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Jimmy Neesham on how to stay mentally fit || Runners Only! Podcast with Dom Harvey

October 17, 202201:09:30
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Runners only with dom Harvey and New
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Zealand cricketing legend Jimmy I came
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out with this nickname for you know I
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didn't know if I was gonna bring it out
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or not but I like I was doing some
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research about you Jimmy nation and
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you're familiar with the movie Forrest
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Gump yep and and he's pivotal and all
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these important Key Parts in history
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yeah like you name it Forest comes there
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and I feel like that's the same as you
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you're there right at the end of The
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Cricket World Cup final you're there
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when
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um on the other end when McCallum gets
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300 runs there's all these is important
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moments in New Zealand cricket and
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you're right there in the thick of it
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every time yep yep I was I was in the
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stadium when Grant Elliott hit his six
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in the the semi-final in 2015 I wasn't
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playing but I was uh there watching so
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um yeah I wasn't there for the Under
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Armor incident in 1980 something yeah
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most of the other ones here I've been a
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mirror they're about sport which is
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pretty cool yeah yeah but they're
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absolutely key moments like like moments
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that are going to end up on the
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underside of um beer bottle Lids there's
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trivia questions and decades to come
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yeah yeah I suppose it's um it's a
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little bit Testament to I suppose the
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level of success we've had over the last
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10 or so years
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um this was rather coincidentally since
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I started becoming involved with the
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team
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um yeah we've sort of started
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challenging for those trophies and
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um sort of you know stopped being and
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also ran and a lot of global tournaments
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and I suppose when you have those
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significant moments as a team then
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um you're obviously more likely to be
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involved as an individual why uh why is
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that why is New Zealand Cricket in such
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a rich patch at the moment what is it
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just like a lot of a lot of amazing
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players is that what it is uh to an
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extent yeah I think we had two really
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strong cycles of World Cups going
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through in in 2008 and 2010 which
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um you know you have you guys like Trent
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bolt Saudi Williamson
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um uh you know Doug bracewell myself uh
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you know any number of the guys that are
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in that kind of 30 to 32 age right now
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all sort of came through at a similar
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time and I think and when you combine
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that with you know the leadership of
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guys like Brandon McCullum and Kane and
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you know people putting the ship in the
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right direction I think
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um you're going to have some better
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results now the podcast is called
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Runners only with dom Harvey so that's
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why I've invited you here to day because
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I know I'm running some quite a big part
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of your life obviously there's some
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you're running between the wickets and
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Cricket which you're involved with and
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you do very well uh but running's a big
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part of your life as well I follow you
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on Strava you you get out there you mix
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it up yeah yeah probably uh I wouldn't
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say it's uh a deep-seated love of
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running I think it's uh it's something
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that to be honest I've always been weak
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at and crooked you know I've always been
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quite a strong
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um you know bit of a gym bunny in that
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respect and always sort of had to force
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myself to do the running side of things
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and
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um it was really kind of in the first
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lockdown
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um which is a year and a half two years
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ago now that
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um because of not having access to a
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proper gym I sort of got into running a
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bit more and
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um I suppose it's just like anything if
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you force yourself to do it enough you
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sort of get a bit better at it and
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um yeah I've tried to continue that on
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now we're sort of back into a little bit
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more normality I had no idea it was such
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a loathing for you I I thought you
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enjoyed it
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um my heart is breaking oh I'm just not
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good at it what do you mean you go all
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right like you were sort of jogging
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Paces about four minutes four minutes 40
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kilometer yeah yeah it's um I'm just too
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big you know I'm six three 100 kgs it's
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sort of you know I'm never going to have
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the natural inclination to be a quick
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runner so I sort of I go into the hood
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box as it's known in cricket so you know
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those 440s don't come easy but yeah I
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sort of get out there and yeah try and
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you know get the get the 5Ks done sort
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of anything up to 10ks and anything
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longer the
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um the road gets a bit heavy so um yeah
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I mean it's good for Cricket obviously
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being out in the field for for such long
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periods of time it's great to
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um be able to have that cardio base I
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guess and right um yeah I think it
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certainly helped me
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um I'm you know fingers crossed a
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reasonably
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um
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I suppose uh resilient body you know I
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don't get injured very often and I think
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that's definitely you know from that
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kind of base of cardio and strength do
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you think when you're finished with
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qriket it's something you'll keep you'd
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keep doing just for like Fitness or
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mental well-being or anything or no
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you're absolutely done with running as
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soon as qriket's over I think I'll be uh
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I'll be like a once a week here I reckon
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once I'm done just for that
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um you know that bass okay I can see
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myself
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um being quite strong you know going to
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the gym kind of every day kind of thing
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post Cricket but
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um running as I mentioned being so heavy
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it can be quite
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um you know weird down in your joints a
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little bit so
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um I want to get swimming a little bit
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of a go as well once I've got a bit more
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time but um yeah certainly Jim is the
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the first love and then running is you
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know something that I've you know picked
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up recently and trying to keep up with
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yeah swimming just seems like the most
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the most tedious and boring sport to
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train for you know what I mean it's so
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solo you're staring at a black line
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maybe seeing the occasional band-aid and
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that's it it's just you staring at that
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line for 30 minutes to an hour yeah I've
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got a theory that there should be two
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separate like categories of sport and
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there's the sports where you're actually
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competing against someone like rugby
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soccer Cricket
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um boxing you know those sorts of
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athletic sports and then there's sports
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that you can do with no one else around
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and sort of compete against someone
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who's in England you know and that's
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kind of swimming running those sorts of
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things where it's just you against a
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stopwatch and I think those ones where
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it's just you against a stopwatch I
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really struggle with because it's tough
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to get that competitive Instinct yes
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yeah
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um you know I'm much more a boxer or you
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know a rugby player or something like
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that where you're up against someone and
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you're you know you're throwing Jabs and
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they're dodging rather than just I'll
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try to run this 100 meters as fast as I
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can and hope that it's faster than you
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know whoever's next to me so yeah
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swimming is definitely one of those
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Sports where It'll be such a mental test
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to be in that pool you know I follow
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Sophie Pasco on on Instagram and just
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seeing what she does in the pool every
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day is oh I couldn't handle it mentally
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I don't reckon oh yeah as far as I'm a
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sport goes um when I was doing breakfast
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radio we'd get calls like at 6am from
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parents that are taking their kids that
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aren't old enough to drive to the pool
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like the training that's required and
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you think how many of those kids are end
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up going to make it to the Commonwealth
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Games or Olympics not many so the
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training that's required is just
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phenomenal you've got these kids that
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are going in the morning for a session
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maybe again in the afternoon for a
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session for hours at a time they're like
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the dedication is next level ah yeah I I
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actually dodged a bullet in um secondary
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school I got sort of roped into the
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rowing team for a week or so because
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I've got the body for for a rower sure
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and um you know I did a couple of those
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early mornings and then I think my
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parents decided that Cricket training
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after school plus rowing in the morning
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it's probably a slightly ridiculous
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schedule to be having and
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um no I dropped off it pretty quickly
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but geez yeah you're right it's I mean
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it's especially wrong when you're going
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backwards the whole time and you don't
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really know you're not even seeing where
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you're going
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I'm not sure how those guys do that and
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were you were you always sort of quite
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gifted in the sporting Department like
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growing up
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um we just naturally good at whatever
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you tried your hand at I think
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you know I sort of
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I do and I don't believe in naturally
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gifted Sportsman I think
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um you know naturally gifted Sportsman I
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believe are just people who always love
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physical activity the whole time they're
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growing up as kids and you know I sort
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of think back to you know my cousins and
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stuff at Christmas and we're always you
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know playing cops and robbers and
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running around and backyard cricket and
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all that kind of thing and and sports
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just always been you know a part of my
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life my old man was a rugby player and
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Mum was a netballer and you know they
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always encouraged me to to play as many
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sports as possible and
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um I suppose yeah when you get to the
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age of 14 or 15 people look at you and
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go wow he's gifted but there's sort of
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10 or 12 years already yeah right
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running around in the backyard you know
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and behind you and
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um yeah I certainly yeah I was yeah
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physically gifted through my teens and
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and coordinated and that kind of thing
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but I do think that sort of came from a
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heavy diet of physical stuff when I was
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growing up is it saying that um hard
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work beats Talent when talent doesn't
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work hard was there sort of like a
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natural gift though like a age group
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levels where it's like oh this this
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kid's Got Talent and we need to harness
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it see something like me and my
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crickling days um I was very [ __ ] yeah
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very [ __ ] I um it's a sport where a lot
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of people are [ __ ] yeah but I I'm um how
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old are you 31 31 I'm I'm 49 so when I
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was like 10 or 11 intermediate age
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that's when Lance Keynes Chris Ken's dad
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was like the King of New Zealand Cricket
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so I had an Excel Excalibur cricket bat
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I bowled the same way as as he did yeah
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off the wrong leg yeah kind of with
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using both hands yeah yeah it's a very
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unorthodox bowling Style and what to be
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fair wasn't very effective so it became
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um I don't know for me I I loved qriket
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more than anything but I tapped out at
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about 14 because I just couldn't deal
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with letting teammates down but I'm
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guessing that wasn't the same for you uh
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you were probably the guy on the the guy
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on my team that was sighing all the time
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at me for getting out for zero
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um yeah it's it's a tough one because I
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think I look back at those those days
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and
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um we we had a really really talented
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team like a club team back when we were
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sort of 13 14.
