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you got to top out of Christmas if you've been your name first there's lots of Michael's out there
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don't be shy he's got to see your face so he knows who you're not my favorite
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[Music] my huge low for the family is more than I've ever seen he was the glue to our
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family [Music] there's a bass band playing I'm a walking through brickson Harbor
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and he just starts dancing to the crescendo of the brass man playing which you know made me smile
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my he was a fun friend always cracking jokes and we'd like jump out on one another and like try and scare one
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another just just good times [Music] I remembered my phone going off quite early in the morning it was the
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detective superintendent and he explained about we've had the death of a Young Man
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why she came home no I'm a nice very quiet just like like it is now and he came in and he said well let's drop him
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off and his girlfriends they never got to finish the sentence when two bullets just come through the
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window [Music] I remember I had my heat just running and they meet up brother that'll be so
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clueless what's going on to be in your kitchen the sanctity of your own home
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and to be shot not just once not twice 30 seconds earlier you were sitting there watching a
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television program now he has Sons on the floor in your house uh Dyer in Frontier
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my birthday is forever tarnished by this horrible memory that a day later the night I lost
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[Music] or the millions of happy memories and then [Music] foreign [Music] [Music]
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see the baby itself [Music] I just actually wasn't too long because he was he was born you know very very
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healthy it's good yeah that's something that's in run weeks I mean it doesn't look here but that's
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that's a very very high ramp he was he he was a dead and skateboard that he had no fear whatsoever when it
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came to Ryan [Music] my heat was a really talented skateboarder and you could just tell
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like his heart was in it and he just loved it because he was here all the time and it was really passionate about
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it and he was doing stuff that I'd never seen anybody else do especially at his
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age [Music] I like to keep myself fit but he wasn't a poser I'd like to take his shirt off
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in the summer because you just skateboarded and he was practicing spot so much he was so healthy and fit lovely
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smile long brown hair as opposed to where I've got he was just a handsome very handsome young man
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oh he's looking out for me giving me advice telling me how to dress you know
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always putting a little bit of money in my pocket whenever he needs a day or literally anything he was always there
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he was that big brother that everybody always ever wanted [Music] what I could see between my he and his
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brother Josh my he was always there for him caring for him making sure that he was good but not only that might he was
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obviously doing his own thing with his own friends but he would allow Josh to be included in that so he was a really
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good older brother we used to have play fights in the living room as well made me have to tell
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you what Amy moment I did sit there like we were laughing in like a little wrestling or Dina
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I am being tall and these big kids and I use this for 11 small small child it was
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funny to watch well we looked out of those and you think these are all dreams and the
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horizons that were never going to say it could have been this it couldn't have
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been there they're not just what if it's weird ripped away from you [Music]
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I remember the 6th of April first because that was the day before Joshua's birthday it just turned yeah 16th it was
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a nice spring day every morning you check on everybody he's asking he'd do what he needs us to do around
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how she sort of watching dishes you'd clean up for me mom I want to have eaten once everything was
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done I needed to do he'd go out and enjoy his day with his friends [Music] it was actually running a bit late and
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he came and he said well let's drop them off and his girlfriends let's get into about like around 11
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o'clock and then around my heat popping each other and he comes over to me and
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says should I wear any clothes are because I know you've been weird and um all defensive no no no I haven't no I
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haven't known for well I have water's clothes I'm reluctantly agree but I was never
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ever not gonna tell you if I'm just tired wanting to go to bed so he went in
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the kitchen to get some cans of coke and saw the bits to sit up and watch some movies or something when he got around
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there prompt them so I kind of walked into the bathroom which led into the kitchen doorway
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and I said to Michael said to him and I never got to finish the sentence I was the loudest loudest loudest noise
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I've ever heard I'd seen these two big holes in the window and follows me dodged into the
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living room and me brother shouted get down and I was lying I was Airline on the floor in the living room
