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yes [Music] it's got the same smell on the other on everyone and so Michael was a lovely lat and he would do
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anything to help anybody Michael's future I think would have been a bright one because he was a hard
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worker aren't you in good morning and I think he would have settled down and
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been successful and yet there was this chance meeting this twist of fate this decision that he
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took to drink in a pub that he didn't ordinarily drink in that effectively changed the course of everybody's life
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and lay down in McDonald's at the side of me back phone goals June it's been stabbed well
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I don't watch him well I just I was just fancy Michael had five stab wounds tragically
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one to his chest which would prove to be the one that caused the most damage you'd expect your Mountain dance to go
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before anyone and to see you soon in this way you just go what is going on here this is not real
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we're living in a false Royal day this isn't really happening so are we not to give me babe but don't stop me
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baby away from me his only crime if there ever there was one was doing the right thing to stop
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someone else from being injured getting stamped some days ago I think has that really
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happened to us it really happened to us it well yeah [Music] thank you foreign [Music]
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we've got a big family there's myself gas Anthony Christopher Gary and Michael
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Michael being the baby the youngest one I think he was born about 25 past 11 in the morning
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and pops out a beautiful baby bye that's the one yeah a couple of hours old yep
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little Sumo the big ladder on there yeah it was it was a 10 pounder weren't you
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it was nearly 10 pound bar [Music] I don't like to think that we've been
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we've been a family of people look up to and I really mean that my intros are very popular a lot it was
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a very likable lad like I say the community said he he played football he mixed them out with everyone he lived
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with his Michael but he stayed with friends as well you know his friends have said oh lesla
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he was the life and soul of the party or Michael no matter where we went it was a funny laugh my equally lost he
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had a great sense of humor since the clock had come and it come to that window it was a big year in it he'd
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go mum what we don't for tea you know oh if me and gas was going so much sweet
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he'd Go Mama I'm coming you know I've got Romania now while I'm coming and I'm
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going to bring Garden out I'm going to bring such back here go on then a lot of my boys work together because
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one's a plasterer one's a kitchen fitter and noodles with tails my other son Christopher taught Michael
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on as an apprentice to Tyler and it you know it turned out to be quite good at that
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[Music] he was tiling my bathroom upstairs and my wife Leslie said to me okay we could do the new bath so I said
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there's nothing wrong with the math what you're talking about oh you do so we went out when we come back Michael
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had very conveniently I dropped a tail through the bath we tell his mum and says you've got your
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new bath now and that was Michael he loved his mother everybody loved it you know it was a
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character but he was a nice kid they worked hard and I'm very proud of him Michael come on one day he said it's his
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mother first and girlfriend's having a baby [Music] that's a fantastic memory for me because
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it was an happy memory and a nappy memory for Michael and he was Soul made up by Michael so made up
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Alice was born the 13th of April 2012. okay occasion never forget it bright redhead I was there Min Michael was
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there at the hospital with Alice when Alice was being born and we're both there and we're both
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crying all that moment to see his face when he was delivered it was amazing okay that lovely son loved him spent a
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lot of time with him I think his future was to you know settle down and just get on my life and look after his
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son [Music] I've been to work and he came home and he said I'm going out and I went right
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that's fine let me know if you're coming on because sometimes they'd stay with
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his mates that one decision that Michael talk that day was going to cost him his life and was going to turn
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the lives of everyone who knew and loved him completely upside down [Music] at night but I heard all the sirens and
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helicopters and I don't think you know I hope my all my lights at all all right because I don't
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know whether they've all gone out or what they've done and proper panicking
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really you know [Music] on the Friday the 14th of October 2016 just around half past 11. a number of
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calls I'm not mistaken were placed through the Emergency Services through to the ambulance service and the police
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were dispatched get as quickly as possible to the Friendship him so when officers had arrived there it
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was a scene of chaos and didn't disturbance as you can imagine people were very upset
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but amidst this there was one young man there being stabbed very seriously we was in the Houston room we're not
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going out we was in bed and we got a phone call for a girl who we knew islia I'm an area
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no what Michael has been stopped outside the the Friendship Pub where we jumped out back you know we
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never moved as quick and I was just trying to kind of I can't really remember what I was thinking or
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what I want thinking I just knew I had to get to that hospital because I had to see if I had to make sure he was all
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right Michael was clearly losing blood and a lot of blood particularly from his his
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chest he he's his chest wound it would have been very difficult for the police
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to interpret precisely at that stage how many stab wounds were dealing with [Music]
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I was like why and we knew something was seriously wrong but that Journey was it's the worst
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Journey I've ever had I'm just thinking of it they stabbed him if they just stabbed him in the armor or