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um no guys that have kind of gone on to
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you know play professional Cricket or
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anything but but guys that were just we
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were really good team and guys it was a
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proper cricket team and
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um I don't see myself back then as being
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one of the the better players in that
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group you know I was decent and you know
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good enough but sort of not not kind of
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a generational Talent like guys like
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Kane Williamson and Tim salvey and stuff
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were coming through the age groups where
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you could sort of just see right this
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guy's gonna be amazing yeah
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um so I sort of came through I you know
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I don't think I
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I don't think I made the Eastern
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districts team and under 15s or under
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14s one of those age groups I didn't
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make the team so
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um you know I certainly was not the guy
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leading the pack sort of the whole way
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through but it was sort of that kind of
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17 18 19 you know age range where I
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started to put it all together and
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probably got a little bit fitter I was a
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bit of a chunky boy coming through now
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my teens and
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um and just persistence I think like a
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lot of those guys
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um you know just decided to do other
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things and you know go somewhere into
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other sports like rugby and other guys
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just sort of became more academic and I
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suppose I just persisted with the
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cricket a little bit and and it's one of
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those Journeys where it's sort of small
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gains year on year and then you turn
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back 10 years later and go you know geez
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how far have I come so
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um but you know going back to the
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original question you know I was I was
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always painful in PE class because that
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was always my favorite class of the day
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um but no I wouldn't say I was you know
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it was saying Bolt from from 16. and so
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you may
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in 2014 scored a century on debut that
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seems to happen quite a lot doesn't it
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hyper focused or you're nervous and
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you're channeling the nerves into
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something really good I mean you mean
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right it would obviously you'd have to
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do a statistical analysis when you're on
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a number of hundreds versus debutant
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hundreds but you know it does seem I
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mean even just in New Zealand at the
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moment we've got you know Kane Tom
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Blundell Devin Conway myself
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um Hamish Rutherford as well so there's
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you know there's a lot of guys that do
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seem to come in and do it but
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um well I think there's certainly an
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aspect of of
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um the unknown from other teams guys
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sort of bowl to you and they don't
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really know what you're about and
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potentially underestimate guys a little
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bit when they're making the debut and
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um you know Cricket's a funny game you
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get a bit of momentum and and things can
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sort of happen really quickly so
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um you know obviously not playing test
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Cricket anymore at the moment but
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um yeah those certainly those first two
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tests are pretty formally kind of look
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going on yeah well you played your last
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test in 2017. why is that uh is it too
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hard on the body or no you just prefer
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the shorter format uh well I was dropped
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so yeah
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um
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sorry my bad yeah it's um yeah I mean it
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was just uh one of those things really
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that
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um you know I was
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having a little bit of a lull and
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performance I actually only played 12
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tests which people you know sort of
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don't realize so you know I've sort of
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had a Roller King start in my first five
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or six test and I had a bit of a kind of
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lull in performance and actually broke
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my finger
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um a couple of days before a test in
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Christchurch
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um and ended up getting um Colin
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degromhome got picked ahead of me
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um for that test and then he got I think
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7-4 or something on debut and and
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obviously is performed unbelievably well
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since then and
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um I've sort of just never been able to
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get a look back in really I think it's
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quite a difficult situation to be in
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being a white ball International
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cricketer
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um because we play so much whiteboard
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Cricket we don't actually get the chance
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to play much four-day domestic Cricket
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so there's not that much of a chance to
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kind of force your way back into the
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team and I think we've seen that with
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guys like Martin gupdor as well over the
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last 10 years or so you know you don't
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have that opportunity to play a lot of
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photo Cricket in a row and kind of get
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the rhythm of it but
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um certainly something I haven't given
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up on yet you know I do play a lot of
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um you know T20 cricket and stuff around
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the world just basically because that's
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what's available to me at the moment but
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Susan that's where the money is as well
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so it's not a bad situation to be in
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yeah yeah certainly I'm not complaining
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yeah it's sort of it's one of those you
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know bizarre things where
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um you know I'm obviously not getting
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picked on the test team at the moment so
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I'm going and playing
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um you know t20s around the world and
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and often you know your match fee for a
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T20 and these other leagues is the same
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as a match for you for a test match you
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know for New Zealand which is played
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over five days instead of three hours so
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um you sort of watch the guys on TV you
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know slogging it away for for 500 overs
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and then go out and play a T20 and yeah
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and you guys sort of get the same
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paycheck so it's a bit of a strange way
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about a way about it that the world goes
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at the moment but
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um yeah despite that you know certainly
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I'm Keen to get involved again test
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Cricket if I can you know I'm still only
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31 so
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um got four or five years left in me and
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and certainly something I want to take