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shocked he didn't know what to do it was it was horrible he was just Frozen and he snapped out of it
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you don't pass me and then Emily seconds I'm thinking I'm okay he's okay because he's running belong to
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me we've just gone into the hallway where we felt there was no windows and we had to hold of each other we were
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sort of like trying to protect each other thinking nobody's got to hit but okay
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there's no blood Michael said Dad [Music] and then each launched it just uh you
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like it will be [Music] so that's the moment she realized there's something seriously wrong
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me and my dad we flipped around and we lifted up as tough to see we thought it was just one but there was
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two and we've seen the one in his chest and we did what I thought I'd I should
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do and that was cover the hull with a towel because I'd seen that that's what you do and
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it didn't work and the noises it was it's it's a haunting noise that I'll always remember
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and I remember shouting to him come on mate you're gonna be okay you're gonna
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be okay I remember the color just draining from his face [Music] I picked up the iPhone the first thing I
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said was my brother's being shot [Music] okay we don't know myself police received a telephone call from
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Mikey's younger brother Josh very distressing very you were a young man who was fearful
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you were a young man [Music] screaming begging his brother not to die he had the presence of mind to tell the
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call Tiger that he was fearful for his and his family's safety because he didn't know whether or not
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his silence we're gonna return we don't even know if we're safe we don't know if we're safe are we here
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right now Michael became unresponsive I tried to give CPR and it was just I was I was doing the
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best I could and he was kept on asking was there people still there and then there was a banging on the door
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and I didn't know whether it was the police or it was these people he wanted to find more shots
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[Music] but it was the neighbors and uh [Music] I couldn't see the faces on terrified
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they were when they see what they saw trying to keep myself alive screaming trying to fall into the police audio
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and then Michael just all of a sudden made this noise that allowed just so much louder louder and louder and
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lasted for about three seconds [Music] and it was me Sean uh not once it would not want to leave us
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yeah and I looked at him and he was scared he was terrified and he just his eyes all back
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he just he died there [Music] [Music] did you get any more present yeah yeah what are you gonna get your mum
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I was that's nice what are you gonna get your dad okay instincts doesn't he
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no okay [Music] foreign murder happened late on April the 7th and I think as crime report quite often
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I'd be dialed into what's happening pretty much 24 7. we knew that there'd
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been a shooting that night and we knew that somebody had been hurt [Music] it all happened so fast from the the
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arms response came through the door and they brought in a defibrillator and not even that was working
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away in the ambulance still trying to resourcitate them we were watching from from the front
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door I'm getting taken away you have to put a sheet over them and we ended up
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there for about 20 minutes getting spoken to by these police officers um they were reassuring and I was telling
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us that there's a chance you might survive but 20 minutes after you got the call back on the radio to
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say that he passed and me and he does we just broke down [Music] all right I remembered my phone going off quite
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early in the morning it was the protective superintendent and he explained about we've had the death of a
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young man before long I was in my car driving to work became aware that sadly it become a
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murder investigation and after that attention turns to two things for anyone who's a victim and two what are the
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circumstances have led to this scenario based upon the nature of the shooting coming outside of the home in through a
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kitchen window they were looking outside the home for shell casings for Witnesses
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who may have seen cars or people coming and going there's a lot less guns in the
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United Kingdom compared to the United States so looking at who may have a gun how this gun could be moves throughout
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the city I started reading a little bit about the deceased the first thing that stood out
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was he was only a young man you know reading from the intelligence picture that we had started collating he
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had his life ahead of him I found out subsequently that Mikey was a keen Sports person that he was a really good
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skateboarder me and my humor were kind of helped me get comfortable in the skate park and and introduced me to
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other people and the friend group that they all had here and then just started to like help me skate and teach me teach
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me all the stuff that he knew he was on a skateboard first time we had a video with him and he was actually
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inside the building of this complex and he fell off it and landed on the floor and then that was sort of like the start
