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EXCLUSIVE: Detective Inspector Scott Beard’s New Cancer Diagnosis, Reflecting on Grace Millane Case

April 13, 202502:14:05
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Detective Inspector Scott Beard, welcome
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to my podcast. Dom, thanks very much for
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having me. I'm here with Scott Beard
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today. I'm just day off playing those
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undercover. undercover.
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So, you are you are you 15 minutes late.
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Um, which is is fine. U, but you said
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you you sent me an email uh um long
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before the podcast saying that you were
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going to be 15 minutes late and you said
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you'll explain everything when you get
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here. Yeah. So, by by the way, it was
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the most copish email ever. So, the
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point. No, look, I and breaking news.
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You know, my family know, close friends
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know, but my cancer's back and I've been
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up at Oakland Hospital all day today
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having had CT scan, MRI planning cuz I'
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got to have radiation which starts next
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month. So, uh, when I had the prostate
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cancer back in 2019 and the operation,
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you know, I was told at the time was a
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lot more advanced, aggressive than
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anticipated. So I've been monitored
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every 3 months uh since the operation
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and last year my PSA and I don't have a
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prostate PSA still sits there uh levels
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went up and they went over the line
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where you have to go and see the
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radiation oncologist and it stayed above
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the line hasn't gone up but it stayed
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above the line and so it's I'm been I've
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been told and I'm accepting it's more
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precautionary let's get in early fix it
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and radiation is what I'm going to have
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to have be a month uh starting 12th of
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May. So yeah, I know you weren't
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expecting that, but that's uh
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unfortunately been at Oakland Hospital
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and the staff there have been so good
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and as I've been there since 8:00 this
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morning and um why didn't you why didn't
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you cancel the podcast? Well, because I
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was sort of in the city and it was just,
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you know, we'd planned it and I've got
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in my mind, okay, I've got this, got
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this. Originally, I was supposed to be
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in the hospital yesterday. It was going
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to be on the Wednesday, but then late
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they changed and said, "Oh, can we do
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the Thursday?" I said, "Yeah, okay,
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that I have to look after myself, my
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health." And that's the thing about the
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prostate, you know, like I put the
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message out there and I don't, you know,
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I don't want the sympathy. I just want
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people to know that, you know, I
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diagnosed my prostate was diagnosed
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rather because I was getting yearly
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medical and blood test and my PSA back
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in 2019 was shown to going up. six weeks
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later was up higher and then I diagnosed
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prostate had prostate out and I think
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it's just men out there it's it's a
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simple blood test and it can save your
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life and that's the message I just want
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to get out there um you know woman's
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testing is so much more invasive than
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what a man has to go through as I say
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all I had was blood test and that's what
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I've been having every three months are
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you feeling um you I mean you sound
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really optimistic are you feeling
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optimistic and positive yeah I always
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have been positive and I take and it may
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we will be the medical people the
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oncologist saying look this is we've got
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it think we'll get there early and it's
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better to you know do the radiation now
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and wait to see and so I've I've had an
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MRI month six weeks ago um been seeing
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the radiation oncologist I've had to
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have hormone treatment to lower
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testosterone because the cancer feeds
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off testosterone so so then you have
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that hormone treat and there's a lot
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side effects and uh basically told my
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kids it feels like menopause because I
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get hot sweats and flushes and um yeah I
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can get a bit grumpy and my kids said
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yeah what's changed so so look it is
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what it is I can't change that but um I
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just want people out there sort of to
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know that there are a lot of people that
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go through it I'm normal human being and
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um yeah looking after health is a
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priority so if I have to watch my diet
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watch what I drink then that's what I
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have to do still exercise. Yeah, you
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you're very fit. You're you're a fit
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bugger. This this all feels um it feels
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quite it feels quite cruel. Like how old
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are you? You're 64 now. 64. 64. Yeah. So
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you're almost retirement age. you've had
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this um incredible life of service like
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from the age of 19 when you join you
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like you've done so much and it's like
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feels like it's the stage of your life
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where you should be winding down on the
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career and just enjoying the fruits of
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your you know lifelong service and
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um yeah I don't know it it feels unfair
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yeah well I don't I don't look that way
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I look at I look there's a lot people
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worse off than I am and I think
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hopefully I've got it early enough the
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radiation will
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I I have I know a few people have been
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through this and it was at the time I
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was on the prostate um the operation had
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it out you know the indication was that
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this could well happen and so while it
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hasn't been in the back of my mind now
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it happens okay stop that and you deal
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with it um I yeah it is what it is I
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can't change that I just uh do what I
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can you know I don't never wake up not
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wanting to go to work I really enjoy the
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work I do I enjoy you know the involve
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when I have cases and working for you
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know families faro just and so they're
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on tragic cases but you know like I've
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always said oh I treat people the way I
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would want to be treated and it doesn't
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matter what their backgrounds are you if
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they've lost a loved one to murder then
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they need this wrap around support
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yes what so prostate cancer 2019 um
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diagnosed shortly after David Melain's
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funeral around. No, no, it was so we had
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the Grace Main investigation in December
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2018. In early January 2019, myself and
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the victim leazison officer flew to the
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UK for Grace's funeral, but there's a
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whole lot of investigative work to do
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over there.
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And you know every February I was having
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my medical checkup with the doctor and
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came back late January early February
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had medical.
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Since then there's been throat cancer
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melanoma. Yeah. It was back in it was
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during CO actually and once again my
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February check up with the doctor and he
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just did a test and what and then he
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says anything else I said oh you got
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this niggly cough but I think it's just
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because I'm wearing a mask all the time
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he goes oh he feels oh you got a lump so
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he end up having an ultrasound having a
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biopsy and oh hang thyroid cancer there
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so I had half the thyroid taken out most
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people stab me in the back
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um but it was funny and at the time at a
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time he said oh you've got a dodgy mole
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in the stomach I said well why don't you
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take it out and he said well I didn't
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have your consent I said like I wouldn't
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give you consent under anesthetic so I
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went back we took it out and then get a
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call three or four days later this is
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melan get back in here so they take a
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big chunk out uh and they came back and
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said look we've got it earlier had the
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it's almost yeah the tenles grow down
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and um hadn't
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And so he said, "We've got it." But
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every six months wake the skin check.
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Yeah.
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Thanks for sharing this stuff. Yeah.
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What a um Yeah, this has really rattled
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me. Yeah. Uh but that is life. And
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there's a lot of as I say, there's
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people who've gone through worse than
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what I'm going through. And you know, I
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can still exercise. Um yes, I get a bit
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more tired easier. Can't run as far as I
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like to, but um I can still exercise.
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And I have have a good life. f my kids,
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my grandkids, my partner. It's
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well, good luck with this this chapter.
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Yeah. Yeah. It's just another phase in
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my life and uh get through it. Yeah. So,
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uh on doing the research for this
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podcast today, I realized you and I have
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got something in common which I never
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knew. We both are from uh Palmer North.
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Yes. Um same um education background as
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well. So, the the Latin phrase nihil
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labor, what does that mean to you?
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Nothing gained without hard work. But
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it's hard labor actually lesson for
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labor. So yes, that's the Palms boys
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high school model school motto and uh
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yeah it was uh I went through there. I
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was a prefect there.
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Who was the who was the principal when
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you were there? Eric White. Oh yeah.
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They called him recctor then. Yeah.
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Yeah. Fantastic. And what was your what
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was your house? Gordon Albian Vernon.
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Vernon. I was
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club captain. Were you club captain?
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Yeah. I was captain of the first 11
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football team. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Were
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you um did you embrace the marching? Of
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course. That's why so that's why I was
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so good at police college when I had to
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march. I could have done it. This is
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this is one thing I love about um uh
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this school that that that we shared
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Palmer North Boys High. Um I've been
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organizing a podcast in the previous
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week with um Ruben Love who's like an up
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andcoming rugby player. Plays for the
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Hurricanes, plays for the All Blacks. Um
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he's a lot younger than lot younger than
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you and I. um but same school background
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and on in our DMs we've been going
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backwards and forwards about what house
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we're in and the marching. So there's
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all these traditions that were at the
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school when I was there in the 80s you
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were there in the 70s I guess. Yes. And
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um they're still going on today. Yeah.
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It was interesting because I uh when was
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it end of 2023? I was guest speaker at
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the boys high school old boys
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association annual dinner. something
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went down there and then they had a few
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guys sort of, you know, at school when I
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was there and some of my good mates came
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along. It did really good catch up. Um,
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yes. So, and it was straight after
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school that you um went down to Trentham
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to um become a police officer at the age
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of 19. Got there's so much to talk about
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with you um Scott Beard. Um but in doing
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this research, so you've been a cop for
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45 years. You you were in the news just
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last week for um you you were speaking
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outside court and it was for an offender
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that was found guilty for some covert
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filming. Pleaded guilty. Yeah. Spy
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camera, right? Yeah. And and it it just
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made me sort of think of the um just
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incredible changes you've seen in your
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careers. Like this crime would not have
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been possible in 1980 when you started.
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No. Technology has changed the world and
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sometimes for good like investigative
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wise CCTV what we can do around phones
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you know computers you know really helps
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with the investigations but it also is
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an enabler for those and you just take
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fraud scams u things like that uh you
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know the dare I say the child sexual
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abuse and
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exploitation online horrendous
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yeah other changes in your career, DNA,
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um drugs I guess as well, like just the
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complexity of drugs and the drugs that
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are available. Yeah, absolutely. Like I
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worked up in Kao as a detective for
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nearly 3 years way back in the early
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'90s and cannabis was huge. Yeah. You
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know, at times I thought the economy
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revolved around cannabis, but now it's
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the myth, you know, across society. It's
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myth is the scourge of society. Mhm.
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Um I've got a photo here. Oh gosh. What
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uh what do you think when you when you
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look at this guy? Yeah, that was the uh
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young console at the
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Trentham Police College cuz it wasn't
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Peru then. It we Trenth and uh Yeah. So
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19 19. Yeah. I like I was at school in
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fact as a prefect my final year at
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school in
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1978 and prefects were allowed to hand
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out detentions and so I was the first
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prefect to hand out attention they said
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oh you just be a policeman you know and
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guess what
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yeah is that what you why did you why
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did you want to be a cop did you want
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anything else well I had thought about
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being a lawyer it's just but I think the
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academics you know just yeah I there's I
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cuz I played football against some
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police officers who were, you know, at
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senior level at school and they were
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really good guys. I like them. And then
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my next door neighbor, their son was a
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detective sergeant, Snow Pratt in Palmer
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North at the time. And um yeah, just it
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was just that influence. I thought, "Oh,
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yeah. Okay. Yeah, do this." By the way,
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I've used the word cop a couple of times
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and I've noticed you've said um um
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police officer. Is is cop an offensive
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term or is it a uh I won't Well, no. not
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using it directly. Like way back it was
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the traffic cop and we were always just
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police and New Zealand police and I've
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always I just use the term police cuz I
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joined New Zealand police. Traffic?
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Yeah. Traffic cops. Ministry of
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transport. I vaguely remember them with
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the big boots. Black and white cars.
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Yeah. Yeah. You would have been you
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would have been a a police officer when
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the merger happened. Yeah. I was in KO
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at the time and you know like we Kao was
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small. You didn't have a lot of staff.
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you didn't have Dr. CB staff and we
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worked closely with MOT and so you know
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the merger
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was nothing too different for us really
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because we worked with them anyway so
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no one liked the e yeah it was different
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back then a different vibe um yeah that
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must have been an interesting change
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because suddenly you know you had police
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that did policing and then suddenly you
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had to you know I don't know hand out
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like speeding tickets and things and
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take on traffic duty abuse and and but
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look if you're looking to save lives and
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you know a lot of our work is around
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prevention you know and I want to talk
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about you know child sexual abuse later
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because you know that's one of my key
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worlds in terms of what I work in but
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it's just looking at the f trying to
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save lives and what and so speed alcohol
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drugs driving badly you know whether
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it's innocent or they kill themselves
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they're killing people dying and you
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just have to see the figures and uh and
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we got to have a role to play that Yeah.
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Yeah. I I mentioned on Instagram you
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were coming here and I asked if anyone
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had any questions and there there was um
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actually very few questions. They mainly
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just like um statements, people saying,
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you know, please thank Scott for his
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empathy and his compassion and you words
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like that that get bounced around. Are
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they are they good words to describe
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you? Do you think? Look, I can walk
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through an airport and somebody will
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stop me or straight someone say, "Oh,
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you're that policeman, aren't you?" And
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then they'll say, "Thanks for all you
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do." Yeah. Which is terrific. But I'm
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the public face and have the media
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profile. Yet my staff and the staff
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right around the country do fantastic
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work, you know. And no, we're not always
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going to get it right. It's just
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reality. But you know, investigative
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wise, you look at some of the
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investigations around the country and
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the results they get and you know, they
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put in a lot of work um working with the
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families, working, you know, and just
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getting to where they get to do a
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prosecution. And of course for me I I I
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would never go by without saying it's a
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team effort has to be the team and yes I
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sit at the top uh and I the media but
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it's a staff on the ground doing the
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hard yards and yeah we direct and
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guidance and that but they're out there
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doing it and uh it all comes together.
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Everybody it's no it's no different from
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a sports team the different positions if
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everybody does their part as a team
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you'll function well.
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So, um there's been massive changes in
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policing in the the time you've been
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involved. Um what about this guy here?
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Uh change big biggest changes in this
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guy here between then 1980 and now.
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Gosh. Well, I still Well, I'm playing
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walking football now. So, that's an age
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thing.
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Uh I I think it's just my knowledge. I
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think when you first join the police,
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you know, you look and because we deal
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with, you know, 90% of our work is
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dealing with some bad people, but in
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society, they're probably only 10% of
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society and it's easy to lose focus. And
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I think with experience, with age, you
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know, I look and I, if I use child
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sexual abuse as an example, uh I in fact
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I spoke up in Kaikoi beginning of last
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year, a group up there called massive
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men against sexual violence and they
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just wanted to highlight the sexual
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abuse of primarily children but also
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women up in society there. and they
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asked me to come and speak and I did and
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I I said look we get complaints we deal
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with them and we have to hold the
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offenders to account and that's our job
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but I said I've been around long enough
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now to say well what's happened to
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offender from this age growing up and as
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it was the speaker after me was a former
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gang member leader who's out of the gang
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his late 60s and he got up and started
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speaking and he just looked at me and he
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said from this age here I was physically
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being sexually abused are we not to do
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the same thing and so you know what are
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we doing in society to look after our
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young ones because they're the future
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and I I did a research paper health
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board and while what I what we're doing
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was more for juries around medical
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examinations but we looked at 20 years
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and one of the things I just because of
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my curiosity I just looked at where are
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these victims now and what he did from
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1999 to
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2019. And so many of them were either
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alcoholics, drug
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addicted, criminals, lived in violent
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relationships, had health issues, mental
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health issues, and the worst thing I saw
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so much suicide. Now they are our
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children who are being sexually abused
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at a young age.
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Now, if we can do something now, we're
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going to save society so much money down
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the track. You know, the alcoholism,
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drug addiction, criminality, suicide,
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mental health. Um, and you know, I've
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worked in child sexual abuse 1989. I
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started working that field as a
00:18:09
detective for three years. Uh, I've been
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a detective sergeant in charge of a
00:18:13
child abuse team as it was as a
00:18:15
detective senior sergeant. I uh oversaw
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the child abuse team or became a child
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protection team. And even now as a DI, I
00:18:24
still and I, you know, I have child
00:18:26
protection team, the child exploitation,
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which is all online stuff, child sex
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offender management, so the sex offender
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register and all the people on the
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register who have to be monitored by the
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team. So, so right through my career and
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yes, I've done other done homicides and
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I've worked with organized crime and
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financial crime stuff in general work,
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but that child sexual abuse has always
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run through my career. And um I just as
00:18:51
I say when I go back to all the football
00:18:54
coaching I've done it's because I see
00:18:56
that as being kids in sport has been
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really positive a it's mentally good for
00:19:02
them but physically it's good it teaches
00:19:04
them life skills teamwork discipline
00:19:06
punctuality I was a tough coach at times
00:19:09
um and yeah and it's and if they're
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teenagers you've got them off the street
00:19:14
and they're sort of involved they got to
00:19:16
focus and I just I look back and I think
00:19:20
gosh can society can we do more with
00:19:22
some of the children who don't get the
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opportunity
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what can we do but what can I do and
00:19:28
anyone listening to this is is it a is
00:19:30
it a a neighborhood thing and a
00:19:31
community thing oh yeah it it is a
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community thing like there's a lot like
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one of the things I've always thought of
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was you know say in the lower social
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economic where it's difficult and
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parents can't afford children being
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sport and um you know like if you had
00:19:47
some type of social worker volunteer
00:19:48
social worker pick kids up in a van,
00:19:51
take them and then whether it was
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basketball, whether it's women touch
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rugby, whether it's football, you know,
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by just getting them out active and just
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it's something positive. But yeah, and
00:20:02
it's easy for me to say, but it's hard
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to put into place, but you know, that's
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where you have volunteers out there who
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or sports, cultural groups, whatever.
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And it's fantastic. and I've been a
00:20:12
volunteer and so I take my hats off to
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them because you know they give up their
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own time and it's for the betterment of
00:20:18
future.
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Um it's hard to imagine a more like
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draining arm of the police to be in than
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um you dealing with the kids stuff.
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Yeah. And if I use child homicides, baby
00:20:32
homicides, it's really difficult. And
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you know, a lot of our staff we work on
00:20:36
there will have young children. Yeah. So
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I've got to be mind as a leader and
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boss. So I got more mindful of that and
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it's yeah I couple of years ago I was
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asked to facilitate management serious
00:20:49
crime course at police college for two
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weeks which was for detective senior
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sergeants and senior detective sergeants
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um and the course theme was child
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homicide because I've run so many and I
00:21:02
have a lot of contacts within the child
00:21:04
abuse world. uh headquarters detective
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inspector and I ran the course and it
00:21:10
was tough. You could see on those
00:21:12
participants it's tough but you know the
00:21:15
police are so good now compared to say
00:21:18
when I started you know the wellness the
00:21:21
welfare the psychological counseling you
00:21:23
know psychologist available some of
00:21:24
those squads you know my child
00:21:26
protection child exploitation child sex
00:21:28
management they are mandatory have to go
00:21:30
for psychological counseling a couple
00:21:32
times a year.
00:21:34
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. The change
00:21:37
changes in that time must have been
00:21:38
seismic. Like um when you started I
00:21:39
suppose you couldn't sort of show any
00:21:41
sort of weakness or vulnerability at
00:21:42
all. Um people tell you to harden harden
00:21:44
the [ __ ] up. Yeah. Basically it was it
00:21:47
was take a concrete film. You're Yeah.