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off before I retire yeah um can you
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explain um to me and anyone else that's
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that's listening like why why is it such
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a big difference like surely from my
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perspective and I'm guessing the same as
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a lot of people that listen if you can
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Cricket is Cricket you know what I mean
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so if you can play well over 20 the
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oversle 50 overs why can't you play well
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over five days
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um
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what do you mean difference in the
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people who are good at each yeah like
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why are you being picked for all these
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other formats of the game not the not
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the tests um like I think test Cricket
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is
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um you know from a bowling skill set
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it's much more about moving the ball
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around you know having a nice scene
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position being able to swing it
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um being able to set guys up versus T20
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cricket which is a lot more about being
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adaptable being able to escape batsman
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Bowl Yorkers slow balls like variations
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that kind of thing so from a bowling
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perspective the skill sets can be very
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different
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um from a batting perspective you know
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for me I've never been the most
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technically sound batsman
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um I'm powerful I can hit big sixes but
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I sort of struggle with you know the
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consistency of a Ford defense and being
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like right in behind the ball and that
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kind of thing so when you look at
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someone like Kane Williamson who's
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um very still at the crease very small
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you know small movements gets into good
00:15:27
positions then you put that next to me
00:15:29
who's you know big stands with his legs
00:15:32
far apart you know big high back left
00:15:34
you know it's quite
00:15:36
um different you know technically and
00:15:37
how you find success and
00:15:39
um yeah it's one of the challenges of
00:15:41
the modern game is guys who have to
00:15:43
adapt you know you might play a series
00:15:45
against the country that's you know two
00:15:47
tests five one days and a couple of t20s
00:15:49
and you've only got two or three days to
00:15:51
actually try and you know adapt your
00:15:53
Technique in between series it can be
00:15:54
incredibly challenging and
00:15:56
um that's probably something like better
00:15:57
with a little bit you know I was also
00:15:58
very young you know I didn't really know
00:15:59
my game that well
00:16:01
um as you said 2017 I think was the last
00:16:03
2017. you know I was 26 you know so
00:16:06
you're still finding your way a little
00:16:08
bit um as a cricketer at 26 so
00:16:10
um certainly would be a chance I'd
00:16:12
relish um to get another um go up test
00:16:14
Cricket again and as a more complete
00:16:16
cricketer and as a cricketer who sort of
00:16:18
knows my game a bit more
00:16:19
yeah wouldn't you find I don't know it
00:16:21
just seems more boring like I see I see
00:16:23
you I see you on TV and you go out and
00:16:25
you smash 27 off 11 balls like in the
00:16:27
T20 semi-final then you test Cricket
00:16:30
you've got to just sit there and block
00:16:32
for hours like wouldn't you get bored
00:16:34
and just take a swing at it well the
00:16:35
thing about test Cricket is that it's
00:16:37
the most satisfying you know you sort of
00:16:39
explain well it's just it's just so hard
00:16:42
you know physically mentally it's the
00:16:44
ultimate Challenge in the sport it's
00:16:45
kind of like running an ultra marathon
00:16:47
it's it's almost just the the mental
00:16:49
aspect of getting through and
00:16:51
um yeah I mean T20 Cricket's great you
00:16:53
know you walk out you're right you walk
00:16:54
out at 27 off 11 in a semi-final and
00:16:57
um you walk off and you're in the change
00:16:59
room and and that feeling in the
00:17:00
changing room is great you know you've
00:17:02
managed to succeed for your country but
00:17:04
compare that feeling to the feeling in a
00:17:06
change room after you've you know bowled
00:17:08
24 overs on day five of a test to get a
00:17:10
victory after you know four days of Toil
00:17:13
and everyone's sore and tired and you
00:17:15
know trying to get through and and you
00:17:17
sort of look at your mates next to you
00:17:18
after after that kind of tour oil and
00:17:20
coming out on top I think you know that
00:17:22
kind of satisfaction is is sort of on a
00:17:24
different level now let's go back to
00:17:26
that um the World Cup semi-final where
00:17:28
you got 27 off 11 balls is that the one
00:17:30
where there was a clip of you that went
00:17:32
viral afterwards and everyone so so you
00:17:34
you guys won that game New Zealand won
00:17:36
that game you're playing was it England
00:17:37
uh yeah in the semi and then you met
00:17:39
Australia in the final and uh just got
00:17:41
beaten by them but in the the um there's
00:17:43
a clip that went viral and it's all you
00:17:45
New Zealand teammates like jumping
00:17:46
around fist pumping when you won the
00:17:48
game and you're just like sitting there
00:17:49
and you actually looked kind of pissed
00:17:51
off
00:17:51
um I I was a little bit yeah it was sort
00:17:54
of you know
00:17:56
having been so close to you know 2019
00:18:00
World Cup final you know I get the super
00:18:02
over you know lose
00:18:05
um you know I've been involved in a lot
00:18:06
of super overs and and been close to
00:18:08
many different you know titles and you
00:18:11
know for me it's
00:18:12
I'm not happy until you win you know
00:18:14
it's been taught
00:18:16
rather harshly to me that you know you
00:18:19
can't get ahead of yourself and you know
00:18:20
get too happy before the job's actually
00:18:22
100 finished and
00:18:24
um you know that was you know I don't
00:18:26
begrudge the the other guys on the team
00:18:28
for celebrating a victory obviously it
00:18:29
was a a ridiculous win and we probably
00:18:31
thought we'd lost it
00:18:33
um but you know I'd already turned my
00:18:36
focus to the final and you know in a few
00:18:37
days time and
00:18:39
um is that right so yeah so your mind
00:18:41
was already on the next game at that
00:18:42
point yeah yeah like immediately yeah
00:18:44
immediately even even sort of before we
00:18:47
won you know you know when we needed you
00:18:49
know four runs off you know eight balls
00:18:51
or something you know it actually it
00:18:53
actually game actually got to the point
00:18:54
where we were so far ahead of the game
00:18:56
that we pretty much couldn't lose it
00:18:58
from being so far behind that we
00:18:59
couldn't win in the space of kind of
00:19:00
three overs and a lot of that was to do
00:19:02
with you I mean you won't say this but I
00:19:04
can't a lot of it's probably to do with
00:19:05
the 27 that you got off 11 balls like
00:19:07
they made the Run rate considerably
00:19:08
easier for New Zealand from there on uh
00:19:10
yeah well I mean in that period as well
00:19:12
Daryl had a couple of sixes as well
00:19:13
while I was out there so we probably put
00:19:16
on 50 and
00:19:17
you know 15 or 18 balls or something
00:19:19
yeah yeah
00:19:21
um and and yeah it just swung and you
00:19:24
know by that point
00:19:26
um I've never been one to over celebrate
00:19:29
you know if I get wickets you're never
00:19:31
going to see me doing some of these
00:19:33
stupid celebrations where guys you know
00:19:35
do backflips and dance and oh I've come
00:19:37
on if you could do a backflip you'd do a
00:19:39
backflip I know I would this goes back
00:19:42
to being too big again
00:19:43
you know it's just not cool when you're
00:19:45
six to three hundred kicks you can't do
00:19:47
backflips or dance or anything you just
00:19:48
look like an idiot so
00:19:50
um yeah that's probably it's probably
00:19:52
born out of the jealousy of watching
00:19:53
younger or smaller more live men kind of
00:19:56
be able to do that kind of thing but you
00:19:58
know I've never been a a big screamer
00:20:00
and shouter and a fist pumper and that
00:20:02
kind of thing and
00:20:04
um I suppose it just comes back to you
00:20:05
know trying to control your emotions and
00:20:07
in a sport that can play with them a lot
00:20:09
yeah
00:20:10
um you know obviously you know three
00:20:11
days later we did lose the final so it
00:20:12
was probably pretty appropriate not to
00:20:14
have celebrated too much doesn't see me
00:20:16
after that you uh you you trade a job
00:20:18
finished I don't think so which sort of
00:20:20
um explained you know explain the way
00:20:22
you were feeling the rest of the team do
00:20:23
they they give you [ __ ] about that or
00:20:24
does anyone say anything about it I no
00:20:27
not
00:20:29
no I think one of the you know the good
00:20:30
things about our environment is that we
00:20:32
we do accept different you know points
00:20:35
of view and different personalities
00:20:36
really well we've got a couple of guys
00:20:37
in a team that would self-profess to be
00:20:40
weirdos and and it's about accepting
00:20:42
those kind of looks and
00:20:44
um you know In the Heat of battle you
00:20:45
you know things happen you say say
00:20:48
things you regret or say things that
00:20:49
sound silly and or do things or whatever
00:20:52
and you know it's part of sport where
00:20:54
guys Express themselves differently and
00:20:55
now it was never something that really
00:20:57
got brought up I'm not in front of you
00:21:00
anyway a lot of guys were talking [ __ ]
00:21:02
and the um so the the 2019 finals so um
00:21:05
that was I remember this this is so
00:21:07
funny I remember being in Istanbul at
00:21:08
the time with with my mate Andy and we
00:21:11
were we were watching it on on my iPhone
00:21:12
and then my battery died and we were
00:21:14
watching it on his and then as his
00:21:15
Partners we even contemplated that
00:21:17
morning like flying back to back to
00:21:18
England for the for the game it was like
00:21:20
that exciting what was it like being
00:21:22
there and do you have any idea like what
00:21:24
would what would happen what the process
00:21:25
would be if it was a draw at the end of
00:21:27
the game did you were you aware of all
00:21:28
that stuff yeah yeah well the funny
00:21:31
thing that no one knows but I always
00:21:33
bring up is that I'd actually won a
00:21:36
Super over on Boundary count back before
00:21:37
and uh yeah by the way see a lot of
00:21:40
people who won't remember what we're
00:21:41
talking about do you just want to
00:21:42
explain the uh yeah what happened so we
00:21:45
we basically one day World Cup final
00:21:48
um ends up being a tie which means both
00:21:50
teams score the same number runs uh I'll
00:21:52
go to a super over which is kind of like
00:21:54
the tiebreaker like a penalty shootout
00:21:56
um and that was tied and then it ended
00:21:59
up being we lost England one on count
00:22:01
back which is basically who had the most
00:22:04
boundaries during the game
00:22:06
um which is a completely fast cool way
00:22:07
to do it and stupid makes no relevance
00:22:09
to who's played better whatsoever
00:22:12
um but was the rules
00:22:15
um so yeah I'd won a T20 uh atario volts
00:22:19
versus highveld lions in 2013.
