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so a little birdie told me that you're leaving Oak Farm what a shame but you taught me in year six all those
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years ago and yeah I just wanted to say thank you very much for teaching me getting me onto the next step making me
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trying to become one more step to becoming an adult sashan was just uh kind soul
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he was thoughtful he was caring and he wanted the best for everyone hi guys what is up it's um Sean Daniel
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here family means the world to us Sean was a son that I believe every parent would
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want to have to Sean celebrate his 20th birthday with both us as friends and his family as
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well he loved to dance and he was a very very kind of positive person I had a phone call from Deshawn's
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friend's dad didn't say much he just said something happened reports were a fight of a stabbing you
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know a male being seriously injured when we got there there was loads of police cars ambulances there was everyone
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crowding around basically I just couldn't understand what was going on and I didn't even notice the wounds or
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anything I was just staring at tashan's face stroking him wondering why he wasn't responding
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two young men together at a train station and at least one of them is looking for trouble and two young men on
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the other side of the platform were the unfortunate victims they were chosen completely at random these murderers are
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cowardly in their actions they felt it appropriate to carry a weapon of that nature on a busy train station
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and the lack of remorse shown throughout is clear for all to see I know for a fact those particular men
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don't know my son or his friend two total strangers just didn't like the
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look of them and took my son's life [Music] he just turned 20. foreign [Music]
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was still in bed and I was getting ready for school usually I always say goodbye
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to him in the mornings he would come downstairs while I'd be eating my breakfast
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that day he was very tired because he had training the day before so he stayed and had a lion
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then I left for school without saying a proper goodbye Tashan had taken his granddad to a
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daycare center dropped him there and then popped in to see his mum at work had lunch with her
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picked his granddad back up again dropped him home I was home we spoke and he was really excited about going to
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the game from a very young age he kind of got embedded with into the Arsenal culture
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the gooners he would treat himself he bought a Arsenal ticket to watch the game on that
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24th he got changed put his Arsenal top on and his friend came to meet him at home
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I was doing something on the computer that I needed his help because Tashan was my technical guy I was absolutely
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useless but because he was in a rush he couldn't do it he just ruffled my head
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gave me a kiss like he always did and he said Dad I'll sort out tomorrow and off they went they walked down to to
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the train station I was originally meant to go with him to the Arsenal game but I couldn't get the time off work so
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I found myself coming back on the train when I noticed that Hillingdon was out of service at the time I didn't know why
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I returned home I did message him to ask him how he was getting to the football game but I
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didn't have a reply at this point [Music] British Council Place is responsible for
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all crimes that take place on the railway station and Railway infrastructure from the lowest
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investigation which is probably a fair evasion up into the most serious investigations such as murders
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British transport police were informed through 999 calls made by Witnesses and members of the public at Hillingdon the
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reports were of a fight of a stabbing a male being seriously injured very clearly it was a serious incident
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that we were going to have to deal with I'd finished school that day and when I
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got home I sat downstairs with my dad then my dad had got a phone call from uh to Sean's friend's dad the only thing
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that we'd been told was to go to the station me and ocean jumped in the car to drive
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down to the station I rang Celia got the feeling that something bad that happened
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driving from work to the station my mum mentioned that there had been a stabbing at Linden station but at the
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point nothing was revealed to the public of who it was as I was driving down there the phone
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call was someone had been stabbed and I just refused to believe it Peter shine there was no way
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and there's no way Sean's never been in trouble he would walk away from a fight
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tried to call him about five times and I also messaged him asking him if he was okay
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I tried to call my friend who was also with him at that time as well it was 3 30 3 40 in
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the afternoon at hillington station it just didn't add up I told her she wanted to stay in the car
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and I ran into the station policeman said no you can't go down there and I said to them that I think
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it's my son [Music] when I arrived at the station there was lows lows loads of police
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ambulance cars everything by that time Shandy was already with him holding him and Oceana was just at the
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top of the station looking down so they took me down to him because I begged please I need to
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go I need to go down I think there was difficulties in some respects of them entering the scene
