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The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast

March 20, 2025 / 01:11:28

This episode covers the harrowing survival story of Allison Botha, who was attacked in Port Elizabeth, South Africa, in December 1994. The hosts discuss her early life, the brutal attack she endured, and her incredible resilience in the face of overwhelming odds.

Allison was born on September 22, 1967, in Port Elizabeth, South Africa. She grew up in a loving household but faced challenges after her parents divorced. Despite this, she thrived in school and built a successful career as an insurance broker.

On December 18, 1994, after a night out with friends, Allison was abducted at knife point by two men, Fron and Tians. The attackers assaulted her and inflicted severe injuries, including slashing her throat and stabbing her multiple times. Despite her horrific injuries, Allison displayed remarkable willpower and managed to escape.

After crawling to the road, she was discovered by a passerby who called for help. Allison was rushed to the hospital, where she underwent extensive surgery to save her life. The episode highlights her recovery journey and the emotional challenges she faced after the attack.

Allison's story became a symbol of resilience, and she later became an advocate for survivors of sexual violence. The episode concludes with a discussion about the release of her attackers and the ongoing impact of her experience on her life.

TLDR

Allison Botha survived a brutal attack in 1994, showcasing incredible resilience and later becoming an advocate for survivors of violence.

Episode

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hey weirdos I'm Molina I'm and this is [Music] moris I wasn't ready for that I liked
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the pause I went to grab my coffee and I was like oh so P up her her it's early felt right I think we
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were listening to uh the Affirmation song with your kids today yeah we were and there was like weird ass voices in
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that so I think I just became one it's true you know yeah today's going to be an amazing day there's no one better to
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be than myself it's true my feelings matter yeah I get better every single day listen if your kids are having a bad
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day the Affirmation song is great it is it it gets them pumped up for the day does and I dance silly to it and I think
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that's the the funnest part sometimes you know it's hard to go to school sometimes cuz when especially when your
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parents are so [ __ ] awesome I know and your auntie you know like me and John so like you don't want to leave
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them they just want to hang so they just didn't want to leave but we did the Affirmation song got him laughing and
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got him ready for the day and I did sick breeds today on them it's true well on one of them yeah I was pretty excited
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about that is true it is true we have a cute little fan bam it gives it gives full full Housewives here in the morning
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I'm just like Uncle Joey over here it's true it's like a combin maybe a combination of Uncle Jesse and Uncle
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Joey yeah you know my Gemini nature I like that I don't know just ranting over here we did yoga this morning we really
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grounded ourselves we really did it was so nice I know we're getting back I think like spring is coming so I feel
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like we can get back into the swing of like I really fell out of my workout routine in the winter well it was so
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nice driving today and not having it be pitch black it was getting lighter it was like 5 :0 probably when I left the
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house and it was already light out yeah which was sick and then on my way home today on my way see I said to myself
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this is why you got to wake up early CU you just don't know what's going on around you you don't know what you're
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going to run into you just don't know this morning I'm coming back for my yoga class and I passed a farm and there was
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cows that like escaped this farm and they were on the front lawn of the neighborhood I love this so much and
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there's just a cop like standing on this guy's front lack and him like what's a cop going to do about a cow he just he
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beened he's been trained in the matter is that he's been trained in Bine matters is that did they tell you what
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to do if a Bine escapes I don't know possibly that's crazy that's crazy it was so funny I was laughing so hard I
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was like cry laughing by myself I love it I think it's very small town uh Vibes it really was I was like am I am I just
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in the midwest all am I where am I it was cute though cows are crossing the road just like three big ass cows just
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in somebody's front lawn hell yeah I'd be pissed if that was my friend lawn yeah I I feel like they'd [ __ ] up your
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lawn real bad I would kind of love it though I would love it but then afterwards I feel like I'd be like yeah
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but honestly their manure is some of the best soil that's true but not want to leave that on my yard cuz that' be big
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sank stinky it's very true you know look at you looking to the bright side you're
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all grounded and [ __ ] I am I'm very grounded I love that I had a good coffee that's good I had a great coffee there's
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cool things happening yes but um I think you'll know about them by now yeah I think I'm going to stop teasing these
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things because um I'm so confused about what episodes come out when it'd be super dope if we could just like put
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them out when we wanted to just like don't know where or when these come out and I apologize for that um we won't be
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confused forever uh but it's right now I just don't know if what episode is coming out so if if it are if the bonus
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episode already happened was wasn't that [ __ ] cool and if it hasn't happened exciting so there's that
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God Christ almighty Christ on a cracker Christ on a biscuit Jesus was a biscuit was a bis yet that's who said that on
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drag race um I have no idea oh my God everyone's screaming at who's a drag race fan
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L Mikey's not here today I know or Mikey would be screaming at there you go you know when it's like right in the
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Forefront of your face and you're like oh God yep all right well we we yoga we cowed we Jesus was a biscuit we did all
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all the important things yeah we have for made yeah and now we're going to talk about a wild Survivor tale that I
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think is probably one of our most requested yes cases it is this is a doozy this is a doozy of a
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case and a doozy of a human I mean in the best way I don't think there's a single person more resilient Bionic
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Woman yeah truly unbelievable tale yeah so this is wild let's get into it we're going to be talking about Alice and
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Botha today Alice and Botha she was born September 22nd 1967 in Port Elizabeth South Africa to Brian and Claire colier
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or Kier according to Allison her house growing up was a place of unconditional love which she got from both of her
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parents she said often as we were growing up I love this my mother would take us aside and tell us how special we
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were she would always add though that this did not mean that we were above or better than others but we had our own
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inner value oh my God I love that I'm going to do that [ __ ] when I have kids it's like take your child decide just to
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be like I love that like you're so special yeah but like you're you're not above anybody or not like more special
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than somebody else but you are like I love that that's great sadly despite the love and support and the happy household
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that they had 10 years after Allison was born Brian and Claire uh did end up divorcing it was about 1977 when the
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divorce was finalized and Allison and her brother Neil continued living with their mom but luckily they still saw
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their dad on a pretty regular schedule oh good the divorce obviously created a pretty like less than ideal situation to
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raise two kids but it's on like Brian and Claire really made the best of it they made sure that Allison and Neil
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always had what they needed and were always thriving good for them yeah very mature Allison led a pretty normal life
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in Port Elizabeth where she went to Collegiate High School uh during her senior year in 1985 she was named head
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girl which is an honor that kind of came as a shock for her she did not expect this at all damn she said I was always
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considered bright but I knew I did not apply myself to the fullest in my last few years at school I wasn't good at any
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sport and I didn't really shine in any one area so I guess I thought I wouldn't be good enough to be a head girl damn
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but whether she realized it or not the teachers and the head mistress at the col at Collegiate High School thought
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very highly of her yeah they described her as a mature young woman of the utmost integrity and sound moral
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values like the the term head girl just it makes me think of like Harry Potter yes and uh it's that it just sounds so
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prestigious that I can't fully comprehend it it does like I want to be head girl I think imagine being head per
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anything yeah at in school like wow that's like really really impressive yeah that [ __ ] did not happen for me I
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made you head [ __ ] in charge at my wedding you did that's true yeah so I got to do that instead of Made of Honor
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I said head [ __ ] in charge hell yeah well when Allison graduated from high school she felt that the honor she'
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earned in her final year gave everybody this impression that she was a high achiever and would continue her