00:22:22
um exactly the same super over I was
00:22:24
bowling
00:22:25
um in fact exactly the same run out last
00:22:27
ball you know to to win the game
00:22:30
um so I knew we knew like we hadn't
00:22:32
talked about it beforehand but once it
00:22:34
was a super over and once they'd got 16
00:22:36
or whatever it was 15.
00:22:39
um we talked about it in the shares
00:22:40
going out that we needed to beat their
00:22:42
score we couldn't it wasn't good enough
00:22:43
to tie it
00:22:45
um so there was no we knew that we
00:22:46
needed to beat it
00:22:48
um and we and we couldn't
00:22:50
um got close but not quite
00:22:52
um and yeah I mean it's
00:22:55
yeah it's something you I don't think he
00:22:58
ever really accept a little bit you know
00:22:59
I still sometimes just sit there and
00:23:01
think about the super over and you know
00:23:04
what different decisions I could have
00:23:05
made during the Super over is that right
00:23:07
it still plays through your mind yeah
00:23:08
definitely definitely I'd say so what
00:23:10
was that three years coming up three
00:23:11
years like two and a half three years
00:23:12
yeah July 2019 so I actually I had um
00:23:15
Shane Cameron on the podcast the boxer
00:23:17
and he told me do you remember his fight
00:23:19
with David tour the fight of the century
00:23:20
he told me it took him about 10 years to
00:23:23
get over there yeah 10 years yeah well I
00:23:25
mean do you think you you'll be over
00:23:27
this 2019 game within 10 years uh I
00:23:30
think I've got a chance yeah I think
00:23:32
yeah I think I'm at two now what two and
00:23:36
a half
00:23:37
uh and I can talk about it yeah so yeah
00:23:41
I think yeah surely seven seven more
00:23:44
years can be over it yeah
00:23:46
um but yeah it's one of those things I
00:23:48
think
00:23:50
when you're in control
00:23:52
you know when you
00:23:54
you know something happens or a you know
00:23:57
someone plays a great Innings against
00:23:58
you or whatever you can kind of accept
00:24:00
it a little bit more like I can accept
00:24:01
the the T20 World Cup final loss in
00:24:04
2021. I can accept that I've got no
00:24:06
problem with it whatsoever because Mitch
00:24:07
Marsh came out better well that's part
00:24:09
of sport guys play well sure but when
00:24:11
you you have just such freakish bad luck
00:24:15
seemingly repeatedly
00:24:18
to almost conspire for you not to win
00:24:21
the game then that's probably a little
00:24:22
bit harder to take I think especially
00:24:24
when you're involved
00:24:26
um specifically yourself are involved in
00:24:29
the final throws of it yeah you and
00:24:31
Gabby right at the end right Madam yeah
00:24:32
yeah and it's sort of
00:24:34
and Cricket too where it's just such a
00:24:36
freak sport where you can make good
00:24:39
decisions and have bad outcomes you can
00:24:40
make terrible decisions and have good
00:24:42
outcomes there's no you know Rhyme or
00:24:44
Reason to at least in small sample sizes
00:24:47
why people are successful and some
00:24:49
people aren't
00:24:51
um so yeah you certainly play through
00:24:52
especially the last couple of balls
00:24:55
um and sort of think about different
00:24:56
options but I think
00:24:58
yeah it's one of those things that takes
00:25:00
a while to unpack yeah yeah I mean it
00:25:03
was such an extraordinary game though
00:25:04
you know you you were involved with that
00:25:06
so I suppose um you know as I mentioned
00:25:08
before like you're involved in this game
00:25:10
that it's gonna you go down in history
00:25:12
books might even in future tournaments
00:25:14
could rewrite the rules potentially oh I
00:25:16
mean the rules I think are Rewritten oh
00:25:18
is that right yeah since then yeah I
00:25:19
think they've changed it now where you
00:25:21
just go super overs over and over again
00:25:23
until someone well it makes way more
00:25:25
sense we're actually wins yeah that was
00:25:26
my argument at the time it was like no
00:25:28
one's going home
00:25:29
how's the World Cup final a super over
00:25:31
that is tied it's whatever time it was
00:25:33
in London 7 30 or something in the
00:25:35
evening there are lights at the ground
00:25:36
you know no one's going oh I said I'd be
00:25:39
home for dinner at eight you know and
00:25:41
leaving the ground yeah it's kind of
00:25:43
like people have got another 10 minutes
00:25:44
for the guys to come out again do
00:25:46
another Super over it so yeah I thought
00:25:48
it was a bit faster at the time that it
00:25:50
wasn't that but I mean you can't
00:25:51
complain because I mean they didn't make
00:25:53
the rule up on the spot during the game
00:25:55
it was there in the in the rule book
00:25:56
beforehand and you can take that on the
00:25:58
chin and sort of move on what was it
00:26:00
like in the dressing room after that did
00:26:01
you cry
00:26:02
yep yeah did you yep yeah yeah it was
00:26:06
pretty it was like a morgue yeah it was
00:26:07
Everyone crying I mean even emotions in
00:26:10
different ways I guess I think I think
00:26:13
the overwhelming emotion was disbelief I
00:26:16
I no there wasn't much anger it was just
00:26:19
kind of
00:26:20
you know
00:26:21
I mean I was disappointed because I felt
00:26:23
like I'd let the rest of the team down I
00:26:24
think
00:26:26
um guppy was obviously you know pretty
00:26:28
devastated having had
00:26:30
you know I suppose a challenging World
00:26:32
Cup you know in total and then to have
00:26:35
that to kind of put the icing on the
00:26:36
cake was pretty pretty cruel
00:26:39
um uh yeah and disbelief overall you
00:26:43
know just silence for
00:26:45
what felt like 20 minutes until you know
00:26:48
guys came back in Kane obviously came
00:26:50
back in from the media and all that kind
00:26:51
of thing and
00:26:53
um you know it was
00:26:56
kind of surreal I think guys were it
00:26:57
just couldn't quite fathom what had
00:26:59
happened
00:27:01
um
00:27:01
because I mean we'd won the game really
00:27:03
I think
00:27:04
England needed 16 from
00:27:07
3 or 16 from four or something you know
00:27:09
it's sort of
00:27:10
it was pretty much over and then you
00:27:13
know to have it kind of taken out of
00:27:14
your grass like that when a lot of the
00:27:15
guys had no control over anything a lot
00:27:17
of the guys wouldn't have touched the
00:27:18
ball for the last half an hour yeah you
00:27:20
know so you sort of you're almost a
00:27:22
spectator at that point and
00:27:24
um yeah to go through that it's a sort
00:27:27
of two-month tournament from start to
00:27:29
finish and then have it finished like
00:27:30
that and yeah I definitely just believe
00:27:32
all right you must have felt the love
00:27:33
and support from New Zealand though like
00:27:34
it was it was it was massive yeah yeah
00:27:37
well I didn't actually come home for a
00:27:38
while so it was sort of it was funny I
00:27:42
went to stayed in London for a couple of
00:27:43
days and basically got pissed the whole
00:27:46
time
00:27:47
um and then I went to take a train up to
00:27:50
Liverpool I went to see one of my
00:27:51
friends
00:27:53
um old friend from otago and stay with
00:27:54
them for a couple of days and and I went
00:27:56
to London Houston Station and there was
00:27:59
a gigantic banner I got my ticket
00:28:02
and I went to go to the um it's kind of
00:28:04
the platform that has all the platforms
00:28:06
and where you need to go and that kind
00:28:07
of thing and I was looking up at it and
00:28:09
this gigantic it would have been
00:28:11
30 meters by 15 meter electronic
