to question
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you know Father Brown there was a bit of pedophilia stuff going on around there and I used to pick on a a boy that was
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that was in in that Circle and I you know like I feel really bad and when all the stuff came out as well I I jumped on
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my bike at a super bike ailia and put a spray can in my backpack went and Tagg the fence and you know I said protect
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the boys and why you protecting Father Brown more or less you know and I got expelled because of all the scenario
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they put me up in a room for 9 hours you know where they used to do all this sort
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of stuff to my mates yeah and because I didn't abide by that they they they kicked me out at 13 so I went to my
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Rosell grammar after that and um we gradually get into another scenario where um I think crystal methamphetamine was
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um introduced maybe in '99 2000s and that was around that period where my family got involved in that sort of
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mishap and then it was quite dysfunctional so I went to Australia what about your you mentioned
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you had a stepdad um your biological dad you do you have a relationship with him
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or do you know him um he's like my bro yeah yeah yeah he's a good man but um
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yeah he never really had much to do with my upbringing sort of thing but I would
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go see him maybe once a year during the um holidays and go and visit him and my sisters and brothers over there yeah so
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we when when you look back from where you are now as a as a um a dad of two do you do you think that shaped shaped in a
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way absolutely yeah absolutely I like I I love and adore my children and I do everything that Poss like everything
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that I possibly can to um give them everything that I never had and that's that's what I'm trying to do and what
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about your um your connection to your roots or your multiculture was there any of that growing up or no not really no
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my mom's um yeah she's white so uh kind of like bouncing that way my grandmother
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is from otara um manua back then and uh she would always come pick me up and every time she would try and teach me or
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I think I was maybe 10 or 13 and she wanted to cut my for skin off so I ran away well like what CCIS you what by the
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way I never asked question I never asked what happened to your penis but that's
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what I mean I I I generally I just ran away just ran away you know like [ __ ] I'm out of here J was
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guy born out of there say at what age I think it was 10 or 10 yeah or 13 maybe 10 or on religious grounds or well yeah
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when you cut your foreskin off and that culture you um become a man yeah I don't want my dick
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yeah I'd rather keep that please yeah holds back in your house you know what I
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mean it goes hard it suits out tell I I got circumcised at Birth and I didn't
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walk didn't walk for a year okay so um yeah so when you reflect on your your
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upbringing like what do you think about it like you you know you you sort of resentful about it or are you okay with
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it I'm okay with it yes um when I did get supported I went to islands and he
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was living over there my stepfather and I just made peace with him yeah pretty much just said to him you know oh you
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know I'm a man now I'll smash it over don't appreciate everything that you
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know we went through as a child and um he apologized and I accepted it so it's
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good to get that behind me that's good you mentioned domestic violence was you
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you stepped out a bit of you know no good a big man yeah he was a big man I mean I mean freaking hell it came to my
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attention when I think I think I was 32 and if I had five children myself I think I'd be pretty much the same but
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you know what I mean like to an extent hey so yeah you you seem you seem very um compassionate and understanding about
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about these sort of things like you there doesn't seem to be like a much of a chip on your shoulder about it about
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the cards you've been dealt yeah well like you know if you think about it too
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much it's only going to weigh on you and drag you down hey you know I'm not I'm
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not about that I'm just about just moving forward you know you drop a it smashes
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just pick it up and get a new one just do what you got to do yeah so so how old were you when you when you moved to
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Australia oh gosh and why 28 I think 28 okay yeah I was deported um so deported from NZ no oh sorry oh oh you no held
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when year when you moved to Australia why did you end up in Australia I think I was 16 I think who did you move there
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with um my birtha oh yeah yeah so went there with my birtha but as I've been
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going there since I was you know a kid um i' got my mates and I got my cousins and whatnot and then he decided
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to move to Brisbane but I wanted to stay with my friends in the syney and that's
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how I became homeless because nobody wanted to look after me or deal with me so I just roamed around kind of like you
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call it couch surfing so I just went and stayed on people's my Bros couches and
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and stuff like that until one of their mothers took me in and her name is Larry I love her yeah so so were you were you
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sort of sent to Australia from New Zealand because it was to get away from the PE yes okay yeah yeah so there's
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like nobody really knew what the consequences were like the like or the aftermath of you know the substance
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abuse nobody really knew well we didn't know until you know maybe a year two
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years down the track and everything just started spiraling um what what what did it give
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you initially what do you mean yeah yeah the um the P did it give you like was it
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an escape or um at that age no I think at that age I we'll just you know probably drink a
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bottle of Jim Beam go for a walk down Queen Street and then have our dad come pick us
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up yeah so just we didn't even really know didn't know just not not overthinking things so okay so you so
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you moved to Australia then then what are you in school there or you start working straight away a school yeah
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failed school c three times um and then they failed me in Australia I went to cogra and that was the third time I
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failed but then um because I was going I they sent me to PCYC Rockdale and I had
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to do my um homework next to a police officer and I didn't really I didn't
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really enjoy that I didn't really like that so I picked up a little bit of a
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fussy and that was at the costa zoo Jim um hardcore and yeah I didn't really
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like that so I went back into the tap and I had a little bit of a winge to my teacher but they kind of knew my
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upbringing they knew my scenarios and whatnot so they just gave me my um School certificate just to get you out
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of there you go your certificate I got it to 3 months why why was why were you being
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sort of monitored by a police officer uh had you been in trouble at that i' been
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in trouble there yeah I ended up dealing with um two Lebanese boys um their Lebanese brother older um he's doing
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time over there for murder now um but I had run with him I went to go buy a gun off him for $800 and he ended up robbing
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me with a gun oh yeah so so so it seemed like um I mean yeah you can you can leave the country and go
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somewhere else but it's like um the person you are it's going to it's going
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to it's going to go with you you can't you can't outrun yourself so seems like
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wherever you went you going to you going to find the trouble crowd well I'm going to find my people
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yeah not not necessarily the trouble crowd I hate drama I hate trouble but I do know my people
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M but you to buy you buy a gun off the sky then most people listen to people went into
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jail when we seen each other in jail like hey bro hey bro stays on now stays on the you know what happens on outside
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stays on the out side yeah so you don't you know we lived on the same street
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right in hille so um what what did you want to G for I just wanted one right yeah I don't know I don't I really don't
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know why so you're how old at this point still in your teens uh yeah maybe 17
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yeah yeah cuz I mean a a lot of teenagers I think guys in particular make make poor decisions I I don't think
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there's part of our brain that I don't think we just don't [ __ ] think bro
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yeah but that's that's next level though yeah it is it is next level yeah I mean
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like my my best friend we just selling a bit of pot and then we started selling a
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bit of ecstasy um helped out these people and uh they were giving us ecstasy pills at $4 each so in the town
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that was a $60 $90 pill so you can imagine how much money it will be making then so is that what What attracted you
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towards that sort of thing just the sort of the Easy Money exactly yeah we like to buy nice shoes and be able to you
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know go out and drink and have fun but um It's Not What It Seems though to be honest you know it's hard work
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really is and back then when I was over in Sydney we had our day clubs so the the nightclub scene just started on a
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Friday do end until Monday so but they don't have that anymore right they got