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education and P pursue a very impressive career but she said the truth was I had
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no idea what I wanted to do with my life which I feel like a lot of people feel that way when high school is over like
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it's really not like that's not unheard of at all no you're 18 years old like most of the time you have you're still a
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baby and there's so many options at your fingertips I feel like people are like expect you to have like exactly what you
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want to do figured out and for a lot of people that's just not the case yeah for
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sure when she was younger Allison had always dreamed of becoming a writer or maybe a poet but now that she was in a
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position to pursue whatever goal she wanted she just couldn't figure out which direction to go in well cuz it it
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really can feel like the whole world is your oyster yeah like you know you mean like when you're that young and you're
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just like start you like I can choose anything which is awesome how do I narrow it down too many options it's
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awesome but exactly it's overwhelming it's a great problem to have yeah well as always Claire supported her daughter
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suggesting that she just take a secretarial course while she considered some of her options and she said if
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nothing else you'll learn some new skills that will apply with whatever you do for sure and it turned out that that
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course was a really good decision for Allison's future career because when she finished it up she took a job as an
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insurance broker a job she enjoyed and was really good at although she hadn't pursued a high stress career as like a
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doctor or lawyer as several of her teachers and classmates thought that she might by the time she reached her mid
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20s she was building a respectable career for herself and she was really happy good for her so she was like
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living her best life she just she was just going for it yeah well on the afternoon of December 18th 199 4 Allison
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met up with her friend Kim and Kim's son Devon and Jared for just an evening on the beach in Port Elizabeth just like a
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nice little friend hangout H they hung out at the beach for a little while and then they went back to Kim's apartment
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that night and they were joined by their mutual friends Phil and Richard who just
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stopped by unannounced and Allison said it had been one of those wonderfully spontaneous evenings a which I love I
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love that they chatted for a while they enjoyed the nice weather and then they decided to go to Allison's apartment
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where they ordered a pizza and played a board game just like cute little night friends being dudes sounds like a fun
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night to me yeah when the night finally came to an end a little after midnight Phil and Richard left and Allison had
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promised Kim that she would drive her home that night so she was driving Kim back to her apartment and then she got
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back to her own house a little after or a little before excuse me 1: in the morning mhm she circled the block a few
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times looking for a place to park and the place where she usually parked wasn't open which was like very close to
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the apartment she finally spotted an open space just just a few dozen feet from her front door now the neighborhood
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that she lived in wasn't like a rough area but the spot was further from her apartment than she preferred yeah and it
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was in a dark part of the street there was like a tree covering the lights I hate that you have to worry about this
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yeah you shouldn't have to worry about that at all so she hesitated for a few seconds and was like maybe I should find
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something better but she was like whatever like I I she really wanted to go in and take a shower yeah you just
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want to go to your house yeah so she pulled in the spot put her car into park she said later I adjust turned off the
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engine and flicked off the headlights it was so routine I did it all in one swift
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movement before opening the driver side door she reached over to the passenger seat to gather up a pile of clean
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laundry and she suddenly felt a gust of warm air rush into the car as somebody opened the door holy [ __ ] she looked up
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just in time to see what she described as a scrawny tallish young man with light blonde hair just push his head
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into her car no she also noticed a long thin knife in his hand I hate this he immediately put the blade up to her
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throat and said move over or I'll kill you and she said his voice was quiet and controlled she had never seen him before
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but he seemed to know exactly what he was doing so she just without thinking slid over to the passenger seat and he
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got in behind the wheel that's horrifying which I feel like she did the best thing you could in that situation
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you have to try to be as calm as possible what are you supposed to do he's got a knife to your throat like I
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don't know what I would do I don't either so as he drove he kept the knife close on the seat next to him close to
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the door he fumbled with the dashboard trying to find the control for the lights and then asked her how to turn
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them on and told her don't worry I don't want to hurt you I just want to use your
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car for about an hour I feel like then and I'm I'm not saying I would do this I'm saying like when he says something
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like that you just want to be like then take the car yeah like why do I have to be car why do I have to be here you just
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have it well you can take it for more than an hour she basically said that I was going to say I'm sure she was just
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like you can take this yeah eventually she said that but at when he said it she was so confused and also completely
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terrified this is a horrifying situation I can't even fathom your brain working in that situation no way so she just
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didn't say anything she was just sitting there like stunned and she contemplated
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opening the passenger door door and jumping out but she said she felt strangely immobilized and just couldn't
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bring herself to do or say anything of course now they had him been driving long when he broke the silence and said
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you live in number one don't you so he knew exactly where she lived what the [ __ ] and she said it was less of a
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question than a statement like he was clearly letting her know that he'd been watching her and like oh I know you live
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here knew exactly where she horrifying he asked what her name was and thinking on her feet she told him her name was
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Susan she didn't give him her real name even that I don't know that I would think to do that I don't think I would
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think to do that I really don't you're like cuz I'm I'm nervous just listening to this I can't imagine being in it and
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to think on your toes like that already I'm like damn just smart survival like skills you know so he said he said his
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name was Clinton which was not true but hoping to appeal to his Humanity she started asking questions about him
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figuring that if he could see her as an ordinary person and they could just strike up a conversation he would let
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her go without hurting her another smart tactic very smart that takes a lot of like wherewithal control and like
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keeping yourself calm to do because otherwise you're just going to freak out I mean my voice would be shaking I'd be
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I'd just be crying think I'd be able to yeah I would definitely be that's just out of fear and I wouldn't know what
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questions to even ask that's the thing well unfortunately that plan didn't quite pan out because in a harsh
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tone he answered her and said I'd rather not tell you anything about me just wouldn't say anything I hate
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that so when that didn't work she did what you were just saying and said why don't you just take my car I'll go I'm
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not going to say anything to anybody just take the car yeah but he told her no and said he just wanted company
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I hate this so much terrifying he explained to her that he had a friend who stole his TV and he said he was
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driving to go find him and get some money that he owed him which is just that story is strange yeah so she grew
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increasingly fearful as they just drove further and further away from her apartment and further from the city
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proper until they ended up in a part of the city that she hadn't been to in several years and was almost entirely
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unfamiliar to her they approached a large group of people on the sidewalk talk and quote unquote Clinton slowed
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down and started scanning the crowd clearly getting more and more agitated and muttering under his breath like he
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was looking for somebody and obviously he hadn't found whoever he was looking for so he jerked the car down a side
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street and did a loop around and then slowed down to scan this crowd a second time and then it appeared he found
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whoever he was looking for so he slowed the car to a stop and a short man dressed in all black approached the
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driver's side neither of them said anything to each other but Clinton slid the driver's seat forward and the second