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because it was a crime scene we discovered that a male had been injured which turned out to be cheshan
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along with that there was a friend who was present with Tashan at the time there are multiple units arriving at
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different times there was a very quick police response along with the ambulance service the air ambulance attended as
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well and it was very quickly established that Sean's life was pronounced extinct
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a member of the air ambulance paramedic said to me that they've been working on
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Tashan for 20 minutes they had tried everything they could do um he'd lost a lot of blood
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and unfortunately they're going to stop working over here and then we can see they're rushed over
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to Tashan and then I had to tell tell Celia Sean's parents would have witnessed a
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horrific scene really there was an awful lot of blood obviously distressed people still around
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medical staff um well obviously the most impactive film they saw was was to Sean
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and probably that sense of helplessness I still couldn't get my head around it
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I just thought we'd Fallen I was in shock I just couldn't understand what was going on I didn't
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even notice the wounds or anything I was just staring at Deshawn's face he still
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getting him wondering why he wasn't responding Shandy was still holding him and I asked could I hold his hand please
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and they said just for a minute because he had just and pronounce I Collapse on the floor
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and one of the officers kind of hold me back call me up Sean received a single stab wound that
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punctured his chest punctured his heart and into the lung which was the Fatal and only
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injury that Sean received I just remember my dad's screaming saying that he didn't make it
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the emotions I was feeling was just numbness really I couldn't comprehend it
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I couldn't take it in as soon as to Sean was going to be dead then that became a murder investigation
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there are certain kind of fast-time actions which are generated which is securing the scene and making sure that
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nothing's contaminated making sure any evidence that we can obtain is obtained
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in a forensic manner and they're looking wider afield about how we can capture images suspect
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movements and what's actually taken place there's also the harvesting of
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intelligence in relation to what Witnesses say they saw Which Way those suspects went was anything discarded so
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quite quickly your scene is very very large you think that violent assaults take
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place in dark Corners not in front of everybody on a busy train platform this is not what you expect to happen in
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front of your eyes in the midst of a crowd I think that any conceptions you had about what is a safe place and what
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is not a safe place a suddenly blown out of the water the station itself we found no real
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evidence apart from the evidence which was unfortunately Tashan we had multiple Witnesses at the scene
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who actually seen the incident albeit bleaching late as the train had pulled into the station
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most of arguments as were on the train so some of their Visions was obscured and the train was moving at the time but
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it became quite apparent there had been an altercation on the platform on the CCTV it showed the white male
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quite quickly gets involved in a heath discussion argument with two males on the opposite platform
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as he's going up the stairs he meets the black male and they both then go down onto that
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opposite platform where Tashan was with his friend and almost instantaneously a physical
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assault starts taking place [Music] in the initial stage is the investigation I had to base my
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hypotheses on what I think is taking place the reasons for it initially I thought that it would be
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Gang Related or that there was knowledge of issues between the two parties and then maybe it being football related
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because DeSean was wearing an Arsenal football shirt we need to identify those suspects are
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so I put parameters in place in relation to CCTV trolls and obviously house to house inquiries
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the witness appeal that we launched very very quickly in multiple social media lines that we're getting in all of these
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revenues we have to explore and have to develop to try and identify who those suspects are a white male and a black
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male in London foreign I couldn't do anything until Sean's gone and my heart just shattered
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they ushered us into staff ticket office room at Hidden station none of us knew what to do really it was
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just you know I only had lots of Tears hugs and things but we were all in a step
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shock we were just still couldn't understand couldn't believe it would have been the last person that
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should have happened to you just wouldn't sink in just couldn't process it really
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Sean did not have any graduates with anyone no one had anything against a chance so
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for someone to do this it had to be a stranger [Music] was the most amazing son he had manners
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he looked after all his cousins his friends just know life you don't get the results
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you want just know everything happens for a reason like in the day like everything will work out in his end like
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if things go back it's how you come back from that in it buying a setbacks major