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the lock out and whatnot I'm 2005 that happens yeah um what was the oh King's
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cross the party area that's it's dead now all the all the pubs and G that
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absolutely so so you're just you're going all we can because you're just um
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you're high on whatever you can get your hands on not necessarily yeah we would
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be high we would be drunk but I would also be slanging as well at the holiday in King's cross yeah I'll be staying
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yeah we'll go and hire out hotel room and um probably have about 1,500 pills
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with us try and sell $200 200 packs and right just to get by right so you you must have been on um the um the radar of
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the Aussie police at this point he no no no no that that scene back then is way too way too Fierce Al so so you 1500
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pills you're a small fry just a little boy yeah so when so when did the police
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start taking taking notice of you when did that start happening in Australia well when I did that stupid that stupid
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crime yeah yeah when I did that um I didn't know there was two females in the
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house and there was and there was the girlfriends of two um drug dealers that lived at the house and uh yeah things
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went a bit too far and and whatnot but yeah not towards the woman but of course I terrorized them I did Apologize in
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court and I did my time for that I got out for a year and on the year on the day that I got out I reoffended I went
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out that night in canala went out to a bar and um mistaken identity by two bounces and one put me in the headlock
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the other one smacked me over I went outside has me drunk take it off my jeans everyone's like what the [ __ ] you
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doing and I was like oh I need to take my jeans off so I can kick them in the head and that's what happened and went
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did another two years four months because of that right and then after that I got deported the first time I we
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I filled out the characters test M and I passed that and I I was okay to stay the
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second time round I wasn't but the second time round is they solidified uh um a ruling where they had to deport us
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and I believe that it was kind of done because there was uh nine refugees boats coming in hundreds of people on them
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every day nine boats coming every day so I believe they put that law in place where they can send them back to their
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own country yeah because they couldn't before that yeah the 501 thing we'll get
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into um all of that shortly and and what it means exactly um first of all let just go going back a little bit so the
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the the home invasion what your sentence for that uh 6 years and I served four years so six years on the top so there's
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a 2-year pral period and a 4 years Ser uh serve prison time for yeah [ __ ] can you imagine how terrifying that is like
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seeing you and a couple of others you know I was just I was 75 kilos bro I walked in there the first thing I
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said I was almost getting into a fight I didn't really like that yeah but um yeah
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I was 21 75 kilos um going into a big world full of proper criminals yeah so then
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when when you find out what your sentence is um what's what's running through your mind at that point well is
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it I think after the first year you you just you come to terms that you can't go
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to McDonald's and go get a Big Mac you just then after that year then you start
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to um accept it within that first year I just couldn't accept it I didn't know
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what was going on I didn't want to accept it you know so so like are you are you like you mad at yourself
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forgetting yourself in the situation or or is there a perceived Injustice that the you the police or the courts had it
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in for you or no not not at all um the system over there is um pretty good awesome I think uh they kind of look
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after the youth and they kind of look after people like in my scenario where my upbringing was always getting into
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trouble so my sentence I know but my sentence was kind of like reduced on that on on those um I don't know what
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you call it statistics oh that sort of like the um they do a thing here in New Zealand called Cal reports no is that no
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no no it's not they don't really have the system over here is totally different over there over there they
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know that there's you know mate there's junkies everywhere like the upgrade
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bringing for you know us young and over there um it's a little lot different yeah but okay so
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how do you do how do you do four years incarcerated and then like a you know shely that's a lot of time a lot of
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thinking time you know a lot of time to do some soul searching so how do you how
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do you [ __ ] it up again on the first day out oh no after the I was a whole year
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oh okay a whole year later year so I stayed sober I stayed sober for about 6 months and then after that started
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getting into the cocaine and then going back out again um drinking and cocaine and
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ecstasy uh and then yeah uh doing construction work at the same time I got given a job when I got out of prison so
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that was good and and um I just stayed at the gym and just smashed it out more or less got up to like 120 kilos and
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yeah I guess uh the alcohol just doesn't really agree with me too much yeah and
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it must be must be when you've had a taste of um I don't know I was going to
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say the good life but that's probably not the right the right phrasing but when you've had a taste of easy money I
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guess of like you know huge makeup on ecstasy pills it's got to be hard to go
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and do construction and get 30 bucks an hour or something yeah yeah yeah I but you know in a drug dealing world you
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build you know connections and I guess um that wasn't really me to be honest um because when I did get out I
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really stayed on track and I I was going to work every day you know waking up at
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5:00 in the morning and going to hit some steel on some slabs and yeah I guess I just had to kind of
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like man up but then you know clearly then I just got sucked into the alcohol again yeah yeah the alcohol's got a lot
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lot to hands for right not for um for a lot of people as well and all sorts of walks of life um okay so your partner
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who's out here now with your with your daughter um she's Australian so you guys
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meet in Australia yes that's correct did you meet um like before you before you
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got out of after after your incarceration or before before yeah yeah so okay so she stuck with you through
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that yes yeah yeah mhm what did she make of all that that oh she hated me for it and her mom and her dad yeah but they
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love me now so why yeah why did she I don't know if this is a conversation you've had with her maybe maybe we need
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to get her on for an episode but why why did she stick with you did she believe in you is that what
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it is or she knew the I actually don't [ __ ] know why'd you stick with me I actually don't
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know she just yelled at I actually don't know yeah yeah that's cool that she did
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I'm in the must been a lot of from her side there must been a lot of pressure
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like you know just let this guy [ __ ] rot move on with your life this is your chance that sort of thing yeah
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yeah yeah yeah that um yeah that must be the hard thing about being incarcerated
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if you got a partner on the outside like you know you have a I don't know how it
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works you have all everything I know I'm basing on once we're warriors um that
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Cliff cus movie Dark Horse yeah Son of Anarchy that's about it and I think that's that's all any of us know but and
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and the jail stuff same thing movies and TV but I'm guess you have like a visit
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once a week or we maybe twice twice a week or yeah once a week get your visit um get your you get your phone calls um
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I was in uh like the it's called segregation it's like a pound over here
00:26:50
it's a protection uh so protective custody why were you why were you I wasn't over here they it's a segregation
00:26:57
they call protective custody over there segregation for the naughty ones and I didn't n months of that so you try and
00:27:03
talk to yourself in the mirror for 9 months it'll be so yes so what does that
00:27:07
mean exactly so you're in a Solo cell and you like 23 hours a day 23 hours a
00:27:12
day yeah but then you're you're little yard little 2x4 bloody yard is at the
00:27:17
back door one 5 minute phone call and um a day and you graduate and steps and you
00:27:24
you know get your radio get your Kettle get your TV after your third month sort of thing so oh so good behavior you get
00:27:30
some more little rewards yeah um yeah I mean a lot of lot of people with you know the covid lockdowns a lot of people
00:27:37
found that really hard in terms of the isolation and stuff and yeah um isolation like that it's a form of
00:27:42
torture in a way isn't it well not me I was on the road then but you when you're in um when
00:27:48
you're in your own cell with just nothing but your own thoughts for 23 hours a day what are you what are you
00:27:52
doing um well I really I really I did some soul searching to be honest m I read the Quran I read the Bible and I
00:27:59
read the Dharma and I felt that the uh Dharma was most fitting for myself and that's why I've got a swas sticker that
00:28:06
I designed on my stomach yeah and that's um yeah that represents you know black
00:28:10
and white good and bad five Realms um yeah three jewels I'm the Jewel and the
00:28:18
Lotus which was my Mantra many P me home um yeah you do you're well aware of
00:28:23
the um the um con connection between the SWAT sticker and Nazi Germany though what what yeah yeah yeah yeah I
00:28:31
am so you know it's a provocative tar oh yeah I draw a SW stier on the um rugby