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man climbed into the back seat oh I be so scared like oh my God I can't imagine cuz now there's two men there's two men
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in this car with like in your car I hate this and it's like 1 it's after 1:00 a.m. so Clinton told the other man meet
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my friend Susan and just started driving back to the main road [ __ ] so he gestured to the man now riding along
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with them in the back seat and told Allison this is tons and the man the two men talked Clinton drove but Allison was
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too nervous to even follow what they were saying she just caught a few words here and there yeah and instead she was
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trying to keep her attention focused on the landscape outside of the car and was
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also hoping at the same time that she might catch the attention of another driver yeah but nobody seemed to be
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paying any attention to what was happening outside their own vehicles and even if you saw this yeah think
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anything's weird cuz it's just three people in a car driving and a lot of people don't want to intervene with that
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stuff oh yeah that comes up which is really scary it is scary So eventually it occurred to Allison that they had
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been driving for quite some time and they seem to be headed along the beach towards Summer strand a suburb of Port
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Elizabeth about five or so miles outside of City Limits so they were kind of just
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like in the middle of nowhere yeah as they got further from the city they stopped talking the two men just stopped
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talking completely and the car was filled with an unbearable silence in her head Allison convinced her that they
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were just taking the long way to visit this friend as Clinton had indicated earlier but the further and further they
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got from Port Elizabeth the less likely it was all seeming so finally when they'
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put the lights of Port Elizabeth behind them Clinton broke the silence and told Allison tians doesn't speak good
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English okay now the sound of his voice jolted Allison out of a panicked State and brought her back into reality the
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statement seemed to come out of nowhere and wasn't followed by anything else which she thought was very strange yeah
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but now with her attention focused on what was happening in the car it occurred to her that Clinton was
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starting to slow down as they were reaching a wooded area oh God yeah so as that happened he made a u-turn and
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pulled the car onto a small path that led down to the beach driving the car right up to the sand until they reached
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a dark isolated spot among the trees about 300 ft away from the road the fear she must have felt as this car is just
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slowing down you're in the middle of nowhere apprehensible to strangers who are just being weird like obviously
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they've abducted you at knife Point first of all and they're just being weird and creepy and quiet and just as a
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woman being alone with two men you don't know is this regardless of whether they're being threatening or not I'm
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sorry just automatically is very very scary yeah for them to be this weird and threatening and to be driving you into
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an isolated area of a wooded area would be I mean like my nervous system is in Orbit right now just thinking about it
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even just being like not even like completely alone with two strangers that are men being like with friends and then
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two strangers that you don't know that are men is scary like I've had that experience you don't know what they're
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about yeah you don't know what's going to happen exactly I just I do want to I mean some
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I think a lot of people know this story but if you don't I do just want to forewarn you that there's going to be
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talk about a very intense sexual assault and rape yeah it is extremely graphic yeah very
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graphic I did my best to make it a little less graphic but it's kind of impossible to take it fully away yeah so
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and we got to tell the story for what it is so Clinton brought the car to a stop
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under a cluster of trees and tian's got out leaving Allison completely alone now
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in the car with her abductor and Clinton sexually assaulted Allison at this point
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piece of [ __ ] and this was all while T was just like sitting on the hood of the
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car my God just like got out of the the car knew that this was going to happen [ __ ] monsters and then when Clinton
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was finished sexually assaulting Allison he called tian's into the car and Tion started to do the same thing also
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sexually assaulted her but moments later he shouted no I can't do this and he got
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out of the car and sat back down on the hood and just smoked a cigarette instead
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of like trying to stop this at all what the [ __ ] he couldn't bring himself to continue assaulting her but he wasn't
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going to be he wasn't going to be a good person and try to stop it no no so when
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he finished his cigarette he hopped down from the hood and looked back at the car
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and looking at Clinton he yelled fron oops Yeah not not his real name Clinton fron is his real name very
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bright it was the first time that Allison had heard the name of her attacker so she just started repeating
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it over and over again in her head like silently determined not to forget his name but almost as if he knew what she
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was doing fron looked over at her and said if we take you into town now you're going to go to the police it was almost
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like he could sense it she tried to assure him that she wasn't going to say anything to anybody but neither of them
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would be convinced and one of them then said to the other what do you think um Nick would want us to do with her what
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the [ __ ] um Nick Allison recognized as another name for Satan what the [ __ ] o is like a South
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African um word it basically it's it's akin to Uncle for us it's like a sign of respect so umnik they were referring to
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Satan Satan's also known as old Nick which I didn't realize that is weird but I was looking into it the other night or
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like I don't mean weird I mean like that's different yeah it's different he so he looks at the other guy say do
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think Uncle Satan would want us to do with her yeah he doesn't exist I don't think he's going to give you yeah
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exactly I don't think he's going to weigh in here well when she's sitting there and she said she thought to
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herself like what does Satan have to do with this what the [ __ ] are you talking
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about but she didn't know what to do so tion's answered I think he wants us to kill her they're just having this ation
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yes and they're just acting like like this is all normal like they're not acting freaked out or anything like that
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like they're acting just like this is another Tu conversation yeah so fron then instructed Allison to get out of
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the car and remove all of her clothing which she did because at this point she's just I would I would do the same
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thing I was going to say I just don't know what else she would and remember he has a knife and the two of them have
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just bured her so when she'd taken off all her clothes he gestured at the rings on her hand and told her to even take
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those off and tition quickly grabbed them like snatched them out of her hands the next
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thing she knew she was knocked to the ground and fron was choking her and they made her take off those rings so she
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couldn't be identified mhm later she said I was I was surprised by how strong he had become this man knew what he was
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doing and he was determined to do it and we will find out he knew what he was doing because this was not the first
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time they had attacked somebody Allison managed to get a few words out while he was choking her just
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begging him not to kill her but all Fran said was sorry while he continued violently choking her until she lost
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Consciousness so he's standing like straddling over her choking her into unconsciousness and
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apologizing but still doing it but like that adds such a layer of just I would like of Terror to this whole thing
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apologizing while you're doing this yeah and just Contin stopping it's horrifying
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so she regained Consciousness just a short time later and realized she was still on the ground and she's looking
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around and she sees that she's surrounded by trash and broken bottles one of the men was crouched over her and
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she couldn't see what he was doing all she saw was his arm swinging wildly back and forth in front of her face oh God
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but then it occurred to her and she thought my God he's slashing my throat holy [ __ ] she couldn't see really what
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was happening obviously cuz it's like she can't look down and see it and she didn't feel any pain in this moment but
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she quote could hear the flesh split oh my God yep what this woman has and this isn't
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this is just the tip of the iceberg oh this is just just that going through that I don't know what you do after that