00:21:48
You're a [ __ ] if you But but it was
00:21:50
Yeah. It was just a little bit the way
00:21:52
it was the culture of it at that time.
00:21:55
But you know like I look back at some of
00:21:57
my DIS that I had as bosses and yeah
00:22:01
what they said went. But there was nice
00:22:03
good guys and you learned a lot and look
00:22:05
as a boss you I've got my good points
00:22:07
I've got my bad points and people can
00:22:08
learn from me and I really enjoy now
00:22:11
passing on my school's knowledge
00:22:12
experience to the staff like I've been
00:22:14
in Wellington this week uh you know
00:22:16
presenting the course and uh you know
00:22:19
I've got to that age where you know like
00:22:20
what can I do to help this staff grow
00:22:23
and be better detectives better police
00:22:25
officers. you what are the biggest sort
00:22:28
of leadership lessons you've got over
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the years?
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I think communication with the staff is
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important. like you know there was some
00:22:36
bosses I had who it was just bang bang
00:22:38
bang you do this there's no consultation
00:22:40
no and I think communication is really
00:22:42
key and important for our staff
00:22:45
particularly the younger generation and
00:22:48
consultation and I remember couple of
00:22:50
years ago homicide we're working on and
00:22:54
we're going places and so during the
00:22:56
night my mind raised right should the
00:22:59
business so I had a meeting with the
00:23:00
NCOs's before we had a big team meeting
00:23:02
and I said right this is what I want
00:23:03
blah blah blah blah And one of my
00:23:05
detective sergeants said I thought what
00:23:07
what if we did this and did it that way
00:23:09
and I thought actually that's better
00:23:11
than my fault and you know he's
00:23:14
operational he's on the street you know
00:23:15
I basically s my office stuff like that
00:23:19
and I thought no you're right and so I
00:23:21
was quite prepared to change my view on
00:23:23
what we're going to do because yeah and
00:23:26
that's listen to my staff and I think
00:23:27
that's important for staff and as
00:23:29
leaders you know we've got to listen to
00:23:31
our staff because they're the ones out
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on the
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You know, it's different on the street
00:23:35
now than what it was when I was on the
00:23:36
street. And I can have my views and I've
00:23:38
got, you know, I've been there, done
00:23:40
that for a lot of things, but it's
00:23:41
different now. And so talking to the
00:23:44
staff,
00:23:45
it's that communication, that
00:23:48
interacting, and you're not there as a
00:23:49
boss, bang, bang, bang, you know, like
00:23:51
you do as I say because I'm your Yeah.
00:23:54
It's, you know, how's things going? You
00:23:55
know, what's happening at home? you
00:23:56
know, you know, like and like for me
00:23:58
with my football, there's a number of
00:24:00
staff who support various English
00:24:02
football teams and so we have a good
00:24:03
banter, you know, and I think that's
00:24:05
that's really good for them. They
00:24:06
haven't come to work. Yeah. I know some
00:24:08
staff, well, I don't really speak the
00:24:10
boss, but you know, the staff that know
00:24:12
me come to life. And have you always
00:24:15
been um like quite a compassionate and
00:24:17
caring guy or is this something that
00:24:18
you've um sort of developed over the
00:24:20
years after dealing with, you know, so
00:24:22
much sort of misery and grief? Well, I
00:24:24
think early on in my CIB career, as I
00:24:28
say, you know, there are some
00:24:30
cases and you work on them and there
00:24:33
were quite big cases, you know, the Rex
00:24:35
Bill homicide in North Motel in
00:24:37
1988 and then in ' 89 had the Swedish
00:24:40
inquiry uh operation Stockholm and just
00:24:44
dealing particularly operation
00:24:45
Stockholm. I was involved with Swedish
00:24:50
families when they came out. It was high
00:24:51
department hogman at that time it hadn't
00:24:54
been found and you know you feel for
00:24:57
them and I think then I started working
00:25:00
in child abuse and you these young
00:25:04
children who are being abused and what
00:25:08
can you do for I remember there was one
00:25:11
young girl and it was a gang member
00:25:13
sexually abused her
00:25:15
and in the end he sort of made partial
00:25:18
admissions when I interviewed him but
00:25:20
back in those has Cor in New Zealand had
00:25:23
cor and needs to fly a plane load of
00:25:25
children over to Disneyland and I
00:25:27
managed to get this young girl he's 9
00:25:29
years old to um on the flight to go to
00:25:32
Disneyland and I think if we can do
00:25:35
something for our children they've been
00:25:37
through grief you know my partner Gory
00:25:40
Masters she's a survivor but she's just
00:25:42
written a book keeping kids safe and
00:25:44
it's just gone out to every school in
00:25:45
New Zealand and you know that's about
00:25:49
looking after the adult survivors of
00:25:51
child sexual abuse because the
00:25:54
triggering things that trigger them in
00:25:56
life and just carry on and on and on and
00:25:58
whether they've been to the police,
00:25:59
whether the person's been charged,
00:26:00
convicted, whatever, you know, they have
00:26:02
to live their whole life knowing what
00:26:05
happened to them. And it's so abusive
00:26:08
and yeah, intrusive. I Yeah. So I I do a
00:26:13
lot um quite happy to support he runs a
00:26:16
charity called Handing the Shame Back.
00:26:18
It's all about supporting adults
00:26:20
childish and I know I've been asked by
00:26:24
them by have a help promote a global
00:26:27
hand sign for children under 16 which is
00:26:29
a
00:26:32
simple because children can't talk in
00:26:35
certain situations. They don't know how
00:26:37
to verbalize or they're very scared or
00:26:40
be believed. And so how do teachers,
00:26:44
parents, family, friends pick up if
00:26:48
they're not saying anything? But if they
00:26:50
use this a hand
00:26:53
signal and it has been used and it has
00:26:56
saved some. So yeah, I'm I'm as because
00:27:01
my career has lot in child sexual abuse.
00:27:04
I'm keen to work in that area. Yeah.
00:27:07
even voluntarily just to help out so
00:27:10
that as a society, as a country, we can
00:27:13
do something better.
00:27:16
You mentioned a couple of um
00:27:17
high-profile cases there from earlier in
00:27:19
your career. Um yes. So, let's go back
00:27:22
and we'll run through some of these. So,
00:27:24
you graduate in 1980 as um a 19year-old
00:27:28
and then um so all you're known at that
00:27:30
point is Palmer North and then you get
00:27:33
sent to Oakland for some reason.
00:27:35
paint a picture of Oakland in 1980. So
00:27:37
you're living you live in like some sort
00:27:39
of police barracks, right? At the police
00:27:40
station. Yes. So some good homework. No,
00:27:44
the uh Yeah. So you get when you join
00:27:46
the police, I was asked, you know,
00:27:48
what's your four um main where would you
00:27:51
want to go? You know, rank four places.
00:27:53
So I put I want to go to big cities. So
00:27:55
Wellington's close to Palm. So I put
00:27:56
Wellington. I thought I like Napia,
00:27:58
Hawksway, Napia, New Plymouth. And I'll
00:28:01
put Palmer last. And they sent me
00:28:02
Dorland. So hello. Uh we used to have to
00:28:06
live in barracks in Vincent Street right
00:28:08
next to the central police station and
00:28:10
that was a 100 me walk to work and but
00:28:14
there's an intercom in your room so they
00:28:15
could get you anytime they wanted and I
00:28:18
I'd been to Oakland once for a football
00:28:20
tournament and you stayed on the shore
00:28:22
and the tournament was at college and so
00:28:25
I had didn't know at all and I remember
00:28:27
my first couple of weeks I was walking
00:28:29
beat in Queen Street and someone comes
00:28:32
up to me and you expected to be a
00:28:33
walking side and Someone came up to me
00:28:35
and said, "Oh, where's the Canterbury
00:28:38
Building Society?" I looked and said,
00:28:40
"Christ Church." Well, it was across the
00:28:43
road and about 50 m down. So, you soon
00:28:46
learned, but that was that's what I
00:28:48
knew. I that's all I knew. I didn't know
00:28:50
Aland at all. And uh you know, back then
00:28:53
you had the boots, the skin, um some of
00:28:56
the bad boots. What are they? It was
00:28:57
like a gang. Yeah. The skin head the
00:28:59
boot boys. Yeah. Back then there was a
00:29:01
Yeah. Was that when um the the King
00:29:03
Cobras were the Ponsby gang or uh they
00:29:06
were? Yes. No, they were starting out.
00:29:08
Yeah, definitely out there. The head
00:29:10
hunters were around. Uh yeah. And what
00:29:14
were your big crimes then?
00:29:16
Oh, well, bank robberies, right? Yeah. I
00:29:19
remember when I first joined the CV,
00:29:20
bank robberies were huge. Yeah. All the
00:29:23
time. And um yeah, but we'll go into a
00:29:27
bank, jump up the counter, fire a shot
00:29:28
through the ceiling and take money and
00:29:31
run. And we did a lot of work around
00:29:33
those. Uh be fair, fraud, like when I
00:29:36
first joined the
00:29:37
CI, I was actually came as a uniform
00:29:40
attachment and the weekend before I
00:29:42
started I broke my uh thumb playing
00:29:46
football and a ball kicked into so they
00:29:48
put me on fraud squad and course it was
00:29:50
check series back then. So you had the
00:29:52
the checks of course. Yeah. It's a long
00:29:54
time ago. A long time ago. Checks have
00:29:56
bounced and stuff like that. And uh
00:29:59
yeah, sort of credit cards are just
00:30:00
starting to come into play. And it was
00:30:02
different from Broadway where you look
00:30:04
at it now and look at the online scams.
00:30:06
Look at the telephone scams, all that
00:30:08
stuff. Yeah. You reflect on that now.
00:30:11
It's a simpler time. I remember going to
00:30:12
the fish and chip store and there'd be
00:30:14
like a wall of dishonored checks hanging
00:30:15
up there and please um and I've heard
00:30:18
you make what what I think is a joke.
00:30:20
Um, so the the police barracks where you
00:30:22
were staying, they had three rules. No
00:30:24
women, no alcohol, no drugs. I've heard
00:30:26
you say in another interview you um
00:30:27
obeyed one of the rules. Well, I think
00:30:30
Yeah, you had drugs. No, sorry. Just
00:30:34
Yeah. Yeah. Jeez. Um, yeah. Can you
00:30:39
remember your first arrest? I Funny you
00:30:42
say because because I was thinking of
00:30:43
coming on here and it was in those days
00:30:46
we could arrest people for being drunk
00:30:48
in a public place.
00:30:50
And it was a female in her 20s and she
00:30:54
was paraly. So we arrested for Ben. She
00:30:58
pleaded not guilty cuz sometimes they
00:30:59
can plead guilty and pay a fine and go
00:31:01
back then not guilty. Went to court and
00:31:04
I had to go to court and the judge said
00:31:07
to me when I was giving evidence, could
00:31:09
you understand
00:31:11
her? And I said yes. He said she wasn't
00:31:15
drunk then and quitted her. And I
00:31:17
thought to myself, I should have said
00:31:19
yes because I've been drunk and I know
00:31:21
how to slur my words so I could
00:31:22
understand. But anyway, it was but that
00:31:25
was back then, you know, we don't do
00:31:26
that now. Yeah. Yeah. Um, when you
00:31:29
started, how long how long did you see
00:31:30
this career lasting? Did you imagine it
00:31:32
would be a entire your entire working
00:31:34
life? Well, I I think back then, you
00:31:37
know, it was one vocation in life sort
00:31:39
of thing, but I didn't know I didn't
00:31:41
know where it was going to take me. Uh,
00:31:43
yeah, I I joined, you know, I was brand
00:31:45
new in Oakland. didn't really know
00:31:46
anyone couple of guys who were in my
00:31:48
wing and yeah you get to know people
00:31:52
started playing sport get to meet more
00:31:54
people uh you know met with wife then
00:31:57
wife and yeah married had children and
00:32:00
you start to grow and then of course
00:32:02
I've been in the job six years and some
00:32:04
of my mates had joined the CIB criminal
00:32:07
investigation branch how is it oh it's
00:32:09
good it's really good you know lot of
00:32:11
study it was bit fresher you know and I
00:32:14
thought Yeah, I'd been like spring block
00:32:17
tour Queens riot. Um I just thought yeah
00:32:21
time you know murder is the number one
00:32:24
crime in New Zealand and you want to be
00:32:25
investigator that's what you want to
00:32:27
investigate. So joined the CRB in 1986.
00:32:31
Just backing up a bit you mentioned yeah
00:32:33
the spring tour 1981. Yeah. Yeah. What
00:32:35
was your involvement in that? So well I
00:32:37
wasn't on the red squad but basically uh
00:32:42
particularly once the white Hamilton
00:32:45
game was abandoned. Yeah. It was really
00:32:48
ramped up. So I remember flying in
00:32:50
Hercules down to New Plymouth for the
00:32:53
next game. Uh then we flew to Wonganui.
00:32:55
In fact we flown to Wonganui. We got
00:32:58
down there. Intelligence was there was
00:33:00
going to be a big protest in Ka Pass in
00:33:02
Oakland. So we had lunch and we flew
00:33:05
back. We didn't even go to police the
00:33:07
game
00:33:09
and then you know you would obviously
00:33:13
every basically Wednesday and Saturday
00:33:14
when there were games there were
00:33:16
protests and so you'd have to police
00:33:18
those and yeah just yeah looking after
00:33:22
Eden Park time security there for for a
00:33:27
young man so 20 years old 21 years old
00:33:29
at that point um a relatively new cop um
00:33:32
is that that exciting and exhilarating
00:33:34
Uh yes and no. You know, it was the
00:33:36
unknown. Hadn't been through this before
00:33:39
and you know, the training was
00:33:40
different. We we certainly didn't have
00:33:43
the protective gear that police have to
00:33:45
have now. And but it was also quite sad.
00:33:49
I remember one time there was a protest
00:33:51
and was marching down Simon Street and
00:33:55
we had to get on a bus
00:33:56
and line up as protest walk past and
00:33:59
they'd be yelling at you and have
00:34:01
phones. And I remember standing next to
00:34:04
one of the um Mari police officer and he
00:34:08
got abused. Yeah. You know, they they
00:34:11
seem to target him and I just I didn't
00:34:13
like that. And then but we had to then
00:34:14
they'd walk past the protest would walk
00:34:16
past, we'd have to get back on the bus,
00:34:18
drive further down the street, get out
00:34:20
and go through it all again because we
00:34:22
didn't have enough staff and that's how
00:34:24
we had to police it. And uh yeah, so it
00:34:26
was interesting and I I know people have
00:34:28
their views and I don't get into
00:34:30
politics around that. Um my only
00:34:32
thoughts is that police staff had to be
00:34:35
there. We didn't have a choice. That was
00:34:36
our job to be there. Whether we be
00:34:39
supported or not, uh we had to be there.
00:34:42
And sort of the worst thing for me was
00:34:45
one of the guys I knew been on the Red
00:34:46
Squad ultimately commit suicide cuz he'd
00:34:49
been severely injured. And um what was
00:34:52
the Red Squad? So like the red squad was
00:34:54
well no that they were a squad formed
00:34:57
trained and they traveled around with
00:35:01
the spring box at their hotel and they
00:35:04
did the Yeah. And they were the ones who
00:35:06
went on you know white cattle went onto
00:35:07
the field um highly trained. Really good
00:35:10
guys. Really good guys. Yeah you know I
00:35:12
knew quite a lot. Yeah. Yeah. Um yeah,
00:35:16
in in terms of um like mental health and
00:35:18
and suicide within within police, is it
00:35:20
much of an issue? The things that you
00:35:22
guys you guys do and experience, it's
00:35:24
it's not normal. Well, I know of three
00:35:29
star three star who have committed
00:35:31
suicide way back. You know, the police
00:35:33
now, as I said before, have really moved
00:35:35
on and in terms of their wellness and
00:35:37
welfare for the staff, it's a priority.
00:35:40
And as a leader, it has to be my
00:35:42
priority. I had to look and you know do
00:35:44
I notice something going on here and if
00:35:45
I do hang on you need to take a few days
00:35:47
off just um and you know the
00:35:50
availability of going to a psychologist
00:35:54
you know which said before I've been to
00:35:56
psychologist but it's a bit like I said
00:35:58
the analogy is you have a car you get a
00:36:01
warrant for the car well going to
00:36:04
psychologist means like get a warrant
00:36:06
just making sure that you are
00:36:07
functioning last yeah I'm 100% what you
00:36:11
what was When did you first see a
00:36:13
therapist? How old were you? Uh oh, no.
00:36:16
This fact for me it wasn't no during
00:36:22
the around 2011 or 12 because some of
00:36:26
the squads we had our child protection
00:36:28
they were then had to go to see the uh
00:36:31
psychologist. And so I would go while I
00:36:34
wasn't down in the weeds doing the
00:36:35
dayto-day investig investigative work
00:36:38
you know because I had my staff there I
00:36:39
had to deal with them. I would go so I
00:36:42
could get a picture of a what's going on
00:36:45
with my staff if I needed to but also
00:36:48
right okay this watch this with staff
00:36:50
I've got to watch this myself thing but
00:36:53
you know I have to grace my own case I
00:36:54
saw the psychologist just just to get
00:36:56
essay it's like wonder if it get check
00:36:59
yeah yeah I I feel like in some areas
00:37:02
there still is like a a stigma about it
00:37:04
or it seem to be seem to be weak but um
00:37:06
it's definitely not it's it's wonderful
00:37:07
it's like a personal trainer for your
00:37:08
head it's it That's brilliant. And you
00:37:11
know, my children, we have
00:37:12
grandchildren. You know, I want to be
00:37:14
good them. I want to be happy and
00:37:17
playing and all that. Try to stay fit.
00:37:19
Um, but Oh, no. As I mentioned earlier,
00:37:22
like I can't reiterate this. Um, I I
00:37:24
think you're in great neck for for a man
00:37:26
that's almost at retirement age actually
00:37:28
for any age. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I say I
00:37:30
just I've always believed that
00:37:32
physically fit, mentally fit and cuz
00:37:34
I've played sports. I've run, you know,
00:37:36
I used to run half marathons and stuff
00:37:38
like that and uh yeah, age is catching
00:37:39
up on me and some of the old football
00:37:41
injuries is catching up. So, I can't run
00:37:43
as much as I'd like to, but you just
00:37:46
change what I do. So, I have a little
00:37:48
routine now where you know I'll do press
00:37:50
ups, sit-ups, weights, um, and then go
00:37:54
for a a basically K run, then do my
00:37:58
sit-ups, weights, and do that again.