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combats G come on and especially his baby sister to Sean had a bond that I can't really
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describe we got on like best friends there would obviously be times where we didn't get along but most of the time
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that we spent was always laughing me and Tashan grew up together we played for various different football
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teams I believe we started at the age of five to Sean had a real passion for athletics
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it was 200 meters 400 meters and long jump his passion really came when he excelled
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at 200 meters he was absolutely demolishing his time and also breaking records within the borough and Middlesex
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[Music] I had a group of young athletes and Tashan was one of them I soon noticed that Tashan had
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an ability that not many people have he was very explosive very elastic type of athlete which is necessary for
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sprinting this kid had the ability to go very far in the sport and he wanted to go as far as the Olympic Games and that
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was definitely something that we was heading towards [Music] foreign occurred on September 24 2019 at the
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tube station during Peak commuter time there were plenty of witnesses lots of people going in and out of the station
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CCTV cameras this was not something that was going to be hidden for long and certainly the people that did it knew
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that they were in plain sight of lots of onlookers and chose to do it anyway when we started researching to Sean and
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his friend these were really good kids there was nothing in relation to them and the police it became very apparent
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very very quickly that Tashan didn't know the Suspects and so it was really just a stranger
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attack it seemed to be completely and utterly unprovoked [Music] Witnesses reported along with the CCTV
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of the location that showed both suspects running out of the station stopping briefly and appearing to smile
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only moments after taking to Sean's life this is obviously going to cause concern
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for the officers who are in charge of this investigation are they going to do something similar soon because they seem
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to have enjoyed this experience and so they're going to want to find them as
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soon as possible [Music] we are able to establish very very quickly that they exited the station and
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following that Witnesses have started reporting that they'd send two males acting suspiciously approximately about
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500 meters away to erosion Oriole Drive that was probably an hour and a half after the instant
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and there we found clothing that had been discarded their intention was to disguise
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themselves and they've done that by removing their clothing stealing women's
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pajamas from a washing line and a towel for the purpose of making sure that they
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weren't seen in the clothing they had been wearing albeit the disguises they
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chose probably made moms are probably more aware of their movements and their behavior
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whilst that crime scene was maintained we brought in a dog and that police dog identified the location of the murder
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weapon which had been hidden under some rocks separate and away from the clothing
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this wasn't a kitchen knife taken from a block at a home this was an aviator
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knife produced in Germany it was a horrific knife one that if you were to stab somebody
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with that knife there's really only one consequence which is going to happen
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from that and that unfortunately is the death of another human being [Music] I got a call from my dad saying he's
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coming straight home and that we were to go around to Sean's house to speak to
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the family and I remember getting outside the door and the police were still there
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they asked me why are you going in how do you know the family and I'll explain to them how I knew them
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and then one of them gave me a hug and I asked them whether he was he passed away
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and they said yeah what made it real for me was when I walked through the door and I saw his
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parents in pieces and that's when I broke down it just felt weird really that my
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brother was on the news as a victim of knife crime something that I never ever in my life would have
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thought happened so the police were very supportive they gave us the information that they could
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of at the time as much of the information that they knew they didn't really know much no one knew much I
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tried to distract myself by going to school and obviously I know things were never going to go back to normal but I
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just wanted it to I just I hated everything that was going on days after it happened with tishon
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and myself were not sleeping at all we've actually was sleeping into Sean's bedroom
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you know thinking maybe he's going to come home [Music] but we know he wasn't coming back
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three of us were completely emptied I had no more tears left all three of us were completely flat
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the DCI said to us he know looking at some of the footage at that particular time it was on provoke
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and he said to us we will find we will get them he may declare that it was not gang-related drugs related it was an
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innocent young man standing waiting for a train I know my son and his friend are not
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Fighters they're just normal too large just minding their own business conception that a victim must have done