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I didn't know where where I just didn't know what we've seen in the hospital was
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playing all we wanted to do was see Michael we just wait to see we expected him to be
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awake [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] at the initial phase prior to the individual passing away uh was an
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attempted murder the severity was the highest level really [Music] Middleton is on the edge of the city of
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Manchester it's uh it's a small area which is part of a town called Rochdale
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and there's quite a high concentration of pubs [Music] the Friendship Inn is of particular
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interest because in the previous years there had been a number of violent incidents there the pub already had a
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reputation uh being um about a a dangerous place to go if you weren't a local
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[Music] in some murder cases of course it's unknown it's it's a chance encounter or
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a premeditated encounter and and the police had the work cut out in terms of determining who that that could be in
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this particular case because of local rebelism because the people that actually seen or unfolded before their
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very eyes we knew almost from the offset um who was responsible likely responsible for this attack
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[Music] all police were able to build up a picture from the number of people that were
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outside the pub the attacker was a man called Timothy deakin we knew that he had
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departed Manchester he'd looked to escape Justice almost from the offset but once we knew who he was we know we
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were determined to catch him we not heard of him ever you know when we found out his name never heard of him
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who is it [Music] I just I don't know what I was thinking but I weren't I weren't thinking that it was that it
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was that critical because they put him in a reduced coma and I didn't know that
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whether they did sell Rihanna and it had not gone in I don't know because I can't
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really I was in a bit of a state to say the least you know um I don't really know whether they told
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me or they didn't can't remember to be fair it was there three days at the hospital
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we didn't know what was going on we were watching him and he it was horrible to
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see a lot he was full of life to him asleep Gary and Leslie hooligan were in bed
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middle of the night when they received a phone call that their son had been stabbed and was in the hospital and they
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knew that Michael was not a troublemaker he was a good kid he was smart so you can imagine the fear and panic
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they had why in the world would he have been in the situation that he was harmed
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like this what could have gone wrong and what was going to happen next you can pull through this he had a big
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stop in London you can pull through this and we spent on three days [Music] we knew we knew if anyone's going to
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pull to it'd be Michael [Music] I was working for a regional television station and it was a Saturday morning
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that morning we had a series of emails from all the regional police forces and one of them came from greater Manchester
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police that said that being is stabbing outside of a pub in Middleton um called the Friendship Inn
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the police approached us and asked us to put out witness appeals on the evening bulletins for Timothy deakin in a bid
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for them to track this person down who'd effectively run away from the scene and
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was fleeing Justice this was a Manhunt foreign [Music] wasn't from Middleton Michael didn't
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know him at all we know that never heard of him Milan's had never heard of him
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you know seeing a family devastated and broken desperate for any glimmer of hope
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that their loved one could could turn around despite the medical medical sort of diagnosis here
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um you know it's really it really affects you when you see that you can't
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help with The Human Side get close to to wanting to see Justice for the hooligan family
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Timothy deakin was already a number of steps ahead because natural he knew what he'd done before we even knew he was but
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sadly at that particular time Michael was in an extremely poorly way Michael he'd gone out
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to a place he never went to funny enough he never went in the pond the friendship
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there was CCTV at the pub that everyone had been in so that was vital because we're able to build up an understanding
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of what's taking place we're able to understand who was wearing what who was
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stood with whom how the sequencing had unfolded and and the camera doesn't lie
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and an argument had broken out between two drunken groups in the back room that Michael uh
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had The Misfortune of sitting in to have his drink the Catalyst for Deacon being
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called was nothing more than his girlfriend being out with his sister and his girlfriend believing she overheard a
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disparaging comment that was made towards her nothing more than that Deacon had been drinking at the summit
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which was a pub not far away and one of the grew had effectively reached out to Tim Deacon and said yes sister's a mess
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could you come and get a home please he had been told by his girlfriend that a group of lads had said disparaging
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things towards her that his sister had abandoned her that hadn't come outside
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and left her on her own Deacon came in he went out outside with his drunk sister
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to get her a cab to take her home one of the regulars who'd been outside having a cigarette came in to say
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there's a bloke outside who's who's battering a woman and Michael being
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Michael stepped up and went outside and you can see just from the edge of the CCTV that it is at that point when he
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steps outside that Timothy deakin beat dexa and he knocks a spark out and at that point the cab rocks up and he's
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dragging her by her hair into the cap Michael was the first to approach Deacon and try and stop him attacking