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but like oh my God it would later be determined that they had slit her throat 16
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times and she was almost like she was nearly decapitated the fact that this woman is
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aive five and what beasts truly and just [ __ ] wait but that's just Unthinkable this entire
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crime is Unthinkable and it only gets worse humans man sometimes it's like what happened and N these two just
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decided they wanted to do this one day they just decided that they wanted to do this together that's wildly [ __ ] up
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came up with the idea and for two people to get together to do this kind of [ __ ]
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always really it's scary enough throws me off it's scary enough when one person is able to do this kind of thing when
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they can get a team together that all cuz it's like I and we've said this before in other things like the Hillside
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stranglers and all the other kind of T teams that team up and do this like you know Ian and Myra hinley
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um where does that conversation start that's that's the thing that you have to sit there and wonder start and where
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does it start and what has already happened see the other person runs what has already happen to make you feel
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confident that they're going to be cool with you bringing that's the thing because you have to feel real confident
00:24:57
to say to somebody do you think you'd want to just like randomly kill someone for Sport with me
00:25:02
yeah like you have to be very confident to do that I would think and it's like cuz otherwise like what are you going to
00:25:07
say like no I was just kidding like that then the person's going to be like you're that's crazy
00:25:13
by like I just I can't I never get over these things I don't know where you find
00:25:17
one person who's capable of this not that I'm looking and I then where do you find two yeah and how do they find each
00:25:23
other like what [ __ ] evil has to happen in the world for these people to be guided to each other seriously like
00:25:29
what ancient tomb was opened up that released the kind of evil that allows this to happen it's so true so she could
00:25:37
hear her flesh being split open and I don't know if I said this already but it was determined later that they had slid
00:25:42
her throat 16 times 16 times 16 times and that's not it suddenly the attack stopped and her attackers moved away and
00:25:50
she could hear the two men muttering and pacing around near her and then she turned on her stomach stomach in an
00:25:56
effort to protect herself and she said I tried to hold my breath but I realized I
00:26:00
had no control over my breathing I moved my hand up to cover my neck my whole hand disappeared into it but it seemed
00:26:07
to have worked the sound the sound was silenced oh my God I I can't like this is so horrifying
00:26:18
it's insane this poor woman people are depraved this poor woman so she lay on the ground now playing dead she's
00:26:25
completely she has the this woman has her throat has been slit 16 times to the point of near being decapitated and she
00:26:32
has the wherewithal to play dead that's the thing it's like this woman throughout this entire thing the the
00:26:40
sharp [ __ ] mind on Allison is un [ __ ] match and just the will to survive like
00:26:48
she's I can't say enough like I just I'm I'm a astounded I'm astounded I'm my flabs have been gasted there's not a
00:26:57
word to describe how incredible how incredible she is my Timbers have been shivered just I'm shook by all of the
00:27:04
above like she is to have that kind of brand I I can't even every statement you think of like I
00:27:11
was just going to say she's a force to be reckoned with not that's not enough that's not enough so she just lays there
00:27:17
on the ground pretending to be dead she can hear the two of them talking over her and they're talking in afro cons at
00:27:22
this point and they're rumaging around through her car and one of them asks the other they're like do you think she's
00:27:27
dead and the other one responded no one can survive that wrong except Allison wrong [ __ ] [ __ ] now a few
00:27:36
seconds later she heard the engine start and then rev a few times of course yeah
00:27:40
you got of course you got to as the car just revers swinging around kids yeah swinging around the car reversed and
00:27:47
drove back out onto the main road she was finally completely alone but she was obviously in very bad shape such bad
00:27:53
shape she didn't even know that she was in at this point and she was almost sure
00:27:57
she was going to die here so wanting to do anything she could to help the authorities catch her Killers she
00:28:03
started writing in the sand my God as she's laying there nearly decapitated and there's other stuff that I'm going
00:28:09
to get into that happened that she hasn't even realized yet but she's laying there writing in the sand she
00:28:16
wrote frons then underneath she wrote teens cuz I don't know if she knew how to spell tons or I mean she's she's in a
00:28:24
state right now yeah and then just before losing Consciousness She Wrote I love Mom oh my God and traced it in a
00:28:31
square so that it would be like very obvious oh oh my God the strength that that must
00:28:39
have taken her body is actively shutting down and you're trying and she's writing
00:28:44
down valuable information for investigators so that they can't do this again to someone else exactly like
00:28:50
exactly so later she said she would remember this moment with remarkable Clarity she said it was as if I'd cut
00:28:56
moing feeling like her spirit had left her body just floating she said as I hovered there I recognized the person
00:29:02
down below I knew it was me and I felt such a strong connection to that bleeding mangled girl lying on her
00:29:07
stomach wow and in that moment she said it occurred to her that she'd only just started her life cuz she was 27 years
00:29:14
old holy [ __ ] she hadn't achieved really any of the things that she hoped she would do so as thoughts just rised
00:29:21
through her head she suddenly caught a glimmer of lights out of the corner of her eye during the attack everything
00:29:26
obviously seemed so far away but it turned out that they actually weren't very far from the main road at all she
00:29:32
remembered the headlights were enough of an inspiration to try for me to try to reach a place where someone might at
00:29:37
least find me even if I was dead wow so despite her absolutely profound injuries
00:29:45
she managed to push herself up onto her knees how as soon as she did something felt very wrong she reached down to her
00:29:54
stomach and felt something she described as something tepid wet and slimy looking down she could see that
00:30:01
her intestines were exposed and hanging out of her stomach holy [ __ ] her intestines were literally falling out of
00:30:13
her stomach she said it was horrifying there was just so much of me on the outside I tried to scoop it all up with
00:30:21
my hands but everything just slithered away again because you're liter how do you survive this
00:30:28
how do you survive this oh I'm just like I'm holding my own stomach just sitting
00:30:33
here like I and how do you do that to somebody stab them to the point that their intestines are pouring out by the
00:30:42
way so in addition to her her throat being slashed 16 times they stabbed her in the abdomen over 50
00:30:51
times to the point that her intestines were now spilling out of her how were they ever she's alive how were they ever
00:30:58
let out oh yeah cuz spoiler sorry spoiler L but I think you should know right off the bat that they got let out
00:31:03
like they got let out how were they let out I I'll get to it I think they served
00:31:08
17 years maybe a little more and got out because there was uh it's similar to what happened here with the Constitution
00:31:15
where um life sentences became unconstitutional it was it was I think it was literally the same year 2004
00:31:21
we'll get to it but yeah yeah holy [ __ ] yeah so she still crazy she must have just been in complete shock and there
00:31:31
must have been like so much adrenaline coursing through her veins because of this like that's what your body does so
00:31:36
she still wasn't experiencing any pain but the sight of her intestines and the considerable wound in her stomach
00:31:42
unnerved her and for the first time the gravity of the situation struck her yeah
00:31:47
so she starts groping around with one hand just trying to find something cuz she she had taken off clothes so she
00:31:53
knew maybe they were right there they had left her shirt sock I know so she found that lying in the sand and used it
00:32:01
to tie around her abdomen just to keep her insides in place literally tourniquets herself [ __ ]
00:32:08
to keep her intestines in place my God and then she just started crawling toward the road all the while debris and
00:32:17
bits of broken glass are cutting her knees and hands open as she's crawling and her intestines are still spilling
00:32:24
out of her and she's having to like oh and she's basically decapitated for she yeah exactly in in case you forgot she's
00:32:31
also nearly decapitated and that's not hyperbolic no like medically she's literally medically like her half of her
00:32:38
thyroid was sitting outside of her her neck I I swear to you the next time I have a
00:32:47
[ __ ] complaint oh some dumbass complaint punch me in the [ __ ] face I probably won't do that because my God
00:32:55
but I'll remind you of this story my God the the perspective that this will give
00:33:03
you is beyond it's it's beyond I get to the point like I got to the point reading this I was telling Drew about it
00:33:10
when I was like putting it together I was like telling him about it and I just got to the point where I was like I
00:33:13
don't even have words left that's thing like you really don't I don't even have words left to describe this story
00:33:18
describe this woman like yeah it's Tru Unthinkable I can't believe what she survived and what she was able to walk
00:33:26
away like not walk away from but you know what I mean yeah so badly injured and only having one free hand at this
00:33:32
point because one of them is uh keeping her neck together oh and realistically only she doesn't even have a free hand
00:33:37
cuz she's keeping her intestines together and trying to keep her head together so her progress was slow and
00:33:44
exhausting because again her body is shutting down but when she reached the clearing where the attack had first
00:33:49
started she collapsed on a pile of rocks and felt like she couldn't go any further because I you can't imagine what
00:33:55
this had to have taken and she's rapidly losing blood at the same time so then it
00:34:00
occurred to her though she wasn't even thinking of herself in this moment she said it occurred to her that if anybody
00:34:06
found her there like so far away from the scene there would be a large trail of blood behind her and they would know
00:34:11
that she struggled and suffered and she didn't want that for her friends and family Allison are you a real are you a
00:34:21
person she's a like a saint like what are you she is a goddess I'm so impressed with with her mind to think
00:34:29
like I'm just like what like that mind of hers and that like I don't know I don't know what what she is but like
00:34:36
that that mind and soul is something that I I don't think you come across often no to have the capacity to think
00:34:43
about the reaction of your friends and family and like just that you wouldn't want them to be that heartbroken and
00:34:50
know you what you went through wow insane like in a good way yeah so the in at this point was taking too long and
00:34:59
she knew that if she was going to get to the road she had to move faster so it took some time but eventually she did
00:35:05
manage to get to her feet but as soon as she was upright everything went black of
00:35:10
course now this moment was deeply confusing because she hadn't lost Consciousness she was still completely
00:35:15
conscious but for some re some reason everything was completely wrong she said my head I realized had flopped backwards
00:35:23