00:28:14
billboard popped up of England lifting
00:28:16
the trophy and all the fireworks going
00:28:17
off and everything and I was looking
00:28:18
after it and I was just slow
00:28:21
[Laughter]
00:28:27
got on the train and you know got up
00:28:30
there it would have been good now if I
00:28:31
could have had a mask on I know I would
00:28:32
have that I would have seen but everyone
00:28:34
said looking at me I had my black cat's
00:28:36
bag and everything and it was just like
00:28:37
[ __ ] hell and everyone's coming out
00:28:40
oh you guys are so unlucky and you know
00:28:42
you sort of go you just want to go and
00:28:43
climb into a hole and yeah yeah and hope
00:28:46
that everyone forgets but
00:28:47
um luckily I had I actually went to the
00:28:49
uh Toronto for the global T20 a T20
00:28:53
franchise tournament that was there and
00:28:55
um Toronto was the perfect place to be
00:28:57
because no one gave a [ __ ] about the
00:28:58
World Cup you know oh you know anyone
00:28:59
would even know really how quick it is
00:29:01
exactly and all the other cricketers
00:29:02
that were there knew not to say anything
00:29:06
yeah out of respect not a word was
00:29:09
spoken about it the whole tournament
00:29:10
because everyone was there I think on
00:29:11
the first night a couple of guys were
00:29:12
like what how like what are you how are
00:29:14
you coping and then I was kind of like
00:29:16
right this is the last time we talked
00:29:18
about this for the next two weeks and
00:29:19
then from then on it was just basically
00:29:21
go to the ground play a bit of hidden
00:29:23
gig or have a slog then go into Toronto
00:29:25
and have a few beers and and sort of
00:29:27
spend a fortnight basically trying to
00:29:29
um forget about it
00:29:31
um and then you know I came home after
00:29:32
that and by that point it would it sort
00:29:34
of
00:29:35
uh died down a little bit yeah oh the
00:29:38
whole the whole nation felt for you guys
00:29:39
so you and Martin Capital being there at
00:29:41
the end going through something like
00:29:42
that together that's got to create you
00:29:44
know some sort of bond that sort of you
00:29:46
know connects you guys in a deeper sort
00:29:48
of way for Life surely yeah well we were
00:29:50
close already yeah you know we played
00:29:51
for the same career Club in Auckland you
00:29:53
know way back in in 2007 eight you know
00:29:56
when I was coming out of school and
00:29:59
um you know we've been to obviously any
00:30:01
number of social events together over
00:30:03
that period of time knowing a lot of the
00:30:04
same people and
00:30:06
um yeah I actually said before we went
00:30:07
after the Super over you know how cool
00:30:09
was it that we've come you know full
00:30:10
circle from you know I remember you know
00:30:13
when he got picked for New Zealand you
00:30:15
know way back in in 2007 or 2008 and and
00:30:19
he he got 100 on debut as well actually
00:30:20
in an ODI against West Indies and
00:30:23
um you know being so in awe of him then
00:30:26
you know because I was
00:30:28
you know two or three years younger than
00:30:29
him and just come out of school and he
00:30:31
was 21 22 and playing for New Zealand
00:30:33
and
00:30:34
um you know looking up to my life and
00:30:36
then sort of coming full circle he
00:30:37
obviously stayed in Auckland I had to go
00:30:39
away to
00:30:40
um make my career and and just sort of
00:30:42
come full circle around and be out there
00:30:44
together it was pretty cool moments and
00:30:47
um Yeah you sort of
00:30:49
you find or try to find ways to to
00:30:51
comfort someone like that when something
00:30:52
like that happens but I think
00:30:55
um there's not a lot you can say in
00:30:56
those situations just got to give guys
00:30:57
space for
00:30:59
20 or so years and
00:31:01
10 years according to Shane Cameron yeah
00:31:03
I suppose that's the difference with um
00:31:05
like the Shane Cameron thing continues
00:31:07
to get over the tour fight and and you
00:31:08
guys like boxing is um you know there's
00:31:11
nowhere to hide like he got a hiding in
00:31:13
that fight
00:31:14
um and it's a solo sport as well I
00:31:16
suppose at least you you guys have got
00:31:17
each other what's the situation like
00:31:19
that I think it's uh it can be a really
00:31:22
good thing it can also be a really bad
00:31:24
thing because depending on how strong
00:31:26
your culture is
00:31:28
um it's very easy to for people to blame
00:31:30
other people when things like that go
00:31:31
wrong and boxing you know you unless
00:31:34
you're going to blame your trainer or
00:31:35
something like that you know at the end
00:31:36
of the day it's you out there and if you
00:31:38
get punched in the face it's because
00:31:39
your hand was too low or whatever 100
00:31:40
and Cricket you know it'll be totally
00:31:43
justified for
00:31:45
people in the black caps team to blame
00:31:47
you know me or gappy or or whoever you
00:31:51
know didn't win the game even not who
00:31:54
lost the game who didn't you know do so
00:31:56
oh you could never do then do you mean
00:31:58
like um like sports commentators or
00:32:00
Media or not your teammates surely well
00:32:03
I think you know I've been in cricket
00:32:04
teams in the past where you know the
00:32:06
batteries and Bowlers have had a rift
00:32:07
you know you you're losing games and
00:32:10
guys are going you know we we can't Bowl
00:32:13
to subpar totals every game and expect
00:32:15
to win right and all this kind of thing
00:32:17
and you know because guys get dropped
00:32:19
and you know sometimes not based off
00:32:21
their own fault because of team
00:32:23
performance isn't
00:32:24
um I've certainly been in cultures in
00:32:25
the past where people play the blame
00:32:27
game and you know point fingers other
00:32:30
people for their failings and that kind
00:32:31
of thing but I think that was probably
00:32:33
um incredibly fortunate that we had such
00:32:35
a strong culture and the team through
00:32:37
that World Cup where you know it was
00:32:38
never really even mentioned by anyone
00:32:41
you know that
00:32:43
um you know people could have done
00:32:44
things differently or you know whatever
00:32:46
it was just kind of like we're in this
00:32:47
together one and all in and you know the
00:32:50
result was obviously pretty [ __ ] but you
00:32:51
know it was a result that we all you
00:32:53
know took on the churn actually I never
00:32:55
really thought of it that way but I
00:32:56
suppose um like Cricket's one of those
00:32:57
things even though it is a team sport
00:32:58
there is a whole lot of individuals
00:33:00
within that team sport in terms of like
00:33:02
stats and records and whatnot yeah so I
00:33:05
suppose the even though it is a team
00:33:06
sport I suppose you still have people
00:33:07
playing an individual game to a certain
00:33:09
degree and the reality is there's
00:33:12
it would be
00:33:14
especially in domestic Cricket or
00:33:17
um you know leading up to IPL options
00:33:19
and all these sorts of things that
00:33:21
people have individual goals you know
00:33:23
you want to get picked for New Zealand
00:33:24
you want to play as many tests as you
00:33:26
can you want to go for half a million
00:33:28
dollars in the IPL or you know whatever
00:33:29
so there's actually
00:33:31
very logical Justified reasons to be
00:33:33
very selfish in a qriket team you know
00:33:35
because people look at guys records and
00:33:37
what they average and that kind of thing
00:33:39