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something to provoke an attack particularly when that victim is a black young man now Tashan was not involved in
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any gang-related activity he was not involved in any law breaking activity he was in no way connected to the man
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who chose to kill him so he's completely innocent in all of this so having visited the family I was
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immediately presented with a loving family one that was all coming together all wanting to know the process how we
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were going to capture these people that had done this to their son and loved one
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and that puts extra pressure on me but at the same time Mooney pushes me forward and drives me to make sure that
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we get the best possible result we can get for the family so when we found that clothing and the
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knife because it was forensically recovered by trained officers and that was sent to the laboratory for analysis
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and three days later that result came back on a specific baseball cap which gave us the DNA of the suspect the white
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male who was Alex Lanning through moment the investigation because there's DNA of somebody else and that's
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somebody else is Alex Lanning Alex Lanning was known to the police planning had been sentenced in relation
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to a section 20 wounding where a knife had been used in Brighton during a drug deal
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not only has Lanning served time for stabbing somebody not once but 11 times he's actually still on license for that
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offense he was sentenced to four years and served half of that probably a very lenient sentence to take account of his
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young age but here he is he's on license he should be keeping his nose clean not involving
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himself in totally unnecessary and Mindless violence it's my opinion that Alex Landing would
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have known that he would have either seriously injured or killed Deshawn just by the nature of the weapon that he used
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the force he used and the fact that he would have been covered in blood thank you
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the fact that this man had this specific type of knife and had no reason to use it shows that he was co-opting it for
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criminal purpose and then to use it against this poor boy who had done nothing to him it was almost like he was
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getting a thrill out of it perhaps because he had done in the past and enjoyed it so much or because he wanted
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more Street Credibility by using this knife and really didn't care about the
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consequences this was a very very quick confrontation started by Alex Lanning on the opposite
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platform and then carried through to the attack on Tashan and his friend so we now have Alex Landing
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my main priority is him and finding out everything I possibly can about his friends Associates where he lives his
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family try to put things in place to identify and catch him in relation to this murder
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the killer and his accomplished go on the run it tells you a little bit about them these are not a pair of individuals
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who are going to hand themselves in they're not going to acknowledge what they've done and what they have taken
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from tashan's family so they're clearly not really thinking about this in a way
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that serves anybody other than themselves we established that Alex lanning's
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iPhone had turned back on which gave us hope of identifying where his location would be but it quickly transpired that
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Alex Langley had sold his iPhone with the assistance of of two friends in a local second-hand shop in Uxbridge and
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have received a significant amount of money the problem then for us carrying out a Manhunt was they now have funds so
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it makes it harder because they can go further and actually stay off the police radar for longer which is a frustration
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foreign work in relation to Alex Landing what his life was about his family his friends his associates people he'd been
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in prison with we're doing all of that research but I still have another suspect
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outstanding four hours after the name of Alex Landing came through we received intelligence that linked A Jojo that's
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all we had a nickname on Sunday the 29th in the early hours we found a nickname of Jojo was running a drug slide in the
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southwest further research on jojo gave us a custom image and he matched the CCTV from Hillingdon
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and the blackmail Jonathan Camille Johnson Camille only had a previous caution in relation to drugs but there
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was Intelligence linking Jonathan Camille to drug Supply not just in that area of Hillingdon but also wider field
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Jonathan Camille was somebody who was known to the police because he'd been involved in county lines drug dealing so
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that's trafficking drugs from one area of the UK to another now a lot of young
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boys are often recruited into county lines so they are exploited and it's possible that he had been exploited as a
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youth but as an adult he had continued drug dealing and at that point he is fully responsible for his actions
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we had a Manhunt we were trying to find Alex Lanning and Jonathan Camille who were doing their
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best to evade Us in London and the home counties so the needle in the haystack Springs to
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mind what I found very very difficult was having to speak to the family regularly
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and just to keep them on board that we were doing everything we could and that we knew who they were
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it was just we just had to find them I was more scared for my daughter Oceana because how close it happened to home