00:38:00
Then do five minutes on the X cycle,
00:38:02
then do my sit-ups, press ups, weights,
00:38:04
and stuff, then go for another run, you
00:38:06
know. So, I've just I've changed my
00:38:08
fitness, but I still do that. I try and
00:38:09
do that two to three times a week. Yeah.
00:38:12
So, I've heard stories about you from
00:38:14
previous colleagues that e even though
00:38:15
you didn't have to do this, you still um
00:38:17
put your hand up to do the police
00:38:19
fitness test like well into your 50s
00:38:20
like dragging a trailer around and like
00:38:22
climbing up over a fence. You did it
00:38:24
last year.
00:38:26
Why? You're a desk jockey now, aren't
00:38:27
you? Yeah. But I just it's sometimes
00:38:30
that's about leadership, you know. Hey,
00:38:32
probably for me personally, I'm not let
00:38:34
them think I can't do it. Ego, but but I
00:38:36
for the Yeah, I'll go out and do it.
00:38:38
Yeah. you know, and uh you know, like I
00:38:41
think at 50 you can touch the wall, but
00:38:42
you know, last year I went over struggle
00:38:44
to get over it, but I got over someone
00:38:46
took a photo of me going
00:38:48
over. But yeah, no, it does. And that's
00:38:50
just a personal challenge. Can I stay
00:38:52
fit enough to keep doing the PCT and the
00:38:54
full PC going over the wall? That's
00:38:56
wonderful. I as a guy that's 52 now, I
00:38:58
find that inspiring. Um yeah, I I hope
00:39:01
to be the same when I'm 64 as well. Um
00:39:04
yes, so we talked about the uh the
00:39:06
spring book rights in 81. And you
00:39:07
mentioned um also Queen Street Rights in
00:39:09
'84. I had um I had Andrew Fagen on the
00:39:11
podcast last year who was the lead
00:39:12
singer of a band called the Mockers.
00:39:13
Yes. Yes. Um so they Queen Street Riot
00:39:17
um it was like an end of school year
00:39:19
concert thing at AOT Square December
00:39:23
1984. Yeah. And andrew Fagen and his
00:39:26
band the mockers were playing in the
00:39:27
afternoon. I asked him his recollections
00:39:28
of it and he said, "Oh, there was some
00:39:30
bottles being thrown at him." But then
00:39:32
afterwards, he just walked back to his
00:39:33
boat in West Haven. And of course, no
00:39:35
internet, no cell phones, no technology.
00:39:37
So, he slept blissfully unaware of what
00:39:39
was going on in his boat. And the next
00:39:41
day, um, you know, managed to get to his
00:39:43
landline and call his manager and his
00:39:45
manager was like, "Are you okay? Are you
00:39:47
okay?" What What are your recollections
00:39:49
of that time? Okay. What caused it, by
00:39:50
the way? Was it herbs in the afternoon?
00:39:53
No. So, so what happened was there was
00:39:58
people who' got up on
00:39:59
the o lane at the post office as it was
00:40:02
then up on the ver and started
00:40:04
urinating. So police got up
00:40:07
to put them down, you know, and you
00:40:10
know, they got abuse, you know, and um
00:40:14
it started there and like that night cuz
00:40:18
I was working at Aenddale myself and I
00:40:21
had a permanent partner, a guy
00:40:23
car, but in it was a Friday night and
00:40:26
that week we were our shift was 7:00 at
00:40:29
night to 3:00 in the morning. But we
00:40:32
used to have to come in to this city to
00:40:35
get a car for the night. And we had an
00:40:40
inquiry, this is funny, we had an
00:40:41
inquiry section at Aenddale and they had
00:40:44
this brand new, spanking new Ford
00:40:47
Falcon. It was their pride and joy. You
00:40:50
know, it probably had even 100ks. It was
00:40:52
so new and and we needed a car just to
00:40:55
come to the station, get a car, go back.
00:40:56
So that's what we did. Took that on the
00:40:59
way. And this is about 6:30 at night. on
00:41:01
the way. Oh, can you go to AT Square?
00:41:05
It's disorder. It's out of hand. Um,
00:41:07
okay. Where do you want us to park? Oh,
00:41:10
just park out where the picture theaters
00:41:12
are in Queen Street there. So, that's
00:41:13
where we park this brand new packing
00:41:16
gun. And at that time because we had our
00:41:19
PR24 to come out the longer pattern
00:41:22
which come out during spring. Uh but we
00:41:25
had had no he we just had a short sleeve
00:41:29
t-shirt and you get out there and next
00:41:32
thing this riot is developing. It's
00:41:33
getting worse and ultimately we ended up
00:41:38
doing bad charges down Queen Street but
00:41:40
we had nothing in the bottle of flying.
00:41:42
I think there's something like 56 police
00:41:44
officers taken to hospital that night.
00:41:46
And I remember at one stage we were
00:41:47
doing B charge down and you just go 20
00:41:49
meters instead of stopping the boss want
00:41:51
to come back 10 meters which as soon as
00:41:53
you came back they b on but you'd be
00:41:56
doing bon charge and the person I
00:41:57
remember when the person beside me just
00:41:59
screamed and dropped you know and
00:42:02
because all we had was our unifor we
00:42:04
didn't have protective and yeah I think
00:42:07
I finished 3:00 the next morning and my
00:42:11
partner was covered in blood.
00:42:14
Yeah. And it was like a war zone. It was
00:42:16
horren. It was a riot and um yeah, I
00:42:20
remember one time you'd heard that
00:42:22
because we forcing them back down Queen
00:42:24
Street. Then you start hear the glass
00:42:25
going and they were just smashing every
00:42:27
shop window it was. And then you start
00:42:30
see the looting stuff. It was just out
00:42:32
of control. And uh yeah, and the worst
00:42:36
thing was that brand new wood falcon had
00:42:40
every panel smashed. He was on this roof
00:42:43
and yeah, those inquiry staff because
00:42:46
they're older policemen just gave me
00:42:48
grief. I still know see one of them and
00:42:51
he still gives me grief.
00:42:53
Oh, it was like your fault. Yeah, cuz we
00:42:55
took their car and you know cuz we're
00:42:57
going to pick up our car we have the
00:42:58
night and take their car back. You know
00:43:00
that didn't happen. So So I think um
00:43:03
Dave Dobin faced some charges didn't cuz
00:43:06
I think his band Smash was on stage at
00:43:08
the time. Yeah. Yeah. Um Yeah. Yeah. Do
00:43:11
you like DD Smash or Dave D? I do like
00:43:13
the music. Yeah. I'm not impressed
00:43:15
because I had friends who were cuz there
00:43:18
was only police by a sergeant who I knew
00:43:21
I actually played football with and five
00:43:24
star and of course it's a full AS square
00:43:27
and they turn on them and yeah it was
00:43:29
pretty tough and they're just trying to
00:43:31
do their job. Um but yeah I do listen to
00:43:34
that music. Does it is it triggering at
00:43:38
times? Yeah. Yep. And and in fact if
00:43:40
Yeah. But when I hear the name, you
00:43:42
know, yeah, right, am I automatically
00:43:45
where I go? Yeah. Yeah. And the funny
00:43:48
thing just bringing up the differences
00:43:49
between like then and now in terms of
00:43:50
policing, like a big part of the Grace
00:43:52
Main case, and we'll get into that,
00:43:53
centered around um this the incredible
00:43:56
um CCTV footage. Yeah. High definition
00:43:59
footage everywhere back then in ' 84.
00:44:01
Yeah. Um none of those looters would
00:44:03
have been caught, right? Because there
00:44:04
was not a camera anywhere. No, no
00:44:06
cameras there.
00:44:08
Um, and another one you mentioned
00:44:10
before, um, Operation Stockholm, the
00:44:12
Swedish tourists. Yeah. So, what was
00:44:14
your involvement with that? That was
00:44:15
down Cormander way, right? So, what
00:44:17
happened was I was working a dirty
00:44:18
weekend and it was a
00:44:20
Saturday and or Sunday, it might have
00:44:22
been. And uh the Swedish couple were
00:44:25
missing. Not that we knew uh cuz it last
00:44:28
been in ts and it had a car and the car
00:44:31
was found in Wland Street in
00:44:33
M. And so the DI John Hughes at the time
00:44:37
got a group of us together cuz we were
00:44:38
working and uh he just basically said
00:44:42
right you you and you'll be on this
00:44:44
quarry and you and you you'll be on till
00:44:47
the end. And he pointed to me you'll be
00:44:48
on to the end. Uh and it started from
00:44:51
there and so we started doing general
00:44:53
inquiries trying to background and stuff
00:44:55
and then um cuz I had a couple of young
00:44:59
children at the time so staff who didn't
00:45:02
went to based in teams I was based in
00:45:04
Oakland and yeah we went for a few
00:45:08
months and then David Tam Harry's name
00:45:11
came up and I was we we had a code that
00:45:16
if the detective senior sergeant rang us
00:45:20
and said copy's boiling. We were on to
00:45:22
it. Definitely on to it.
00:45:25
And I don't know, Wednesday night,
00:45:27
something like that in the week about
00:45:29
7:00 and I get a phone call from Danger
00:45:31
Coffees. Well, you know, because been
00:45:34
full time on inquiry and so I went out,
00:45:38
I had to get a search warrant for the
00:45:40
address where this family lived in
00:45:43
Aenddale. And then we found property
00:45:46
belonged to a Swedish couple and it went
00:45:48
from there. And then the next morning,
00:45:50
uh, I think I finished about 2:00 in the
00:45:53
morning back at work 8:00 briefing and
00:45:57
they had a team to go up to Men where
00:46:00
Tim Hi was and I was included in that
00:46:03
team part of the interview team and and
00:46:07
it started from there and and of course
00:46:10
that day admitted to stealing the car,
00:46:14
but that was all. And it just went from
00:46:17
there. And then my one of my tasks was
00:46:19
to do background into him or his
00:46:23
criminal offending or cases and stuff
00:46:25
like that which which I did
00:46:28
and yeah we interviewed him a number of
00:46:31
times and he got charged and trial and
00:46:35
you know it was a circumstantial case
00:46:37
you know nobody's been found in no scene
00:46:41
was circumstantial and yeah got
00:46:43
convicted.
00:46:45
when you're interviewing someone like
00:46:46
that.
00:46:48
Um yeah, what's it like? Do you Michelle
00:46:52
Obama's got this quote that um I've you
00:46:54
I've used on the podcast heaps. I'll
00:46:56
probably botch it up, but it's something
00:46:57
like um most people are hard uh to
00:47:00
dislike up close. I feel like there's
00:47:02
probably exceptions to that rule. And
00:47:03
I've had um an old lady who was on the
00:47:05
podcast, Chuck Henwood. Oh, yeah. Yeah.
00:47:07
Yeah. Yeah. Um we talked to him about um
00:47:10
who was Malcolm Ray. Oh, Malcolm Ray
00:47:12
Jerry Thompson. Yeah. Yeah. No, Malcolm
00:47:14
Ray. He said dead in the eyes. Yeah. Imp
00:47:16
impossible to like up close or far away.
00:47:18
Yeah. Um when you with someone like
00:47:20
Tamahi who's, you know, been convicted
00:47:22
and at that point was accused of like
00:47:24
murdering these um these backpackers.
00:47:26
Yeah. What's it like? Look, he was an
00:47:29
intelligent enough guy. He could talk
00:47:32
quite willingly talk about a whole lot
00:47:33
of things. Obviously talk about the bush
00:47:35
um that he grown up in.
00:47:37
Yeah. Like Yeah. He wasn't I've dealt
00:47:40
with people before who we left in a room
00:47:43
with them where I never got that that
00:47:46
Yes. I totally believe and I know it's
00:47:48
been through appeals and you know just
00:47:50
even last year the court of appeal still
00:47:53
found him guilty and um and I've always
00:47:56
believed that he was guilty you know my
00:47:57
knowledge of all the files where he was
00:48:00
involved in and my dealings with him and
00:48:03
yeah he won't people won't convince me
00:48:05
otherwise. M yeah mate of mine put out a
00:48:08
podcast last year this guy Ryan Wolf put
00:48:09
out a podcast called Gil which revisits
00:48:12
that when um you do do things like that
00:48:15
like like do you listen to it does it
00:48:16
bother you does it piss you off are you
00:48:18
indifferent about it you know I I have
00:48:20
listened to it and I've spoken to Ryan
00:48:22
and uh there's certain things in there I
00:48:24
go oh no that's not quite right but
00:48:27
there's other things oh that's
00:48:28
interesting um but then you know from
00:48:30
the investigation I was based in Oakland
00:48:31
yes once a week we had to go to Tims for
00:48:33
a briefing to catch up with anything.
00:48:35
So, I wasn't involved in a lot of the
00:48:36
stuff that went on down in Temp and the
00:48:39
Daily Breakers, but we had so much work
00:48:41
in Oakland to do. Uh, yeah.
00:48:45
Um, yeah. Another thing in your um
00:48:49
amazing career, the 1990 Commonwealth
00:48:50
Games, were you were you involved with
00:48:52
Protecting the Queen? Oh, yes, I was.
00:48:55
Yes. Yeah. Yeah. So, uh, sorry been on a
00:48:59
a brand new team basically called
00:49:01
witness protection.
00:49:03
That's VIP squad and went down do
00:49:09
personal protection officer training.
00:49:11
Did that and and that included driving,
00:49:15
firing
00:49:16
this. Uh we then when the Comwalth Games
00:49:22
were on and Prince Andrew came first and
00:49:26
I was a security car driver behind their
00:49:29
car. So I'd have British personal
00:49:32
protection officers in the car and yeah
00:49:35
we went round and then
00:49:38
uh on the on a closing ceremony could by
00:49:41
then the queen had come across and so I
00:49:43
was driver behind the queen's car. So,
00:49:45
I've done a lap of Mount
00:49:47
Smart driving around. So badass. Yeah,
00:49:51
it's cool. I know. I know. Driving, not
00:49:53
running.
00:49:55
Um, yeah, there's some good memories,
00:49:57
eh? Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Absolutely.
00:49:59
The job is fantastic. You know, like,
00:50:00
and I'd say to people, everything is
00:50:02
what you make of it. Yeah. Within the
00:50:03
police, there are so many different
00:50:05
fears. Whether you want to be a dog
00:50:06
handler, if you want to work some search
00:50:08
and rescue, if you want to work on
00:50:09
eagle, you know, like in going work in
00:50:12
rural, like I've worked in Kaoi, it's
00:50:14
totally different work in the big city.
00:50:15
So I know both aspects you there's
00:50:17
different you can work in the school
00:50:19
community officer roles, all that sort
00:50:22
of stuff, youth aid, there's a whole
00:50:24
vast range and yeah, everything's what
00:50:26
you make of it. And make sure you're
00:50:28
happy. And that's my job. Make sure the
00:50:30
staff are happy because if they're not
00:50:31
happy, they're not going to do a good
00:50:32
job. Yeah. Yeah. Most of the career um
00:50:35
has been in Oakland, but yeah, there's
00:50:36
been stints in Kaoi and Hogs Bay. Yeah,
00:50:39
they they eventually got you to Hogs
00:50:40
Bay. I got there. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
00:50:43
Yeah. What were How long were those
00:50:44
stints for him? What was that? So, uh
00:50:47
Kao I went up there because I had some
00:50:49
in-laws who lived Kitaya North. I had
00:50:51
very close friends who lived Kerry Kerry
00:50:53
and I just wanted something to you. I
00:50:55
just wanted to experience something
00:50:56
totally different and believe me it was
00:50:59
uh you know they called me the tar seal
00:51:01
detective when I got up there because a
00:51:03
lot of the 80% of the roads in Northland
00:51:05
or the far north
00:51:07
were not tal you know they're just yeah
00:51:11
dirt tracks up um so but it was a
00:51:14
different and like I try and explain
00:51:16
even to some of my staff now that I
00:51:19
remember going out getting called to a
00:51:20
homicide at the back of openoni there
00:51:23
was a single man I Uh there was myself
00:51:26
as a detective. It's 45minute drive. You
00:51:30
go there, you could see the person in
00:51:32
this house and then Foreman had been a
00:51:34
convicted murderer. Uh if you go there,
00:51:37
you see the person and he's obviously
00:51:39
dead in the house and his blood know
00:51:40
he's been murdered. But a double story
00:51:42
house and thought gosh, we'll say
00:51:43
someone else is in the house. Need to
00:51:45
check. Stepping plates that you see at
00:51:47
crime scenes now haven't got to
00:51:48
Northland. We had them in Oakland, not
00:51:50
here, but we didn't have them in
00:51:52
Northland.
00:51:53
So I have to rip pages out of my pad and
00:51:57
to climb so I didn't in case I
00:51:59
contaminated the scene. There's none
00:52:01
there. We get back. We then had to drive
00:52:03
5 kilometers to get communications. So
00:52:06
we're out of comps where we were and
00:52:10
then you have to wait 3 and 1 half hours
00:52:12
for the DI and staff to arrive from
00:52:16
Pere. That doesn't happen in the big
00:52:18
cities. But so I know what it's like in
00:52:21
rural small town New Zealand. What was
00:52:23
Do you Did that feel like um Yeah. Is it
00:52:26
a small town sort of job? Do you know
00:52:28
what I mean? Slower pace of life for a
00:52:29
cop police officer. It was It wasn't a
00:52:33
slower pace of life. It was horrendously
00:52:35
busy. I don't think I've ever been so
00:52:36
busy in my life. Wow. The serious crime
00:52:39
was just Yeah. Bl. And but of course
00:52:43
they didn't have they didn't have social
00:52:44
media. You didn't have media mainstream
00:52:47
media up there. And so stuff that we
00:52:50
worked on would be front page news under
00:52:53
the radar. So you had to work on it. And
00:52:56
you know if you had to go have a high
00:52:58
court trial that was in fun. So you
00:53:00
could have a case in say open which is
00:53:03
45 minutes away from Kaoi and the trial
00:53:07
would be in fun and you've got to get
00:53:09
your witnesses there. So you start
00:53:10
really early and get them. It's yeah
00:53:13
it's a totally different world. And then
00:53:15
Hawks Bay what was what was going on
00:53:17
down there? Was it a lot of gang
00:53:18
activity? Yeah. Yeah. I I first one of
00:53:21
the reasons why I went down, you know,
00:53:23
good out of Kao was we we'd come back to
00:53:26
Oakland for holidays and the traffic and
00:53:28
of course there's no traffic lights in
00:53:29
KO at the time. I thought I'm not going
00:53:31
back to Oakland. And uh then we lived on
00:53:35
a farm. We moved into the farm got moved
00:53:38
into a police house and everybody knew
00:53:40
where the detective lived. And then my
00:53:42
oldest son got beaten up to school cuz
00:53:44
his dad was a detective and I thought,
00:53:45
"Oh, that's not fair." and I've got a
00:53:47
you know yes it's an invention for kids
00:53:49
but I've got to also look after them and
00:53:51
so I thought would always like horse bay
00:53:54
so I was trying to get promotion to
00:53:57
sergeant down there but a detective job
00:53:59
came up in so applied got that went down
00:54:02
there and within about four or five
00:54:03
months got a sergeant job at Hastings
00:54:06
which was a real open because I didn't
00:54:08
know my way around and uh yeah had the
00:54:11
staff but it's also going back to
00:54:13
uniform sergeant was leadership
00:54:15
management 101 time. So, yeah.