but I think the thing is around you know
00:33:41
domestic Cricket especially
00:33:43
other cricketers can tell you know you
00:33:46
you play other teams and you know who in
00:33:48
that team is a bit selfish and you know
00:33:50
will play for themselves and you know
00:33:52
we'll get to the end of a one day and
00:33:53
instead of trying to hit a six they'll
00:33:55
just go oh and they'll hit one on the
00:33:56
ground and get not out and you know help
00:33:58
their average and guys who won't run at
00:34:01
the end of a T20 because they don't want
00:34:02
to get run out and you know these all
00:34:04
these little moments and Cricket where
00:34:05
you can tell you know if guys are
00:34:07
actually in in it for the team run it
00:34:08
for themselves and
00:34:10
um are those are those people sort of
00:34:11
frowned upon
00:34:13
yeah absolutely sometimes they they get
00:34:15
a talking to right by who like Captain
00:34:18
coach oh senior players in the team
00:34:19
right you know whatever we've got a a
00:34:22
culture New Zealand Cricket where
00:34:24
it's not really like steady would never
00:34:26
tell anyone off for who's did he uh Gary
00:34:28
stead the coach he wouldn't you know
00:34:30
pull someone aside and it would be much
00:34:33
more a player lead thing right you know
00:34:35
um I mean I've had it happen to me you
00:34:37
know it's sort of have you yeah where I
00:34:40
remember we were playing at one dayer
00:34:41
and
00:34:42
um I can't remember where it was but I
00:34:45
was bowling and someone did a [ __ ] piece
00:34:48
of fielding and I kind of blew up with
00:34:50
them and you know I was frustrated and
00:34:52
but you're a competitive guy oh cause
00:34:54
you're an infinitive guy you're in an
00:34:55
environment where you know you it's a
00:34:57
high pressure environment and
00:34:58
it wasn't even that bad you know it was
00:35:00
kind of like oh for [ __ ] sake or
00:35:01
something you know
00:35:03
um you are the guy you're the reason why
00:35:05
I stopped playing Cricket yeah exactly
00:35:07
but you know just out of frustration you
00:35:09
know of course and um and Tim Sally
00:35:12
actually pulled me aside after the game
00:35:13
he's been running a little bit longer
00:35:15
than you yeah so he's a senior member of
00:35:17
the team and he just sort of reminded me
00:35:19
like that's you know not how we go about
00:35:21
things on this team and you know
00:35:22
everyone's trying their hardest and you
00:35:24
know blah blah blah
00:35:25
sort of like and and I was 100 correct
00:35:28
yeah and you sort of taped on the chin
00:35:29
and probably didn't like it at the time
00:35:31
and probably went back to my room and
00:35:32
went off [ __ ] picking on me whatever
00:35:34
but you sort of have some time yourself
00:35:36
to think about it and you sort of go
00:35:37
well it's probably Justified you know
00:35:38
and and I think it's important that you
00:35:40
have a culture where guys can call each
00:35:42
other out and yeah and you know you can
00:35:44
take it on the chin and realize that
00:35:46
it's about making the team better and
00:35:47
and moving forward as a group rather
00:35:49
than sort of being picked on or being
00:35:51
singled out or yeah or whatever like
00:35:52
that God you guys really are the nice
00:35:54
guys of uh world cricket aren't you
00:35:56
about the New Zealand team you've been
00:35:57
called that before I know on the world
00:35:59
stage but you really are it seems like
00:36:02
it's such a respectful and polite
00:36:03
environment yeah I
00:36:07
you know
00:36:08
you can't I think a lot of other
00:36:10
International teams have the depth of
00:36:12
player
00:36:13
to sort of just flick guys out you know
00:36:16
if they're if they're not gelling in the
00:36:18
team and you know if they're a good
00:36:19
enough player they'll just keep playing
00:36:20
because you know you know they have
00:36:22
enough people that if people disagree
00:36:24
they can just drop one of them and all
00:36:25
that kind of thing because they're such
00:36:26
a big player base where I think in New
00:36:28
Zealand there's
00:36:29
I think it's 15 times six there's only
00:36:31
90 other cricketers outside the black
00:36:34
caps to choose from you know whereas
00:36:35
India have
00:36:36
500 of the Australia have however many
00:36:39
in great crickets so you actually need
00:36:41
to Value the individuals and actually
00:36:43
get everyone working together as a group
00:36:44
because there's actually not you know
00:36:46
three more Trend bolts in domestic
00:36:48
Cricket there's not two more Kane
00:36:49
Williamson's you know it's sort of like
00:36:51
the guys you got who are the the top
00:36:53
Echelon of talent are kind of the only
00:36:54
ones you've got yeah right
00:36:56
um which are starting to change a little
00:36:57
bit recently we're getting a little bit
00:36:58
more depth with kind of a teams and that
00:37:00
kind of thing but
00:37:02
um it's certainly been a challenge in
00:37:03
the past with New Zealand Cricket is
00:37:04
just a lack of numbers now we are we're
00:37:06
recording this on the day of the IPL
00:37:09
auction so um you you woke up this
00:37:11
morning to news that um you were picked
00:37:14
up at the auction for how much
00:37:16
uh one point uh 150 lakh which is about
00:37:20
300 000 New Zealand right is that
00:37:22
exciting is that exciting to wake up to
00:37:24
or is it like oh cool and then just on
00:37:25
with your day I think it depends on on
00:37:27
what part of your career I remember
00:37:28
getting picked up when I was 23 or 24
00:37:32
the first time and it was like the best
00:37:34
day of my life
00:37:36
um and now I'm a little bit older and
00:37:37
you know a little bit wiser and
00:37:40
um you know I've been through that
00:37:41
ringer a few times it's much more the
00:37:43
latter you know you sort of okay cool
00:37:44
now I know what I'm doing in in April
00:37:46
and May and you know the money is is
00:37:49
sort of it's nice obviously
00:37:51
um but it's sort of secondary to
00:37:53
um trying to be involved in a unit that
00:37:55
does well and and sort of the experience
00:37:57
of India and playing Cricket at the
00:37:59
highest level and that kind of thing and
00:38:01
um yeah it's something I'm 31 now so I
00:38:04
probably don't have that many cycles
00:38:05
left in me so it's always nice to to get
00:38:07
one more under the belt yeah so were you
00:38:09
do you think you were selected because
00:38:11
of that um that uh World Cup semi that
00:38:13
we talked about before you got 27 off
00:38:15
11. that can't have done you any harm
00:38:16
right because they love the big hitters
00:38:17
yeah well I mean
00:38:20
you'd hope that you know Scouts of those
00:38:22
sorts of teams are a little bit more
00:38:24
um intelligent than picking teams off
00:38:26
one Innings but
00:38:28
um yeah look I mean I had I played at
00:38:30
Mumbai last year in the IPL and and had
00:38:32
a pretty good tournament you know with
00:38:34
the ball I didn't score runs but I got
00:38:35
quite a few wickets and
00:38:38
um yeah I think by now at 31 I've sort
00:38:40
of shown my we as an international
00:38:41
cricket over a number of years and
00:38:44
um you know they're not they're not
00:38:45
stupid those IPL teams there's a lot of
00:38:46
money involved a lot of analytics and
00:38:48
that kind of thing so I'm sure there
00:38:49
would have been a lot of match-up talk
00:38:50
going into it and um
00:38:53
yeah just really excited to play with
00:38:54
some of the world's best players Josh
00:38:55
Butler's in the team
