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I almost felt like I was a fish in a fish bowl, and the fish bowl is like in the ocean, but the barrier there's like
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this clear barrier and I was like, I know there's a barrier but I don't know
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how to break through it. And I want to feel normal and I want to relate to people, but there's just I mean there
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were so many things at that point that at that point I did not know that I had homeschool trauma.
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Like I couldn't name that it was trauma. I didn't know the the aspects of the trauma.
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And so it just I mean it was it was really difficult.