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One of the very difficult things for me was I mean I was I was firmly in believing all this about you know bad
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and good and and sin and right and wrong and it's tough when you've been trained
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to to just think everything is wrong. I remember the first time as like a full grown adult you know being in a movie
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theater and and actually feeling bad and and questioning myself and having the thoughts like is this am I doing
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something wrong here? Like is this sin? is this, you know, and so it's hard to kind of have a
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>> an actual thermostat, you know, an internal ga internal gauge of what is actually morally wrong, what do I
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actually have issues with, and what is just, you know, ingrained in me that that this is had.