00:38:57
um Trent bolt who I played with last
00:38:58
year has come over to Rajasthan as well
00:39:00
and
00:39:01
um you know Sandra Sampson's an
00:39:02
unbelievable Indian you know youngster
00:39:04
who's sort of making his way and it's
00:39:06
sort of a a real privilege to to be able
00:39:08
to work in an environment like that
00:39:09
where you know last year I got to you
00:39:12
know train in front of mahalajara
00:39:14
wardner and Zahir Khan and you know
00:39:16
Legends of the game and and this year
00:39:19
ago Kumar sangakara is the coach you
00:39:21
know there's some of the guys who've
00:39:22
been literally the best players in the
00:39:24
history of the game and you can sit
00:39:25
there for two months and then pick their
00:39:27
brains and figure out how to get better
00:39:28
and do your depict their brains yeah
00:39:31
definitely do you know would you not see
00:39:33
yourself as a peer to those people no
00:39:35
God no no really why not who am I saying
00:39:38
akara scored about 40 test hundreds and
00:39:40
you know average 50 something you know
00:39:43
he's he is one of the the greats of the
00:39:45
in the history of the game and
00:39:47
um no I wouldn't see myself as appear to
00:39:49
him at all either a knowledge or an
00:39:50
ability I think
00:39:52
um you know I'm I'm good I'm good in
00:39:55
this era of the game you know I hold my
00:39:56
own but when you compare to you know
00:39:58
guys like saying a car and
00:40:00
and Shane Bond and these guys that have
00:40:03
been you know true greats you know you
00:40:07
can only sit there and listen and
00:40:08
section 10 Docker was in our Management
00:40:10
Group last year wow to sit there and you
00:40:13
know have a share a bottle of red with
00:40:15
Saturn and talk about playing spin and
00:40:17
you know that kind of thing you just sit
00:40:19
there and you just sort of just hang off
00:40:21
every word you just try and get them
00:40:22
talking as long as possible you know you
00:40:23
sort of looking at your watch going [ __ ]
00:40:25
it's two o'clock in the morning how am I
00:40:26
gonna and he's going oh you want to be
00:40:27
light on your feet and go forward and
00:40:29
back and that kind of thing and you sort
00:40:30
of just go oh like what about if it's
00:40:32
doing this and you sort of sit back and
00:40:34
they just talk for another 15 minutes
00:40:35
and you sort of see them the whole time
00:40:36
the shame is you don't remember any of
00:40:38
it the next day because of the wine yeah
00:40:40
but you try and pick up things on the
00:40:42
Nets and work on things and
00:40:45
um I suppose the biggest value is just
00:40:46
finding out these guys are all human you
00:40:48
know they all have their own you know
00:40:49
self-doubts and times and their careers
00:40:51
when they were struggling and actually
00:40:53
talking through it with them and
00:40:55
um realizing that you know you're not
00:40:57
alone you're not you know unusual person
00:40:59
if you're going through these self-doubt
00:41:01
moments and you know struggling in your
00:41:02
career and stuff which is always you
00:41:04
know pretty cool to to experience that
00:41:06
oh yeah yeah um speaking of that What's
00:41:08
um what's your mental health like you
00:41:10
used to like quite a quite a stoic and
00:41:12
resilient guy but I'm guessing Cricket's
00:41:14
one of those things it does have the
00:41:15
potential as far as Sports go to sort of
00:41:17
[ __ ] with your head a little bit oh yeah
00:41:18
it beats you up big time I think
00:41:22
um you know I've had struggles in the
00:41:23
past you know I actually had a period of
00:41:24
time out of the game and in 2018 and and
00:41:27
sort of went back into you know the real
00:41:29
world and got a real job and uh what'd
00:41:32
you do uh I was the communications
00:41:34
assistant for uh agritech company so
00:41:36
that's random yeah oh my um my partner's
00:41:40
brother
00:41:41
um was high up in the in the management
00:41:43
for the company and they needed some
00:41:44
just another pair of hands to
00:41:47
um do some [ __ ] and
00:41:48
um I just was there for four or five
00:41:50
months and and I actually really enjoyed
00:41:51
it you know that's what it actually did
00:41:53
for me was it actually removed the fear
00:41:55
of cricket not working out you know you
00:41:58
know I'd always been a cricketer from
00:42:00
you know I left school and went straight
00:42:02
into the alternators changing room as a
00:42:04
you know a first year rookie and I'd
00:42:07
never really experienced a real job
00:42:09
and I'd always sort of had the fear of
00:42:11
you know what if Craig doesn't work out
00:42:12
and I get dropped and you know I have to
00:42:14
make my way into the real world and then
00:42:16
doing that for five months I actually
00:42:18
realized that should I'll be fine you
00:42:20
know yeah you'll always find something
00:42:21
of course and it's sort of and then when
00:42:23
I got back into crooked they removed
00:42:25
that fear of failure and you know I kind
00:42:26
of really need to make this work and
00:42:28
probably took a bit of a weight off my
00:42:30
shoulders and allowed me just to you
00:42:32
know focus on on what's important which
00:42:34
is watching the ball and trying to score
00:42:36
runs yeah so so what do you what do you
00:42:38
do to make sure your mental health is
00:42:39
where it should be like yeah there's
00:42:42
some triggers or do you know if um
00:42:43
things are going off balance
00:42:45
um
00:42:46
yeah I mean for me it's about autonomy
00:42:49
it's about having control over my
00:42:50
day-to-day life
00:42:52
um being able to make decisions like I
00:42:54
think something that I've been really
00:42:55
challenged by with having to be in
00:42:57
bubbles a lot
00:42:58
um is that lack of control over your
00:43:00
life and
00:43:01
um you know I'm I've always been a guy
00:43:03
it's funny I I absolutely despise doing
00:43:08
going to the gym in the team gym window
00:43:10
like I hate being in there with other
00:43:11
people all the time and like for me like
00:43:14
exercise is is a chance to escape and be
00:43:16
by yourself and
00:43:18
um so a lot of people have sort of said
00:43:20
oh you don't gym much and it's like well
00:43:22
I know I gym a lot I just don't gym much
00:43:24
when you're Jimmy yeah that's good if
00:43:27
the gym one knows 10 to 12 I'll go at
00:43:29
three o'clock in the afternoon yeah
00:43:30
right
00:43:31
so I need to have that control over my
00:43:33
own movements and
00:43:35
um so I'm fine when I'm back in Auckland
00:43:37
generally when I've you know when I'm at
00:43:39
home and got my car and can train when I
00:43:41
want and run when I want and that kind
00:43:42
of thing I'm good uh it's just
00:43:44
challenging on tour with bubbles and
00:43:46
stuff to to try and find that autonomy
00:43:48
and
00:43:49
um yeah I mean it's it's challenging I'm
00:43:52
probably one of them one of the guys
00:43:53
that struggles the most in that kind of
00:43:55
environment yeah um but I think it's you
00:43:57
know about being aware of
00:44:00
um how long you've been away for what
00:44:01
what kind of teams you want to sign up
00:44:02
for what kind of period of time you're
00:44:04
going to be away from home and and sort
00:44:05
of identifying areas where you might be
00:44:07
battling oh you're a dog guy I'm a dog
00:44:09
guy as well God you must miss your dog
00:44:11
when you when you go away yeah who who
00:44:13
looks after your dog yeah I got my
00:44:15
fiance Alex is at home and she's does