and almost rested between my shoulder blads oh my God she said I hadn't I expected to feel something but was
00:35:30
completely taken aback when my hands seemed to almost disappear inside my body as if I had swallowed myself so
00:35:37
what most likely happened there Elena and I was talking to Elena a little bit about the details of this something had
00:35:42
to have happened where the nerves that like help give you sight were so messed up in that moment that when she flopped
00:35:48
backwards they weren't like maybe registering backwards like pinch the occipital or like you know any kind of
00:35:55
nerve that makes it so you can see and the lights lit literally just went out because there was a kink in the line
00:36:00
insane like that is and when she says her head is resting between her shoulder blad oh my god when
00:36:07
you said I'm literally like I keep grabbing my neck CU I'm just like oh God like I can't that's like like if you put
00:36:14
your head back and look at the sky hers was almost in between your shoulder blades you couldn't physically do that
00:36:20
because you're not decapitated I ask my kids to look up at the ceiling when I wash their hair in the bath and they act
00:36:27
like I asking them I've seen that to do just acrobatics the Lords work and this what yeah oh so that's when she real cuz
00:36:37
that's so that's why she had one free hand at that point because she didn't realize how bad it was while she's
00:36:41
crawling so when she was crawling she was crawling with one hand the other hand was keeping her intestines together
00:36:46
now at this point she tries to stand and that's what happen so now she has no free hands now she's got to hold her
00:36:51
head she's literally holding her head and her abdomen so yeah my God holding her head forward with one hand and
00:36:57
pressing her intestines into her abdomen with the other both if you could see know a picture of us right now I am
00:37:04
clasping my neck with one hand and I have the other hand on top of my head stabilizing my own head holding holding
00:37:11
her stomach and the top of her head and we are both just nodding at each other being like wow this is what she had to
00:37:16
do but with everything spilling out of her and this is just listening to this I am holding all of my body together yeah
00:37:25
so now she's got that's the other thing now she like she's lost all this Blood she's nearly decapitated her intestines
00:37:31
are spilling out and now she's standing and has to have the balance to walk putting one foot in front of the other
00:37:38
keep the lights on I could barely do that and I I'm fully here yeah so she very slowly swung One Foot In Front of
00:37:46
the other just slowly moving in the direction of the main road she said at various points she felt like she was
00:37:50
just going to lose Consciousness again and after what felt like an hour she considered giving up but when she raised
00:37:56
her eyes forward she realized she made it to the road Allison but [ __ ] yeah Allison now she realized she'd reached
00:38:03
her destination which was incredible remarkable in like Beyond but now she needed to get somebody's attention every
00:38:12
fiber of her being just wanted to lay down right there where she was on the pavement but she was on the side of the
00:38:18
road at this point and she knew that by lying on the side of the road she might not be seen missed yeah exactly so
00:38:25
instead she took even more steps and made it to the middle of the road and just lay horizontally down across the
00:38:32
road ensuring that a driver coming in either direction would have to stop or intentionally drive around her wow but
00:38:39
literally thought that was like I'm just going to first of all laying in the middle of the road horrifying scary she
00:38:44
didn't even think of that at that point All Natural Instincts she didn't even think of that she just said they'll have
00:38:49
to swerve around me or they'll they'll see me and they'll stop stop cuz she's also thinking like people are humans
00:38:58
yeah they're not just going to run me over luckily nobody runs her over but people aren't humans but I'm surprised
00:39:04
after what she has been through that she can still trust in humans enough to be like honestly they won't just run me
00:39:09
over honestly you know so at this point she's just relieved to finally rest this
00:39:14
has taken everything and more out of her so she laid down for an in indeterminate
00:39:20
amount of time until finally she heard the hum of an engine from off in the distance and the hum grew closer and
00:39:26
closer until it finally stopped and she could see the headlights from the car bearing down on her and it was just
00:39:32
sitting idle in the road but the driver wasn't getting out she said I frantically waved as fast as I could I
00:39:37
wanted whoever it was to see that I was alive and needed help but the driver didn't make any moves to get out of the
00:39:43
vehicle and for a moment a terrible thought flashed through her mind what if this is them what if this is them
00:39:49
returning to make sure I'm dead luckily it was not but what felt like 15 or maybe even 20 minutes later the engine
00:39:56
revved slight and the car just drove around her and continued down the road whoever that was how do you live
00:40:04
with yourself whoever that was I hope you stub your toe every morning I hope you've never had a good coffee since I
00:40:11
hope you have every [ __ ] tastic thing happened to you every [ __ ] day I hope it's always raining on your side of the
00:40:20
street I hope that you don't like rain I'm without words I I wish you the worst rarely am I speechless person who just
00:40:31
sat there for however long they did because obviously she had no concept of time at this took a look at her I wish
00:40:38
you the very worst which is exactly what you deserve all you had to do is call the
00:40:44
police or just get out and comfort the woman in the Middle Road like hello police that's what like call the police
00:40:50
you have and wait all you have to do is uh be a [ __ ] fellow human like holy [ __ ] and you did you just like go have
00:40:57
dinner with your family after that who knows like what' you do all the rest of your day who knows did you tell someone
00:41:04
did you go somewhere and just be like oh yeah I saw this crazy thing you hope that that person called the police but
00:41:08
it doesn't sound like they did Jesus so her heart is just broken as she's watching her what she feels is her only
00:41:14
hope drive away but yet the more she thought about it she had the wherewithal to have compassion everybody the more
00:41:22
she started to consider why a person might not get out under these circumstances she thought perhaps it was
00:41:27
a woman on her own who was scared to get out of her car maybe the driver sensed danger and thought it was an ambush and
00:41:33
thought I was some sort of decoy she still was able to have compassion for this person and come up with like G like
00:41:40
J not that it's by by no means okay that that person but valid reason to come up
00:41:44
with valid reasons too to like excuse them of their actions is this girl just I mean I I just don't
00:41:52
have words anymore I've lost vocabulary words for what she is this right here is
00:41:56
an etal Optimist TR and just like she's like oh you know what I'll give you the excuses yeah that I hope you needed yeah
00:42:05
so as she just lay there in the middle of the road nearly decapitated intestines filling out she just
00:42:11
considered all the reasons why the driver had left and then she started hearing the sounds of another
00:42:15
approaching car and then she heard voices when she opened her eyes there was a woman standing over her who just
00:42:22
started screaming when she saw Allison's injuries which you honestly can't even blame this woman I think that was just
00:42:27
like an instinctual response I don't blame this woman in the least because I know that was probably awful for Alison
00:42:36
but which like I feel awful about but like I I mean you can't conjure this image in your mind and to see a human a
00:42:43
fellow woman like that lying in the road I can't that would destroy me no it's like horrifying she said later it was
00:42:51
the kind of scream you hear in a cheap in some cheap horror movie and then I realized how awful I must have looked so
00:42:57
the women's screams eventually stopped and Allison started to hear other voices and then she saw the face of a young man
00:43:03
who was a literal [ __ ] hero knel beside her this man forever he looked her directly in the eyes and was
00:43:09
talking but she couldn't really understand what he was saying cuz she's going in and out of Consciousness at
00:43:14
this point and she opened her mouth and tried to speak but obviously no sound came out and the young man responded
00:43:20
telling her just to relax as best as she could and reassured her that help was on
00:43:24
the way I love this man it was too 2:45 a.m. by the time she was discovered in the street meaning this entire course of
00:43:32
events from her abduction to her Discovery had taken no more than 90 minutes oh my God all of that happened
00:43:42
abduction to this point 90 minutes that is an hour and a half everybody I cannot I can't conceive of
00:43:54
that they were able to do that to her in minutes that's how much her life changed
00:43:59
frenzied that attack oh absolutely absolutely and even more badass of her mhm you got all the way out there in
00:44:08
that little of time yes and it probably which to her felt like hours oh I think it felt like days she was zo out there
00:44:14
yeah yeah in this in this [ __ ] economy like in this in this situation she's just zooting out to the road yep
00:44:23
holy [ __ ] yep now Tiana know that wow incredible 90 minutes wow so tion different than
00:44:32
tion this this is a different person elard had been out with friends at a bar that night and was driving just driving
00:44:38
home around 2:30 a.m. when he came upon Allison lying there in the street he was
00:44:43
a Veterinary student so he was familiar with anatomy and immediately started checking her Vital Signs and he also
00:44:50
recognized the severity of her wounds and did everything he could to minimize any further risk he gently tucked an
00:44:57
exposed piece of thyroid back into her throat and then using his own shirt he applied pressure to her neck to slow the
00:45:05
bleeding by then other cars had stopped and there was a great deal of activity in the road other drivers were directing
00:45:11
traffic around them somebody brought a flashlight to tion oh thank goodness people yeah people people peed in a good
00:45:18
way now so there was only one people who peopled in the bad way outside of the attackers obvious and even Allison was
00:45:23
able to give them even Allison gave them the excuse so somebody brought him a flashlight and he was able to get a good
00:45:29
look at her wounds seeing for the first time that her intestines were exposed he
00:45:34
said later I was utterly amazed that this person was still alive considering this second major injury wow so while
00:45:40
they waited for an ambulance tion continued talking to Alison both to keep her calm and conscious until the
00:45:46
ambulance arrived and meanwhile one of the other drivers massaged her legs to keep the the circulation going my god oh
00:45:53
I love this I love this part like this is I'm like okay this is where the humanity is at oh man she saw the she
00:46:00
saw the opposite ends of the spectrum yep that night yep so they could finally hear the siren of the ambulance wailing
00:46:06
in the distance but it still seemed so far away but finally the EMTs were beside them and they loaded Allison onto
00:46:13
the stretcher and into the ambulance and instinctually Tion followed them in and
00:46:18
climbed into the ambulance oh tion under the circumstances nobody bothered to ask
00:46:23
what his relation was he rode all the way to the Hospital holding her hand the entire way I hope tion became a vet yes
00:46:32
I hope he became something that cares for something clearly that is his nature that is your soul sir
00:46:39
yeah incredible beautiful it wasn't until they arrived to the hospital and a doctor appeared that anybody even paid
00:46:45
any attention to him and they just ushered him out of the way because she had to be brought to surgery he finally
00:46:51
let go of Allison's hand but not before he leaned in and assured her he was not going to leave her alone he would he
00:46:57
would be there when she woke up oh my God yes I know I love I love this years later Allison would credit her survival
00:47:05