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his own sister and at that point Michael stepped in and effectively said what are you doing you
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don't treat women like that and in a very very short space of Time Michael was stabbed five times with the
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Loch knife it was crucial that we told the family this as difficult a piece of news as
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that might be it was in the poor man his own business having a drink someone shouted out and girls being beat
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up outside and Michael he's been brawl that you don't disrespect women you look
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you're looking and he's been broken that way victims of something like a stabbing
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tend to fall into two categories they're either connected to the criminal underworld like they might have ties
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with certain gangs and they might get to fights relatively regularly but on the other hand you have people like Michael
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who are just at the wrong place at the wrong time in a context like trying to stand up for somebody else that they
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don't even know just a crazy situation it's one that we wish everyone you know we wouldn't have
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been in at all you know before you knew it news travel fast told us we know who's done it you know I
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was more afraid of him sort of escaping and getting out of the country or something you know because we knew that
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Milan was in a bad way but that was all in a room one day [ __ ] it's not working the treatment we're
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giving him there's nothing else we couldn't do and I just sat there no normally even with my
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please don't see that don't say that don't say that [Music] just turn everything off and it's
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pronounced dead is the worst [Music] oh bear with us the most news you could ever be told
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believe me losing him was the worst day of my life because you'd always bet your children's
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school before you do you know it was horrible and I just remember if we make [Music]
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near the tear coming down his cheek and it just took me I done this just to give him a
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big hook [Music] oh you can't describe it see you soon asleep in hospital and you can
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you can't speak to him because he's not there the parents of Michael hooligan had to
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take that horrific decision to switch the life support machine off which instantly moved this from a serious
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wounding actual bodily harm into a whole different category this was now a murder
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Michael's homicide had a full investigative team that were going to work around the clock
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and do everything they possibly could catch Michael's killer [Music] and looking at the nature of this
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particular crime would give any investigative experience the impression that it had been
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committed by a man who was no stranger to violence well I was flying to death I think if
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you like to know what goes through your head when you don't realize stupid [Music]
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the third wife they don't find him foreign Against Time from the moment we have a
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suspect an identify and suspect we know there is a chance that with every passing hour day week that we see a
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deterioration of the evidence as well as the deliberate disposal of evidence here you had a violent offender who had
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gone on the wrong this was someone who was prepared to use violence and a knife so it was crucial to the police that we
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apprehended him as quickly as we possibly could 15th of August 1989. that's an absolute beautiful
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picture [Music] really nice [Music] my family means the wheels to me for everything to me so yeah we had it was
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you know we had a nice life [Music] all right the week before it happened we was I was
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getting ready to go out on a Friday night and I was getting ready in my bedroom and Michael was getting a DNA's
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bedroom and I had the radio on and Andy Williams came on singing you're just too good to be true so I'm thinking
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at the top of my voice because I think I can sing even though I can and he comes
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off the landing doing this dressed in a dead smart blue shirt and jeans [Music] it was just such a sweet memory you know
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just just wish I could have more of it just wish I could I just really wish I could just put my
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arms around him and just give him a big Club [Music] so please come to our house and tell us
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all about this life and they said that he was you know he's a bad lad the man
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who who killed my son had gone on the Run and they said he's gone on their own but
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we will find him [Music] after I done to Michael avoid it more than ever you know get him off the
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street please as a result of really detailed police inquiries and intelligence we tracked Deacon to an address in
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Liverpool he was possibly surprised that we got to him so quickly but it was very clear
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that he knew why we were there and what this was about on a Wednesday the 19th of October he
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was arrested on suspicion of Michael's murder when the founders and told us they'd
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actually arrested him in Liverpool we were so relieved I believe maybe it was we were thanking God for this but don't
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help you right so now because it is just destroyed my family the devastation the East Coast my family
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and his friends an Army Family he's horrific Michael's son who's only four
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and he didn't know what was going on and unfortunately I had to tell him and it
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says you don't see any then again kid anyone all right didn't understand so it says
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no God's come down for him and Alice obviously oblivious to the fact that his dad had been killed
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but after a while he thought about it he says can we go to the airport we get an
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helicopter and then go and see me dead in the sky well we broke down all of us say it was
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aim is horrible to it it shows you the way he was thinking [Music] are my bias about the pleasure rubbing
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their dad are their life and he's got that taken away from him and that I hate that thought
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voice talk to us is done to this family it's tried a lot of things that was going which were positive and which was