00:28:37
ball in the prison yard and had a Aboriginal Cy lad who the [ __ ] do this who the [ __ ] did this you know he I did
00:28:44
it you know what I mean but everybody knew who I was you know yeah yeah yeah and you know I have some Muslims you
00:28:50
know ask me you know um well who is Buddha who was Buddha you know m i just my my theory behind it all is is that um
00:28:58
if there is a God even if there is a God if I'm morally correct and I'm doing the
00:29:03
right thing I'm sure he's going to accept me see you're you're a smart guy like
00:29:08
not really I can't [ __ ] read no no no but I mean you it seems like you've made some poor choices but
00:29:15
you you you yeah the you know the thing dom dom everybody makes poor choices you
00:29:20
know some people are just a lot more extravagant than the other yeah you know um yeah
00:29:30
yeah so when when do you find out you have you're you're being kicked out of
00:29:34
Australia so so you yeah so you're in Australia from the age of 16 16ish till
00:29:39
when do you when do you get kicked back deported back to it was 10 years I'm 38 now year 28
00:29:45
maybe okay 28 I was I came back here so you're there 12 years and four years how
00:29:51
two months at the detention center and that was horrible I watched um I watched uh yeah it's quite sad actually um one
00:30:00
of the boys in there and I slipped in his b blood in the bathroom and um my cmate gave him the
00:30:10
razor and he's blaming himself and I'm saying did he look like he needed a
00:30:15
shave and he said yes I said well you can't blame yourself you gave him the razor because he looked like a needed a
00:30:20
shave you didn't know he was going to his own Thro the next one like maybe about two weeks later um and don't
00:30:28
forget these guys aren't from uh Australia they're the refugees but they
00:30:33
because like the the guys that can't or who are naughty in the um Refugee section get sent to the prison section
00:30:40
cuz there's two different sections okay so these guys were from the refugee section and then yeah I'm out on the um
00:30:48
astro turf soccer field having a coffee and a sigy and um uh gu is hanging himself yeah just off uh [ __ ] I don't
00:30:59
know he was hanging himself off something and then I had to all the other boys there was a couple of
00:31:04
different units banging and they had gym time and they banging on the window banging on the window boom boom boom
00:31:09
boom boom boom boom boom hey hey go help him go help him I stood there I'm drinking me coffee
00:31:15
and I didn't help him I don't know why I just maybe I I just stared at him you see stared at him
00:31:24
was he still alive at that point he was wriggling around yes he was hanging and then um he eventually stopped
00:31:31
wiggling and um a screw came over and cut him down with one of those little hook things boom cut him down I watched
00:31:38
this dude change like multiple colors like 10 times over white purple red white purple red he just kept changing
00:31:47
color so as he's come to the guy pulls out a shank and starts chasing after the
00:31:53
screw that's cutting down the screw ran past me knocked me and I spilled my coffee
00:31:59
everywhere so he's quite lucky that he didn't get stabbed and lost his life but
00:32:05
I don't know why I didn't help him yeah have you thought about that much CU
00:32:08
surely it's um it's it's your instinct as a human to yeah why didn't you were you just
00:32:14
like numb immune to it not really I've had guns pulled on me but I wasn't numb
00:32:18
then either you know I guess I just see that he wanted that way up you're not going to stop me if I
00:32:26
wanted to do something so okay uh when when have you had guns pointed on you in Australia all right I
00:32:36
oh yeah when you went to buy the gun off the Lebanese guy that one another time yeah yeah first time I've seen a desert
00:32:41
eagle was right on my head what's a desert eagle it's a big [ __ ] gun it's
00:32:45
a 50 k yeah it's a beautiful gun was it is it beautiful is it a a police gun or
00:32:50
is that a like a it's not a no it's definitely not a Police Issue yeah what
00:32:55
what's that like I like um yeah do I mean do you [ __ ] yourself do you or anything like that oh I tried to diffuse
00:33:01
the situation he wasn't looking for me thank God he was looking for my brother
00:33:04
that he was in the house and um I just told him I just you know I camp with the side of the house and he pulled it out
00:33:11
put it to my head and I said I pretty much said you not going to shoot me it's
00:33:14
12:00 at lunch time that's what I said yeah there's um there's um was a and then I see them
00:33:23
in jail too whatever happens on the outside stays no worries are is prison a rough
00:33:29
place like when you get into the fu [ __ ] Earth can can you avoid trouble though
00:33:34
or of course again yeah but there's trouble everywhere you know yeah so oh you mentioned um at the
00:33:43
beginning you got a bit of heroin and in jail here so so so you just like um you
00:33:48
have it on tin foil and smoke it like spotting like spotting oil yeah chase the dragons put the heat to the um foil
00:33:55
the heroin starts running away and that's why he chase a drag and have a DI after that but you just
00:34:02
never hear about heroin anymore it feels like it's a drug from the 70s or ' 80s
00:34:05
yeah yeah what what was um yeah I suppose at that point if you're incarcerated for 4 years you just try
00:34:12
anything that's handed to you pretty much yeah I guess you just you I was like lost you know I was so lost I don't
00:34:19
know where I was going I didn't know what I was going to be I but you had you
00:34:24
had your girl on the outside yeah you you still had that support yeah absolutely I had that support to
00:34:30
support my drug habit ins side more or less oh I should send you some money and yeah yeah and then I started taking over
00:34:39
the um trade inside um real funny story actually oh like the the drug trade and stu okay
00:34:44
yeah so yeah yeah mobile phones and whatnot get them in and had this funny story uh sent out a little I got some
00:34:52
out people that work on outside now do the ground works and they drew me up a little map of a golf course that was
00:34:57
next to a prison and um I sent it out to my bro and he was coming in to bring in
00:35:02
a lader of steroids and some heroin and some ice and some marijuana and some bu more fence of box subex and uh SIM cards
00:35:10
and mobile phones so the whole package um here's me sitting in me cell and uh
00:35:16
my M's going bro where am I going and I said I gave you the map and I've got the
00:35:19
map sitting in front of me on uh on my little you know milk cart and bloody uh coffee table and I'm go it's next to the
00:35:27
trees he go say [ __ ] you can't there's a bloody 100 trees here W next to the bunks you know the
00:35:32
bunker and he goes there's a bunkers there's samps everywhere so but eventually we've got it in yeah how do
00:35:37
you get it in is it corrupt guards or not then we don't no we don't have
00:35:42
corrupt guards there it's quite um quite pretty ruthless over there the guards
00:35:46
are pretty pretty [ __ ] St over there yeah [ __ ] yeah yeah bro they you'll pun
00:35:50
on with those [ __ ] yeah um unlike here but um like here yeah um but they yeah so we just snuck it in through
00:36:00
the tractors the groundw machines and then eventually we got to wait until it gets stashed and then eventually comes
00:36:05
into the prison and there you go Heyday happy days there's going to be um people
00:36:11
listening to this that have you find will find the way that you speak so blaz about all this stuff like quite quite
00:36:18
quite alarming in a way but this is but it is what it is I'm not going to sit
00:36:22
here and lie to you you know I'm not going to bend the truth or anything like
00:36:25
that this what it's done it's done already nobody got killed nobody you know I'm still here I got a beautiful
00:36:32
family you know yeah I'm okay you're your partner she could have she could have picked a much easier oh
00:36:39
yeah guy to settle down with she must really like you yeah well everything happens for a reason hey and I believe
00:36:47
that I've got two beautiful children where I can write my wrongs through so that's how I see things and how's um
00:36:53
how's your mental health now and how how has it been when you've been incarcerated like you've seen some [ __ ]
00:36:58
yeah I mean you just got to deal with it I suppose you know yeah you just got to
00:37:03
deal with it um my mental health is not the best right now because of what I've been
00:37:12
going through in the past two months and well past 3 years um it's not the best but I'm still
00:37:18
coping I still I Still Know What to Do you know what I mean and some days I just go on flight mode and just get the
00:37:25
job done cuz if we don't get the job done done you're not going to pay your
00:37:28
rent you're not going to pay your bills yeah yeah there's there's a quote
00:37:32
I saw from um just some dumb thing on Instagram from K heart and he was like uh you know you can be depressed and you
00:37:38
can lie in bed all day but you know the sun's going to come up and the sun's
00:37:41
going to go down without you whether you're there or not so you may as well just get up and do it is that what you
00:37:45
mean by flight mode just getting through the day on autopilot exactly yeah yeah okay so
00:37:51
um so were you one of the sort of first wave of the the group that we know as 501s were you one of the early ones
00:37:59
quite quite early yeah yeah you can you can I yeah there there's been so much
00:38:05
reported about this but you you can you can sort of see why the Australian government wanted you to be someone
00:38:10
else's problem right absolutely yeah over there as a teenager you ranom mark
00:38:15
caused a lot of trouble yeah um there's a lot of people and it sounds like they're harder done by than what you are
00:38:20
but yeah so so you you're one of the how many 501s are there in New Zealand I
00:38:24
couldn't say but I I would I would say there's a lot yeah yeah I mean I go
00:38:28
downtown you know when I'm going to um the white lady 11:00 at night and I'll
00:38:33
probably see 10 501s sitting at a bus stop how do you how do you know how do you know the 501s I'm that guy I'm the
00:38:39
guy I'll go say hello I was there once so you know I'll pull over maybe I might
00:38:44
have a joints in my pocket might have a cigarette and I'll go and join them have
00:38:49
a yarn and just what what what's your what's the reason for doing that just to
00:38:54
just see how they going yeah yeah I was someone to debt for me because what happens so you get sent
00:39:00
sent to New Zealand and a lot lot of these guys are they may have been born in New Zealand but they moved a lot of
00:39:04
them moved over there as babies right so they've actually got no no sort of like
00:39:07
roots in New Zealand no roots no help no nothing um we get sent here on the condition with
00:39:15
$500 um I didn't get $500 but you got to go here you they say oh you go to prisoner Aid and prisoners
00:39:21
Aid will help you out to I took me about 6 months just to get a bank account and
00:39:27
and um if that lady is watching thank you very much because that was the only way that I could get my ID so I couldn't
00:39:33
I was a missing person for about 6 months I was a missing person I hassled this lady at A&Z Meadow Bank remu er
00:39:39
every freaking week every week please can I have a bank account please and she got so sick of me she gave me the
00:39:46
[ __ ] bank account no [ __ ] you're watching or you're listening lady thank you yeah oh that's what what
00:39:52
bank Azz yes REM oh that's really kind was a act of kindness or you you just
00:39:58
think you wor I you just got sick of me I wore her down I'm I'm that guy yeah
00:40:02
I'll wear you down till I get what I want so yeah so so you get back to New you land in New Zealand then what so are
00:40:09
you are you flowing here on like under police guard or anything yeah yeah yeah so I wasn't really my brother my best
00:40:17
friend one of my best hom yes that's correct and he it was a street fight and
00:40:21
he he got killed with a machete to the head that's a CO yes yeah so that happens and I was on the phone before he
00:40:29
ran up that driveway to him and my family on that night talking to him D cuz I was at the um uh Detention Center
00:40:36
so we were allowed mobile phones talking to him and D I love you cuz can't wait
00:40:41
to see you speak to my brother speak to my sister speak to my other cousins and family and then off you ws and then that
00:40:46
happened it was quite a surreal I don't know it was quite out of it I felt like
00:40:51
it was like his Spirit went into me because I held all my [ __ ] together my whole family was destroyed the [ __ ]
00:40:57
train wreck and here's me trying to talk to them and try and calm them down because everyone's screaming in the
00:41:02
background and Howling and whatnot I felt like he came into my body and I felt like he spoke through me it's it's
00:41:10
I know this is a bit out there and I know I've smoked heroin and whatnot you know but I I honestly felt
00:41:19