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of you know his genius Escape board and he never fell off a skateboard after that
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one of my favorite memories with my heat was when he took me to Southport for the
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first time and I haven't been there before and my he was like wait for this tram to come come past and then we'll go
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behind it but I didn't know what he was going to do and then this try and come
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by and he's like quick grab onto it so next thing we both graveled the Baha the
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tram on our skateboards and this charms pulling us down the track and we're just
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laughing our heads off foreign [Music] and it's not that far away from bootle
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in the docklands and it predominantly work in class people probably I am the background that I came from as a working
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class Lance um you aren't you level of criminality weird hearts a couple of shootings
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across the wide emergic side region and neighboring Force area the thing that became apparent to me
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soon after and I think this was within the first 24 hours so we're still in that golden hour base is that there were
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two Rivals factions that were operating to having a shooting there isn't necessarily a surprise but with Michael
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being the target it was quite confusing as to what the motive might have been and why he might have been targeted
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in this specific area there was a lot of escalating gang activity there were shootings going back and forth police
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knew that this was the right age group to be potentially gang involved they were worried that there was some
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involvement and so I'm sure the first thing they were looking into is was Nike
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involved in a gang did he have any contacts was there something that led this to occur or was he simply just the
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victim of a tragic unpreventable shooting [Music] he wasn't an obvious Target and that was
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clear very very early on from this not just from what the police are saying but also from the friends and the family
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that we started to get into contact with uh witness had told us that there were two male figures who arrived at a
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location on a specific make and model of a bike it was an electric bike and it was a
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sore on bike we start to see messages from on things like social media and tributes to it
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became almost a bit peculiar because so often when this happens once you find out who it is you can almost you can
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almost see the pattern in which it's taken place with Michael it was just nothing obvious whatsoever living is an
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area that's that's gone through difficult times recently yeah there was a lot of Industry particularly around
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the the docks in the northern Liverpool area working on various lines of inquiries
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which included Community intelligence people were genuinely concerned people with fearful
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first priority for police is to examine whether this was a truly random shooting
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if there was some connection or if there was even a mistaken connection that could have led to this shooting the
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first would be looking at everybody as a potential suspect and knowing they could
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strike on another member of the community why was he shot in his home your home meant to be a safe place who was it who
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targeted him was he involved in gangs did he upset somebody was it a retribution for something else that he
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did and then you start thinking who else is at risk there's a Scramble for information quite
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often there's a delay between what the police are willing to tell you before
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you can actually put that information out there but even before then you start to piece together what's happened it's
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just a case of dot in the eyes and crossing the teeth the first thing I wanted to get a little
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bit more of is what can we get from CCTV what can we get from anpr Witnesses so we needed to cover quite a
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massive area as quickly as possible talk to police officer I've got to go and speak to his mum I said I can't tell
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you anything else I don't know what's going on but Michael's dad [Music]
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everybody just broke down quiet because we just couldn't comprehend what it's
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got our this was a normal family night in [Music] [Music] of what happened I could see at the bathroom upstairs the
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leaves the needles the equipment deduced it's you know a general thing that said
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machines and blood Footprints 100 minutes um I couldn't read his mom see I couldn't let myself see that
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so we'll just put a towel over the head and then Joshua Linda's sister downstairs in the same way that's I
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don't know what I had so then I forgot to see how that traumatic memory I've seen
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when it happened at the bottom of the stairs [Music] with Michael it was just nothing obvious
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whatsoever it looked like a targeted murder because it happened at his home shots had been
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fired from his window so obviously you think someone has deliberately gone there to Target him and there must be a
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reason for that but the more that we found out about Michael the more we found out about his family almost the