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how close we lived from the station a small prayer to protect her while they were still on the Run
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so I started to think how am I going to actually capture Alex Lanning and Jonathan Camille
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we found Jonathan Camille through his family Associates and we started monitoring his movements
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but my main focus was Alex Lanning he was the one that had used that weapon and I needed Alex Landing in custody
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[Music] well I've got a choice to make in a restaurant from Camille and then
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potentially Alex Lanning goes further and further away more under the radar but I felt that we were getting closer
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and closer to Alex Lanning with that link to Jonathan Camille and I knew that I had to get Alex Landing in custody
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the police at this point would be looking at their mobile phones tracing where calls are coming from they'd be
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looking at whether there's a digital print of them so are they spending money
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anywhere on their bank cards put some triggers in place and that involved some friends who'd been
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involved in assisting Alex Lanning selling his mobile phone and also looking at a cellmate that Alex Landing
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had spent five months in prison with so we were looking at those Associates we started arresting individuals or
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applying some form of police pressure in relation to making Camille and Lanning come out to make them meet with each
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other my hypothesis is Jonathan Camille was going to lead us to Alex Landing we actually lost the surveillance on
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Camille I was under intense pressure but I've got a very very supportive team and I
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have an incredibly supportive family into Sean's family and they were kept up to date as best I
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could I don't think my heart actually worked on those 10 days it was really really
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nerve-wracking because I didn't want my son to shine Killers to be on the Run
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we have phone activation and we managed to obtain surveillance again on Jonathan
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Camille in central London where he met with Alex Lanning we then continued that surveillance through Central London
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along Oxford Street they were located in court in the cheap side area of London on October the 4th 2019 Lanning and
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Camille Camille were arrested so this was after 10 days on the Run a great sense of relief when we were
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able to inform the family that we'd kept good on our promise we're going to arrest the individuals
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involved in killing to Sean they'd supported me through those 10 days of that investigation
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when I made that promise and they'd kept faith I must say The British transport police
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was really really good with us every little bit leading up to the arrest they would keep us in touch let us know how
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close what they're planning to do what the situation is and exactly what they
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said to us that they wanted to catch both of them together not just one and the other they did exactly what they did
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and caught the both of them together knowing that they're called to them some
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form of Justice could be served in order to put my son to rest properly Alex Landing was interviewed at length
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around the murder he chose to answer all comments no comments and gave no indication or remorse during those
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interviews Jonathan Camille was also interviewed during custody where he prepared a
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statement and that statement basically denied his involvement in the murder [Music]
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and that was really all that he said [Music] the memorial that we had for tasham was
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as good as it could be it was emotional however it was a good way to celebrate to Sean's life
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is looking down on us right now I haven't truly believe he knows how much he was loved from family to friends to
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Sean's honorable he cared for everyone and he always done his best to make everyone around the world
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healing then literally came into a standstill the gospel singing um the live band
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the amount of people told me it was about a thousand people there on that day our Sam was fresh flying funky because
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that's the person that sisham was we all wore trainers Sean loved his trainers
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we listen to his favorite music everyone kind of got together to celebrate the amazing person to Sean was
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so many people said they've never been to to something like that in the end of
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time it was just made us really proud um Tashan that we were able to give to Sean that
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send off we will all never forget you our best friend our brother our family may you
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rest in Eternal peace I love you brother thank you I think he was with us in spirit and I
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think he would have been happy with the turnout and also all the loved ones that
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were there to celebrate his life it made me proud to call to Sean my brother because he made me and so many other
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people in the Supreme Court the rest of everyone I love you [Applause] [Music] when we received back the DNA analysis
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from that murder weapon it just confirmed what we already knew that supporting evidence that Alex Lange's
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DNA was on that murder weapon unfortunately along with the DNA of Deshawn Daniels
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the process is always a very daunting one probably made even more so by it being the most famous court in the land
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the old bayley I get nervous at the Old Bailey I can only imagine how nervous and traumatic it was for the family