like he he came into me and he spoke to my family through me because that I didn't know how I was coping it wasn't
00:41:26
until the next morning 9:00 I crashed on the [ __ ] flooor and just sobbed you know and then I got up I went and seen
00:41:33
the screws and I said you need to get me on the next plane they didn't really know what was
00:41:38
going on so I punched um the guy who was closest to me punched him over and I said get me on the plane now the guy
00:41:44
closest to you is in another one of the um one of the inmates yeah inmates okay yeah right so so they they got they get
00:41:51
you out of there then you just fly back on like an in New Zealand or Quant yeah I got a um someone to bring me in some Z
00:41:57
cuz I wasn't coping yeah so I just had the Xanax on the flight um I had four
00:42:03
four security travel with me to New Zealand four four people just for you four screws yeah um so yeah had bang
00:42:12
bang bang bang sitting next to me gave me a glass of water I was on Xanax so I fell asleep straight away uh got to New
00:42:19
Zealand woke up with same cup of water in my hands um came through the airport the biggest [ __ ] Islanders
00:42:25
coming approach me at the airport take me to a back room and try and get some info out of me I told him suck my dick
00:42:32
and I'll tell you everything you need to know like what sort of info what do you
00:42:35
mean I don't know yeah it's all to do with um this but you you went in the
00:42:39
head hunters at that point you just had family that that were okay and then when
00:42:43
I got out from the airport had my grandmother my brothers and sisters my mother had everybody there waiting for
00:42:48
me so that was nice okay so so you one of the lucky ones then so you had some sort of family support yes yes I was
00:42:54
very very very lucky very lucky so and after that I got picked up they picked me up we went for a feed out to um uh
00:43:01
Mount Albert some noodle house over there Noodle House in Mount Albert and then they dropped me off from clubhouse
00:43:07
out east and I got drunk there with my family and I H his body in the coffin I remember trying to pull the blanket off
00:43:17
his coffin and looked up and was trying to steal his blanket I sorry cuz gave her back and then him carried his body
00:43:24
into the Hearst that morning and then that's when I felt like my life went to
00:43:28
share and he got to better his life and he just became such a big impact for a lot of people especially our family
00:43:35
because he was just a solid rock and because he made that change he was making other people make that change too
00:43:40
and just you know just on a real positive note you know I'll be in my Dale cell in prison U messaging him on
00:43:47
Facebook I got a Dale Facebook account somewhere there and um you know he always just kept kept is is he sort of
00:43:53
considered like inspirational at the time because he had been through you know a drug addiction Journey or
00:43:59
whatever and had cleaned himself up yeah guess we all try and encourage each other yeah we all do we all we all you
00:44:06
know that's what brothers are for you try and pick your brother up and just try and encourage them to do or L yeah
00:44:12
have a job have a license and um have a motorcycle right it's the MC motorcycle
00:44:18
club at the end of the day and that's my like people go oh it's like dude I love
00:44:24
bikes I [ __ ] love bikes you know remember sitting on Fat Boys when I was a kid and see a h Angel driving around
00:44:31
and sitting You' be like [ __ ] and now look you you'll think he was a mythical
00:44:34
bloody unicorn you know what I mean you know that's how we were it was very rare
00:44:39
back then to see uh um uh on the on the surface that seem seems very Noble like to be a member all you need is um a job
00:44:47
no no it's just being responsible you know what I mean like it's it's all
00:44:52
becoming a made man more or less mhm so like you got those three little simple things you're a made man you can go
00:44:58
wherever you want you can do what you can because you you've got a job you know you got your license so you're
00:45:02
legitimate on legitimate on the road but and and the the members like do you do you you know are you discouraged from
00:45:10
like using using class A drugs or are you are you tested or or no is it sort of like personal choice and
00:45:17
responsibility everybody gets tested wherever they go yeah right but if if it's found out like
00:45:24
you you know you're using meth like do you get told off by by someone in the
00:45:28
hierarchy in the gang well I'll tellar you off yeah yeah yeah um but yeah okay so you're trying
00:45:36
to look look out for each other and keep each other good absolutely [ __ ] you you
00:45:40
always got you have got to have your brothers back yeah you know I just don't
00:45:43
see it it's like you could be on a rugby team and someone's falling off the rails
00:45:46
you know you're going to pick them up you going to tell them hey bro what are
00:45:49
you doing stop it you know what I mean like this is not good for you you know that too it's not good for your family
00:45:54
it's not good for anybody so yeah I you know I'm 38 years old 39 in September so
00:46:00
this is this is this is I'll speak for myself and this is what I want to achieve I want everyone to be great you
00:46:07
know in what way my whole family was [ __ ] my whole family so here's me with
00:46:13
no money here's me with a family that's all broken and here's me not knowing what to
00:46:18
[ __ ] do I'm in no power with anything I you know I I just I I I actually had no no
00:46:27
idea what to do um you know like having to ask my younger brother if I could live with him you know um and then I had
00:46:35
an Auntie and Uncle that took me in and I stayed at Meadow Bank um uh but yeah I
00:46:47
guess yeah and then I guess my little brother was smoking myth at the time and I just jumped on that little bandwagon
00:46:54
and he kind of just Coop up and see a little bed room and just do whatever the [ __ ] you're doing you know I I go to
00:47:01
drawing I I like to draw so I will draw and and do stuff yeah it was a real hard
00:47:08
space um had no job and then I met this guy and he was in installing um installation shitty job in the roof and
00:47:17
under the floor mhm so I started doing that and then one day I got sick of what I was doing and then that's when I chose
00:47:24
to change my life around and start training cuz I already done it before so I'll do it again and that's what helped
00:47:31
me in prison was the training and and you know just discipline and structure yeah being in a routine I suppose so
00:47:39
then I just ran there I ran there every morning woke up ran there oh sorry after
00:47:43
work ran there ran there ran there and did all the boxing classes and then all of a sudden I'm having a fight at the
00:47:49
end of the year and then that's how I got to reap My Rewards was to be just doing the right thing to be honest
00:47:57
yeah yeah and oh but you did end up in trouble trouble back here right yeah yes I did um so when oh yeah this is this
00:48:05
was a police raid in October 2020 yes um there were some gun charges yes that's
00:48:10
correct I had two um pistols um under floorboards so I didn't have access to
00:48:17
them I had to break my floorboards to get the pistols but just because of my own paranoia um and uh you know a little
00:48:24
bit of a Family Feud I had those protection as my family had um some people Rock up to their house and I had
00:48:31
those in my closet yes but before this this was October 2020 no charges in New Zealand before that no so you've done
00:48:39
some dodgy [ __ ] but you just never been so so at this point so this was October
00:48:43
2020 um had your partner moved back she was in a she was she was at the house then yeah was quite
00:48:49
taunting so you were quite daing how do you mean well [ __ ] something Gave Me a Reason like something I had this
00:48:56
feeling um yeah I had this feeling and I we the white teer bush white te Rangers right
00:49:02
off our back deck you know so yeah I thought maybe I should go hide these in the bush for some strange
00:49:08
reason and then you know I've always got that six sense about me and uh yeah
00:49:13
before I knew I had uh yeah had the task force running down the side of my house
00:49:18
and then they walked all the month through my house and but yeah task force isn't oh like armed Defenders Squad sort
00:49:25
of thing yeah I believe IB back then right it wasn't Cobalt Cobalt Cobalt hasn't um wasn't formed then what's
00:49:32
what's Cobalt Cobalt is the yeah the criminal task force Okay and like how many how many how many people at least
00:49:40
20 right and and they they're not knocking on the door they uh there was a boom boom boom boom yeah yeah we
00:49:48
shouting and yelling yeah I answered the door yeah I didn't think anything was
00:49:53
going on I didn't well cuz I knew I'd done nothing wrong but what I did do is
00:49:58
I went I broke my finger so I took my gun that gun and I did some target practice in the bush to see if my bloody
00:50:06
hand still worked and The Recoil wasn't doing the best job with my breaken finger and I posted that up on my
00:50:13
Instagram um and that was the um the aftermath right yeah so um what's that like for your partner like when when
00:50:23
there's there's police coming through your house and it's just I don't know
00:50:28
must be terrifying just the intensity of it yeah yep they turn your place upside
00:50:32
down or they quite respectful with things or they no no no no no definitely not it's SM place it's kind of like they
00:50:42
um that they they they don't want you to be part of this lifestyle so they're
00:50:47
making it look as unattractive as what they can yes absolutely yeah and they make your life real real hard yeah yep Y
00:50:53
and they get paid they get paid to do it you know what I mean so you can't blame
00:50:56
them but when it gets a little bit personal you know you got to kind of stand your ground and say enough's
00:51:02
enough bro like [ __ ] yeah just cut it out yeah okay so then you get taken away
00:51:08
and you're um just four months in jail 4 months in jail on remind and then home
00:51:13
detention is that right I actually can't remember remember yeah yeah I I'm
00:51:18
getting this from some um just a Google Search and some Court reports but there was
00:51:23
um uh in January 2022 so this the the police grade in the guns that was October 2020 in January 2022 so like a
00:51:31
15 16 months later um glowing report from the judge yes like the um yeah it was uh basically you know strong
00:51:40
Commendation for turning your life around and the W well I was in the process of doing all that you know what
00:51:46
I mean yeah um during Co um I got the key to my business on the day of the lockdown so that's why I said I was
00:51:54
traveling around on Co because here's me going [ __ ] hell I got the shop rent
00:51:59
to make and I want to get my shop steady and ready and and I did all that during
00:52:03
Co and I just snuck down there and closed the gate and painted the walls and did what I had to do to to make ends
00:52:10
meet you know put my hands on my own pocket and um yeah I remember work off I was working for um a mate of mine doing
00:52:20
construction and because I had a a construction background from Australia I brought that here and I was running the
00:52:26
plans and whatnot and I remember over here you guys you know all your construction workers are pretty tough
00:52:31
because you work in the rain over in Australia we don't work in the rain bro here's we digging a bloody hole and
00:52:38
the water's just going back I'm flicking this water out the water's going back
00:52:41
inside I turn to my mate and I was like [ __ ] this bro I'm going to do something
00:52:45
you know I'm going to do something else he goes what are you going to do until
00:52:48
this day he goes [ __ ] I'm proud of you bro I'm so proud of you he goes I
00:52:52
remember that time when you said that you're going to do that and you [ __ ]
00:52:54
did it and you [ __ ] look at you now yeah so your business is like a a bike shop you sell and repair motorbikes um
00:53:01
yeah just uh repair repair uh servicing it I was I didn't know what to do so
00:53:06
then my cousin over in Australia said how about you do this there's guys over
00:53:10
here making big big big money for detailing bikes so here's me I utilized that because I'm an MC I um utilized
00:53:18
that and started cleaning the boys' bikes and that's how I well yeah I mean
00:53:21
there's going to be um no doubt a lot of cynical people I'm doing the right thing
00:53:25
you know me listening or listening to this or watching this they'll go uh he
00:53:29
must be like washing money or it must be Stolen Bikes or a chop shop or whatever
00:53:34
absolutely I get it all the time bro I get it all the time you know the thing is like I you know what's a funny thing
00:53:41
right I could sit at home all week and I can eat noodles and save up for a nice dinner at Saar does that make sense you
00:53:47
know what I mean yeah and that's what I do people don't see the struggles that
00:53:51
we my partner and I went through sitting there eating outy she'll be sitting at
00:53:55
