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there's that pressure in Christianity modern Christianity to you know be perfect be happy you know the joy of the
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Lord right and when you are unable to feel that it feels like maybe I'm not Christian enough maybe I don't love God
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enough maybe I'm you know like broken in some way or maybe I'm not really saved
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you know a lot of people have anxiety about um salvation and such and so that becomes this like overarching anxiety of
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I have anxiety and now I have anxiety about my sa salvation too um and then nobody talks about it and like you said
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being critical of things asking questions those are things that um I don't know I I really struggle with in
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the modern Church like they talk about oh the bans and how the bands like questioned and researched and read stuff
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and were were skeptical about things but they were good biblical Scholars and so
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we have this image that's taught us in church about oh the brands were good biblical Scholars they they learned a
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lot and were very interested in learning the truth about Jesus in the Bible right
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um but then if we do that in real life or if we have struggles it's like