00:54:21
Yeah. One thing that amazes me is like
00:54:22
how much you've you've done. So, there's
00:54:24
the the career side of things, but also
00:54:25
um your dad of four, three sons and a
00:54:27
daughter. Yep. And a granddad now. We'll
00:54:29
get to that chapter of your life later,
00:54:31
but um also like a a mate of mine, Brad,
00:54:33
messaged me and he said, "You coached
00:54:35
his football team for a while and you
00:54:36
were president of the club." Um how
00:54:38
Yeah.
00:54:40
First of all, the extracurricular stuff
00:54:42
blows my mind and I suppose it's an
00:54:43
essential thing to have that sort of
00:54:44
balance, but I don't know how you how
00:54:46
you prioritize and fit it in. But also,
00:54:48
um the family stuff like did you were
00:54:50
there a lot of sacrifices made like
00:54:52
things that you missed because you had
00:54:54
to drop everything in order to get back
00:54:55
to a crisis at work? Absolutely. It was
00:54:59
um and and probably a really good
00:55:01
example is we moved to Kaoi and we lived
00:55:04
out on a farm in Kai. It was during the
00:55:06
school holidays. I had four children. My
00:55:09
daughter was only six months old and
00:55:12
within I think it's a week of being
00:55:15
working starting working up there. It
00:55:17
was school holidays and cuz we live on
00:55:18
farm so your nearest neighbor is about
00:55:20
200 meters away and you know my then
00:55:23
wife didn't know anyone
00:55:25
around and there's a homicide in Pong
00:55:29
which I got sent to and I was out of
00:55:31
town for 10 days. So she's left by
00:55:33
herself with the children and that's
00:55:36
where those small communities the wives
00:55:38
and partners really get together and
00:55:40
support each other which is really good.
00:55:43
So
00:55:45
uh yeah I
00:55:48
just think that there was times where
00:55:51
yeah I did miss birthdays um which was
00:55:54
sad. Um but they understood you and we
00:55:57
taught and kids are fantastic. They've
00:55:59
grown up now they're adults. I I know
00:56:01
they're proud of me, but I am so proud
00:56:04
of them and what they've achieved and
00:56:05
what they've done and uh Yeah. just
00:56:08
Yeah. that that they're my will. I just
00:56:11
um the grandkids it's yeah and that's
00:56:15
you and you of course when your children
00:56:16
start to grow up and they get to start
00:56:18
playing sport and so I was involved with
00:56:21
coaching which is really great. as I
00:56:23
said had three boys and a girl. Um I
00:56:25
said to my boys once you reach teenage
00:56:27
years I'm going to stop coaching you
00:56:28
because I don't want to lose the
00:56:30
relationship the father son relationship
00:56:32
and give you advice but I'm not going to
00:56:34
be coaching you and of course my oldest
00:56:36
boy at high school first year high
00:56:40
school played football then I'm going to
00:56:41
play rugby.
00:56:43
What? And that was but good on him.
00:56:46
Yeah. He ended up playing league end up
00:56:47
being vice captain of the college verse
00:56:49
15. Uh yeah that's it didn't matter as
00:56:53
long as there's multiple boards you know
00:56:55
my daughter well gymnastics net football
00:56:59
um some sons that surf I surf life
00:57:01
saving all the kids that surf life
00:57:03
saving uh athletics I just anything to
00:57:06
keep them occupied and yeah and I just
00:57:09
got involved as a volunteer just got
00:57:11
involved coaching managing help me out
00:57:13
uh and yeah then of course football club
00:57:17
coast and 96 came back to Oakland
00:57:20
and just started coaching. One of mine
00:57:23
in the police said, "You should get on
00:57:24
the junior committee did." And then, you
00:57:27
know, just through the coaching, I I
00:57:31
ultimately did the international team
00:57:33
coaches license back then through New
00:57:35
Zealand football and I wasn't competent
00:57:37
yet at the end. So, I didn't gain that,
00:57:40
but I had my national license. Uh but I
00:57:43
worked with New Zealand football
00:57:44
coaching in theirmies and yeah I'd take
00:57:47
you know week off work to run school
00:57:49
holiday programs up this coast and um
00:57:52
yeah and then just giving back and then
00:57:54
I got I like coaching the little ones
00:57:56
you know sort of seven eight years old
00:57:58
but I also like coaching the 17 year
00:58:00
olds the teenagers and because you can
00:58:03
have a really good a good role model and
00:58:05
I know police throughout the country who
00:58:08
are involved in sports clubs and I've
00:58:09
got some friends who've done it and I
00:58:11
think it's in the DNA to be community
00:58:13
oriented, to be community-minded and get
00:58:15
out there and help in the community. And
00:58:18
yeah, I see it. And you know, like for
00:58:20
me, the big honor really is that there's
00:58:25
probably nearly a dozen players I've
00:58:26
coached, both boys and girls, that join
00:58:28
New Zealand police, you know, and I
00:58:30
think, well, you know, if I was a good
00:58:33
role model for them and that's what
00:58:34
they've done. And I know there's other
00:58:35
police out there around the country who
00:58:36
do the same thing. And I'm sure there's
00:58:38
other kids who could have been doing the
00:58:40
police.
00:58:43
God, you've been so generous, eh? You
00:58:45
know, be easy to go, listen, you know,
00:58:47
I'm I'm tired. You I've got a I've got a
00:58:50
family and my job and that's enough. Um
00:58:52
yeah, Brad, who I mentioned, a friend of
00:58:54
mine. Um he wanted me to ask you about
00:58:56
some FBI training. He said, "I've got
00:58:58
some you've got some great yarns about
00:58:59
that." Did you What was FBI training?
00:59:01
So, you know, like I've been fortunate
00:59:03
with New Zealand Police. Um some of the
00:59:05
leadership courses I've been on like
00:59:07
back in
00:59:10
200
00:59:11
six I went to CRA for a month on a
00:59:14
what's called a management series crime
00:59:16
course which is like almost a South
00:59:18
Pacific type course but run by AFP in
00:59:21
CRA and there you get a lot of media
00:59:23
training like we had almost a week of
00:59:25
media training which was good you know
00:59:27
starts to repair you and although I'd
00:59:30
already done some media I was I was a
00:59:32
detective seen about it. And then in
00:59:35
2007, I went back to CRA for a
00:59:40
um human trafficking for sexual
00:59:42
exploitation course, a 3-week course um
00:59:46
which is around human trafficking, you
00:59:48
know, forced labor, sex servitude. Uh
00:59:52
and then I was really lucky in
00:59:55
2010. I was off the chance to go to
00:59:59
quantico FBI academy over in the states
01:00:02
for basically it's a 3 month or two and
01:00:04
a half month course which is like a
01:00:06
university semester so you had to do
01:00:08
seven subjects and I remember at the
01:00:12
time I was booked to go in January 2010
01:00:16
in the December my mother had been and
01:00:18
she had had cancer 14 years earlier but
01:00:20
had been diagnosed with terminal cancer
01:00:23
and I remember between the Christmas and
01:00:24
New Year I' taken down to the oncologist
01:00:26
and she got off the toilet and I just
01:00:28
said to him, "Oh, next week I'm off to
01:00:30
the States for 3 months and he just
01:00:31
looked at me and he shook his head." Oh.
01:00:34
So I had to ring up and they changed it
01:00:36
to July and my mother passed away in
01:00:38
February. Um so we yeah went across to
01:00:43
Quantico seven sub you had to do witness
01:00:45
and law enforcement was compulsory. Uh
01:00:47
the international students there's seven
01:00:49
uh there's sorry 272 people on the
01:00:51
course and 30 of us were from all around
01:00:55
the world. There was one from New
01:00:56
Zealand and the New Zealand police was
01:00:58
at that time was sending one staff
01:01:01
member every two years. So I was really
01:01:03
fortunate to go. Uh there's a couple
01:01:05
from Australia but just Europe all
01:01:08
around the world and uh yeah I'm still
01:01:10
Facebook friends with most of them and
01:01:12
it's great. But yeah the course yeah so
01:01:16
fitness and law enforcement
01:01:18
um international law paper. I did public
01:01:22
speaking. I did police and the media did
01:01:25
strategies for dealing with violent
01:01:27
crime, managing death investigations and
01:01:30
last one was the
01:01:32
psychological profile of street and
01:01:35
prison gangs. So it was like being at
01:01:37
university the whole semester because we
01:01:39
had sort of small tests and
01:01:40
presentations to do on it and uh but
01:01:44
yeah it was fantastic but what I saw was
01:01:46
like my roommate he had shot and killed
01:01:49
someone in the line of duty. There was a
01:01:51
guy across the room from me who had shot
01:01:53
and killed a guy in the line of duty,
01:01:54
but at the same time he had been shot
01:01:56
and you can see the facial
01:01:58
reconstruction. Uh, and but that was the
01:02:00
normal thing. That was life then. And
01:02:03
you know, dare I say, we're starting to
01:02:05
see that a little bit now, New Zealand
01:02:07
police. But yeah, it was different like
01:02:09
cuz in the FBI academy and they're from
01:02:12
all the law different law enforcement
01:02:14
agencies across the state, police
01:02:16
department, immigration type, um, drug
01:02:19
and alcohol Okay. Um, yeah.
01:02:23
And they weren't allowed to have their
01:02:25
fire for firearms. Well, they felt
01:02:26
naked. I remembered one time we went to
01:02:29
a Walmart and they just couldn't believe
01:02:31
they were going without their fire for
01:02:33
firearm. What? So what? You know, but
01:02:36
not to them. Yeah. Yeah. What do you
01:02:38
think? Should should it should New
01:02:39
Zealand police be armed? Look, I have I
01:02:42
have views and it's easy for me because
01:02:44
I sit up in the office. I'm not on the
01:02:45
street daily and I if I look at say
01:02:50
small rural town small town rural New
01:02:53
Zealand where's your backup where's your
01:02:55
and maybe they should you know in the
01:02:57
biggest cities there's a lot more backup
01:02:59
it's getting to a stage you ultimately
01:03:02
you know a decision will be made now
01:03:06
yeah I sort of swing both ways I sort of
01:03:08
think in the big city maybe not um some
01:03:12
of the things that we put in place seem
01:03:14
are doing well. They won't be perfect,
01:03:16
but once again, I'm not on the street.
01:03:17
I'm not the one basic. And I read our
01:03:19
occurrences every day and there's always
01:03:21
firearms being found. There's and you've
01:03:23
just seen the media. One of our team um
01:03:25
this week found a 3D
01:03:28
um firearm, you know, and all these guns
01:03:30
and there's a photo in the herald and
01:03:33
and they look real and they do operate
01:03:35
like real and that's a real concern
01:03:38
about firearms out there and the safety
01:03:40
for our staff is huge.
01:03:43
So all this training you had the FBI
01:03:45
staff and the media training in CA CRA I
01:03:47
suppose um and all the experiences you
01:03:50
had as a police officer um pre Grace
01:03:54
Main I suppose it all sort of
01:03:56
you comulated yeah commulated commulated
01:04:00
yeah and to being the right man at the
01:04:01
right time to be fair I had as a
01:04:04
detective in Kao I'd done media as a
01:04:07
detective sergeant in Ory I'd had to do
01:04:10
media so it wasn't
01:04:12
knew and including like I was the 2 IC
01:04:16
of as a detective sergeant of the Joan
01:04:18
McCarthy homicide in Pong
01:04:21
1998 and you know that role went for six
01:04:25
and a half weeks and there's lot and as
01:04:28
to see you've got to organize coordinate
01:04:30
put the file together yes you have a
01:04:33
team and you have a um B manager but
01:04:36
everything falls on you to make sure
01:04:38
everything works and so there's a lot of
01:04:40
pressure stress on that and so but my
01:04:43
boss let me do some meeting around that
01:04:45
you know and and that's what I'm doing
01:04:47
I'm trying to get some of my staff to do
01:04:48
more media some of them really nervous
01:04:50
don't worry but um it gets easy anything
01:04:53
gets easier the more you do it correct
01:04:54
correct and so I had already done uh
01:04:57
different media aspects and even leading
01:04:59
up to before Grace Main I've done um
01:05:02
cold case series uh different TV show
01:05:06
different media for different homicides
01:05:07
crimes so you you the more you do the
01:05:10
more confident you get um you can never
01:05:13
predict every question that comes and
01:05:15
you can't answer every question
01:05:16
unfortunately because that's that's the
01:05:18
nature of the work we're doing but yep
01:05:21
it's you get to grace me and and it was
01:05:25
interesting
01:05:26
because you know while I wasn't involved
01:05:28
in the media with the Swedish inquiry is
01:05:31
international and the media and I know
01:05:33
there's a lot of media involved uh
01:05:36
coming over particularly around time of
01:05:37
resident court cases like that And you
01:05:40
know I sort of was aware of me I wasn't
01:05:42
involved in that aspect of it obviously
01:05:44
as as a detective but I was very
01:05:47
conscious of it and you know there's
01:05:49
some other cases that came up where
01:05:51
international and media and so as soon
01:05:54
as that grace case the media was going
01:05:56
to be huge and and one of the things
01:05:59
that happened was um and the family and
01:06:00
like a lot happens here in New Zealand
01:06:02
now had put her missing on a community
01:06:05
Facebook page and the Essex media had
01:06:08
picked that up. So essentially some of
01:06:10
the British media knew before we even
01:06:11
had the complaint that she was missing
01:06:13
in New Zealand. And of course it didn't
01:06:16
take long
01:06:18
once we had the complaint started
01:06:21
investigating
01:06:23
uh that media museum media picked it up
01:06:27
and it was even on day one and so came
01:06:31
in on the Wednesday
01:06:33
afternoon just got some basic inquiries
01:06:35
done and it was getting updated up to
01:06:36
about 10:00 that night and the next day
01:06:39
we start with the investigation get an
01:06:41
investigation team start and the media
01:06:43
questions had already started
01:06:45
And so I ended up having two police
01:06:49
media staff with me the whole time
01:06:51
because it was so intense.
01:06:55
Yeah. So So this all happens um in your
01:06:58
late 50s. You're 58 59 years old.
01:07:01
Pro prior prior to that, what would you
01:07:03
have said was your like career
01:07:05
definfining moment?
01:07:07
Uh I'd had a couple before that like the
01:07:11
you know the Swedish inquiry was huge
01:07:13
and you know the result and my
01:07:16
involvement because I had been part of
01:07:17
the interview team with Tamary. Uh and
01:07:21
so that was big for me. The Joan
01:07:24
McCarthy homicide was really big because
01:07:27
Travis Burns was the offender
01:07:30
and it had gone on for four months
01:07:34
before we got on to
01:07:36
you know him as being he is the offender
01:07:40
and there's a lot of pressure during the
01:07:43
trial and so I was basically two years
01:07:45
on that from time of investigation in
01:07:47
the November 1998 right through to when
01:07:50
the trial ended tidy up everything uh
01:07:53
yeah two years on and of course a trial
01:07:58
that big and there's a lot of pressure
01:08:00
right there's pressure um because that
01:08:03
time you know DNA And you know
01:08:06
crosscontamination was an issue uh
01:08:08
raised as defense and I know the SR
01:08:11
scientist was under a lot of pressure
01:08:13
and you I was told at one stage that if
01:08:15
we lose this case we could lose ESR from
01:08:17
New Zealand and we police would have to
01:08:19
send their exhibits across to Melbourne
01:08:21
testing. So there's a lot of pressure.
01:08:24
Um dare I say Joe Karum sat in the back
01:08:25
of the court at time. Um you know you're
01:08:28
dealing with a family and it's
01:08:30
restaurant is hard really hard for them.
01:08:33
So that was a big case and that yeah had
01:08:37
a big impact because I was a detective
01:08:40
sergeant. Yeah. I was living up on the
01:08:42
coast and that's where it happened upon.
01:08:44
Yeah. So then then
01:08:47
um
01:08:50
201 14 but again November 2014 the 1080
01:08:56
and the milk powder scare operation
01:08:58
Concord came on and I sort of ran that
01:09:01
from the November through to February
01:09:03
when because of the blackmail
01:09:05
implications on the government pressure.
01:09:07
Yeah. a D super came in to run it and I
01:09:09
ended up being in charge of the suspect
01:09:11
team and we
01:09:13
had something like over 2,000 persons of
01:09:17
interest and we finally got down and got
01:09:20
the offender and he pleaded guilty court
01:09:23
which was huge because there's huge
01:09:25
that's probably one of the most
01:09:28
politically motivated well not motivated
01:09:30
but
01:09:31
um investigation political investigation
01:09:34
we've done because we had to brief the
01:09:36
prime minister daily. Was that Helen?
01:09:39
Uh, no that was John Ke and yeah because
01:09:43
the implications what we were told
01:09:46
was in front collapsed then the New
01:09:49
Zealand
01:09:51
comes and that's huge. Yeah. And so yeah
01:09:54
there was a lot of pressure on that and
01:09:56
like every day I had to brief
01:09:59
headquarters on everything that was
01:10:00
going on and that included Christmas
01:10:02
Day, New Year's Day.
01:10:07
Do you want to pour? Yeah. Pause for a
01:10:08
drink of
01:10:10
water.
01:10:12
Oh my god. These the
01:10:15
Yeah. Spent such a career. These these
01:10:18
stories are just the things that you've
01:10:19
seen and done. It's remarkable. How you
01:10:21
feeling? You going okay? Yeah. Good. I'm
01:10:22
fine. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Um I
01:10:25
watched The Lie last night on Netflix.