one end of the table is me sitting at the other we cracking up because we know exactly what we're doing you know what I
00:54:00
mean yeah yeah yeah and um yeah like I'm trying to get myself on the on my feet
00:54:07
and try and establish something and my cousin's going [ __ ] bro you're doing it
00:54:10
well and then I'm Googling you know J car power lock and all this sort of stuff all the best stuff to use and get
00:54:16
the best buffers rups [ __ ] they like $1,600 each $116,000 for my B van paid cash for that odaho and I just worked my
00:54:25
way worked my way work my way until I got the van and then I started picking on the bike shops Cru up to the bike
00:54:30
shops hey yo I'm going to was these bikes like hey what are you doing I'm
00:54:34
going to make some money so so when you say you paid 16,000 cash for your van like um like a w a w of cash yep all the
00:54:40
cash that I saved up from cleaning the bikes yeah you understand how dodgy that looks yeah but then again that rule
00:54:46
didn't apply back then yeah or the money laundering rle yeah but the but you got
00:54:51
that money through washing bikes right yeah right I could I could $500 to wash their bike okay take me
00:54:59
about 5 hours yeah I'll pick it up yeah so so they paying cash and but you know
00:55:04
this is what I mean the boys are going to help me out and Yeah and um try and you know get me established I I didn't
00:55:11
yeah I don't think I had a bank account in so and it's it's just not your job or
00:55:16
your place to ask how they got that money I don't care it's only $500 I got
00:55:21
$500 in my pocket now you know but um and saying that it's yeah that's none of
00:55:27
my business but now it is you know if I'm accepting $3,000 cash you know I got
00:55:33
my CES and whatnot um when I started my business and they going oh all the cash Fones can you explain all this I was
00:55:40
like dude we've got a cash nesting like we're allowed to have this cash nesting
00:55:43
this is my business you know what I mean yeah so we got to do what we got to do and make ends me right so but we still
00:55:49
pay our taxes and we still do everything and all my paperwork's legit so yeah
00:55:54
yeah that's now and as a learning process hey guess what I paid $330,000 for the first 2 years in GST M does you
00:56:01
know what I mean like nobody taught me how to do that now GST now the tax man's
00:56:05
paying me $1,000 you know what I mean so here's me paying 200 2 I remember paying
00:56:10
2,800 U um uh uh every two months for the GST bills I was like freaking hell what a what a waste of money because I
00:56:17
didn't know how to you know you must be um do you feel proud of yourself when you're like
00:56:23
learning all these little business things AB when people say how did do it you know my answer I don't know I just
00:56:28
[ __ ] did it as simple as that how'd you do this I just did it you just got
00:56:33
to do it and you learn it on the way yeah I pay $30,000 GST like you know what I mean that could have all been
00:56:39
mine because the the you know I'm generating um 700 M $700,000 just on a little shop out west wow oh good for you
00:56:49
good for you what's your relationship like with the police nowadays [ __ ] yeah
00:56:53
they [ __ ] hate me they really hate me is is is this um just you or is this just like gang members in anyone that's
00:57:00
got a patch gang members in general but then it's just becoming like it's really
00:57:04
become a personal yeah I slander them on social media and this has been going on for a
00:57:13
couple years now and about 3 years ago they just going [ __ ] just stop just stop
00:57:18
so then I stopped but then they come smack me over again so then I start up again what do you mean they smack you
00:57:22
over again like just just do dum Shir right yeah yeah like pull you over just keep you on a real short leash raid my
00:57:29
house for driving offenses right I mean come on when was the last time your house was raided last
00:57:35
month last month my whole family got uh pepper sprayed my partner's mom was over
00:57:40
from Australia um I got a seven-month old baby you know she could have died from
00:57:45
the pepper spray they pepper sprayed my dog I got a band dog a big uh master of pit bull I got a French Bulldog the
00:57:51
whole house was uh pepper sprayed and I had surrendered myself already um you know but the peasantry of
00:57:59
everything is just beyond me um de how they get their their Intel is just incorrect um so if I'm posting up a
00:58:09
video of Uncle lingling a MK man driving around on the beach on my device and post it up on my on my social media how
00:58:17
the [ __ ] is that me I'm not going to give my bro to [ __ ] have around play
00:58:20
with my Ig or play with my personal belongings like it just doesn't I don't
00:58:23
I don't roll like that yeah so uncle lingling that it's like um an Instagram
00:58:27
account you've got it's like a character you do sort of dressed like the Joker
00:58:31
yeah yeah yeah it's a clown dictator's mask right right so um oh okay so the
00:58:37
the when the police raided your house last month like what did they so they they they take you into the station for
00:58:41
questioning or Y and then what tell to get [ __ ] yeah but what do they find in your house is there like a like a bag of
00:58:49
weed like a St ofh unprescribed weed okay yeah unprescribed weed and uh I I don't have much cash probably like
00:58:59
$7,000 everything is legit I'm not rich I may look rich I drive rich cars but
00:59:05
they all financed you know I just do everything right so what I like to drive a l car so what I I want to feel good I
00:59:12
never been I've never felt good my whole life yeah so if I'm allowed to like if I
00:59:17
have the opportunity to make myself feel good and buy a fresh pair of shoes I'm
00:59:20
going to do so you know and I take great pride in myself you know I probably I've
00:59:25
own this t-shirt for since since Connor died which was 10 years old you know what does it say what does it say in the
00:59:32
front well it's just a yeah rest easy Conor so all the members wore this and I wasn't a member
00:59:42
so but when I became a member one of my close mates U one of my close brothers gave me the T-shirt you know because he
00:59:48
felt that it was fing more fitting for myself so yeah I I I I'm good at recycling clothes M so I so I know you
00:59:58
know family for you it's a it's a Brotherhood thing but the path of least
01:00:03
resistance would be just to just to hand you know hand your patch in and then that's that's that's when they win yeah
01:00:10
I'm a fighter mate I'm a warrior you know yeah but what about your family my
01:00:14
family is fine but that's what I mean that's why I want to bring up this like the peasantry
01:00:20
of okay fair enough if I was selling drugs fair enough if I was um uh running out running a mck and causing some
01:00:27
violence on um and some bystanders um I'm not um I get raided because we um I
01:00:34
my mate had a Canam and I I like I like things with motors so I really I babe bro can I take that Canam on the beach
01:00:42
please he goes yeah bro of course here's me thinking I'm doing nothing wrong take
01:00:47
it out onto the beach and then my my my uncle you know my Bros are driving us around on the bloody thing and then
01:00:52
here's me getting raided because I don't have a driver's license but I wasn't
01:00:55
driving you know somebody else driving do do you have it worse than some of the other
01:01:02
Head Hunters members do you think I believe so because I'm a smartass right but I'm you're you're antagonized
01:01:08
there's a a thing on um your Instagram page uh look looks like you were pulled
01:01:11
over a couple of weeks ago by um some young um Asian cop um I wasn't pulled over yeah see the thing is that Cafe
01:01:19
there is the one where they all go so everybody that raids my house and kicks over my door and you know like beats me
01:01:26
up you know they literally beat me up I've been knocked out by them and everything so I went to their Cafe and
01:01:33
that's why they picked on me this guy comes out of nowhere parked me in and then started being a
01:01:39
dick a zero is a zero with a line in it you know an O was an O it's really not that hard oh in
01:01:48
terms of the number plate you had exactly just just come correct and I won't be a dick if you want to be a dick
01:01:53
I'm going to give you a dick do you know what I mean like sorry but I I'm I'm I'm
01:01:57
a strong believer in standing my ground and if you're being a [ __ ] dick I'll
01:02:01
give you a dick back yeah okay now that's fair enough and not only that maybe when I go
01:02:08
to court I can use that as a bargaining tool I can take it down you know have you got a court case coming out got
01:02:14
heaps of court cases I've got like 20 charges what for driving oh right right
01:02:19
they won leave me alone right okay so they're just trying to get you on I got
01:02:22
I got done for being um a disqualified driver and I'm getting done for evading
01:02:28
police and driving a motor vehicle on a scooter do you know how many lime scooters there are on the road there's a
01:02:35
million in you know how any kids are like cruising around on Lime scooters yeah not kayin I get arrested throw in
01:02:41
jail get my house rated and um deal with the consequences but guess what you guys
01:02:45
are paying for it or you guys that think that you guys are legitimate citizens or
01:02:49
whatnot or whatever I consider myself as a legitimate citizen I just got a patch
01:02:54
on my back I do everything right I do do everything by the book but you don't see their houses getting
01:03:00
raided and kicked over and get thrown and bean up and whatnot because um yeah they're riding around on a lime scooter
01:03:07
but that's what happened with me because there um there been a lot of like reports in the media CU there been
01:03:14
recently been a change of government so we've had labor for six years and now
01:03:17
it's National and there was talk that labor was too soft on gangs that was a
01:03:20
big uh sort of media thing um in your impression has there been a change since uh the government changed or and from
01:03:27
your perspective has has it always been started when labor was in okay that Cobalt started when labor was in um
01:03:34
lux's just making making himself look cool um but in all honesty bro why how
01:03:41
about we Target and how about we look after our youth and give them the resources and the and the tools that
01:03:47
they need to not become so aggressive towards police like myself you know my son's supposed to like look up to these
01:03:55
guys so I got my license back last week my son goes to his mom Mom I don't want to be raided again so then Mom told
01:04:05
me and I talk had to S sit down with my son I said Son we're not going to get
01:04:10
raided again cuz if we do the right thing they won't come he goes okay Daddy
01:04:16
how how's your son he's he's coming on to six how's this the next morning I take
01:04:22
my son to school two detectives that hate me um pull me over where the hell did you
01:04:29
come from you know what I mean pulled me over and I I I ducked into a serice station that's what I do because I feel
01:04:35
like I need a camera on me at all times for my protection so I pulled into the disease station they pull up behind me I
01:04:42
said bro I've got my I've got my kid in the car I'm dropping him off the school
01:04:47
I go what's what's going on he goes have you got your license I said yes I do
01:04:51
pulled out my license gave it to him I said y all good got my license back okay I'm leaving we all good he
01:05:02
goes no we're not I said am I under arrest he said no you're not I said okay
01:05:07
well I'm leaving he goes if you leave kayin I'm going to arrest you I said bro
01:05:11
just let me [ __ ] take my kid to school and then do whatever the [ __ ] you want I mean like what's your [ __ ]
01:05:16
problem bro 15 minutes he held me there for because legally they're allowed to
01:05:21
hold you for 15 minutes but he held me there for 15 minutes my son had the worst two days of his life at school
01:05:28
those days my son has a teacher's aid also you know what I mean so he's the
01:05:32
only one in his class that has a lady standing next to him 24/7 at school because of all of this was because
01:05:40
behavioral issues or is he he had behavioral he had behavioral issues but now he's just doing he's he's doing an
01:05:46
amazing job he's growing so much but then boom this is like that there was like all this hard work that we put into
01:05:52
him and he got him into soccer and everything and whatnot and he's just you know he's like blooming but that happens
01:05:59
and that's a massive setback so now I'm having to deal with him as he is now
01:06:03
just everything's gone aggressive and he hates everybody goes mute you know um
01:06:08
and here's me trying to do the right thing and Olivia you know my partners telling me [ __ ] I was like bro like they
01:06:15
should have known as well like just give me the common courtesy if you are suspecting me on
01:06:22
driving on a beach um illegally and don't forget it's just a misdemeanor
01:06:28
like the maximum sentence I could get is uh community service go pick up some rubbish off the ground I do that anyhows