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more the more information we got the more confusing this seemed because it was very very difficult to place a
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motive on what happened I wasn't just looking for evidence connected to the shoots in the
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active murder in Mikey I always wanted to see a sort of lifestyle that he have was Mikey a gangsters they use it Lydia
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firearms and they have wealth did he have anything that I could give as a motive for why he was targeted and
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I didn't find it didn't find other than a couple of parent Riders I remember walking away from the scene
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knowing that the assailant the targeted Mikey I knew that they were shooting to harm Nike and this was from
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information that I got and the days and weeks after make us men for the first week we were in a bubble
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and then we were allowed to go back towards the house and they said we could go inside the house
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the bullet holes were still in the window there was still shout to Glass all over the kitchen on top of Joshua's
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birthday cake it was a sight to see you know abandoned in the living room spots of Bloods in the hole you know but
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everyone was saying the same thing why am I he the reality kicked in actually quite a
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far way down the line and after that happened we were told that we couldn't no longer stay
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there because it was a crime scene and we had to stay somewhere else and it was such a hard decision because that's the
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only home I've ever known for 16 years in my life and that decision was probably one of
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the hardest decisions to make and not to go back and the night of his murder Mikey
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Rainsford was looking forward to spending night with his girlfriend he asked his dad for a lift he was so
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excited about the evening he was in his kitchen and shots came through the window and unfortunately he died and his
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dad and brother's arms in a hallway in his own home [Music] the local policing team we were able to
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start Lincoln because Intel were coming in with different names but two names that were quite high upon that list
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were pip and worm I also started looking a bit closer to an incident that occurred not so long
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before the shooting and this incident involved an allegation of criminal damage and it occurred Rossini streets that
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address happened to be the home address if Joyce Smith who is the mother of James and Michael Foy
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these are the two prominent members of the Gang going from local intelligence and from
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statements by officers who were quite quickly able to narrow down that people was in fact the
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nickname for James and worm was in fact their nickname for Michael heard about the potential involvement of
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the fouries before they were charged during the kind of the early stages of police investigation you know it's a
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family that was known about in the area and I'd sat in the same room as Michael
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for just a couple of years earlier when he was jailed for for drug dealing for his involvement a gang that dealt drugs
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in the streets around where he lived Michael hasn't been dead for 24 hours yeah they had in the region of 60 phone
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calls all say the same names that late I'd never heard of the phrase I'd never
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heard James or my hopefully I always knew that he didn't know who it was because he never had enemies never had
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he never never upsets anyone he never no one ever had a reason to Target him telephone data led us to execute a
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warrant at an associate of the Foy Brothers we subsequently seized their phone didn't get the firearm or the motorbike
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but the telephone data resulted on us executed a warrant an associate of the voice
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just we knew that they'd been in touch communicating on the phone within the relevant time
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we subsequently seized this person's phone and was able to get it downloaded
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and embedded within Snapchat was a still image also bedded within this photograph
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was a very thick message which said something along the lines of tell yamar doc don't use bricks
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then it had two emojis which looked like it was saying don't use bricks Bang Bang
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foreign [Music] came out the house that morning a whole of Huntington roads every single
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neighbor was stood on the front garden and the hairs come out come down the street and we followed it up in a car
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and there was there was like a it was like about 20 cars behind us following us down this little roads little quiet
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Road [Music] [Music] eulogy uh as we drove past the school um all the teachers and the pupils that
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come out and they lie on the street and the all Applause he was known as a positive person within
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that community and for that Community you only have to look at the scenes for his funeral
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foreign [Music] this shows it because what this this picture shows is smile but it doesn't show you the 20 people I
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was a shot of how many friends and our war we was with people [Music] in his own home while he was doing
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absolutely nothing wrong police saw this and knew they had very dangerous offenders out on the streets
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and they were moving as fast as they could to remove them Michael Rainsford murder the storyline