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perfect it's destroyed our ad Timothy deakin was arrested an address in Liverpool
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deacon chose not to say anything to the police he provided what's known as a no common
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interview and didn't answer any question that that was presented before him it was a great relief when we eventually
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heard from the police that they picked this man up and that he was due to face Justice and
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he was going to appear at magistrates Court the next day once we swept the area through our
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crimes and examinations and through members of the public that came forth actually were able to recover that knife
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and it was so very very important to this investigation not only did we have the weapon that that sadly and
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tragically cost Michael his life but from a forensic position we're able to connect that knife with the actual
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injuries people saying to us Middleton has gone in mourning over my trip all the shots that's all he was talking
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about the death of me son everyone said it the funeral director who's never seen anything like it ever
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seen a funeral as big as that the police said he's never seen the church I just
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absolutely amateur people foreign unreal again it was full the cemetery you just couldn't believe it but these
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things you don't remember them as as clear as what you should do because you can't you
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can't take it you know you you're burying your son and it it's just you
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can't take it in heartbreaking very very quickly you can start to build a profile of the attacker and and we
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were very quickly able to establish who Timothy Deacon was internet searches provided us with
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previous criminal history and Court reports [Music] Timothy Deacon received a custodial
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sentence from the course in relation to to an offensive group of bodily harm four years eight months he'd been
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sentenced to for an unprovoked attack biting a man's ear off in a in another
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fight in a poll but when a prisoners reached a certain point in their sentence in the UK
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Criminal Justice System they are eligible for release as a result of his license conditions he
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would be released and would serve a period of that on what they call license but he would be subject to a series of
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conditions to manage him in the community it's basically a contract that an offender must sign that says I will
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adhere to all these conditions and that is called a license agreement so daycare was my unlicensed when he was
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determined to be the suspect in relation to this crime so um that was that was awful news for the
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family [Music] to me shouldn't have been out and it was out the man who done it to my Michael and to
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me they should have kept him there should keep him in there for life [Music] with this man Timothy Deacon carrying a
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knife that suggests one of a couple of things either he's so confident that his
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probation officer is not going to find out or do anything about it or he literally doesn't care about the
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consequences the police investigation had in my opinion created an extremely compelling
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case that he was Michael's murderer um and they committed other offenses too
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you can never say never until that trial was concluded the trail is coming up in Bolton on a
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certain days he seemed to take forever so it was being one you've got the AV
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court because you can imagine me songs were fuming with this guy so it returns up and Tim deakin appears in the back
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the first time we've seen him Show No Remorse whatsoever looked at us with an evil an evil face
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if anything you know pulled his face are you looking at him and you're going
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there I can't believe what we're we're seeing it this kid doesn't care you know
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Timothy Deacon was charged with murder and he pleaded not guilty Timothy deakin was going to introduce a
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defense of self-defense for Michael's family they're not used to these criminal trials they don't know
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what tactics the defense team are going to use so they just don't know what to
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expect we were singing call and they're trying to game off this is what is unreal to me he's admitted he's
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killed me son and he's just trying to get him off he's trying to say but we
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didn't mean this did you we didn't mean to go there or you didn't and it it was
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he was fighting the attempt was made to say that Michael hoolikin was coming at me and that I
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found this knife on the floor and that I picked the knife up and in an effort to
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defend myself I flailed around with it and accidentally I killed him I mean the streets of Middleton aren't
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littered with knives so the idea that somehow he was actually the victim was to be truthful Preposterous really
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I was angry but I was more upset because it was muscle you know it really upset me the things I
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heard in court Michael was not bullying never picking anyone it protects his mates he protects
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his family which is which is normal for me you know that's the way he's been
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brought up but there's no way picking anyone so he's not doing this you know
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as a as a show enough of being cocky he's doing it to protect that lady foreign
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the jury have a whole load of evidence that they use to make their minds up eyewitness police reports forensic
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reports want utterly crucial piece of evidence that the trial of Timothy Deacon was the
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CCTV which had been taken from outside the Friendship Inn what was caught on camera
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were the last living moments of Michael hooligan [Music] you see Timothy Deacon come into shot
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here we see Tim Deacon inside there and then he's about to leave the pogbies
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taking his sister home here you see the argument spills out into the street oh and he's just slapped his sister
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so hard that she collapses in the street he hits her so hard you see a cigarette fly out of