01:06:37
but how about come and knock on my door how about knock on my door I'll give you
01:06:42
the keys why do you have to C cause tens of thousands of dollars worth of damage
01:06:46
soaring my bloody fences down you know I got big steel Gates they got storing it
01:06:51
down took all my cameras took all my stuff like iPads i' I'm trying to I've
01:06:57
started a new business West Coast Imports I'm going to be importing cars and bikes bikes uh bikes mainly to fix
01:07:03
up and get them on the streets over here and um and I'll be making good profit
01:07:09
there and um and another uh clothing line called a a the label you know from from where I want and I suppose uncle
01:07:16
lingling is just he's that guy that I want to be but I can't because legally
01:07:21
you can't be that guy yeah you can't be a troublemaker you know what I mean a
01:07:24
[ __ ] SE sh exactly so that's you know I found Uncle lingling M my son found it
01:07:29
at the Avendale markets we go treasure hunting that's our thing every Sunday
01:07:33
morning go to aend market and go treasure hunting and then we got the parliament walking down and the police
01:07:39
being bullies and bullying us over we got another IG video of that too me screaming at um the prime minister of
01:07:44
New Zealand because they want to come over there when it suits them yeah you know so when so when this when things
01:07:50
are happening like the police um pulling you over on your way to on your your way
01:07:54
to the school drop off like what what are you wearing I I um I asked you to wear the patch today um I yeah what do
01:08:00
you normally wear it or do you only wear it for like I used to wear all my stuff
01:08:05
like on a daily basis because that's just how every day we just wore it we we
01:08:10
I never we never get any hate I never get any hate you know if you hate me people just keep to themselves some
01:08:16
people say hello but I yeah but majority of the time because I got the business I
01:08:21
try not to wear my stuff but then now because I got this hate love relationship with um with the police
01:08:28
it's kind of like seems like it's a hate haate relationship yeah yeah yeah well
01:08:31
they love me and hate me because they're trying to get me they trying to get to
01:08:34
bed with me like you know what I mean [ __ ] now it's just gone real personal
01:08:39
it really really has you know what I mean and I I just I want it I want it all to stop come after me if I'm doing
01:08:46
something wrong not not trying to not not you know borrowing some bloody toys from my brothers to drive around my kids
01:08:53
in cuz that's all that happen yeah and I I listen I get all that and I know it's I know it's a matter of
01:08:59
principle and I I can understand that and I can understand how infuriating it'
01:09:02
be but wouldn't it be easier for you your partner and your kids just to just
01:09:08
to tow the [ __ ] line you know what I mean not an option oh God it's okay you're committed
01:09:21
the going on there okay yeah but it's like I you know like being in a rugby club I'm in an MC I'm in in a motorcycle
01:09:30
club there's no difference there's no difference you got good and bad people
01:09:33
everywhere bro honestly you know oh listen I'm I'm aware of that that's
01:09:38
something I was thinking about today there um I mean there's there's plenty
01:09:42
of people that masquerade as good people that are doing like atrocious things one
01:09:46
person that comes to mind um this is real old school but a guy called um Graham Capel who was the leader of the
01:09:51
Christian Heritage party he used to be on TV all the time like telling people off moral things turns out he was he's a
01:09:58
pedophile and he did did a lot of time so then there's people like you who who
01:10:03
beat up pedophiles yeah beat up pedophiles we used to have we used to have these good screws right and um the
01:10:09
pedophiles and that will be in a different section and the rapist and whatnot and then the screw will come up
01:10:14
to me [ __ ] the doors open the door's open so so you got to run through the
01:10:20
office one door two doors there's two doors and we go for hell Mary they don't
01:10:24
like a me um no but I suppose the point I was saying by using this guy grae C from the Christian Heritage party as an
01:10:29
example is like he's a guy that put on the front of a upstanding member of the
01:10:34
community look at that [ __ ] man like come on bro you know what I mean and it's still [ __ ] happening and the
01:10:40
government still lets it happen get [ __ ] hey bro like come on go after those [ __ ] go after those people
01:10:46
ruining people's lives we don't ruin people's lives we uplift people get into
01:10:52
the gym get off the drugs you know what I mean get a job get a get a bike license get a motorcycle so you can ride
01:10:58
around with your brothers you know what I mean yeah and go have a bloody nice meal somewhere and have a bear and have
01:11:02
a yarn and catch up for the week and that's all we do that's all I do hey B
01:11:07
how's it going how are you bro big hug big you know big cuddle and and and we
01:11:11
how about we go get some dinner I don't know what the [ __ ] my bro is doing we've
01:11:15
all got our own different lives you know but nobody tells me what to do you you go over there you go sell some drugs you
01:11:21
go over there you go beat them up you go over there and do this MH glor B does that yeah you know what I mean that's a
01:11:28
[Music] crime yeah should should members of the public be um be be fearful of gang
01:11:36
members so if you if you're if you walk down the street and there's like group
01:11:39
of three four five guys with patches on you know should you turn the other way should you cross the road no it's
01:11:46
probably best to just say hi mhm yeah just be high that way they're going to
01:11:50
say high back yeah you know that's how I feel well that's how I feel in Orland
01:11:54
anyhow I get a lot of love I get a lot of respect out where I live heaps of respect everybody loves well everybody
01:12:01
but a majority of my neighbors love me every you know I look after who I can and I do I do right by everybody you
01:12:08
know what I mean like I I I have this things like if I'm righteous then I'm
01:12:13
righteous so if you're being a dick and you [ __ ] up or you do something wrong
01:12:17
maybe I might take your watch off you you know what I mean like not even wearing a watch
01:12:24
today yeah you know what I mean you would have to take it off me I would give you my watch I'm not I'm not out
01:12:29
here to be a bully or terrorize the public and whatnot and then like even with the police I stay out of their way
01:12:34
but they always get in my way yeah is that sort of yeah I mean I know you're this is just your story and
01:12:42
you don't want to speak on behalf of the gang but like is the gang discouraged
01:12:46
from you're just [ __ ] with members of the public I I we don't I don't yeah this I
01:12:53
don't even know how to answer that we don't even roll like that of course
01:12:57
we're a bit outrageous on our motorcycles and weave between traffic but I mean if you just stay in your lane
01:13:02
I'm pretty sure you're going to be okay yeah yeah yeah CU there's um there's
01:13:07
been um like some stuff in the media the last couple of years when there's um
01:13:10
like a gang member um gets killed or dies and there's a funeral and all the gangs sort of get together first of all
01:13:17
what's that about I thought you all hated each other I think in those and circumstances it's like kind of Tu away
01:13:24
just show respect it's just like a Tru I I you know there's people that we don't
01:13:28
get along with and this and that everybody does everybody has that but at the same time you're going to have
01:13:33
somebody who's um one of your Bros and they're going to have a family member
01:13:38
over there does that make you know you know what I mean like so in some sense like yeah your beef is your beef if
01:13:45
you've got a [ __ ] problem get upstairs punch it out and get over it shake hands and [ __ ] off what why can't
01:13:51
there be like a permanent truce between the gangs wouldn't it be easier if you're like hey we're all we're all in
01:13:56
gangs we all like motorbikes I would I would like it to be that way yeah so who are all of us sticking together and and
01:14:02
telling the police to [ __ ] off cuz I'm pretty sure we could I'm even though I was into
01:14:09
Australia and whatnot I'm very patriotic I love New Zealand we're so blessed to
01:14:14
be here we're so lucky to have you know have this but I've seen it I've seen us
01:14:19
growing up in this this this time and then 5 years ago it was not a big problem 5 years later to be um doing a burnout
01:14:30
is the worst crime you could do like I'm just like wow you're going to kick my
01:14:34
Doran over that pepper spray my dog oh don't worry the pepper spray doesn't
01:14:38
affect dogs my dogs dribling everywhere bro my dog's dying yeah it's a [ __ ] dog
01:14:47
mate M and guess what and then here's me one of them kicked my dog he went flying my
01:14:53
French Bulldog went flying flying and all I said you kicked my [ __ ] dog hunt so then I got my head pushed down
01:15:00
one officer comes in from the side boom knocks me out [ __ ] that I got scars on my
01:15:05
[ __ ] forehead from him what the [ __ ] that but you know what I mean I keep my mouth shut I like I just keep my
01:15:11
mouth shut cuz it is what it is M you know what I mean I'm not going to go running and snitching on the [ __ ]
01:15:17
police and this and that ra but it's coming to a stage now I'm just saying
01:15:20
nah get [ __ ] enough's enough you know what I mean I hears me trying to [ __ ]
01:15:24
fight the ground or fight them during through the court system you can't you
01:15:28
can't you go to the PCA or something the police complaints Authority and I can
01:15:32
yeah yeah yeah I can and that will be happening but I'm being so suppressed that I can't even get to that stage so
01:15:39
I'm trying to I'm trying to get all my court dealings out of the way yeah and
01:15:43
then all these ipca forms will be coming through okay but then not only that they
01:15:46
keep changing the squad so 6 months there'll be like a turnover maybe a year
01:15:52
it'll be a turnover so I'm dealing with this officer I'm dealing with this
01:15:55
Sergeant I'm dealing with this big top dog and then all of a sudden it changes
01:15:59
so then I've got to introduce myself to all the top dogs again I what what the
01:16:02
[ __ ] and Hell mate just look at my file yeah do your job properly you know the
01:16:07
system's not even updated and here's me getting arrested on the side of the road
01:16:10
leaving all my [ __ ] behind I don't like you know what I mean and and I go to
01:16:14
jail for me to get out and bail the next day for what because your system wasn't
01:16:20
updated yeah so they just you guys you guys want to do [ __ ] like you guys want
01:16:23
us to be correct and all with all this how about you guys do the same thing so they're just they're just kind of trying
01:16:28
to poke the beer yeah absolutely and I mean it's not illegal to post it's not
01:16:33
legal to have freedom of speech like all that's all legal and that's all I've
01:16:37
done so what I'm passionate about [ __ ] you for R trying to ruin me I'll I'll
01:16:42
I'll ruin you on social media too and then these guys are going above their pay grade and looking at on their own
01:16:48
social media accounts we can see all that I can see it all we everybody can see who looks and everybody can see who
01:16:54
is doing this and that and there they are on their own social media accounts looking and doing acting above their
01:17:00
lawful duties and so then we find that out and we we we exposed him hey look at this
01:17:06
dumb person well because you want to do this how about we just show everybody what you're doing oh because you want to
01:17:12
pull me over how about I just show everybody what you're doing because right now I'm going to go home when you
01:17:19
lock me up and I get out the next morning get bail the next morning I'm still going home after all of this I'm
01:17:24
going to be picking up some rubbish maybe maybe if they don't drop the charges maybe I might be picking up some
01:17:30
rubbish for [ __ ] 200 hours good for me I get away get away from my crazy son crazy son always try
01:17:38
to try to fight me a bloody place soer with him your um your your partner when we were chatting just before the podcast
01:17:44
um she she she mentioned um just about how well um liked you are in your neighborhood where you live and and that
01:17:53
um but it must then she said that some of the neighbors bring you meals and dinners and stuff like that um what do
01:17:59
they think when there's like 10 police cars in the street and they drop off care packages straight up they're
01:18:05
dropping off care packages like we're just normal civilians local civilians um trying to do our best I got
01:18:14
a patch on my back that's the only problem that's the only issue and I just
01:18:18
feel sorry for my family for going through what they go through all because of a suspicious driving Act
01:18:26
yeah I mean it's a little bit uncalled for it's a little bit extreme you know
