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one of the very difficult things for me was I mean I was I was firmly in believing all this about you know bad
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and good and and sin and right and wrong and it's tough when you've been trained
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to to just think everything is wrong I remember the first time as like a full- grown adult you know being in a movie
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theater and and actually feeling bad and and questioning myself and having the thoughts like is this am I doing
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something wrong here like is this sin is this you know and so it's hard to kind
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of have a an actual thermostat you know internal GA internal gauge of what is actually morally wrong what do I
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actually have issues with and what is just you know ingrained in me that that this is bad