01:10:27
Oh, yes. Um Yeah. I should have asked
01:10:28
royalties. No. Sorry. You've you've seen
01:10:31
it. I You're involved with that. Have
01:10:33
you watched it? And how do you feel when
01:10:34
you watch it? Uh well I watched it way
01:10:36
back when it first in fact it was really
01:10:38
interesting because obviously I was
01:10:39
involved in the production of it and the
01:10:41
director from UK came over and then last
01:10:46
year I was in Europe and I went over to
01:10:48
London and I actually stayed with
01:10:49
Jillian Main for three nights just to
01:10:52
keep up which is really good for her
01:10:53
because she could just talk to me about
01:10:54
things. She couldn't talk about family
01:10:55
and friends cuz I knew everything gone
01:10:58
on the uh like about what sort of stuff
01:11:01
what sort of stuff would she would she
01:11:03
chat about with with you.
01:11:08
So some of the Julian would chat to me
01:11:11
about some of the personal stuff, you
01:11:14
know, around around grace, around the
01:11:16
case
01:11:18
and some of the things that went on
01:11:20
which, you know, because there was some
01:11:21
stuff that was suppressed and, you know,
01:11:24
I could talk to her and because cuz she
01:11:26
couldn't talk to her friends or family
01:11:27
because they didn't know in the detail,
01:11:30
but I could talk and I think there's a
01:11:31
very good outlet with her to and I
01:11:35
remember a couple times we sat have
01:11:36
breakfast and then 3 hours later we're
01:11:38
still talking. So that was good. Uh but
01:11:43
was while I was over in the UK and I had
01:11:45
a friend in Aussie contact me and said,
01:11:48
"I just been looking at Netflix. I see
01:11:51
this girl on there. Next thing I hear
01:11:52
your effing voice. What the heck?" I
01:11:55
said,
01:11:56
"What?" And uh he said, "Yeah." So then
01:11:59
I contacted Brenon New Zealand and said,
01:12:01
"Hey, this the lie. What?" Oh, yeah.
01:12:03
It's going to start on Netflix next
01:12:04
week. So I actually caught up with the
01:12:07
director over in London. She didn't even
01:12:09
know. So yeah, it wasn't until I got
01:12:11
home and then I watched that. Okay, I
01:12:15
watched it. So I thought it was done
01:12:17
really well and I thought the message
01:12:18
behind it, you know, in terms of the
01:12:20
rough sex defense was really really good
01:12:23
and
01:12:24
um particularly at the very end and you
01:12:27
see all those names of all those women
01:12:29
that have died as a result of rough sex.
01:12:34
Yeah. Um, so I'm just stuck on um
01:12:37
Jillian Melain like yeah whenever I
01:12:40
think of her like it just it breaks my
01:12:42
heart in a way like um first of all what
01:12:44
she's done um you post losing um Grace
01:12:47
and David is remarkable like Kilamanjaro
01:12:50
and she's done all this charitable stuff
01:12:51
the handbag charity and love grace
01:12:53
campaign handbags. Yeah. Yeah. I can't
01:12:55
imagine, you know, because people say
01:12:57
time heals the wounds, but I don't know.
01:12:59
I don't think that's the sort of grief
01:13:00
that you could ever get over. And even
01:13:01
though medically there's no way of
01:13:02
knowing it, like there's um there's
01:13:04
there's Yeah.
01:13:06
Uh yeah, her husband's um cancer had to
01:13:10
be caused by stress, right? Absolutely.
01:13:12
Absolutely. It was interesting because
01:13:16
Yeah. I got it really well. It was when
01:13:18
we heard that he was flying over and
01:13:20
then we heard that he was a self-made
01:13:21
billionaire and he's bring the media
01:13:23
with him. I thought, "Oh my god, this
01:13:24
last week." So I said to my family l lay
01:13:27
off, "When you pick him up, bring him to
01:13:29
my office." So he comes into the office
01:13:30
and we we're just chatting away and I
01:13:33
said, "Look, one of the things I will do
01:13:35
is I'll tell you everything before I
01:13:37
talk to the media cuz it's only fair
01:13:39
that you're here
01:13:40
first." I said, "Okay." I said, "There's
01:13:43
only one condition on that." I said, "If
01:13:47
you talk to the media out of turn, I'll
01:13:49
have to be careful what I tell you. I'll
01:13:52
stop talking to you.
01:13:53
like that and he looked at me and I
01:13:56
thought, "Oh gosh, no one's ever spoken
01:13:57
to him like that before." And and but he
01:14:00
was really good. Um he said, "No, no,
01:14:02
I'm not here. This is your job. That's
01:14:04
your job." Blah blah blah. So I' just
01:14:06
gone from saying, "I don't want you to
01:14:08
speak to the media out of turn." And
01:14:10
then I said, "I want you to sit with me
01:14:12
at the media conference this afternoon,"
01:14:15
which he did, which and you know, he got
01:14:17
upset and it was pretty tough.
01:14:20
Where were things at at that point? Did
01:14:21
you She was just a missing person. Still
01:14:23
a missing person. And that and yeah, so
01:14:26
she gets reported as a missing person.
01:14:28
And this is one of the reasons why we go
01:14:29
to the media. It wasn't a homicide. And
01:14:32
I totally understand the family violence
01:14:33
homicides, but usually we have that
01:14:35
offended within 24 hours. And so you
01:14:37
don't go to the media. But this is a
01:14:39
missing person. And so we can go to the
01:14:42
media and because of the red flags right
01:14:45
from the start, you know, we had to go
01:14:47
to the media. red flags as in a girl
01:14:50
that was active on social media that it
01:14:51
wasn't. Yeah. Here's Grace um been in
01:14:55
contact with her family every day since
01:14:57
she'd been overseas and she'd been in
01:14:58
Peru before she came to New Zealand. Um
01:15:01
she had it was her birthday on the 2nd
01:15:04
of December and of course she went out
01:15:07
the night of the 1st December. She'd
01:15:09
messaged a friend while she with Kempson
01:15:13
and then there's nothing. All
01:15:18
communication stopped on her birthday.
01:15:20
Her family can't get hold of her. She
01:15:21
doesn't get hold of her family. Friends
01:15:23
can't get hold of her. What's going on?
01:15:26
So it was definitely rip. Yeah. And so
01:15:29
it came on the Wednesday the Thursday we
01:15:31
start then we actually cuz he had been
01:15:34
on space her Facebook page last one
01:15:37
comment and the Thursday afternoon he
01:15:39
comes in. Well we found him. He came in
01:15:42
and talk and of course he told the lie.
01:15:45
Um, not just one. Yeah. Where he said he
01:15:48
was working when he wasn't working. Um,
01:15:51
he did just everything. Everything he
01:15:52
said apart from his name was lie
01:15:54
basically. Yeah. So, so, so, so when you
01:15:56
meet David Melain,
01:15:58
um, what do you say to him? Do you do
01:16:00
are you honest and you say, "I've got to
01:16:02
say like it's not looking good or do you
01:16:04
do you try and keep things positive?"
01:16:06
And Well, you you have to you know, you
01:16:09
have to be honest because Yeah. And like
01:16:11
I said, look, we're hoping that maybe,
01:16:14
you know, there's some islands out here.
01:16:15
Maybe she's met someone just gone to an
01:16:17
island. I said, it's not likely cuz you
01:16:19
know your daughter, she hasn't been in
01:16:20
contact on her birthday. I said, that's
01:16:22
why we've got a big investigation team
01:16:24
and we're doing everything we can to
01:16:25
find. So I said, um, you know, there is
01:16:29
a worst case scenario. And he said to
01:16:31
me, he said, Scott, I've been on a plane
01:16:32
for 24
01:16:34
hours. Okay. So you know I met him then
01:16:38
and of course it's stressful for him and
01:16:40
we were his support. We had to wrap
01:16:42
ourselves around and support. His
01:16:43
brother came over the next day but of
01:16:46
course on the Sunday when we found Grace
01:16:48
and um then he flew home and then of
01:16:51
course we've gone across to the UK for
01:16:53
the funeral and that so met him and saw
01:16:54
him in his home environment and with his
01:16:56
family and but I'd never known him prior
01:17:00
to that all accounts a lovely guy. Yes,
01:17:03
he was a boss um businessman,
01:17:07
but then when it came for the
01:17:10
trial, he I just knew he wasn't right.
01:17:13
And I just it's the stress. There's no
01:17:15
doubt. Such a burden. Of course. And you
01:17:18
know, every day we're sitting during the
01:17:20
trial and they bring up the rough sex
01:17:22
defense and Jillian sitting beside me.
01:17:24
She's sobbing, shaking, crying. And um
01:17:28
they had to listen to that, had to go
01:17:29
through it. And yet we' done all the
01:17:31
prep we could. And I remember on the
01:17:32
Sunday they write on Saturday, Charles
01:17:34
Trolls Town Monday. On the Sunday I had
01:17:36
them office and I was going through all
01:17:37
the evidence and of course one of the
01:17:39
things I had to show them was the CCTV
01:17:42
showing Kempson and Grace going up in
01:17:45
the lift and then see Grace walk out and
01:17:46
that's the last time you see Grace alive
01:17:49
and of course Till was natural it. So,
01:17:53
it was really tough, you know, and um
01:17:56
you trying to be strong, but it does get
01:17:58
emotional as well. And you then go
01:18:02
through the trial and every day to
01:18:04
listen, hear, and yeah, you just And I
01:18:07
just knew
01:18:08
David just wasn't the same person I'd
01:18:11
met the year before. How could you be?
01:18:13
Yeah. Yeah. And so, yeah. And then you
01:18:18
know basically soon as they got back
01:18:21
from a trial which the verdict came out
01:18:23
on the Friday they flew back on the
01:18:25
Saturday
01:18:27
um he goes gets tested he's found cancer
01:18:30
and at one stage they thought come right
01:18:32
and I spoke to him 3 weeks we passed
01:18:39
and all your media stuff around this um
01:18:41
yes I've watched a heap heap of footage
01:18:43
the last couple of days there was the um
01:18:45
yeah the media briefing after the
01:18:46
suitcase was found um after the verdict
01:18:48
comes out there's um the melaines and
01:18:51
you standing on their shoulder just
01:18:52
outside the court. How
01:18:54
um yeah how do you not break down? It's
01:18:58
tough. It is tough. um you know
01:19:01
inside you know on the exterior I try to
01:19:04
put on the brave wrong face but inside
01:19:06
you know you're feeling them you know
01:19:08
like and as I've said in the media you
01:19:10
know I'm a family man with children
01:19:12
around the same age and what they've had
01:19:15
to go through surreners but that's same
01:19:18
with a whole lot of other homicide you
01:19:21
know families of homicide you know and
01:19:24
I've talked before about one day on a
01:19:26
Christmas day having now of a homicide
01:19:29
victim the more tree to identify their
01:19:32
son on Christmas day. Yeah.
01:19:36
Yeah. That's just wrong. Just so sad for
01:19:39
them. And um so for me it doesn't matter
01:19:43
what the background is. It's a loved one
01:19:45
and we've got to work with that. We got
01:19:47
to support we've got to bring in victim
01:19:49
support and our victim support to our
01:19:51
homicide staff are well trained. They do
01:19:53
a fantastic job. Did did um David have
01:19:56
to identify the body like a formal
01:19:58
identification process or was he that
01:20:00
No, we did that through dental
01:20:06
exciting circumstances. So I had a
01:20:09
podcast earlier this year with Mark
01:20:10
Longley. I don't know if you've had any.
01:20:12
Yeah. Um and it's almost like the Maines
01:20:15
and in reverse. He was in New Zealand.
01:20:17
His daughter's in the UK. He had to fly
01:20:18
over there. And um yeah, one thing we
01:20:21
talked about is Yeah. He was like 20 I
01:20:23
think it was 2011 or 2012 when his
01:20:25
daughter's murderer um was incarcerated
01:20:28
and he was like good I don't have to
01:20:30
think about this for at least 17 years
01:20:31
and he sitting here now in 2025 with me
01:20:34
he's like that date's coming up
01:20:36
alarmingly quickly and it's like another
01:20:38
trauma that he has to deal with again.
01:20:39
Yep. It's [ __ ] eh? It is. It is. And uh
01:20:43
yeah, it was interesting. During the
01:20:45
Grace M investigation, I had families of
01:20:49
homicide victims of cases I'd run and
01:20:52
been involved in who sent me, sent
01:20:54
letters, support.
01:20:56
[Music]
01:20:58
Um before Grace went missing, did you
01:21:01
did you know anything of Jesse Kempson?
01:21:03
No. Was he? No, I didn't at all. No.
01:21:05
who's on the police rate but just not
01:21:07
your personal Yeah. Yeah. Um and someone
01:21:11
who's um articulate or well presented
01:21:14
like wearing a a waist coat. Do do you
01:21:16
naturally treat them better or sort of
01:21:18
presume innocence even if it's a bias?
01:21:20
Well, at that stage we didn't know.
01:21:24
He just happened to be the last person
01:21:26
to comment on her Facebook page. So, we
01:21:28
didn't know his involvement. And of
01:21:31
course, the circumstances us finding him
01:21:34
was interesting. and that would
01:21:37
establish he limit the city life hotel.
01:21:39
We'd seen him in the morning and he had
01:21:41
agreed that after work he would come to
01:21:44
police station after
01:21:46
4:00 and so because city life we're just
01:21:51
after the city life to do some inquiries
01:21:53
and it was early afternoon
01:21:56
1:00 and he walked
01:21:59
past and one of the cons says oh there
01:22:02
he is
01:22:03
there and of course when he looked in
01:22:06
and he sees the detectives there and of
01:22:07
course they're in
01:22:09
piece. Yeah. Saba bullet or bass which
01:22:13
is the body armor. And uh he sees soon
01:22:17
as he sees him he turns his head away
01:22:18
turns around and walks walked back to
01:22:20
Queen
01:22:21
Street. Concier says oh there he goes
01:22:23
there. So they go and start had to run
01:22:25
to catch him. and they get around to
01:22:26
Queens and he's gone and can't find he'd
01:22:28
gone down um the steps of a shop and
01:22:32
stood behind a
01:22:35
um yeah display cabinet so he couldn't
01:22:39
be seen but they found him and he said
01:22:42
oh no I was just in here looking for
01:22:45
and he came back he came back station
01:22:48
and uh so that was well hang that and
01:22:51
then of course during that
01:22:52
interview he he
01:22:55
head. You know, yes, we met. We went up
01:22:58
to um Sky City, Andy's Burger Bar, and
01:23:02
we left. I crossed the road, went down
01:23:04
to Victoria Street to Queen Street, end
01:23:06
up in a
01:23:07
bar, back home, and she just wandered
01:23:10
off back to her backpacks I never saw
01:23:13
again. And so that's what we had. And we
01:23:16
had no other evidence to disprove that.
01:23:19
Uh and of course CCTV is a huge
01:23:22
component nowadays particularly in the
01:23:24
big cities and so we had a team on that
01:23:27
and then one of the interesting things
01:23:29
at City Life Hotel there 14 cameras at
01:23:31
Sea Life Hotel. There are seven that we
01:23:33
identified as key to what we needed to
01:23:35
be looking at but their system at the
01:23:38
time was that you could only look at one
01:23:40
camera at a time. So, if you wanted to
01:23:42
watch eight hours, it's going to take 56
01:23:44
hours. And we You just don't have the
01:23:48
time, do you? Well, no, but then I'm
01:23:51
sorry, I had to say this. You cannot
01:23:54
pass forward because we could not afford
01:23:56
to miss anything. So, they had to watch
01:23:57
it second by second, minute by minute,
01:23:59
out. Uh but one day they picked up one
01:24:02
of the cameras and they actually by that
01:24:05
stage we had during his interview and he
01:24:09
said yeah he didn't wake up till 9 or 10
01:24:11
in the morning and they found CCTV of
01:24:14
him going out at 8:00 in the morning. So
01:24:17
when we went back with him to
01:24:19
investigate you and settled a detective
01:24:22
put that to him and had the photo in the
01:24:24
lift. Is that you? Yep. Is that the
01:24:26
lift? Yep. Uh this is 8:15. Oh yeah,
01:24:30
that's right. Before he said he said
01:24:31
just confirming you said you sort of
01:24:33
didn't wake up till 9 or 10. Yeah. This
01:24:36
is 8:00 in the morning. This is you. So
01:24:41
yeah. And from there it was well okay
01:24:43
now we're right on to it. We've got
01:24:45
something here which work on. So we did
01:24:47
a search excuse that night at his
01:24:49
apartment. Um and of course then it just
01:24:52
rolled from there. We found that follow
01:24:54
the Friday night we did the luminal
01:24:55
testing and so Saturday morning when I
01:24:57
come to work there's a photography photo
01:25:00
section did a great job they had a photo
01:25:01
book it all ready for me they've been up
01:25:03
all night and
01:25:05
um yeah you can see the luminal and we
01:25:09
see all the blood around yeah we knew
01:25:13
were and of course David's here we
01:25:16
breeding him on a Friday afternoon he'd
01:25:17
been sent media conference with me and
01:25:21
done a media conference on the
01:25:22
afternoon. It's Yeah, it's just how it
01:25:25
happened with, you know, we'd had staff
01:25:28
out of the way. By that time, our
01:25:30
technology experts had said his phone
01:25:32
had been pulling the taceries. So, we
01:25:34
had our staff out there
01:25:37
and then he in his interview the second
01:25:40
time cuz we brought him in on the
01:25:41
Saturday and one of the things I was
01:25:42
doing when because I'd spoken to the
01:25:44
crown in the morning. I've been to the
01:25:46
scene, had a look myself, spoke to the
01:25:48
crown the morning and we agreed
01:25:49
circumstantially he had sufficient
01:25:50
evidence to charge. So, we're going to
01:25:52
bring him back and while he's been
01:25:56
interviewed, of course, I don't watch
01:25:57
these interviews. I have other things.
01:25:58
Sometimes I do
01:26:00
media, sometimes you other
01:26:02
administrative stuff. Um, but I had the
01:26:06
head of search and rescue and we were
01:26:08
talking about the way tack as we know
01:26:10
there's been other bodies found out
01:26:11
there and he just said, "Look, it's got
01:26:13
to be somewhere where there's a layby or
01:26:16
a car park because you can't just park
01:26:19
on C drive because we know it's windy.
01:26:21
narrow. So I'm thinking like this and
01:26:23
one side of the road there's houses.
01:26:25
Yes, there's bush in that and you know
01:26:27
covers the houses on the other side it's
01:26:29
just bush. So case it's going to be the
01:26:31
other side of the road. And then during
01:26:32
the interview, the second interview of
01:26:34
course rough sex defense says everything
01:26:38
which I was saying was self serving and
01:26:41
he actually
01:26:44
indicated where described where and we
01:26:47
weren't far from that location and we
01:26:49
went there and yeah there there was that
01:26:51
grave. So yeah and we just kicked in
01:26:54
from there.