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essentially started just after 10 o'clock on the night of April the 7th what happened essentially was the home
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of the voice where their mother was alone bricks got put through the window and that sparked a whole series of
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events really with with the brothers finding out about it trying to think who might be responsible and then trying to
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enact retribution as as quickly as as possible bricks were thrown through the window
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if the family seat of the voice the mom then made a telephone call to his son James
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who in turn contacted Michael Foy Arrangements must have been made because we were able to prove that James
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traveled to a nearby park and Michael's girlfriend dropped him off at that location
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the CCTV evidence shows two people traveling back towards Racine Street on that motorbike we know that the foy's
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made telephone calls to the associates and then they seemed to travel directly to Harrington
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I believe somebody gave them make its name [Music] and likely to be his address boys did not have any evidence
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suggest that Maggie was responsible for the damage but again if you look at it a
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breakthrough window and their responses to use firearm in an hour they're pulling the trigger
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something that they don't even know yeah that tells you everything that you need
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to know about them the lack of due diligence like a thought process even in terms of you know the trail of clues
00:31:24
that they leave that help the police to solve their crime it doesn't belie any
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sophistication it belies an idiocy and a complacency in an arrogance [Music] we executed the Warrens at the foy's
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house sadly James was not there but we found a number of items which we thought were
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relevant we were able to confirm that they had access to electric bikes because there were component parts and
00:32:04
charges Etc the witness stated that one of them was wearing the Montclair jackets or at least one of them and we
00:32:11
recovered similarly described jackets within the property both brothers James and Michael Foy were
00:32:19
arrested by members of the team both gave no comment interviews and were recovered the invoice for the purchase
00:32:30
of the reds are on bike so we're able to put those in the voice possession another key pieces of evidence was that
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we sent off the jackets to be examined and the scientists was able to find gunshot residue
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on the Garment the type of GSR was what you would expect for the killer of Mikey to be in
00:33:01
contact with [Music] it makes me feel heartbroken that his life was quite short by these monsters
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because he meant nothing but good to to the world and to the people around them and
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um you know it does make me emotional to think kind of the impact that's that's having
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on his family as well [Music] in retribution for a broken window where these two Lads lived with the
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mother and see forth [Music] and an hour before my son's murder somebody had thrown a bricks through
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their window and in there it's delusional gangster world's criminal World somebody was
00:34:02
going to pay [Music] my brother's life over a broken window to any rational person
00:34:14
that seems so deserted to do something like that you know to take another person's life
00:34:20
over a broken window [Music] we were told that a lot of the evidence they had was circumstantial
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it was going to be a really tough case to to prove because there was no core there's no motivation these were
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important pieces of evidence the two brothers set off with mergers intent and executed Mikey in his kitchen
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before callously jumping back on the bike and heading back towards the family seats
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the call data and the telephone information CCTV suggested at some stage assisted them with disposing of
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the bike were never able to prove where the weapon went all disposed of it is it hidden
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[Music] the trial itself every day was like tearing the page of a book that you'd
00:35:31
never read because we were being told for the first time on diluted um to see them too
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scrawny kids who thought that they were Outlaws with guns on the first day of the trial as the sio
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you're probably more nervous than the family because that's the first phase
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that the church is going to look at the technicality the legality of things that
00:36:03
you've done when the defense put forward their case you know it's not personal but it feels
00:36:10
personal if they question something they didn't get or something that they are accusing
00:36:17
that wasn't done in a certain way you feel personal because you've left that
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case for over a year you've lived breathe sleep eat everything there is a lot to take in and I stopped
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to come to play background and phone call it's so hard to listen to the full
00:36:37
thing you can hear everything there was no Lamas at all for any of them nothing made sense
00:36:44
you know I had no doubt in my mind that the jewelry were going to say innocent or guilty
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I know killed me Sean and I know I knew what they're gonna say covered the murder trial throughout I
00:36:59
was there every day of the six week none again for sentencing at the end and they're really really difficult
00:37:05
processes to be involved with the horrible because you have lives on the line you have a life that's already been
00:37:10
lost the family's lives and they've been torn apart by what's happened and
00:37:13
they're desperate for justice these trials take place and they're so tense and they're so emotional the
00:37:20
consequences are the actions of whoever responsible you know they lie heavy on the atmosphere of the courtroom because
00:37:25
