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Like, did you think he was capable of taking his own life? >> I had no idea.
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>> No. >> No idea [music] at all. >> Oh, man. I mean, I've never spoken about
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it, but >> the people that really pissed me off with the Herald. New Zealand Herald
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really pissed me off. My bro took his life. How much? What? What? That's the
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worst. That's the ultimate punishment. >> But they kept on bringing it up and
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bringing it up and, you know, and we just [sighs] we kept quiet. The one thing about grief
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is [music] people think they have to say something to make it better. Now, just sit there.
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>> Just sit [music] there and be with that person. That's that's what that's what I
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would say. And let them, you know, let them talk. There was a lot of blame as well. I wasn't there for my bro. Um why
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didn't he come to me kind of thing and then [music] just dealing with how to
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live continue life without without him. you know, the possibility that, you know, I might do that, you know, just
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all those things. [snorts]