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her mouth across the street and she falls to the ground it's at this point just out of view
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that Michael emerges from the pub Michael challenged Timothy Deacon when he saw Deacon battering his sister and
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Deacon stepped up to him and Michael got the better of him and knocked him to the ground as Deacon came
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at him Tim deakin's defense was that um he fell to the ground and that the lock knife was on the floor
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that it wasn't taken with him to the scene to sort out any trouble but at some stage here
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and I think that's it you see him take something out of his pocket and it changed his hands from one hand to the
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other there he is pulling the lock knife out of his pocket Timothy Deacon was just acting in
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self-defense one stab would be more than enough that would say stay away from me
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you know stand back but that wasn't the case here the fact that he stabbed Michael five times shows this was line
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rage this was an anger driven offense not out of self-defense you've heard the evidence in court you
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want this to go the right way but you can never call a jury you can never say from being outside of the sanctity of
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that jewelry room whether there is somebody within that group who believes that Reasonable Doubt has been sown
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[Music] we've been through all this Trail and it just I was like I hope to God
00:36:48
they never let him out ever not while I'm on this Earth anyway or they never let him out
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this is so difficult for families to endure and the only thing they keep thinking is to for it to all to be worth
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it that person has to be found guilty when you get the knock on the door as the jury Foreman comes
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back into court and the judge asks have you reached a verdict and is that verdict unanimous there is a flip even
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as a journalist that goes in your stomach the final verdict was that Timothy Deacon was found guilty of murder
00:37:28
this was the judge I was the one who would give you four years last time he said so I'm putting
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you away for 27 years minimum well you could see the relief of the police officers
00:37:40
everyone in the court you could see the relief I'd like to say yes it's been given a long time
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it was only at Timothy deakin's sentencing that we realized that he breached his license conditions and that
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he shouldn't have been out at that time of night oh this is when everything come out it
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was frightening and I mean this it was frightening it was unclear for you what was he doing
00:38:09
in the pub that night well I did nobody slack up why I did nothing flag up that he was out in the pub
00:38:21
and it was only at the point in sentencing that part of the truth actually came out that Deacon was a huge
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risk to the public that he was classed as a serious and prolific offender that he had a catalog of violent defenses
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already under his belt that he stood a huge chance of reoffending and that the probation service hadn't done their job
00:38:47
they hadn't been able to keep the public safe from this violent and promising
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offender and that is why Michael lost his life Timothy deakin was only 23 when he got
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sentenced of course there's an age-old debate when it comes to violence and criminality nature versus nurture and I
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think this is a classic example of nurture he was from a broken home he had not attained an education so his life
00:39:19
outcomes were limited [Music] in the end while those are mitigating factors they do not excuse cold-blooded
00:39:31
murder [Music] 27 years after sales menu people are going to be safe without him
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around so that was good news today whatever sentence he was and ultimately was given it genuinely
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does pale into comparison when you when you look at what is taken from that family people say time to kneel no it's
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not Michael will be missed forever I promise you we always wonder where he is times when you think you'll be in a
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minute and you know he's not here these are things that affect you mentally for
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the rest of your life and not acceptable he's just feels so angry it really upset
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me the things I heard in court about the math probation knew what type of person he was he was a prolific
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offender you know so why did they just let him slip through the net we said we need to do something about it
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we've got to stop this thing happening where people are getting murdered unnecessary and we need a publicly
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quietly about all these debts till later they were aspects of of Michael's murder with
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questions wrapped around them and in particular in relation to Deacon being on probationary license a bit near the
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greater level of exploration so his Majesty's coroner at the time uh saw that
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and starts running in quest the really crucial failure that came out at the inquest was that Timothy deakin
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had been arrested in another Force after smashing up a car that he'd stolen and
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he was in possession of drugs that incident should have resulted in him being charged and immediately being
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recalled back to prison that makes me angry very angry and I hope to God they never let him out ever
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[Music] the coroner did an incredible job and uncovered a whole series of failings
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[Music] we've gone to a better place where no one hears anyone and he's with all his grants and
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granddads in there for all his friends that have passed away in the past not really what I'm there though I'd
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like him to be back here with us remember oh yeah we can't change that can we
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record [Music] I just wish he was here with us Allen to see his own son grow up and what a
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lovely lady grown up to be like you know and that upsets me a lot because it should be seeing all the wonderful
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things with his son and saying but it's very much like his dad I'm like he's found the figure
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and I make sure I'm always there for him [Music] Michael was my baby and I miss him so
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much and every night before I go to bed as you can see these pictures everywhere
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and I've got one in my kitchen there and stand on the step and I blame a cake and a golf I love you
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night God black Michael and I kiss every picture [Music] because I think he needs to know
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it's just awful [Music] thank you [Music]