in large part to him who she described as her Lifeline that night my God I know so by the time the surgeon arrived at
00:47:13
the hospital the other doctors had managed really only to get Allison's name and her mother's phone number
00:47:18
before she went she lost Consciousness again based on the extent of her trauma the surgeon Dr vodia an Angelov was
00:47:27
stunned that she had even managed to stay alive oh yeah after checking her vital signs he did his best not to
00:47:33
reveal his surprise to the patient who was just slipping in and out of Consciousness and according to Dr anelo
00:47:39
Allison looked like a quote creature straight out of a Dickens novel she looked like a corpse cuz you have to
00:47:44
think the amount of blood she lost she must be gray and just yeah dead literally like on the brink of death
00:47:53
yeah once they cleaned her off and moved her into surgery they could see the extent of the wounds Dr Angelov said her
00:47:59
neck had been split open almost from ear to ear I've seen many injuries as a doctor but the severe cruelty of the
00:48:06
wounds really shocked me wow her thyroid had been sliced nearly in half and had tition not thought to push it back into
00:48:14
her throat she would have died ton if he hadn't done that she would have died this is teamwork her larynx had been
00:48:22
separated from her trachea oh my most of the muscles intended in the front and sides of her neck had been sliced and
00:48:29
just retracted into the base of her skull holy [ __ ] and the wound to her abdomen was equally horrific like we
00:48:35
said her intestines had been exposed and you probably weren't even thinking now they're covered in sand dirt and other
00:48:41
debris I actually as soon as you said she was crawling in the sand my first thought was like oh my God her
00:48:47
intestines are covered and just holy [ __ ] but her intestines had also sustained several stab wounds her actual
00:48:55
intestines which is so [ __ ] so bad oh yeah you could go into um septic in a SE
00:49:01
in a incredible that she did I'm astounded she did yeah Additionally the stab wounds to her stomach had caused
00:49:08
her abdominal muscles to collapse around the area of that wound wow but after 3 and 1 half hours of cleaning and
00:49:15
stitching wounds they finally had stabilized Allison and she was taken to the Intensive Care
00:49:20
Unit while those while the surgeons worked to close Allison's wound other hospital staff had contacted her poor
00:49:26
mother Claire oh I can't imagine getting that phone call my God but Claire started a kind of phone tree to inform
00:49:33
everybody in Allison's life of what had happened and finally when she was out of
00:49:38
surgery the family was allowed to see her and CLA rushed to the hospital to be right by her side and when she entered
00:49:43
Allison's room she said she was shocked by what she saw CLA said she looked frightened she was filthy her face was
00:49:50
swollen her eyes were filled with blood and bulged out of her head and she had tubes and pipes everywhere oh my God
00:49:56
there was a cage over her lower body keeping blankets off of her and there was this massive bandage across her
00:50:02
throat imagine seeing her baby like that like somebody did that to your baby there wouldn't be a safe
00:50:12
[ __ ] corner of this Earth in the Galaxy no just you can't even you could go light yours away and I would
00:50:19
travel there and find you out the atmosphere without me following like that's I feel
00:50:26
immensely for her mother for having to see that so despite her injuries Allison was awake and did her best to Mom
00:50:35
because she's got to entertain her visitors because she's a good Hostess as well yeah that's Alison laying in the
00:50:41
hospital under all all those circumstances and is like hi Mom hey the fact she could even [ __ ] talk is like
00:50:47
her larynx was separated from her trachea yeah yeah and she's like hey Mom hey so she tried to explain she she
00:50:56
tried to sit there and explain what had happened to her mom but her voice was too horse to say much gee I wonder why
00:51:02
but she just insisted that the police needed to catch the men who had done this to her and it took more than a few
00:51:07
minutes before she realized that in addition to her mother there was another young man in the room it was tion tion
00:51:13
it was tion the man who stayed with her while they waited for the ambulance so she just thanked him profusely and did
00:51:19
her best to hug him oh my God outside the room the attending physician Dr Coleman detailed the extent of Al wounds
00:51:27
to her family explaining that her head like I said had almost been severed from her body she had also remember been
00:51:34
sexually assaulted oh yeah he said I fought in the Rhian Bush war and I've never seen anyone with injuries like
00:51:40
this survive those wounds were gross beyond belief my goodness he explained that her Outlook was not good because
00:51:47
even if she survived the first few days there was still an incredibly high risk of infection from all the debris found
00:51:54
along her intestines and the injury to her throat was equally serious it was very possible for the wound to develop a
00:52:01
thick scar tissue that could potentially choke her Airway holy [ __ ] so even though they were able to get everything
00:52:08
back in order think of that scar tissue could have formed and like the inside and literally like pushed back into her
00:52:15
Airway yeah my God yep you don't even think of that no although the Outlook was Grim Claire was confident that her
00:52:22
daughter would survive she said she was confident that God had not allowed her daughter to make it this far only to
00:52:27
take her a few days later wow within a few days visitors started to show up to Allison's room every few hours including
00:52:33
of course her father her brother and a ton of friends and family and when she was finally stable she was visited by
00:52:39
two police officers now that she was out of danger and she was able to speak more
00:52:44
clearly she described her attackers to the police and told them that their names were frons and tians fortunately
00:52:51
one of the officers Nadia swanpool thought that she actually might have had an interaction with these two men at a
00:52:57
shopping mall a few days earlier which was confirmed the following day when Allison identified them both in a photo
00:53:04
lineup holy [ __ ] what are the odds cuz these are they're just out here being [ __ ] menaces in every way you can
00:53:10
think a few days later another police officer uh Melvin humle showed up at Allison's bedside and he explained that
00:53:18
he was now the lead detective on the case and wanted to inform her that they had arrested fron dutoit and tion's
00:53:24
Krueger and they'd found her car wow they were already out on bail pending a trial for another rape charge
00:53:33
so humle assured Allison that neither man would be eligible for bail now so they attacked her when they were already
00:53:40
out on bail for raping another woman so they're just [ __ ] monsters monsters pure monsters monsters by that point
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Allison had been in the hospital for almost 2 weeks a news about her attack had spread throughout the count the
00:53:53
country the Press was obviously eager to talk to her had been harassing Claire which I'm like really like come on yeah
00:54:00
day and night they're harassing her in most cases you would assume somebody in Allison's position would probably just
00:54:05
want to avoid talking about this ordeal at all and not want to be anywhere near strangers you totally understand that
00:54:11
you would yeah you'd give her every Grace in the world but she felt compelled to tell her story she was
00:54:16
still in such a fragile condition though that interviews had to wait but she was
00:54:20
willing to give them holy [ __ ] just to make sure that like every word got out the story was told yeah so she remained
00:54:27
in the hospital obviously for several more weeks and during that time her attackers were arrested and prosecuted
00:54:32
for her attempted murder which honestly they should have just been prosecuted for murder because that's what this
00:54:37
would have been that's I hate attemp we've gone through that before but like this is murder yeah this is murder yep
00:54:45
they walked away from somebody they after decapitating her and slashing her throat 16 times and stabbing her in the
00:54:53
abdomen upwards of 50 times exposing her intestines after raping her violently yep and choking her as well to the point
00:55:02
of unconsciousness if you tell me that is not murder that's stupid as [ __ ] no that's that is that is murder but the
00:55:11
but Allison's just stronger than they are she's just better than them and she should not be punished for being
00:55:16
stronger than they are exactly because it's like that's not that's not aemp that's not like oops I didn't do it
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right no they did it right yeah Allison's just stronger than that she's just an Aly it's like they did it they
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they overdid it in fact they overkilled her they did and for them to not consider that like they're needed to be
00:55:35
some kind of break from precedence yeah where they sat there and said this is murder because this case a break from
00:55:41
precedence doesn't mean that this is not murder y let's be real here it drives me
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[ __ ] nuts it it has always pissed me attemped murder drives me nuts to be him with but when it's this flagrant it's a
00:55:56
whole it's like it I don't there needs to be a different precedent there just needs to be there absolutely does cuz
00:56:02
this makes me so angry yeah [ __ ] so she's in the hospital she's reading updates in the papers and she was
00:56:08
surprised by how quote disheveled and terrified they both looked in the photographs because when they were
00:56:14
around her they were acting completely normal but now they look like [ __ ] it's
00:56:17
like you're not scared you're scared you got caught the Press had dubbed the pair
00:56:21
the Nord Hoke Nord Hoke rippers which is like don't give them a nickname and of course
00:56:27
there was reports that they claimed to be satanists to Allison the claims of Satanism seemed like a ploy to lessen
00:56:32
the severity of what they had done like they weren't acting of their own free will when they very much were I am 100%
00:56:38
with her on that yeah 100% now if friends and tans had hoped to influence the court with their claims of Satan you
00:56:45
know Satan's influence only the Press seemed interested in their religious or spiritual beliefs the judge and the
00:56:51
prosecutor could give less of a couldn't give less of a [ __ ] they had no interest
00:56:55
in their beliefs and remained focused on the cruelty and the utter brutality of their crimes after multiple days the two
00:57:02
finally went before the court where they pleaded guilty to eight charges including kidnapping rape and attempted
00:57:08
murder during all of this she learn Allison learned various things about her attackers from the papers fron she
00:57:15
learned was the son of a police officer oh which uh naturally came as a surprise
00:57:20
to her wow the son of a police officer she also learned that they had attacked uh another woman on December 4th but
00:57:29
according to fron the urge to kill her had passed once he raped her wow so he would have killed that
00:57:35
woman it was just the urge passed when he was done assaulting her wow from their statements in court she learned
00:57:42
that they had just been out drinking earlier in the day and decided to prowl the streets looking for a woman to
00:57:48
attack tion said we wanted a nice car and a nice woman our goal was to find the woman take her car kidnap her rape
00:57:55
her and then kill her and he said this like he was just like rattling off items from a grocery list
00:58:00
well like what we plan to do then like yeah I was just going to go to the bar I was going to run to the grocery store
00:58:05
after I grab like apples bananas and oranges yeah but he's like we're going to kidnap a woman rape her and then kill
00:58:12
her what like what you just sat around and shot the [ __ ] about that and we like
00:58:19
this you know what we should do tonight instead of literally anything else what I can't I I yeah not in my
00:58:30
wildest like I my brain just will not even attempt to comprehend that no so both men seemed arrogant and cruel to
00:58:39
Allison and me but she was determined not to let them dominate her life going forward the judge did sentence them both