01:26:57
Yes. That was probably the most um I
01:27:00
suppose memorable if that's the word um
01:27:02
like media briefing that you did. So you
01:27:04
you went to site the body and then you
01:27:07
face the media and um you it seemed like
01:27:10
you were like getting emotional towards
01:27:11
the end. What what's what's the time
01:27:13
between you um citing Grace Main in in
01:27:16
in a suitcase and then fronting the
01:27:18
media? So it was interesting that day
01:27:20
because you know as I say the media
01:27:23
intensity was huge as I had two
01:27:25
full-time media people because there was
01:27:27
just so many barrage questions media
01:27:29
from UK New Zealand and of course within
01:27:32
the media you know the New Zealand
01:27:34
bosses were saying to their staff don't
01:27:36
let the Brits get a scoop type scenario.
01:27:39
The Brits were wanting to get a scoop.
01:27:41
Um it was it was a frenzy within the
01:27:43
media itself let alone from a police
01:27:46
perspective.
01:27:48
So I' taken the pathologist out there
01:27:52
Scenic Drive around lunchtime because
01:27:54
you know we thought it was going to be
01:27:54
early afternoon and there's a lot of
01:27:56
media I had to close Scenic Drive for
01:27:58
the safety of the staff cuz they're
01:27:59
working side the road. Uh so Peters in
01:28:03
and of course the media down so put a
01:28:05
barrier across so that the media could
01:28:07
come up so they could see get the shots
01:28:09
in the distance cuz I I understand the
01:28:11
media you know I've always tried to work
01:28:13
with the media when it's appropriate and
01:28:17
um and then we sort of said oh look
01:28:20
we'll do a stand I'll do a stand at 4:00
01:28:22
and knowing that our New Zealand media
01:28:25
have to prepare for the six news the TV
01:28:27
media so it did editing stuff like that
01:28:30
So, well, it took longer to get the
01:28:34
suitcase out than we had anticipated.
01:28:37
And of course, then the medium get a bit
01:28:39
anty, oh gosh. And uh yeah, and then we
01:28:42
get it out. We had an X-ray machine
01:28:44
there. I had the pathologist there unzip
01:28:46
and you can see and open it right up,
01:28:48
but you can see this body in there and
01:28:50
we just knew it was crazy. So, they had
01:28:51
to get a message over the lane. Um and
01:28:54
so you go from once sort of here with
01:28:58
the staff um and Grace making sure we
01:29:02
get a message to David Melain. My media
01:29:05
person said say this. So within 5
01:29:06
minutes cuz we had got hold of David
01:29:09
within 5 minutes I was standing in front
01:29:11
of press. Now it hadn't been a long
01:29:13
investigation. had only been four days,
01:29:16
but we'd worked some long hours and so
01:29:19
and it had been emotional, you know,
01:29:20
because the case was it was getting
01:29:23
sadder and sadder every day. And it's
01:29:24
like for me being in the media telling
01:29:27
this crime novel that is getting sadder
01:29:29
and sadder and so everybody's missing,
01:29:32
everybody's grouped. Um, and ultimately
01:29:36
the worst case scenario is there. And so
01:29:39
within 5 minutes of his grace, they
01:29:42
would have been told he stand in front
01:29:44
of international and no prep like at
01:29:47
all. You know, every time I'd gone out
01:29:49
to do a media release for that. And on
01:29:52
with
01:29:53
most media stuff, you know, sit with the
01:29:55
media team half an hour before you go
01:29:57
out that up. You do your presentation,
01:29:59
they ask you questions. So you get in
01:30:01
the zone and you go out. And I've done
01:30:03
that with the Graces case with a
01:30:04
different
01:30:05
media except this one. There's no time
01:30:08
to prep and you have to go out and and
01:30:10
it is sad because you know we have found
01:30:13
it which is yeah it is great on one hand
01:30:16
because at least family get to have
01:30:18
great but you know now I've got this
01:30:21
case and course we're charged against
01:30:23
not the
01:30:24
murder and yeah it was tough holding
01:30:28
back and then I got the question how the
01:30:32
family
01:30:33
feel how do you think family feel you
01:30:35
know I have a daughter and you know, in
01:30:38
the 20s and it just came out. It wasn't
01:30:40
planned. It wasn't prepared. It was
01:30:42
just And it just Yeah, it gets you. You
01:30:46
looked like you were um on the cusp of
01:30:48
crying at that point. Yeah. I was having
01:30:49
to hold it together. Yeah. Yeah. Just
01:30:52
Yeah. accumulation of long days and just
01:30:55
the moment. It was just tiredness. It
01:30:56
was the stress. It was the buildup. It
01:30:58
was Yeah. It was, you know, there's
01:31:00
truckload of media sitting there in
01:31:02
front of you. And um Yeah. And then when
01:31:07
is it that you find out about the you
01:31:08
know you said it gets grimmer and
01:31:10
grimmer and it got even grimmer still
01:31:11
like when when do you find out about um
01:31:13
yeah the nude photos on his phone
01:31:15
googling how to you know get rid of a
01:31:17
body and the white hackeries all the all
01:31:18
the other unpleasant stuff that came
01:31:20
afterwards. So that comes in afterwards,
01:31:21
you know, because obviously
01:31:22
investigation, we've only been going for
01:31:24
4 days. We can only do so much some
01:31:26
CCTV.
01:31:27
Uh but then getting into the technology
01:31:30
world, getting into your phones and
01:31:32
stuff like that was, you know, it took a
01:31:34
bit of time, but it came back came out
01:31:37
and of course what he had done, you
01:31:39
know, he goes on, he'd organized a
01:31:40
tender date, he'd taken photos, he'd,
01:31:44
you know, searched Googled certain porn
01:31:47
sites. He Yeah. say it's hot as fire.
01:31:51
Yeah. Yeah. Especially eating birds like
01:31:53
tacker rangers. Yeah. All that sort of
01:31:56
stuff. And Yeah. And then and then he
01:31:59
actually goes out on a tin day on that
01:32:01
Sunday and Grace is lying dead in his
01:32:03
room.
01:32:04
Yeah. He obviously thought about he went
01:32:06
he bought the suitcase.
01:32:10
Um and the times that you've had to be
01:32:12
in his presence, are you in like
01:32:13
disdain? Yeah. Well, I don't have to be.
01:32:16
I you know like it's important as a DI
01:32:18
sort of like they call them senior
01:32:19
investigating officers now that I sit up
01:32:22
and I keep objective you know because I
01:32:25
have to make decision be decision maker
01:32:27
so you have to keep that objectivity so
01:32:29
it's no good me getting involved in an
01:32:31
interview because I'll start losing my
01:32:33
objectivity so I didn't actually see
01:32:35
that interview because on that Saturday
01:32:37
because I actually I was doing a press
01:32:40
release you know and uh when that
01:32:43
interview was taking place not that I
01:32:45
told the media at top. But yeah,
01:32:50
um when you first this comes this comes
01:32:52
I guess much later. Um when you first
01:32:55
learn about the defense case like are
01:32:56
you furious?
01:32:59
No. Well, I have to say okay this
01:33:01
investigator um the rough sex defense
01:33:04
was raised in his second interview.
01:33:06
something. Okay, we're going to have to
01:33:07
deal with this. And that's part of the
01:33:10
reason we go to the UK, make those
01:33:12
inquiries around sex. And yeah, I think
01:33:15
it was important because it meant that
01:33:17
when it came to trial, we went
01:33:19
blindsided. You know, like Grace is 21,
01:33:22
22 years old. She's an adult. You can do
01:33:25
what you like. And that shouldn't impact
01:33:28
on it just, you know, some of the lies
01:33:30
Kempson said around the rough sex. I
01:33:32
didn't know what it was. some about, you
01:33:35
know, 50 shades. Yet we had through the
01:33:38
investigation because it went on for a
01:33:40
number of months afterwards, we
01:33:42
identified people who he had rough sex
01:33:45
with
01:33:46
consensually. So he knew what it was.
01:33:50
Yeah. Yeah. One thing in the trial that
01:33:52
struck out to me was just how I think it
01:33:53
was from one of the pathologists like
01:33:54
how long you have to apply pressure
01:33:56
before someone passes out or you loses
01:34:00
consciousness. It's a very very long
01:34:02
time. Yeah. It was uh couple of the
01:34:04
range. One said 7 to 10 minutes, one
01:34:06
said 5 to 10 minutes. But it was
01:34:08
constant pressure so that you don't
01:34:10
start and then stop because when you
01:34:13
start again the clock starts again. So
01:34:15
it has to be constant serious pressure
01:34:18
for 5 to 10
01:34:21
minutes and you know Yeah. Come on. You
01:34:25
know, common sense. 5 to 10 minutes. And
01:34:27
he said that he was intoxicated and he'd
01:34:30
gone and have a shower afterwards. He
01:34:32
thought she'd got up and left. He would
01:34:33
have tripped over her sh.
01:34:36
Do Do defense lawyers piss you off? No,
01:34:38
they got a job to do. I understand that.
01:34:40
I don't I get on fine with the defense
01:34:42
lawyers. Um, you know, I don't Yeah, it
01:34:46
it's it can be frustrating. It's
01:34:47
difficult when you're sitting with the
01:34:48
family, but that's their job. You
01:34:51
Everybody has a job to do and that's
01:34:53
part of the system. And and it and I try
01:34:56
and tell my staff it's like sometimes
01:34:58
sentencing people go, "Oh, they can get
01:34:59
a long enough sentence and stuff like
01:35:00
that." Our job is to do a thorough
01:35:04
investigation, good investigation, put
01:35:05
together a good pro prosecution case to
01:35:08
work with the crown to put a prosecution
01:35:10
case and draw to the jury. The outcome
01:35:14
is up to the jury sentencing. Yes, we
01:35:16
get victim impact statements and stuff
01:35:17
like that. But it's up to the judge.
01:35:19
Now, if I try and tell you you're going
01:35:21
to get focused and lose that, you might
01:35:23
not work here
01:35:25
because you know you're worrying about
01:35:27
something out of your control.
01:35:30
Yeah, it's a great way of looking at it.
01:35:31
And there there's that saying that
01:35:32
everyone um is entitled to a fair trial,
01:35:35
which which they are, but it feels like
01:35:36
Grace didn't necessarily get a fair
01:35:37
trial in this case. Well, well, that's
01:35:39
the thing. And I and I have publicly
01:35:41
said that, you know, the rough sex
01:35:43
defense basically just revictimize Grace
01:35:45
and she wasn't there to answer. And what
01:35:47
I tell people is
01:35:50
that there's no evidence that sex took
01:35:54
place.
01:35:56
He says it but we know he
01:35:57
lies. You know we have other people
01:36:00
saying oh grace wouldn't do
01:36:01
that you know like that you know have a
01:36:05
safe grace wouldn't do that and you know
01:36:09
and like something we had witness who
01:36:11
said they had been back to tender dates
01:36:13
back to kept and he flipped like J and
01:36:16
one of them managed I managed to get out
01:36:18
before anything happened.
01:36:21
Well, yeah. One of his former victims on
01:36:23
that documentary, The Lie, um she
01:36:25
reckons that um he would have flipped
01:36:27
out after Grace turned him down and that
01:36:29
would have been the But we'll never
01:36:30
know, won't we? We won't we won't know,
01:36:32
he says. Do you do you hear any any like
01:36:35
anecdotal feedback or stories about how
01:36:37
he's coping in jail and you get this
01:36:39
feedback with a sense of glee or you
01:36:41
just have no interest in it? Look, he's
01:36:44
there. He he got a minimum of 17 years
01:36:46
nonprol then it doesn't mean you get out
01:36:48
after 17 years. Yeah. Um, I know Julie
01:36:51
Mlain won't say his name, you know,
01:36:54
because she says, "I'd rather use
01:36:56
Grace's name. That's who I love. That's
01:36:58
who I think of. That's who I miss."
01:37:01
So, the the the the trial for you, um,
01:37:04
obviously you had some work to do there,
01:37:06
but it seems like you were mainly there
01:37:07
as sort of like a cheerleader or
01:37:09
supporter of the family. Um, how Yeah.
01:37:12
How how is it for you? Must be wonderful
01:37:14
experience. But I've been through roles
01:37:15
before. I've done sort of that before.
01:37:18
Uh, you know, I had to give evidence
01:37:19
during the trial. So, you know, you've
01:37:21
got to get your head around it what's
01:37:23
going on in the trial and also just
01:37:24
making sure everything's telling and
01:37:26
working and but you got staff to do that
01:37:27
and they did a fantastic job.
01:37:30
And the wait for the verdict, how long
01:37:33
how long was that? Yeah. Uh, often
01:37:36
people put you like just amongst
01:37:38
ourselves just as a bit of back humor.
01:37:41
Okay. How long?
01:37:44
uh a day and a half, 2 days, 3 days, 4
01:37:47
hours, you know, like we just have a
01:37:49
little bit and I thought ah they're
01:37:51
going to come back on Saturday cuz this
01:37:52
is the Friday and of course they came
01:37:54
back Friday night. Short turnound
01:37:56
usually means well we were obviously
01:37:59
Yeah. Yeah. We Well,
01:38:01
sometime sometimes come back quick not
01:38:03
guilty. Yeah. Uh but yeah, in this case,
01:38:07
they went out just after lunch and they
01:38:11
were back by 5:00.
01:38:13
And
01:38:14
then um sense of relief. The sense of
01:38:17
relief, you know, that courtroom was
01:38:19
packed. You know, every day of trial,
01:38:22
courtroom is packed and there's a large
01:38:24
media contingent in there and cameras
01:38:27
are in there. And of course when the
01:38:30
verdict came out you know it's that
01:38:33
sense of relief obviously was emotional
01:38:36
for Jillian and David um you know some
01:38:39
of the public gallery were crying some
01:38:41
staff and tears you know a lot of the um
01:38:44
reporters were young females you know in
01:38:46
the media and you can see they were up
01:38:48
the jury some of the jury cry it was
01:38:50
very
01:38:53
emotional so while waiting for the
01:38:55
verdict are you are you with the messes
01:38:58
like sort of managing their expectations
01:39:00
saying look this could go either way cuz
01:39:03
you don't know. No, no, we don't know.
01:39:05
And yeah, I suppose you've been in
01:39:07
situations before where you know the the
01:39:09
wrong verdict has come out. Yeah,
01:39:11
there's been cases where we haven't got
01:39:13
the verdict we thought we should have
01:39:15
got. Um, and then you got to deal with
01:39:16
family. That's a different way to deal
01:39:19
with family. But it's that waiting is
01:39:22
stressful cuz you don't know what is the
01:39:25
verdict and you know you've got to
01:39:27
support the family and uh you know I
01:39:29
know we had two other sex trials coming
01:39:32
up as a result of our investigation
01:39:35
um against Kempson and one of the things
01:39:37
Jillian did was fantastic was at
01:39:40
different times we brought the
01:39:41
complaintants into court just to meet
01:39:43
because they carried this huge guilt
01:39:46
that if they had
01:39:47
reported Grace would still be
01:39:50
And so went arranged and asked Jill if
01:39:54
she'd like to talk to them, meet them.
01:39:56
And she did. And she said, "You didn't
01:39:58
do anything wrong. You didn't do
01:40:00
anything, you know, like he did it. He's
01:40:04
the ones accountable. He's the don't
01:40:06
feel bad." And that was really good and
01:40:09
reassuring for them. Yeah. And so for a
01:40:11
mother in that situation, you know, to
01:40:14
her situation to do that just showed how
01:40:16
lovely she she's incredible. Right.
01:40:18
Yeah. Um yeah, the relationship you had
01:40:22
with um yeah um the parents was seemed
01:40:24
like really close. Have there been other
01:40:26
homicides like this or was this one
01:40:28
different for some reason? Well, I think
01:40:30
this one was different because they were
01:40:33
you know Grace was from the UK. She
01:40:34
wasn't from New Zealand. They don't have
01:40:36
the port family here and you know David
01:40:39
FL investigation. Her brother arrived
01:40:42
today. So later we looked after that
01:40:44
there um and he was still here when we
01:40:46
had the um individuals who's at the
01:40:50
one sky city and then you know they came
01:40:54
back for the trial and once again it's
01:40:56
just the two of them and family are all
01:40:59
back home friends their support so you
01:41:02
have you have to support them you know I
01:41:04
do you know speak to a lot of and with
01:41:08
the families and trials um in New
01:41:10
Zealand and they're all New Zealand
01:41:11
based and you'll there's a number of
01:41:13
there I know with them to support and
01:41:15
that's great that's all they need but
01:41:17
I'll always be there to talk and they
01:41:19
can talk me and
01:41:22
just so so then so after that verdict
01:41:24
there's the um the media briefing
01:41:26
outside where um yeah the are both
01:41:30
sobbing and you're you're in the
01:41:31
background looking um stoic like you do
01:41:33
what what happens after that you go do
01:41:36
you go and grab something to eat you
01:41:38
just give them a ride back to their
01:41:39
hotel what happens so after the verdict
01:41:41
Yeah, we went back. We just quickly
01:41:44
debriefed.
01:41:46
Um, we then because David then arranged
01:41:49
to fly home the next
01:41:50
day. So, nothing else to do. No. Well,
01:41:54
why? Yeah. The family, they had their
01:41:56
sons back home, you know. Yeah. So, they
01:41:58
need to go home. And so, we went out for
01:42:02
dinner. The crown, the police staff,
01:42:04
close police staff involved in the lanes
01:42:06
um at the hotel had dinner. And then the
01:42:08
next morning, that Saturday morning,
01:42:10
myself and the picked them up and took
01:42:12
them to the airport and it was really it
01:42:14
was quite sad because the airport had
01:42:17
their flag at half
01:42:19
mass and um but that was not as
01:42:23
noticeable. And one thing that I I will
01:42:26
always thank you know airport for was
01:42:31
they
01:42:32
allowed myself and the family as officer
01:42:35
to walk in the lanes onto the plane. So
01:42:38
we had all that security and we could
01:42:41
see them get in their seats and say
01:42:43
goodbye. I thought wow I couldn't
01:42:46
believe we were to do that. But but that
01:42:48
was important. I'm getting emotional
01:42:51
hearing this just like Yeah. Like um
01:42:54
tears of of gratitude. Do
01:42:57
um when do you cry about this? Like do
01:43:00
you on the car on the way back to your
01:43:02
house? Are you are you having a cry?
01:43:04
Like are there private moments? Yeah,
01:43:07
there's a private moment sometimes when
01:43:11
um something comes up around grace or
01:43:14
Yeah. the lie, you know, or people talk
01:43:17
to me. Some people come and talk to me.