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we had to gear ourselves up for the trial but I've never been to court we've never
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experienced anything like this so we were psyching ourselves up for it I particularly were very very scared
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because when we first set eyes on the two lads they had no remorse whatsoever no remorse
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and that it was painful painful in court we were able to find out exactly what had happened we were able
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to also watch it on the CCTV as well and how DeSean did spend the last moments of
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his life and that my friend was also pleading to DeSean to to hang on and to do the best he could to stay alive and
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it just goes to show the damage that one that knife did and to the power that the
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attacker did use to harm to Sean foreign [Music] when it was the first day of the trial
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he had looked back at us quite a lot of times and I just remember questioning like how do you have the audacity to
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look at us in the eye lannin he did not look up subtle he kind of kept himself to himself he didn't
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turn back he looked straight at the judge Alex Lanning he admitted the manslaughter but claimed that it was an
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accident that Tashan had fallen on the knife and then those defenses seemed to change
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and morph slightly during the trial but he always denied the murder when I heard the defense's story I was
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just shocked really I think that's the best way to describe it I couldn't
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believe the stuff that they were saying the defense team tried to make it out that desean's phone starting the
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altercation by saying what you're looking at and to Sean had fired a punch to one of
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the guys [Music] but he was actually trying to block himself when he watched the footage
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Deshawn was literally trying to protect himself within a Split Second he did that to my child
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defense team saying it was an accident it was not an accident it was actually he went out there to do
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something to somebody you do not walk the street with the type of knife that he walked with
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so I hatred really and it's not you know our nature to be like that but just for an immense hatred that two
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people could do something like that to someone else go on the run for 10 days and some of the stuff that we heard in
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court was heartbreaking received a life sentence in relation to murder he will not be eligible for
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parole for 25 years and Jonathan Camille was convicted of manslaughter and was sentenced to six years and six months
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for his part in the event and I think that is appropriate the fact that Jonathan Camille wasn't
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responsible for the blade being forced into tashard's chest nevertheless his
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specific involvement during that violence was a catalyst to all of the events and
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he has to accept his responsibility for the death of Tashan almost as much as Alex Lanning
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the nature of these offenses was entirely impulsive and completely Reckless truly it could have happened to anybody
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on that platform that day and unfortunately it just so happened to happen to DeShawn
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this was like a five minute event Alex landing on one platform starting a confrontation an argument for
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no reason and he could have just walked away and he didn't and now the family are left with that
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huge hole and they can't feel that as parents we had to watch in disbelief as the paramedics worked on our son's
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lifeless body on that platform at Hillingdon a platform which we will never be able
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to use again [Music] it's frightening to think that all of this can come from a glance you look at
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the wrong person in a certain kind of way that they interpret as a funny look or a dirty look this is across a train
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platform chances are that he wasn't even looking at them in the first place and
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if he were so what this is a frightening part about this the fact that violence can spring from
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such a tiny tiny trigger [Music] I feel upset for my brother he didn't get to have those dreams that he wanted
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and it's just foreign say how angry I feel about how he was killed because someone didn't like the way he looked at
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him part of my heart is broken and it's never going to be mended ever again [Music]
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[Music] it would have been beautiful to see how his life would have planned out it would have been beautiful to see that
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because he's a good human being he's a loving human being I missed Ashan every single day
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and there's not a day that goes by way I don't think about him there's not a day
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that goes by that don't think about what he'd be doing right now with his
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Athletics with him smashing the goals we used to watch Tashan train here we used to watch him compete here so it's
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full of lots of good good good family memories actually it's a massive huge hole in our hearts
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and real lives I think everyone's got their own memories of Tashan it's definitely fun happy memories of
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him I don't really recall any bad words or bad memories of that anyone has to save
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to Sean and for me as his dad as his I'm really pleased to hear that um I know that we raised a fine young man
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and to hear the amazing words I've said about him with joy as you can see not much has really changed apart from
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this little bum fluff on my face but thank you very much teacher in year six and uh I wish you all the best in your
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next chapter of your life [Music] foreign