00:58:45
to life in prison without the possibility for perole and Allison was released from the hospital with a new
00:58:50
appreciation for life and a determination to tell her story of complete resilience and the years
00:58:57
following her attack she focused on recovery and on processing the trauma that she experienced she said the one
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thing I do have control over is choice I have the freedom to choose how I will respond to it I have the choice to make
00:59:09
of it what I must and learn from it wow she also recognized the role that she played in her own Survival focusing on
00:59:15
her will to survive rather than the randomness of luck she was like nah I did that [ __ ] which I love Yeah cuz that
00:59:21
was not luck that was that was 100% she is a wrong anomaly of nature yes that I don't
00:59:30
know if there's another like how many Alison are there in the world one how many Almas are there in the world truly
00:59:38
so she told her reporter in 2006 believing that I could live the night of my attack and seeing the miraculous
00:59:43
result of that belief is a great achievement for me like that's an understatement you can do [ __ ]
00:59:48
anything mhm once she had physically healed she started giving interviews and speaking publicly about her experience
00:59:53
and the path to recovery she said said when I first started speaking publicly I noticed that most people were interested
00:59:59
in my amazing survival and physical recovery but as the years have gone by I have found more and more people have
01:00:05
been Have Become interested in my mental and spiritual Rejuvenation which I could
01:00:09
imagine in time she became a symbol of Hope and resilience to countless young women across South Africa who themselves
01:00:17
had experienced sexual violence but were denied Justice or were unable to tell their stories damn and it's those women
01:00:23
that Allison wanted to make a difference with and they were they became the central premise of her story she said
01:00:29
you must know that you are special and value yourself it's what got me through my attack wow mhm and that was and her
01:00:36
she said she grew up being told you're special pulled into the other room and said like you're special that stayed
01:00:42
with her that's stuck that was a foundation that her mother laid wow yeah I love that that came back around yep we
01:00:49
do that yeah that's amazing now this I love in 1997 her life changed dramatically for a second time in a good
01:00:56
way when she married teeny Botha they met years earlier and had lost touch actually but they reconnected at a party
01:01:04
one night where they ran into each other unexpectedly oh I love it so they got married in 1997 February 1997 and
01:01:11
despite being told that she would likely be un unable to have children due to her
01:01:14
abdominal injury she has since given birth to two children holy [ __ ] she said maybe I survived because I was meant to
01:01:22
bring these two boys into the world for them to grow up and to become special people people and what makes that even
01:01:27
more amazing and special is that during the attack one of the men said to the other one while they were stabbing her
01:01:34
almost 50 times in her intestines and abdomen they said they were purposely trying to mutilate her reproductive
01:01:39
organs and Destroy them this is a two-pronged response one how [ __ ] diabolically evil do you have to be to
01:01:47
be purposely mutilating someone's reproductive organs while in the course of killing them on another level like
01:01:53
just cuz that's the other thing they're trying they thought she was dead so they
01:01:57
were just doing that adding insult to injury like literally blatantly and then two for her to go on to have two
01:02:05
beautiful kids despite every odd despite that [ __ ] [ __ ] being like I like trying to mutilate her reproductive
01:02:13
system and then a doctor telling her like truthfully like with all the injuries that this may not happen for
01:02:20
you that is a miracle what two miracles what is this story like this story is like
01:02:28
unbelievable this story is straight up inspiration yeah yeah if you to do the most menial things at this point like
01:02:37
I'm like this story is inspiration to wake up and do my workout routine to do anything wake up like it's literally
01:02:44
like holy [ __ ] wild now despite her miraculous Survival Story and seemingly indomitable Spirit Alis Allison spent
01:02:53
years of emotional turmoil fighting to keep her attackers in prison which is [ __ ] that she even had to do that
01:02:59
[ __ ] yeah that's disgraceful because even though they were both sentenced to life in prison I touched on this in the
01:03:04
beginning they had no possibility of parole as early as 2012 there was talk of one of or one or both of them being
01:03:12
released and people were saying they had earned their release how in 2012 a new legislation was enacted in South Africa
01:03:19
that allowed for any prisoner who received a life sentence prior to 2004 to apply for parole after serving at
01:03:26
least 13 years of their sentence by that time frons and tons had been in prison for 17 years so they were eligible for
01:03:33
this the potential release of these [ __ ] wads or really any potential Killers came as a shock to Allison of course she
01:03:41
told a reporter in 2012 2012 can you imagine if just 100 lifers are released into society who are not rehabilitated
01:03:48
yeah like what what do you what do is supposed to be all about Rehabilitation if you have already sentenced somebody
01:03:55
to life in prison without the possibility they can't be rehabilitated you've said exactly you've said exactly
01:04:00
that and allowed back into society because you are literally saying they should never be allowed back into
01:04:05
society but now we're just like reneging but now we're being like well that wording makes me sad so like let's let's
01:04:10
change the wording like like nope that doesn't change what you did that doesn't change that you sentenced them to be in
01:04:17
prison for life cuz you didn't believe they could come out what the [ __ ] is that but now all of a sudden we're being
01:04:22
like yeah yeah totally cuz it's fine we decided that's unconstitution when I said life I meant a handful of years
01:04:28
when I said life I meant like less than a than a whole adolescent yeah the [ __ ]
01:04:33
like they can't even drive yet yeah so after hearing the news that they had both applied for parole now Allison
01:04:39
immediately spoke out against their release and used her platform to urge the government to keep them both in
01:04:44
prison good for her her activism successfully kept them both in prison for another decade after the
01:04:49
correctional services Act passed in 2012 but in the summer of 2023 so recently she received yet another shock when
01:04:58
without any notice to her both men were released on parole the fact that one they released them at all and two that
01:05:05
they did not notify her is [ __ ] shameful like she what if she wanted to make plans to leave the country that's
01:05:11
shameful because I would want to leave the [ __ ] country if those men had done what they did to her and were now
01:05:17
just out just bopping around you think they give a [ __ ] about being on parole no they literally took her intestines
01:05:23
out of her body and nearly decapitated her and intentionally tried to destroy her reproductive organs and you don't
01:05:29
tell her that they're back out on the streets quote unquote on parole that's the least you could do what does are you
01:05:35
[ __ ] kidding me in a message on social media she addressed the news saying the day I hoped and prayed for
01:05:40
would never come when I was asked how you feel if they ever get parole my immediate answer was always I'm hoping
01:05:46
I'll never find out but today I did wow now I'm sure them being released on parole caused this next thing I'm about
01:05:54
to tell you more tragedy struck when in September of 2024 Allison suffered a massive brain aneurysm and was rushed to
01:06:03
a hospital in Cape Town the surgeons were able to stop the bleeding in her brain and they were able to relieve the
01:06:08
pressure that was caused by a buildup of fluid but she was expected to face yet another long road to recovery oh my God
01:06:15
no stranger to adversity she met the challenge head on of course she did cuz she's Alm Botha and she's been exceeding
01:06:21
her surgeon's expectations Alm Botha but her mother CLA released a state in October saying I'm beside myself that my
01:06:28
child who was afflicted by a second death blow has exceeded all expectations and has lived talked and remembered and
01:06:34
it and I agree with you that the stress of having them out absolutely I guarantee you had something to do with
01:06:40
that absolutely whoever signed that stress must have been immense immense to the kind of stress I can't even quantify
01:06:49
with words we'll never know thoughts or creative writing I can do it in any space no who whoever signed the papers
01:06:57
that let them out of prison to be asham WR I don't know how you lay your head on
01:07:01
a pillow at night but yeah despite their positive outlook and determination the medical emergency put a huge financial
01:07:08
burden on this small family Allison doesn't have any medical insurance and has accured a significant amount of debt
01:07:14
since undergoing the surgery course that's how the medical system works and by now and as of now the uh Botha family
01:07:20
is relying on the generous support of public donations made to a trust account set up with her
01:07:26
uh name in nedbank in South Africa so there is a fundraiser that you guys can donate to and we're going to donate to
01:07:33
as well um it's I'm going to share the link but it's backabuddy doco zaa campaign slel Das Allison Das Botha Dash
01:07:44
in- her DH time- of- need and I will post that link in the show notes we'll post it on social media you go to that
01:07:55
and might look like you can only donate in like um Zar South African currency but if you scroll next to the amount
01:08:02
there's an option for US Dollars yes so definitely consider donating we're definitely donating she is halfway to
01:08:10
where the to the amount that they were trying to raise and as of today March 4th the um it's it's backabuddy which is
01:08:18
basically kind of like a GoFundMe it seems um and it's got 13 days left 133 days the fundraiser so I mean by the
01:08:26
time this comes out we'll post on social media before this episode comes out yes so that if
01:08:35
you want to if you are able to and if you want to take part in that yes that you can so just in case the timing
01:08:41
doesn't work out I don't want to yeah I don't want to miss our window to be able
01:08:45
to help here exactly so we'll post it definitely consider donating because this woman is yeah Beyond she has
01:08:52
survived so much the fact that these two men were let these I don't know I even want to call them men monsters pigs
01:08:58
[ __ ] swines were let out of prison is insane I'm astounded by she deserves the
01:09:04
world for for what she had to face and now she must just and that's the thing like she probably had this brain
01:09:11
aneurism because she's sitting there every day looking over her shoulder I bet yeah oh I can't yeah who wouldn't
01:09:18
how did how did they get let out how did they get let out how did this happen again she's not the only she's the one
01:09:25
that they attacked in such a brutal manner but she's not even the only woman that they've ever attacked they attacked
01:09:31
a pregnant woman a pregnant woman my God yeah they are horrific they are filthy truly it's insane it's it's Unthinkable
01:09:43
that they got let out so we will post those links for sure and cuz I mean like hearing this story and what she's been
01:09:50
through it's unable I mean damn and she just has such deter to live yeah and she
01:09:57
has empathy yeah and she had empathy in some of her darkest moments and so I think this is time for us all to give
01:10:03
that back to it for sure for sure yeah so with all that being said please consider donating please share the link
01:10:11
if you're not able to obviously not everybody will be able to and of course we hope you keep listening and we hope
01:10:17
you keep it weird but not so weird that um you lack the humanity of those two [ __ ] trolls who are just
01:10:26
walking the streets now yeah [ __ ] that take care of each other [Music] [Music]
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Episode Highlights