01:18:30
what I mean like I'm pretty sure police officer's gone 55k an hour I'm pretty
01:18:34
sure they've gone on the beach I'm pretty sure they've seen their children
01:18:37
or the or or the or their um their nephews cruising around on a beach on a quad or cruising how come they're not
01:18:44
getting their doors kicked down how come like a child doesn't have a bloody license you know what I mean yeah I
01:18:51
could go out to the beach where I was at and I could see 10 people we can go out there right now
01:18:56
there' be 10 people with no license driving around like there I wasn't driving though yeah I think I think
01:19:02
there'll be um you know what they still listening to this there might be two
01:19:05
sorts there be some some people maybe a small number though that have um like real sympathy for you and there will be
01:19:11
a a big bunch of people that'll be pleased to hear the police are making your life difficult because there is a
01:19:16
perception that the police go easy on the gangs or scar things I deserve everything that that I have I deserve
01:19:22
everything that that I that I get because I worked hard for it I'm sorry but that's that's that's a them problem
01:19:29
I don't care about what anybody thinks of me to be honest I stay in my Lane I
01:19:33
go to work I look after my family and I I ride my bikes with my boys and and catch up with them yeah I'm not going
01:19:40
out there like causing trouble and and beating people up and and going out you know I'm I'm not doing that you know
01:19:46
what I mean you want you just want to keep your nose clean and you know avoid go being incarcerated again yeah yeah
01:19:51
yeah absolutely but um we got the police trying to make it hard and they they don't want you to they don't want us to
01:19:58
be happy I can tell you I'm very happy and are you um you I don't I don't know
01:20:03
how yeah I I think you are but I don't know how you can be happy with this chaos going on around you like there's
01:20:11
got to beip I'm very happy to an extent I get a little bit like down and hard on
01:20:15
myself when I do think about what the consequences it has on my family but at the same time on the level of peasantry
01:20:22
I will keep fighting that fight if I if if you know like yeah if I smacked over your brother or something
01:20:30
then maybe that might be a different story you know what I mean uh but yeah I'm not doing that you're not involved
01:20:36
in any violence now and if if you're subjected to a piss test you're you're
01:20:39
clean you're not taking any CL size yeah yeah I'll I'll be clean should we do
01:20:44
one no no thanks you can take your your own away with you oh yeah no no I'm I'm I'm clean you find
01:20:54
I can and i' I'm legally um allowed to smoke smoke that um yeah yeah te um have
01:21:01
you been so generous with your time today it's been really it's been really
01:21:03
cool how how's this been for you is it okay yeah it's been good yeah I mean I
01:21:08
just yeah it was good to get stuff off my chest MH um like I said I'm not trying to broadcast um my life or make
01:21:14
it glamorous or anything like that because you know it's it's not as glamorous as people may seem but I I am
01:21:21
just a normal person who's just getting by by life don't just excuse the gold
01:21:25
chain this is this is going to be my house deposit one day so you know I like to do what would your what
01:21:33
would your message be to like any say you had some nephews nephews or whatever that were thinking about joining the
01:21:38
gang would you discourage them or you want to fight hey you want to fight me no or them yeah right right you
01:21:48
know what I mean cuz that's that's what you're up against I just got [ __ ] myself
01:21:52
there no that's good here take my watch it's a g GPS one so You' sort of discourage them or
01:22:00
yeah absolutely yeah go get a job go get a job like you you don't yeah this what's happening right now is not okay M
01:22:10
what's happening right now is not okay from from what you've explained it's
01:22:14
like um the the bad stuff that the downside outweighs the good side of being involved in a gang
01:22:25
you know you get the you get the Brotherhood things are just changing like I'm I'm talking about changing in
01:22:30
the past two years three years just it's just really flipping a a different Leaf
01:22:35
you know it really is especially with like certain bikes for example you don't
01:22:40
exactly have to be in a gang but if you're driving riding around on a V-Rod you know you're going to have some
01:22:44
trouble with the police because they're going to think that you're in a gang you
01:22:47
know yeah it's that whole stigma behind it but I would I would I would love everybody to be on motorcycles cuz then
01:22:52
we could probably get to the city fast enough you know cuz every car I seen there's
01:22:56
only one person driving yeah yeah you know I've got some question I put on Instagram that um I was speaking to um a
01:23:03
gang member today and uh I had more questions for you than what I've had for
01:23:07
anyone else so we can whip through these um some of them you might want to pass on because you've made it very very
01:23:12
clear this is um your story and you're not like a representative of um all gangs or all gang MERS absolutely um and
01:23:20
I feel like a lot of this we've already covered but we'll run through these
01:23:23
anyway uh why do they like to intimidate people who um I I don't yeah you don't you don't go out of your
01:23:42
way to intimidate people you people are just intimidated by yeah i' say so okay
01:23:47
no that's that's that's that's fair me I'll try and intimidate the police when
01:23:50
they're trying to be intimidating towards us you know what I mean you know you know I think these these are just
01:23:55
like members of the just friends of mine on Instagram I guess um but you you you
01:24:01
guys are intimidating like when you see some gang members you're like oh you
01:24:04
know you definitely immediately feel sort of on on edge a little bit I guess oh yeah I got missing teeth got
01:24:10
Jes intim yeah of course you know what I mean [ __ ] you but look I got my legs folded fu
01:24:21
yeah um should the public be scared of them no just stay out of the way and let them
01:24:28
do what they want to do you know you can't don't go policing and shoving your
01:24:33
nose in other people's business you know cuz like like any other Jo blow you know
01:24:38
what I mean like nobody yeah anyone that crosses their legs like that is not intimidating what what are you scared of
01:24:47
someone wants to know what am I scared of yeah um my son my son um my son seeing his father being arrested
01:25:00
over nonsense if I want to wear there's a freedom this is this is like this is a
01:25:07
whole breach of our Bill of Rights a whole breach of our human rights is you can't tell me what to wear you know what
01:25:14
I mean you can't tell us you just can't you can't you can't tell me what to say
01:25:19
you can't tell me how to act but if I'm not hurting anybody and I'm staying in
01:25:22
my own lane then that's that's that's me that's us just me you know yeah cuz is
01:25:28
has that patch there's been talking about a patch band has that come through
01:25:30
like you're not allowed to wear your patch and public or you are or um I believe that's coming in right right I
01:25:36
believe that yeah anything yeah or gang regalia they call it they're going to um
01:25:40
they're going to start taking it but then what's that what's what's going to
01:25:43
happen there are they going to start raing houses and and pulling out the bloody t-shirts that we were wearing
01:25:47
that day and destroying little kids' lives because majority of us have kids majority of us have Partners yes
01:25:54
it's kind of you're going going too far I think everything's going too
01:26:02
far I'm just think think about your son so he he's he's going to grow up for for
01:26:06
right or for wrong um distrusting the police hating the police he already does yeah it sucks he should be looking for
01:26:13
them like as as help you know as as Role Models I'm as I'm as bigest role model
01:26:20
you know um how how how do the gangs treat women nowadays um pretty respectful I when I
01:26:29
see my Bros oh yeah when I see my Bros partners and that I don't even like say
01:26:34
hello like hi you know what I mean yeah yeah um woman outside I yeah yeah okay um is
01:26:43
it easy to leave the gang if they choose to y yeah y every year every year everybody gets off anybody don't want to
01:26:49
be us you can leave no no hard done by I still talk to people that have left the
01:26:55
club yeah absolutely because they want to choose a different um lifestyle I'm
01:26:59
just lucky I got a bike shop and I'm not I'm not a banker yeah you know yeah so I
01:27:04
can live this lifestyle I can ride around on my bike uh percentage wise how many of the
01:27:10
members are in prison or have been to prison uh quite a lot of us yeah yeah percentage W be wise will be quite High
01:27:18
yeah I I think so because um yeah when the prison over here is a real different K of fish real different
01:27:28
over here inmates side to a gang in Australia you side to your race that's why I got
01:27:36
Al around my neck because we have drama you know having to bloody make bloody freaking magazine vest pieces and
01:27:43
sharpens some Shanks in the blood not cool St a few people [ __ ] [ __ ] other races so it's a race war over there and
01:27:51
there a gang war over here so it's a little bit different so then you're
01:27:54
going to have more people steering that way from the system to a Wards again because the systems run like that so yes
01:28:03
you've only done that small period of incarceration here for um when they found the guns in your house so so when
01:28:09
you go to jail are you nervous you're like oh [ __ ] there's some mang or
01:28:13
there's some killer bees or no they stred to a black P's unit did they they
01:28:18
and and what and they they right just be respectful just be a man stand your ground and you're going to have no drama
01:28:25
you know introduce yourself they introduce themselves and you know you can sort your differences out if there
01:28:30
are any Chum in the cell sort it out lose some teeth you're good to go is that how you lose some teeth it
01:28:37
seems like a big priz to pay yeah yeah would you recruit any of your family members into the gang I think you
01:28:43
answered that before I I did I brought my little brother on but in saying that it changed his life
01:28:56
too for the better now he's a construction worker now he's got his license he's got a bike he is doing
01:29:02
amazing man I'm so proud of him I'm so proud of him you you're getting emotional just
01:29:10
talking about it actually there's been a couple of times on this chat I'm very
01:29:13
proud of yeah when you come from the bottom and you work your way up that's a massive
01:29:22
achievement from where we come from absolutely thanks for sharing that it's cool um what does he see as the future
01:29:34
of gangs in New Zealand who my brother or me yeah you yeah [ __ ] [ __ ] it's
01:29:40
not looking too good it's not looking too good especially for myself I mean like listen
01:29:48
I'll take the [ __ ] videos down if you just leave me alone yeah you know what I
01:29:51
mean cuz it could be a bargaining tool I don't know yeah but I don't want to do
01:29:55
all this IG [ __ ] but then I'm losing money because of it I get paid because
01:29:59
of this I hope you guys know this too I get paid as well I can I can sign a contract because of all this stuff you
01:30:05
know what I mean because of me followers and whatnot and I just got the police is
01:30:09
trying to suppress me and try to run me down so I can't be achievable you know I
01:30:12
can't achieve the things that I want to achieve yeah dude I I anything that I do
01:30:18
make especially with my business I've got one Apprentice um you know got a guy
01:30:24
running it as a prip through the you know through the MIT or whatever it is you know I got a um a mechanic there who
01:30:31
has 35 years experience on just on motorcycles alone he's a bloody wizard I've had every Bike Shop try and poach
01:30:39
my man you know what I mean um I've got calt the police officers saying pack
01:30:44
your stuff leave don't come back you know what I mean like what kind of [ __ ]
01:30:47
is that bro I don't you know what I mean I didn't go to the cop shop and say uh
01:30:52
pick your [ __ ] and leave you [ __ ] [ __ ] at your job because you got your all your Intel is wrong you're accusing
01:30:58
me of driving and it wasn't me you [ __ ] clown you know I'm sorry but yeah yeah I can understand your
01:31:05
frustration especially if they never if they can never like pen you for anything
01:31:09
yeah either you I you're just like a a criminal mastermind that's really just
01:31:13
come correct come correct hey you know what if I smacked them over and and the Polie camea did you punch them over and
01:31:19
I know I'm Fu I'm going yeah I punched them over you know what I mean like I
01:31:24
will take that responsibility I'll take it but I'm not going to take anything
01:31:28
that I haven't done no way um yeah are you an angry dude these days or are you quite controlled you