01:43:20
um you know just straight out of the
01:43:21
blue and like yeah you know and like
01:43:23
when they the gratitude they show you
01:43:26
know and uh yeah I was just one of the
01:43:28
team team and yeah but I do have
01:43:33
emotional moments but it's in private
01:43:35
yeah so um when I think of Grace Melain
01:43:39
um and this is probably the same with
01:43:41
most people watching this or listening
01:43:42
to this I I think of um the photos that
01:43:44
were shared. So there's one of her it
01:43:46
looks like she's wearing activew wear
01:43:47
with a baseball cap on. There's another
01:43:49
one. Hey, from the Bay of Honors, right?
01:43:51
Oh, was it? Yep. And another one of her
01:43:52
with her um graduation cap and gown on.
01:43:55
And both of them, one thing in common,
01:43:57
massive beaming smile. When when Yeah.
01:44:00
When you think of Grace Main, Yeah. What
01:44:02
do you see?
01:44:04
I just see this happy,
01:44:07
lovely girl who is so loved by her
01:44:10
family. You know, they were such a
01:44:12
tight-knit loving family. It was Yeah.
01:44:14
And like we haven't talked about it, but
01:44:16
you know when David was over here for
01:44:17
the investigation, Jillian, she had had
01:44:20
cancer and she had had she was
01:44:21
undergoing chemotherapy treatment. So
01:44:23
David's
01:44:25
here dealing with his daughter, the only
01:44:28
daughter missing and circumstances
01:44:30
aren't looking good. He at the love of
01:44:33
his life, his wife Jillian is at home
01:44:36
undergoing chemotherapy and he's having
01:44:38
feel that. That's why we had to really
01:44:40
wrap herself up because yeah, we just
01:44:44
how do you deal? And then you look at
01:44:46
Jillian now, you know, she's had to keep
01:44:49
living the fact that Grace has been
01:44:52
murdered. But then David dies and it was
01:44:55
the stress,
01:44:57
cancer. So she now has two, she has two
01:45:00
sons and grandchildren, but two of
01:45:04
Pope's family immediate family are gone.
01:45:06
And as she says, she'll never have them
01:45:08
back. As much as she wants, she will
01:45:09
never have them back, but she'll never
01:45:11
stop loving.
01:45:16
Yeah. Yeah. And in the way she lost her
01:45:19
daughter as well,
01:45:22
thanks for sharing that stuff. Yeah.
01:45:24
Yeah, it is. It is tough. And there's,
01:45:26
you know, but but I sort of see it I see
01:45:29
the sadness in a lot of family's eyes,
01:45:33
you know, at the homicide trolls. Yeah.
01:45:37
When did you last speak to Jillian? Are
01:45:39
you still in touch to your message or?
01:45:40
Yeah. Yeah, we we touch quite regularly
01:45:42
actually. Uh like last year I was over
01:45:44
in Europe and I went over to the uh
01:45:47
London and I stayed with Jillian for
01:45:49
three three four nights and uh which was
01:45:52
really good and it was good to catch up
01:45:54
and catch up with her family and their
01:45:57
local in Essics the local um pub you
01:46:01
know there's a someone who raised some
01:46:03
money and put a big oak table of chairs
01:46:06
and cheers once David won races and and
01:46:10
then you see what Julian and her niece
01:46:13
Hannah. So, Grace's cousin Hannah have
01:46:15
done around the love grace campaign and
01:46:18
they got me to work in the garage
01:46:21
packing handbags one day which is fine.
01:46:22
It's you know like it's such a good
01:46:25
cause and in New Zealand now we have
01:46:27
this love campaign and the thousands of
01:46:30
handbags. So the women who are subject
01:46:33
to domestic violence and have to get out
01:46:35
with nothing, they had this hand. And
01:46:37
some of the letters that Jillian had
01:46:39
shown me that they get, you know, really
01:46:42
touching sometimes these women just,
01:46:45
you know, had nothing and
01:46:48
yeah, I was going to ask you at some
01:46:50
point what like what joy have you got
01:46:52
out of this job, but um I feel like it's
01:46:54
a most redundant question because I can
01:46:56
probably answer it now. It seems like
01:46:57
it's the the connections you form with
01:46:58
people at their potentially the most
01:47:01
terrifying or the lowest point in their
01:47:02
lives. Yeah, it's part of it. Yeah, that
01:47:05
is part of it. But I think it's the what
01:47:08
you do for the community. What do you do
01:47:10
for our
01:47:11
victims victims? What you do for the
01:47:14
community and it's all police and you
01:47:17
know we're a good team and you know I
01:47:20
look back on my career and we gosh so
01:47:23
proud of that. And like as an example
01:47:26
during co I was contacted by a woman who
01:47:30
when she was 9 years old
01:47:33
was sexually abused at home. I was a
01:47:37
detective sergeant on the child abuse
01:47:39
team
01:47:41
and during co she had the courage to go
01:47:44
and get it was told you the family back
01:47:46
then the now but get her file and of
01:47:49
course and she got to me and said your
01:47:52
name's all through it you believed me
01:47:54
you saved
01:47:57
me so I've met that you know she's only
01:48:00
9 years old at the time I've met her and
01:48:02
her husband and we catch up and um you
01:48:07
like one of the yeah as I've mentioned
01:48:11
before you know the sadness as the
01:48:13
result of child sexual abuse can be you
01:48:18
alcoholism, drug addiction and all that
01:48:21
and you know I see her and she's come
01:48:23
through at the other end and we catch up
01:48:26
and I just think gosh you know and I
01:48:28
told myself you know what you do now
01:48:32
have a huge impact later these
01:48:36
And and it does and I that's that is
01:48:38
what and I look back on my career I go I
01:48:42
have helped someone come through life
01:48:45
out of tragic
01:48:48
situation that make me
01:48:51
yeah and often police will never know
01:48:53
the impact they have
01:48:57
this has been a we've been going an hour
01:48:59
48 I haven't even got the the Instagram
01:49:01
questions it's been a big day for you
01:49:03
some bad news this morning Yeah. Um,
01:49:05
yeah. How are you going for time? Yeah.
01:49:07
No, I'm fine. You okay? Yeah, I'm fine.
01:49:09
Yeah. Um, you can leave it anytime you
01:49:11
run. No, no. I got to go home and run,
01:49:13
go do some exercise. No, no, no. Yeah.
01:49:16
You're not Are you doing You're doing
01:49:17
much running. You said before you run. I
01:49:19
don't run as far now. I just I've just
01:49:21
changed my whole exercise routine. And
01:49:23
of course, at the moment, because I've
01:49:24
had to go on to some hormone treatment
01:49:26
or do all the um radiation and that
01:49:29
makes you a bit more tired and so of I
01:49:32
don't have the same energy. And I think
01:49:34
I should be faster than this, but I'm
01:49:36
not. But I'm not. Z age, you know. Yeah,
01:49:39
that's what No one escapes it. I know.
01:49:41
Um, yeah. Has has fitness been like a
01:49:44
big part of your sort of mental health
01:49:46
strategy? Absolutely. Physically fit,
01:49:49
mentally fit. That's what I've always
01:49:50
believed in and that's what I've always
01:49:52
adhereed to and I've just, you know,
01:49:54
sometimes during cases I just want to go
01:49:56
for a run because it clears my head, you
01:49:58
know, sweats out all the impurities and
01:50:00
I can think about and I just, yeah, I
01:50:02
feel so much better.
01:50:04
What about alcohol? Did you ever lean
01:50:06
into alcohol? Yeah. Yeah. Well, yeah.
01:50:08
When you were younger. Yeah. When you're
01:50:09
younger. Not not I don't think I ever
01:50:11
leaned as a coping mechanism, you know,
01:50:13
cuz I had my children had them when I
01:50:14
was young and they grew up and grew up
01:50:16
with my children. We used to go running
01:50:17
together, you know, like one of my sons
01:50:19
and I played the same senior men's
01:50:22
football team together, you know, which
01:50:23
is great. So, yeah. Look, I drank and
01:50:26
him drink, but I don't, you know, say
01:50:28
it's co mechanism. You know, I because
01:50:31
of my health issues, I don't certainly
01:50:33
don't drink I drink 0% beer. Yeah. Yeah.
01:50:37
But who who do you who do you unpack
01:50:39
stuff with? Is it just like internally
01:50:40
with work mainly? Well, I have my part I
01:50:42
have my partner. Yeah. And you know, we
01:50:44
can talk and um your partner as in your
01:50:46
your life partner or a work partner?
01:50:48
Well, no. No. My my life partner. Oh,
01:50:50
yeah. But but you can't there's things
01:50:51
that you just can't really you can't
01:50:53
really share, can you? Or Yeah. No.
01:50:55
Well, you know, I can talk about just
01:50:58
had a day like you know, like sometimes
01:50:59
it's just you go bang bang bang bang. It
01:51:01
might not be investigation. There's a
01:51:03
whole lot of emails come in. You got to
01:51:04
do stuff and you know, trying to mediate
01:51:07
or negotiate or find out stuff. Um but
01:51:11
yeah, like like I just talk and just get
01:51:13
out and just we do exercise together.
01:51:15
Yeah. Like like one of the things I
01:51:17
really like doing because I live close
01:51:18
to the beach is kayak
01:51:19
fishing. And what do you like about it?
01:51:22
Is it the solitude or it's everything?
01:51:24
It's just you go there's a bit of
01:51:26
exercise to get out there. Uh and then
01:51:31
you know I generally like cuz I'm an
01:51:32
early riser get out before sunrise and
01:51:36
so you know like about a month ago I was
01:51:38
on the water and where there's the blood
01:51:40
moon big full moon and so you have the
01:51:42
moonlight on the water on one side and
01:51:44
on the other side the sun's not up but
01:51:46
it's coming up and you can see the
01:51:48
orange haze on it. It's just beautiful.
01:51:50
and then catch fish on, you know, catch
01:51:52
some snapper and you sit out there and
01:51:55
you're at one with nature. It's it's
01:51:57
peaceful. It's just you can catch fish
01:51:59
and then go in and Yeah, it's I I really
01:52:02
enjoy it.
01:52:05
Um yeah, how do you not have a huge
01:52:06
weight of all the all the stuff you've
01:52:08
seen and done? Like it's um there's some
01:52:10
really crunchy stuff e that you've
01:52:12
experienced. How do you sort of
01:52:13
compartmentalize that or Yeah. Well,
01:52:15
that's what I I try and
01:52:16
compartmentalize. So work is work, home
01:52:19
is home, families for family, sports for
01:52:21
sport. And you know there's there is you
01:52:24
know been to the psychologist there's
01:52:26
ways to cope and one of the things and
01:52:29
it you know it might not sound great but
01:52:32
you know you have a serious case there's
01:52:35
going to be another one. So don't you
01:52:38
know fall over this one cuz what about
01:52:40
the next one and then the next one and
01:52:43
unfortunately that is a work and you can
01:52:46
go from homicide to
01:52:49
homicide but you've got to you know this
01:52:52
is job is a file one day it's also going
01:52:55
to be filed but at the time we have a
01:52:57
job to do we have to be professional we
01:53:00
have to be thorough and you know we've
01:53:03
got to investigate
01:53:06
In in terms of retirement
01:53:09
when do I look that young that old?
01:53:11
Really? No. No. Is um like is there a
01:53:14
thing in the place where they sort of
01:53:15
kick you out at the 65 or they start
01:53:16
like pushing you towards No. No. Well,
01:53:19
when they used to have you you'd be able
01:53:20
to perf at 55 um because of the
01:53:23
government
01:53:24
superanuation public uh police
01:53:26
superanuation scheme. You can go on till
01:53:27
you ever but you know I've got to look
01:53:29
at the future and I've got to say I've
01:53:31
done most things in the police. I I
01:53:33
really enjoy the level I'm at because
01:53:36
I'm still operationally involved and uh
01:53:39
you know I've got staff get on well with
01:53:41
staff but you know life is like a ruler.
01:53:45
It's only so long and I've had some
01:53:48
health scares going through another one
01:53:50
now but um in terms of that ruler I'm
01:53:56
2/3 quarters of the way through it and
01:53:58
so what do I want to do? You know, I
01:54:00
there's bucket list things I'm looking
01:54:02
to do. Like I'm I am thinking I'm
01:54:06
convince you to follow the white at the
01:54:08
World Cup next year. Yeah. One more
01:54:12
football. Um yeah, I know a number of
01:54:14
the coaches after and Basley and all
01:54:17
those. And yeah, I want to travel a bit
01:54:20
more. Uh yeah, I've got my
01:54:23
grandchildren. I see them grow. How are
01:54:25
they now? How old are the grand? Oh,
01:54:26
what? I got
01:54:29
15, 14 in a couple weeks. Uh, 10, and
01:54:34
cool age. So, yeah. And and that's I've
01:54:37
still got others to come cuz some
01:54:40
children are married but haven't got
01:54:41
children yet. Hurry up. No, no, no, no.
01:54:46
All right. From Instagram, um, someone
01:54:48
wanted to know, uh, if you've seen the,
01:54:52
uh, TV show Adolescence. Yes, I have.
01:54:54
Netflix. Yeah. What what are your
01:54:55
thoughts towards that? Okay, so we have
01:54:58
our child exploitation team.
01:55:00
Uh we did a lot of online stuff. I'm
01:55:04
also involved my role is in Oakland City
01:55:09
as oversight of our national persons of
01:55:12
interest and so they some of the younger
01:55:16
ones there can get into that incill
01:55:18
stuff involuntary celibacy. Yes. Yeah.
01:55:22
um that and there's other groups that
01:55:24
come out out of that and
01:55:27
so it's very real and I'm aware
01:55:32
that you know some of that stuff has
01:55:36
occurred in New Zealand with teenagers.
01:55:40
Uh it's yeah it's not great and and it's
01:55:44
difficult for parents cuz how do you
01:55:45
know what your children are doing
01:55:46
online? And that's the one thing you
01:55:49
maybe we need to just be a little more
01:55:51
harder to know because there are some
01:55:53
manipulators out there across the
01:55:55
world who will manipulate your children
01:55:59
and you know or the
01:56:02
bullying. you take sexion, you know,
01:56:05
like initially people would take a
01:56:07
teenager take a photo of the naked photo
01:56:09
of themselves and send it to someone who
01:56:10
they thought was their age. It might
01:56:12
have been, you know, a 50-year-old
01:56:15
pedophile at the end or a relationship
01:56:18
breaks up and so that person breaks up,
01:56:20
I've got this photo, you you pay me
01:56:21
money, I'm going to send it to all your
01:56:23
friends. It creates stress. It's
01:56:26
horrendous. We've actually seen some
01:56:28
suicides as a result, you know, that
01:56:31
bullying.
01:56:32
So yeah, I think you know the
01:56:35
adolescence I think people parents watch
01:56:37
it and I' I've looked at a debate
01:56:39
whether uh parents would watch it with
01:56:42
their children or parents should just
01:56:43
watch it alone. You know some say they
01:56:46
should watch it alone. Some say watch it
01:56:47
with your children and talk to your
01:56:49
children because what you want you want
01:56:52
your children to be able to talk to you
01:56:53
about what's going on if they're bullied
01:56:55
or getting pressured to do something
01:56:57
because they want to climb a
01:56:59
hierarchal Yeah. system in there and to
01:57:02
do that you have to do something
01:57:03
different like say sextor tortion or
01:57:05
blackmail someone or yeah so yeah what
01:57:10
what what can be done is it is this a
01:57:12
job for um like parents to speak to
01:57:14
their kids when they're sort of
01:57:15
intermediate age or should the schools
01:57:17
be doing some programming around this
01:57:20
well I always believe that it starts
01:57:22
with the parent yes the school can
01:57:25
support but it does start with the
01:57:27
parent and you know dare I say it
01:57:30
there's a lot out there who uh have
01:57:34
difficult childhoods that don't have
01:57:37
parents a single parent or whatever. I
01:57:40
grew up never knowing my father, my
01:57:42
mother's sen mother until I was about 10
01:57:45
and stepfather came along and it wasn't
01:57:47
until my mother's dying of cancer
01:57:50
terminal and my daughter wanted to find
01:57:53
who's your father Dad I don't know never
01:57:56
met him and she did she should have been
01:57:59
a detective she did some digging around
01:58:01
yeah she did some digging around and
01:58:02
found him and yeah she ended up meeting
01:58:04
him and then I met him and then he
01:58:07
said basically He said he didn't believe
01:58:10
he was my father and um that's it.
01:58:12
Walked away. But how was that? Was it
01:58:15
was
01:58:16
that Yeah. Although I'd gone through my
01:58:19
whole life not having a father. So I was
01:58:21
an only child. So I had no brothers and
01:58:23
sisters. My mother was from the UK. She
01:58:25
had no family here. Um so yeah, so
01:58:28
that's why sport was really important.
01:58:30
But I just accept I just accepted, okay,
01:58:33
you've never been in my life. You've
01:58:35
never shown any interest whatsoever in
01:58:37
me. And that's what you say. That's
01:58:38
fine. I've got my family up to Yeah.
01:58:41
It's not like you're missing anything,
01:58:42
but it's almost almost like double
01:58:44
abandonment in a way. Yeah. Yeah. Sucks.
01:58:46
Yeah. It's really shitty.
01:58:49
Um, when you retire, what will you miss
01:58:51
most and least about the job? Oh, what
01:58:54
will I miss most? Oh, I think it's the
01:58:58
companionship, the camaraderie, you
01:59:00
know, it's, you know, like So, it
01:59:02
doesn't matter what investigator,
01:59:03
whether it's homicidal, you know, major
01:59:05
case, you know, you work as a team. It's
01:59:07
that teamwork. I really like that. And
01:59:09
uh I've made some really good friends.
01:59:11
New Zealand police. Um so that's what I
01:59:14
miss. What won't I miss? Uh get up at
01:59:19
4:30 to get to work. No. Uh to be fair
01:59:24
and and the staff who listen to this are
01:59:25
going to laugh at this. I won't miss the
01:59:28
meetings cuz I meetings in my head. You
01:59:31
know, particularly if the meetings for
01:59:33
meeting sake. meters are good of a
01:59:34
value, but if I can get out of a
01:59:36
meeting, they know I'll get out. No one
01:59:39
loves a meeting. Is that a side of place
01:59:40
that most people would would be um
01:59:44
surprised by? Like just how much how
01:59:45
much BS and paperwork there is? Yeah, I
01:59:48
think and the higher the higher you
01:59:50
go rank wise, you the more meetings and
01:59:54
I talk about political [ __ ] you have
01:59:56
to deal with, but it's just Yeah. Yeah.