so much is at stake whatever they're going to get convicted get a sentence Center Jail in this case it's murder so
00:37:31
you know it's a mandatory minimum life sentence calls it a criminal trial I think the
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brothers was it's almost like it was a theater there were points that yes they were listening intently
00:37:46
but at the same time there were points that they showed a disregard for the process
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um head down eyes turn away smirking smiling at each other I don't think I was surprised
00:38:02
because they had that almost arrogant attitude throughout the course of the investigation
00:38:10
[Music] I went to the theater I couldn't miss that and I remember just every single
00:38:23
day I was there I couldn't take my eyes with them just just knowing it was then
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we've done that he wasn't with us anymore and it was just a Shard of relief comfort that the people who don't
00:38:38
know being killed but it wasn't bringing them back it really was extraordinary what
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unfolded in Liverpool Crown court that day we've heard the foys and their Baristas protesting their innocence
00:38:50
they were being a bit more about things which repulsed us because you know disgusting
00:39:02
just announced I do a little guilty one by one still start to swear that's shouting
00:39:08
punch the walls James foy's Barrister got up he I thought some of the words that still
00:39:15
live with me today to be honest and he said all of a sudden his client wanted to tell the court he was guilty he was
00:39:21
the person that pulled the trigger that night and it was just stunning [Music] James and Michael Foy were sentenced for
00:39:32
their crimes on the 12th of March in 2021 James Foy was sentenced to a minimum of 28 years in prison and
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Michael Foy received a minimum of 30 years in prison for the murder that they committed
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I was pleased with the length of sentences but we had the pattern to have the life sense into every day of the
00:39:53
week after this to see Michael's clothes in the wardrobe to think of all the
00:39:58
horizons that they've stolen [Music] I have never commented on sentences I'd
00:40:09
never try and say I think it should be more I think it should be less because I think the judges will have all
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the facts and they would have given a good explanation in the seminar do a thing the sentence was probably
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appropriate for an offensive murder yeah it was it's every member of the team
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who wants to give the rainford Family Justice you can only walk away knowing that you've done your best
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and on this occasion I did my best at the end of that child he actually said we'll be outing 40 years but your
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brother will still be in the mood that's stuck with me every day because [Music]
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that is it's true they'll be out in fourth years but I'll never love my
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brother back and it just breaks me out to know that he could have gone on to be such an
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amazing person the other future he really did have a future whether it was into skateboarding but it was
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photography and it was fishing he had a future perfect and it's really sad that he's
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gone [Music] and you could go into the Escape Park he'd ever been to before where all the
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local kids were skating and it's all stop I watch who's this kid you know it was
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that talented you know you could have you know it could be it could have gone as far as he wants to
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think that it's really devastating that he would be able to live out all of these opportunities that would have been
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there waiting for him given all of his talent he could have done a whole host of different things with his life
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especially now with the BMX and the skateboard and it's kind of getting more
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popular than with the Olympics and stuff like that and I genuinely believe my he
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could have you know given them all a room for the money because he was just that good
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[Music] since Michael was murdered we all changed for the worst physically and mentally at his happily
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draw the curtains and never go out again and when you do go out you put a mask on
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because of what it does to you and it's a save for Joanne but she's mum you take care of the dancers before
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these things you know when you walk around the house and [Music] the first thing I did when I came back
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was closely to the window and from there I went straight up to the dream and I lied and I just I just lied if I
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was you know just just holding his personal belongings you know it was it was horrible
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[Music] oh I'm haunted by saying I was scared terrified by almost in the last seconds
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of his life when he should have been sitting in the car going to see a girlfriend
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you know what would the future have held you know get engaged to have an old child moving it together
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just because I wanna you know do the growing up all the things well you know they also still had
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a lot of fun things to do lots of millions and millions and billions of them and you see me we made
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are there those animals so far away seeing that happened to the person you look up to most
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it it ripped me apart you know I remember trying to be this strong man I felt like I lost a piece of me that
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that night I really did you know someone I looked up to so much he's never there anymore you know what I
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mean it broke me I'll never heal from now okay I think Father Christmas has got
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everything he needs to know do you remember Christmas I need to get your message okay put this
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in the book for them okay all right okay here you go bye [Music] foreign foreign