01:31:36
seem quite um I'm very very very controlled because I was looking at the police officer who's who who pulled us
01:31:43
over in front of my son and I really wanted to kill him I really wanted to kill him the only
01:31:50
reason why is because of the conversations that I had before this incident was with my son me the guy
01:31:58
standing next to him he's not going to be able to stop me you know but there's a fine line you
01:32:05
don't need to be harassing me and pushing me to think like that why am I thinking like that why am I getting
01:32:11
harassed that much to be thinking like that it's not okay and I I know why they're trying to do it they're trying
01:32:18
to make me [ __ ] up they're trying to make me lose my [ __ ] but once again I
01:32:23
can't let them win that's just like my colors they want me to take it off once
01:32:27
again I can't let them win what how how do you not snap do you like do you count
01:32:31
to 10 do you do you focus on your breathing well that day I actually tear my eyes out I stared at them in the eyes
01:32:37
and I had running down my thing yeah because I was I was holding back I could I could hit you very very hard if I
01:32:45
really wanted to are tears just from not blinking or tears of like frustration tears of frustration he seen it he he R
01:32:52
to play I told him I riers thr out and he said you know any other officer would have arrested you I said I understand
01:33:00
that but you know I don't mean it this is how I feel yeah just venting um how do they feel when one of
01:33:07
their members is in quarter on the news for a legal activities who's that um
01:33:12
that's just a question from someone on Instagram you know the funny thing is I
01:33:15
don't know what people do in their backgrounds of their lives I I'm so busy
01:33:19
with my own life um and life is busy you got a seven month you got a six-year-old
01:33:24
I got a soccer I got my baby you know like uh I'm on 7 to S at the moment as
01:33:32
we speak as well so I got to be home at 7:00 at night to 7:00 in the morning yeah because of accusations like
01:33:39
just for me to get bail how does that make sense like yeah oh now that Chris's
01:33:47
going out there one day yeah um yeah actually you know what there's um there's a lot more Instagram but I
01:33:54
feel like it's um we've covered most of it off yeah um this has been really insightful I've
01:34:00
really enjoyed it we've been here for like an hour 40 how's it been for you
01:34:03
has it been cathartic are you angry for talking about nerve-wracking well hopefully I didn't say the wrong
01:34:10
thing [ __ ] H I might get raided tomorrow might be what I might get release it but you know I've I've kind
01:34:17
of channeled my my anger and and try and channel my emotions well I like to you know punch a bag now
01:34:27
punch a bag um the other day when I had a bit of a hard time I I did some Sprints up and down my
01:34:33
driveway um I had a guy from Australia send me over a bloody ice bath because he he said that it helps I just jumped
01:34:40
into that oh how ice baths are amazing yeah how good 3 minutes how long two [ __ ] know but then my mate [ __ ] I
01:34:48
was doing the recording and then he didn't record it so I had to jump back in
01:34:53
not on Instagram it didn't happen it didn't happen exactly exactly um where
01:34:58
do you hope where do you hope to see yourself in like 5 years 10 years from now hopefully my daughter's going to
01:35:02
give me heaps of grandkids and I can look after them and just provide for my family yeah I just want a happy life
01:35:08
yeah yeah um same as everyone eh I just want to yeah um I'm really winning at
01:35:14
the moment with my business it's just really thriving my crew are just really
01:35:19
happy to be there everybody just loves and just enjoys going to work why why so serious why so serious you don't need to
01:35:27
be so serious just enjoy life enjoy it and if it comes at a cost by doing a uh so-called burnout on the on the beach uh
01:35:36
lost attraction on the beach but I can lose traction like that I can go on a bicycle on the beach and lose traction
01:35:42
you know like come on be realistic bro just just stop the pisant [ __ ] right you
01:35:48
know if I was out there causing drama being a [ __ ] cun come after me I'm not
01:35:54
doing that you know what I mean I'm not doing any of that yeah well it's going
01:35:58
to be each of their own yeah you know you can't crucify me for something that
01:36:03
one of my Bros did or whatever like that's a him decision too maybe he's not
01:36:07
in a good space and didn't tell anybody right pick yeah you were saying yeah okay so you were saying not all not
01:36:14
all hit Hunters are the same same as any any gang it's like if if one person does
01:36:18
something it's not a of course there a bad [ __ ] out there yeah absolutely but but you understand like if one [ __ ]
01:36:25
up it does reflect badly on the whole organization I guess it does but we're
01:36:30
not an organization we're just a club yeah we're just a we're just a
01:36:34
motorcycle club you know like you know you got the veterans you got the gods Gods riders or whatever it's the same
01:36:42
same you know like you jump on your bike you go bloody Pub crawling somewhere you
01:36:47
know what I mean be responsible drink riding we don't drink ride though majority of us you know last some I did
01:36:53
that was in the Vu and the head but of the taxi but yeah that's as bad as I get
01:37:01
this is b as I get now we're not headbutting any more taxi drivers no I came off the bike and headbed headbutted
01:37:07
the taxi oh oh the sorry I came off the bike all right I S of imagine you in the
01:37:11
passenger seat of the taxi and then head the driver sorry my bad they came out Rob so I was doing a
01:37:16
burnout showing off in front of my boys took off and then the taxi had a green light he didn't go I tried to time
01:37:24
it right and I had to put on the front brake and I head by of the taxi car car well when you in when you were last
01:37:33
um in front of the judge two years ago you made a good impression on the judge um she had a was it she yes she was a
01:37:39
lovely lady yeah she she was glowing a report about actually you you made a joke at the end that the drinking butt
01:37:46
yeah what was that oh she goes um uh no drinking and I was like Hey I was like nah please can I have that taken off
01:37:55
because I need to celebrate and then she goes yes I'll give you that so she took
01:38:00
the drinking she been drink responsibly drink responsibly she was awesome and this is the thing I love the judges the
01:38:06
judges are great people because they've seen it all you know you got a police
01:38:11
officer who thinks that he knows everything but he doesn't he's never lived life he's never he's never uh you
01:38:17
know Stood Beside Me or or walked and or walked Walked a path that I've walked
01:38:21
you know like they they they quick everyone's quick to judge and and press and you know what I mean um but nobody
01:38:29
but with a judge a judge is totally different they run by the law book so then I that's why I know I'm good to go
01:38:36
when I go in front of a judge because I particularly haven't really [ __ ] up
01:38:40
you know what I mean yeah it's just I [ __ ] up I didn't like yeah what's
01:38:44
funny you talk about the Judgment thing cuz um when I said on Instagram you were
01:38:48
coming um 99% of the comments were people saying oh they're looking forward to listening to this for an Insight um
01:38:54
there's one message that stood out to me saying patched gang member really Dom
01:38:59
All Time Low let's not forget how they earn that patch so GED your podcast has
01:39:04
come to this yeah such I ear my patch by um getting a license getting a job and being a maid man yeah having a yeah
01:39:11
being responsible so that's how I got my patch by being a made man such a slap in
01:39:15
the face for all the families directly affected by these thugs um yeah I don't
01:39:19
know what are their families doing what are they going to tick up meth off a drug deal or something you know cuz
01:39:25
that's what you know what are what are what are we doing if mate this is the
01:39:31
sigtigma behind it all is just outrageous because I can guarantee you now if your son was getting picked on
01:39:36
down at Newland Mall and getting stor over for his shoes I'm pretty sure that
01:39:39
gang member will stop that situation not help the situation yeah you know what I
01:39:44
mean yeah well you made a good impression on the judge and um you you've made a good impression on me
01:39:49
cheers I appreciate that bro anyone that's listening is going to make their their own mind up but um absolutely and
01:39:55
some people probably accuse me of you know being too soft on you or not asking hard questions but I'm not a I'm not a
01:40:00
journalist I'm just a guy that wants to um understand um people and things that
01:40:05
I don't have enough understanding about everybody's got different lives man 100%
01:40:08
you know and so be it you're not in bloody Afghanistan doing dumb [ __ ] over
01:40:13
there you know we're we're we're lucky to be here but let's at the same time
01:40:17
let's just not go that that way man like just yeah to have your privacy invaded
01:40:26
over um a a suspicious driving act it's a little bit unall for realistically
01:40:34
well I'm yeah I mean I use my phone quite often when I drive you know there's a there's a lot
01:40:40
of yeah I mean that's what I'm going to court for as well I'm going for going to
01:40:43
court for one of those um one for one of those but um guess what I wasn't holding
01:40:49
the phone yeah yeah well kayin Morris it's been great sitting down with you today
01:40:57
um thanks very much I appreciate it cheers Tom umate you bro yeah and good luck for the future for you your partner
01:41:04
and your family thank you so much and um we're on a good path we're heading the
01:41:07
right direction so appreciate to up thank you [Music] a

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Episode Highlights

  • Unexpected Articulation
    Dom is surprised by Kayin's articulate nature despite his intimidating appearance.
    “The immediate impression is that you're quite articulate.”
    @ 04m 45s
    June 19, 2024
  • Facing Incarceration
    The fear and reality of prison life are explored as the speaker reflects on their experience.
    “Can you imagine how terrifying that is?”
    @ 21m 40s
    June 19, 2024
  • The Weight of Choices
    The speaker discusses the consequences of their past decisions and the impact on their partner.
    “I actually don’t know why she stuck with me.”
    @ 25m 50s
    June 19, 2024
  • Finding Purpose
    The speaker reflects on the belief that everything happens for a reason.
    “Everything happens for a reason.”
    @ 36m 45s
    June 19, 2024
  • Pushing Through Depression
    A poignant reminder of resilience in the face of mental health struggles.
    “You may as well just get up and do it.”
    @ 37m 44s
    June 19, 2024
  • Turning Life Around
    After struggles with addiction, the narrator found purpose through training and discipline.
    “I chose to change my life around and start training.”
    @ 47m 24s
    June 19, 2024
  • Police Raid and Family Impact
    A police raid turned the narrator's life upside down, affecting his family deeply.
    “My whole family got pepper sprayed.”
    @ 57m 37s
    June 19, 2024
  • Court Case Challenges
    I face multiple charges and struggle with the legal system.
    “I've got like 20 charges.”
    @ 01h 02m 16s
    June 19, 2024
  • Public Perception of Gangs
    Should the public fear gang members? The answer might surprise you.
    “It's probably best to just say hi.”
    @ 01h 11m 46s
    June 19, 2024
  • Freedom of Expression
    He argues for the right to express himself freely without police interference.
    “You can’t tell me what to say.”
    @ 01h 25m 14s
    June 19, 2024
  • Life After Gangs
    Reflecting on the changes in his brother's life after leaving the gang, he expresses pride.
    “I’m so proud of him.”
    @ 01h 29m 06s
    June 19, 2024
  • Judges vs. Police
    A reflection on the differences between judges and police officers in understanding life experiences.
    “The judges are great people because they've seen it all.”
    @ 01h 38m 04s
    June 19, 2024

Episode Quotes

  • I think the immediate impression is that you're quite articulate.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
  • I actually don’t know why she stuck with me.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
  • I felt like his Spirit went into me.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
  • I take great pride in myself.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
  • I’ll ruin you on social media too.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
  • I’m very very controlled.
    Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!

Key Moments

  • Police Brutality Discussion02:00
  • Mental Health Struggles37:01
  • Missing Person39:33
  • Brother's Death40:21
  • Turning Point47:24
  • Family Struggles1:04:16
  • Bleak Future1:29:42
  • Family Focus1:35:05

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Vibes Breakdown