01:59:58
And that's why I enjoy where I'm at. M
02:00:00
um best and worst days on the job.
02:00:07
Uh the best days, you know, it can be
02:00:11
both getting a result for say a
02:00:15
long-term investigation, whether it be a
02:00:18
homicide, whether it be like the 1080 in
02:00:19
the milk powder. Um they're good plus
02:00:22
the guilty verdict or guilty plea, you
02:00:25
know, because then done your job. you
02:00:27
know you've done a thorough
02:00:28
investigation that they they are really
02:00:30
good days the worst days dare I say it
02:00:35
is hearing that a police
02:00:40
officer and take Matt Hunt for example
02:00:44
my daughter went to primary intermediary
02:00:46
school with him a lot of the people at
02:00:49
the football club knew him um particular
02:00:52
of our area actually been to my house to
02:00:54
play not that I knew that and so I know
02:00:57
and I know a lot of his close friends
02:00:59
and you know it just it doesn't matter
02:01:01
but it's really sad. It's just
02:01:04
gut-wrenching
02:01:07
and it's a reality of the the job you're
02:01:09
doing isn't it? It is. You're putting
02:01:11
yourself in harm's way on a daily basis.
02:01:13
Yeah. Um any regrets?
02:01:16
No. No regrets. No. Uh I recommend the
02:01:20
New Zealand police. I Yeah. my none of
02:01:22
my children joined the police. But for
02:01:25
me, yeah, still in the police 45 years,
02:01:28
like in a month's time and uh you calm
02:01:31
down. You haven't made it yet. Yeah, I
02:01:32
know. Uh but no, I've just th I just
02:01:36
enjoy giving back to the community. I
02:01:38
enjoy, you know, being successful, being
02:01:41
a leader, working with the staff,
02:01:43
developing the new staff.
02:01:46
from Instagram. Uh, do you take an
02:01:48
interest in cases that you're not
02:01:49
directly involved with, eg Pulking Horn,
02:01:52
Scott Watson?
02:01:54
Uh, it depends. Like obviously Pulking
02:01:56
Horn was run in Oakland City District,
02:01:57
so I had knowledge of that. Um, you
02:02:00
know, because I took the team that run
02:02:02
it and uh, so I'm
02:02:05
not into the weeds and the detail like I
02:02:08
would be in other cases. Uh the Scott
02:02:11
Watson I I the only reason I really took
02:02:14
a real interest was he had sailed past
02:02:17
Great Barrier Island and way back in 96.
02:02:19
I've been over there for missing woman
02:02:21
Nancy Hershey Fray and on the island two
02:02:24
weeks looking for her and
02:02:25
um yeah he had sailed past the
02:02:29
island. But to be fair so much going on
02:02:33
you at work in my own work world and
02:02:35
then my private life. Well, you know the
02:02:37
football club. Well, I've stood down
02:02:38
president now for the club. I didn't
02:02:40
realize how much time it took up. But
02:02:42
yeah, I'm wanting to get into with my
02:02:44
partner working with handing Shane back
02:02:46
doing more work to support the victims
02:02:50
of child sex. Yeah. Is there a time you
02:02:53
feared for your life?
02:02:56
Uh there was one
02:02:58
time when when I was in uniform was over
02:03:02
North Shore. We gone to domestic
02:03:05
hospital at a house and the guy started
02:03:08
up a chainsaw and came at us chainsaw
02:03:11
and that's where fight of flight kicks
02:03:14
in. Boy, I
02:03:15
ran. I ran. Uh yeah. So there was that.
02:03:20
But I have had a situation where I
02:03:22
didn't know at the time but been in
02:03:25
uniform we' stopped a car in the middle
02:03:27
of the night and it took off. We chased
02:03:29
it. It stopped in the back streets of
02:03:31
Andal. I get out on the passenger. I
02:03:33
walk up to the back passenger side of
02:03:36
the car and the car took off and
02:03:39
eventually car got stopped, caught and
02:03:41
the driver, the young guy said they were
02:03:43
going to rob a service station in the
02:03:44
middle of the night and had stopped. The
02:03:49
bender in the back of the car had a torn
02:03:50
off shotgun and he said, "I'm going to
02:03:53
shoot the pig when he walks up," which
02:03:54
was me. Um the young driver panicked and
02:03:57
took off. So you have to live with that.
02:04:00
Um, and you don't know that at that
02:04:02
time, but within a few hours found out
02:04:05
and I had a little baby son at the time.
02:04:09
And so that has an impact. You think,
02:04:11
gosh, what could it have been?
02:04:13
Do you tell your wife that
02:04:17
at the time? Yeah, it was in the news,
02:04:19
right? Okay. Jeez.
02:04:24
Yeah, that Yeah, for for the partners.
02:04:26
That's um yeah I've also before been in
02:04:29
a domestic situation the the males left
02:04:33
and gone to another dress. We've gone to
02:04:34
the address and through the a glass door
02:04:37
basically front door and you know knock
02:04:40
on the door and all you see and you can
02:04:41
see the shadow behind and he's got and
02:04:44
it's just sergeant. Yes, please put the
02:04:47
gun
02:04:48
down. But
02:04:51
yeah, how long does it take you to come
02:04:53
down after that? Uh, when you're young,
02:04:56
I don't think it takes as long as when
02:04:58
you're older. You older, you think about
02:04:59
things a lot more. But look, look, it's
02:05:01
it's there. It's happened. I know it's
02:05:03
happened. And that's why I feel for some
02:05:04
of the staff out on the street with what
02:05:06
goes on now. Yeah. Uh, what has been the
02:05:08
most rewarding moment in your police
02:05:10
career?
02:05:13
Gosh, there's a there's a lot. I
02:05:16
think when we have an award ceremony
02:05:21
and the
02:05:24
um Grace Millions investigation team got
02:05:27
an award and I got a commissioner's
02:05:29
commendation and it was also my 42nd
02:05:33
year anniversary and so you have this
02:05:36
big
02:05:39
um the race course um race course is
02:05:43
full place pack the commission M police
02:05:45
was there and when they called my name
02:05:48
out and I come up and the whole audience
02:05:51
stood up and
02:05:52
applauded. It was just yeah it was quite
02:05:55
emotional. Um but yeah I just oh gosh
02:05:59
like there's lots of others who've done
02:06:00
a lot of work in this job. I just happen
02:06:02
to have a public media profile. There's
02:06:05
others.
02:06:07
Do you do you have like a a pool room at
02:06:09
home or like a man cave or a I've got a
02:06:13
table to this table but do I put up
02:06:15
occasionally but yeah my kids say I've
02:06:19
got a shrine because you know we used to
02:06:21
have have an office then open plan so I
02:06:24
can't put all my photos and yeah stuff
02:06:26
up so I've got a little office which I
02:06:29
call it the shrine and all my photos
02:06:31
people from these college days and all
02:06:33
that. Yeah. How do you feel when you go
02:06:34
in there and see that stuff? Proud. Oh I
02:06:36
feel quite proud. Yeah, absolutely.
02:06:37
Yeah. How can you not? Yeah. Um, someone
02:06:40
wants to know, uh, cop shows on TV. Any
02:06:42
favorites and any resemblance to real
02:06:44
life? I don't really watch them. Yeah.
02:06:46
No, I like to watch sport on TV. Yeah.
02:06:48
Yeah. Yeah. I do I do watch um, you
02:06:52
know, I've got a case and it's been in
02:06:54
the media. Um, a cold case, Alicia
02:06:57
Riley, a little six-year-old girl who in
02:06:59
1980 was raped and murdered in a home in
02:07:01
Aendale. And we're working on that and
02:07:03
we're going down the genetic genealogy
02:07:05
path. So, I'd like to watch some of the
02:07:07
YouTube clips around genetic
02:07:10
gology. Do cold cases occupy much space
02:07:13
in your mind? Yeah. Yeah, I've got a
02:07:16
few. Yeah. Um suppose that's what you
02:07:19
doing. Simon Bose 1980 murdered in Bruce
02:07:21
Park. Do a bit of work on that. Yeah.
02:07:27
Yeah. But you're not you're not thinking
02:07:28
about that when you're out kayaking, are
02:07:30
you? No. No. No. No. I'm enjoying the
02:07:33
moment. I'm just enjoying being at peace
02:07:35
and like particularly when the water's
02:07:36
calm, there's no wind, you just it's
02:07:38
just so peaceful. So come down. That's
02:07:41
good. You deserve that peace. Yeah.
02:07:43
Yeah. Um if you could give parents one
02:07:46
tip to help keep their kids safe, what
02:07:48
would it be?
02:07:52
It's it's difficult
02:07:55
but just be aware of a change in them
02:08:01
because what happens is people notice
02:08:04
change in the ch their children you know
02:08:07
they don't want to go to someone
02:08:08
friend's house anymore or something they
02:08:11
just react and they just changed a lot
02:08:14
of times it's because they've been
02:08:16
abused and not necessarily in their
02:08:18
home. So yeah, just if you see
02:08:23
particularly the young children, if you
02:08:24
see something that changes, be aware of
02:08:28
that. Plus, you do say the technology
02:08:31
just have a little bit more
02:08:33
conversation. I know it's difficult to
02:08:34
talk to teenagers. Uh but you know what
02:08:39
are they doing online? You just try to
02:08:42
have a bit more knowledge about that
02:08:43
because as I say lead down to horrible
02:08:47
past. God, it's never been more
02:08:49
difficult than it is now to be a parent.
02:08:50
Eh, I know. I know. I feel, you know,
02:08:52
say I've got my children got their
02:08:54
children and I think they do a fantastic
02:08:56
job, but it's not easy. You don't want
02:08:58
to be like a control freak parent or a
02:09:00
helicopter parent, but then, you know,
02:09:02
you got to be careful of the policeman
02:09:03
granddad.
02:09:06
Yeah. Yeah.
02:09:08
Um, what are the what are the greatest
02:09:10
challenges police face on the front line
02:09:12
today?
02:09:14
Uh, look, I think it is the violence
02:09:18
towards police. Yes, when I was younger,
02:09:20
we had violence towards police, but now
02:09:23
it's getting younger and younger.
02:09:24
There's children's violence out on the
02:09:26
street, and it's also directed at police
02:09:29
and yeah, it's tough.
02:09:33
What do you hope your legacy will be
02:09:35
both within the police force and in the
02:09:36
broader community?
02:09:40
Wow, what a legacy.
02:09:42
Uh yeah, I like to think that, you know,
02:09:46
police staff, we can be
02:09:48
empathetic. You know, we are human and
02:09:52
we can be empathetic and we're out there
02:09:55
doing our best. Yeah. As I said before,
02:09:58
we don't always get it right, but you
02:10:02
know, there's a lot of things police
02:10:04
staff do that the public will never see
02:10:06
or never know. You know the death and
02:10:09
tragedies that my staff have to attend,
02:10:11
you know, in one shift, one squad
02:10:14
attended three
02:10:15
suicides. They have to deal with that.
02:10:18
And that's why the counseling is Yeah.
02:10:26
Um that was a very selfless
02:10:29
answer, but the question was um what do
02:10:32
you hope your legacy will be? And you
02:10:34
managed to turn it into the broader.
02:10:36
Yeah. I don't think there's a lot about
02:10:37
you. I don't about me. I don't want to
02:10:39
be about me. I want it. Yeah. Yes, I'm a
02:10:41
policeman. Yes, I have a media profile.
02:10:44
But the police in general, we're a team.
02:10:47
The team wins. Oh, you won because of
02:10:49
him. Yeah, you might have scored a goal.
02:10:51
We'll try, but the team wins. And uh
02:10:56
[Music]
02:10:57
well as as I mentioned at the beginning
02:10:59
um when I said on Instagram you were
02:11:01
coming in um there were some questions
02:11:03
which we've just shared but they were
02:11:04
mainly just comments and the words that
02:11:06
sort of came up repeatedly were I
02:11:08
suppose like kind, compassionate and
02:11:09
caring. Uh which I think speaks volumes.
02:11:12
Like if if your kids or grandkids or
02:11:15
people that know you better than anyone
02:11:16
else had to come up with three words to
02:11:18
describe you, what would it be? What
02:11:20
would they be?
02:11:22
Yeah. kind like I'm a disciplinarian
02:11:25
that's it's my thing I am but yeah like
02:11:30
see my granddaughters they grandad they
02:11:32
come running up to me and um a father
02:11:35
just says you're so loving you know they
02:11:38
just love you so much and yeah I
02:11:43
whatever I just think yeah just put
02:11:47
yourselves in other people's shoes just
02:11:49
be kind be nice you
02:11:54
Sometimes as a boss of it a bit harsher,
02:11:56
but in general, you know, like be kind.
02:12:00
Yeah, I love that. That's a great way to
02:12:02
end it. Um, so what's what's next for
02:12:05
you in terms of the health stuff? Uh,
02:12:08
12th of May, a month of radiation, and
02:12:11
then see where it's gone. Yeah.
02:12:13
Did you just find that out this morning?
02:12:14
No, no, no, no, no, no, no. I've It was
02:12:17
last year that my PSA levels started to
02:12:19
go up. I don't have prostate PSA levels
02:12:23
uh cuz I get through nothing test. So to
02:12:25
come up test it again and they gone over
02:12:28
the
02:12:29
line and then they sort of stayed above
02:12:32
the line and that's where they at. So
02:12:34
yeah it was just okay you need to go and
02:12:36
see the radiation oncologist and it
02:12:38
started from there now okay you need um
02:12:41
hormone treatment radiation and so yeah
02:12:43
today was a pain day. So you ready for
02:12:47
the battle? Yeah, been there before.
02:12:51
Yes, this this is this don't like
02:12:53
losing. I don't like losing. I'm
02:12:55
competitive and even on this sports
02:12:56
field, I didn't like losing. Hey, this
02:12:59
has been so great today. Uh, Detective
02:13:00
Inspector Scott Beard, thanks so much.
02:13:02
You truly are a great New Zealander and
02:13:04
I can't thank you enough for we've been
02:13:05
going backwards and forwards for maybe 6
02:13:07
months. Yeah. Even though your office is
02:13:09
like um 15 meters from here. I know. And
02:13:12
when we get the alarm goes off, the
02:13:14
backyard comes through. See? Yeah. Yeah.
02:13:17
And and that's the thing that I noticed
02:13:19
about you now that since we u have
02:13:21
offices just over the road whenever I've
02:13:22
seen you you just have this good energy
02:13:25
like you bounce in. You're always
02:13:26
smiling. You're always laughing. Always
02:13:28
happy. Always lean and fit looking. Um
02:13:31
yeah, you're a great New Zealander.
02:13:33
Thanks so much mate. Thank you for that
02:13:34
Dom. It's been great. Yeah. And I just
02:13:36
hope you know people will hear and take
02:13:38
something from it and particularly
02:13:39
around the hills. Yeah. And metal. Well,
02:13:42
thanks on on behalf of me for being on
02:13:44
the podcast today and also on behalf of
02:13:45
New Zealand for a lifetime of service.
02:13:48
No, thank you very much.

Podspun Insights

In this poignant episode, Detective Inspector Scott Beard opens up about his ongoing battle with prostate cancer, sharing the emotional weight of his diagnosis and the importance of early detection through simple blood tests. He reflects on his extensive career in law enforcement, discussing the challenges and changes he has witnessed over the decades, from the evolution of crime to the complexities of modern policing.

Scott’s candidness about his health journey is both inspiring and heartwarming, as he emphasizes the significance of maintaining a positive outlook and prioritizing health. He also delves into the emotional toll of his work, especially in dealing with tragic cases like child sexual abuse and homicide, and the support systems that have helped him cope.

Listeners will appreciate Scott's insights into the importance of community, empathy, and the role of police in society. His reflections on family, mentorship, and the impact of his career on the lives of others are both moving and thought-provoking, making this episode a must-listen for anyone interested in the human side of law enforcement.

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Episode Highlights

  • Scott Beard's Cancer Journey
    Detective Inspector Scott Beard opens up about his battle with cancer and the importance of early detection.
    “I just want people to know that... it can save your life.”
    @ 02m 50s
    April 13, 2025
  • The Role of Community in Child Protection
    Scott Beard emphasizes the need for community involvement in protecting children from abuse.
    “What can we do? It's a community thing.”
    @ 19m 34s
    April 13, 2025
  • Leadership Lessons
    Effective communication and consultation with staff are key to successful leadership.
    “I was quite prepared to change my view on what we were going to do.”
    @ 23m 21s
    April 13, 2025
  • Inspiring Fitness Goals
    A 52-year-old shares his determination to stay fit and active into his 60s.
    “I hope to be the same when I'm 64.”
    @ 38m 58s
    April 13, 2025
  • The Importance of Happiness
    A police officer emphasizes the need for happiness in the workplace for better performance.
    “Everything is what you make of it.”
    @ 50m 02s
    April 13, 2025
  • FBI Training Experience
    A personal recount of attending the FBI academy and the challenges faced during training.
    “It was like being at university the whole semester.”
    @ 01h 01m 37s
    April 13, 2025
  • The Impact of Grief
    Discussing the profound effects of loss and how it shapes lives, particularly in the context of Jillian Main.
    “I don't think that's the sort of grief that you could ever get over.”
    @ 01h 12m 59s
    April 13, 2025
  • The Impact of Homicide on Families
    Discussing the profound sadness experienced by families of homicide victims.
    “That’s just wrong. Just so sad for them.”
    @ 01h 19m 36s
    April 13, 2025
  • Grace's Name Over the Perpetrator's
    A mother chooses to honor her daughter over the name of her daughter's murderer.
    “I’d rather use Grace’s name. That’s who I love. That’s who I miss.”
    @ 01h 36m 56s
    April 13, 2025
  • A Mother's Love
    Jillian expresses her enduring love for her lost family members, despite their absence.
    “I’ll never stop loving them, as much as I want, I will never have them back.”
    @ 01h 45m 09s
    April 13, 2025
  • A Father's Absence
    Reflecting on the impact of never knowing his father, he shares deep feelings of abandonment.
    “It’s almost like double abandonment in a way.”
    @ 01h 58m 44s
    April 13, 2025
  • Parenting in the Digital Age
    He discusses the challenges parents face today, especially with technology and communication.
    “It’s never been more difficult than it is now to be a parent.”
    @ 02h 08m 49s
    April 13, 2025

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  • Positive Outlook07:52
  • Community Responsibility19:34
  • Personal Challenge38:50
  • Community Role Models58:34
  • Grief and Loss1:12:40
  • Family Impact1:19:10
  • Father's Absence1:57:40
  • Double Abandonment1:58:44

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