  • Navigating Fear
    Allison's terrifying encounter with a carjacker highlights the importance of quick thinking.
    “You just don't know what's going on around you.”
    @ 02m 08s
    March 20, 2025
  • Cows on the Loose
    A humorous encounter with escaped cows brings laughter and small-town charm.
    “I love this so much!”
    @ 02m 24s
    March 20, 2025
  • The Attack
    Allison was brutally assaulted, suffering unimaginable injuries, yet her will to survive shone through.
    “What the [ __ ] he couldn't bring himself to continue assaulting her?”
    @ 19m 52s
    March 20, 2025
  • Survival Against All Odds
    Allison's determination to survive led her to crawl towards safety despite her severe injuries.
    “No one can survive that. Wrong! Except Allison.”
    @ 27m 33s
    March 20, 2025
  • Allison's Strength
    Despite horrific injuries, Allison fought for her life and managed to write crucial information in the sand.
    “I love Mom.”
    @ 28m 28s
    March 20, 2025
  • The Compassionate Stranger
    Tion, a veterinary student, comes to Allison's aid, providing critical support until help arrives.
    “I love this man.”
    @ 43m 22s
    March 20, 2025
  • Allison's Harrowing Journey
    After a brutal attack, Allison fights for her life, showing incredible strength and resilience.
    “This is teamwork.”
    @ 48m 17s
    March 20, 2025
  • A Mother's Heartbreak
    Allison's mother, Claire, rushes to the hospital, devastated by her daughter's injuries.
    “Imagine seeing her baby like that.”
    @ 50m 06s
    March 20, 2025
  • Justice for Allison
    Allison identifies her attackers, leading to their arrest for attempted murder.
    “They attacked her when they were already out on bail for raping another woman.”
    @ 53m 43s
    March 20, 2025
  • Allison's Resilience
    After her attack, Allison focused on recovery and processing her trauma. She stated, "I have the freedom to choose how I will respond to it."
    “I have the freedom to choose how I will respond to it.”
    @ 59m 03s
    March 20, 2025
  • Surviving Against All Odds
    Despite being told she might never have children, Allison gave birth to two sons, reflecting on her survival. She said, "Maybe I survived because I was meant to bring these two boys into the world."
    “Maybe I survived because I was meant to bring these two boys into the world.”
    @ 01h 01m 20s
    March 20, 2025
  • Parole Shock
    Allison expressed her disbelief and fear upon learning her attackers were released on parole. She stated, "The day I hoped and prayed for would never come... but today I did."
    “The day I hoped and prayed for would never come... but today I did.”
    @ 01h 05m 40s
    March 20, 2025

Episode Quotes

  • It's overwhelming, it's a great problem to have.
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  • I was surprised by how strong he had become.
    The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast
  • I love Mom.
    The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast
  • I just don't have words anymore.
    The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast
  • Allison's just stronger than they are.
    The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast
  • The day I hoped and prayed for would never come... but today I did.
    The Attempted Murder of Alison Botha | Morbid | Podcast

Key Moments

  • Terrifying Carjacking11:29
  • Intense Assault18:58
  • Will to Live26:40
  • Survival Instincts28:20
  • Horrific Injuries30:46
  • Hope Drives Away40:00
  • Parole Release1:05:01
  • Medical Emergency1:06:00

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