00:44:17
Kanye's sleep underneath me
00:44:20
um yeah so she does the heavy lifting
00:44:21
from there I mean he's pretty good he's
00:44:23
very low maintenance take him out for a
00:44:24
walk in the morning and he's pretty
00:44:25
chill the rest of the day so
00:44:27
um he's pretty good with that but yeah
00:44:29
it's it's not a lifestyle that lends
00:44:31
itself to
00:44:32
to pet ownership okay so how long are
00:44:34
you away for what do you reckon on an
00:44:35
average year how many months
00:44:38
um our last year was was bad last year I
00:44:41
left
00:44:42
uh at the very end of March and I got
00:44:44
out of miq on the first of December
00:44:48
so it was that's pretty much the entire
00:44:51
year yeah so and you've also got to
00:44:53
think you know when I'm home you know
00:44:55
that January to March period would have
00:44:57
been playing you know in different parts
00:44:58
of the country so even when you're home
00:45:00
you're not you know home home for the
00:45:02
for the majority so
00:45:04
um you're playing games down in Dunedin
00:45:05
and Christchurch and Wellington and
00:45:06
stuff
00:45:08
um
00:45:08
and it can be extremely challenging but
00:45:10
I think the the thing we focus on is
00:45:11
that it's short term you know yeah it's
00:45:13
in terms of in terms of your your life
00:45:15
in terms of my career yeah it'll be
00:45:18
it'll be another four years probably
00:45:21
at the most
00:45:22
um and then after that you know
00:45:24
hopefully you've you know built up a
00:45:26
enough of a nest egg behind you to to
00:45:28
sort of not ever have to do any of that
00:45:30
kind of thing again and
00:45:32
um yeah that's kind of one of my main
00:45:34
goals at the moment is
00:45:36
um to to get that Financial I suppose
00:45:39
um clout behind me to to be the dad that
00:45:41
drops his kids off and picks them up and
00:45:43
doesn't have to yeah has that
00:45:44
flexibility thing yeah yeah are you on
00:45:46
track the IPL money must help yeah it
00:45:49
does that extra 300 every every year or
00:45:52
so yeah it does
00:45:53
um help boost things but yeah I think
00:45:55
I'm not a you know a flashy guy I don't
00:45:57
own a Rolex you know or have a you know
00:46:00
Beamer or anything like that I'm pretty
00:46:01
happy with my Mazda and my Garmin so you
00:46:03
know it doesn't take a lot um so yeah on
00:46:06
track for the the skinny version at the
00:46:08
moment and then we'll see how the next
00:46:09
few years ago yeah but I think I think
00:46:11
that's the key to happiness so just
00:46:12
wanting less rather than wanting more I
00:46:14
really do absolutely and I think
00:46:17
um you know obviously it's an incredibly
00:46:18
challenging environment at the moment
00:46:19
financially for a lot of people in New
00:46:21
Zealand with you know house prices and
00:46:23
that kind of thing and
00:46:25
um you know I obviously have a lot of
00:46:27
friends who aren't cricketers who are
00:46:29
kind of
00:46:30
um Engineers or teachers and that kind
00:46:32
of thing and it's sort of for me you
00:46:34
know Ram's home you know how privileged
00:46:36
we are to to be able to earn what we can
00:46:39
um while we can see a lot of people you
00:46:42
know the IPL auction there's
00:46:44
um you know some stinking players went
00:46:46
for kind of a million plus so who's
00:46:48
thinking isn't no good yeah really so
00:46:51
useless you sort of sit there and
00:46:53
probably how does that happen uh we were
00:46:55
talking before and you said you know the
00:46:57
the the the the teams aren't dumb so
00:46:59
that they wouldn't just pick you on that
00:47:00
one performance how does a stinking
00:47:02
player go for a mill uh well it just
00:47:05
comes down to what the teams need you
00:47:06
know a lot of the time
00:47:09
um
00:47:10
you know the the more desirable players
00:47:13
and this is not a rule but a lot of the
00:47:15
time the mortars are all players people
00:47:16
plan for so they sort of go okay you
00:47:19
know
00:47:21
Trent bolts coming up this number on the
00:47:23
option do we need a SEMA yes what are we
00:47:25
willing to build for him uh we're
00:47:27
willing to go up to 1.2 million and then
00:47:30
so everyone has these plans and everyone
00:47:32
obviously plans for getting them
00:47:34
but naturally there's 10 teams and
00:47:36
there's probably seven or eight good
00:47:38
fast Bowlers so all these teams plan for
00:47:41
getting these guys
00:47:43
and if you can get down and you're one
00:47:44
of the last couple left of that group
00:47:47
that everyone's targeted
00:47:49
all the teams look at each other and go
00:47:52
well there's only two good Bowlers left
00:47:53
now and there's four of us gotcha so all
00:47:56
of a sudden that's when people make dumb
00:47:57
decisions because they panic and go okay
00:47:59
[ __ ] if we don't get one of these two
00:48:00
guys we don't have a bowler and that's
00:48:02
when guys go through the roof right so
00:48:05
that's what happened to
00:48:06
um Carl Jamison last season and I'm not
00:48:08
saying he's a stinking player but but he
00:48:10
was he had a really good year yeah so he
00:48:12
had a lot of guys that were a lot of
00:48:14
teams that were looking at him going oh
00:48:15
he could be really good for us yes and
00:48:16
he was in a small auction that didn't
00:48:18
have many fastballers so then four or
00:48:21
five teams looked at him and went oh we
00:48:23
really need him and that's how you go
00:48:25
for kind of 2.7 million because there's
00:48:28
limited numbers I mean he went for 2.7
00:48:30
million in Jay Richardson went for one
00:48:32
point something Riley married I think
00:48:33
from 1.7 these are all you know
00:48:36
good Bowlers good like don't get me
00:48:38
wrong very good fast Bowlers but all the
00:48:40
teams already had their like top Echelon
00:48:43
fastballs locked up guys like Jafar
00:48:45
Archer and Trent Bolton lucky Ferguson
00:48:48
um Stark Cummins all these guys are
00:48:50
already locked away
00:48:52
so then you get the guys that are coming
00:48:53
up again and they those are the ones
00:48:55
yeah
00:48:57
um so a couple of there were a couple of
00:48:58
all rounders who kind of have had a good
00:49:00
couple of months and got the eyes of the
00:49:03
world on them and you know a couple of
00:49:04
teams panic and you know pay overs and I
00:49:07
think five years ago I would have looked
00:49:08
at those guys and gone this is [ __ ]
00:49:10
though you know I'm better than that I'm
00:49:12
better than him I'm better than him I'm
00:49:14
better than him but you know after you
00:49:16
kind of go through it a few times
00:49:17
there's probably
00:49:19
four or five guys who didn't get picked
00:49:21
up at all looking at me going I'm better
00:49:22
than him yeah that's how it works the
00:49:25
way it works right
00:49:26
um so you sort of be thankful for what
00:49:28
you do get yeah and sort of just move on
00:49:30
what was your biggest year for the IPL
00:49:31
uh this is my biggest oh 300 000. you
00:49:34
see a big year for New Zealand 11 11 new
00:49:37
zealanders picked you got 300 000 lucky
00:49:39
Ferguson two million Trent bolt uh 1.6
00:49:42
million we have talked a bit about the
00:49:43
money but how does it work shortly it's
00:49:46
not as glamorous as it sounds like you
00:49:47
get taxed you pay an agent how much do
00:49:50
you end up getting like half of it uh
00:49:52
yeah I think I mean it depends how much
00:49:54
you play as well I mean obviously
00:49:56
it's per game kind of thing so if you
00:49:58
get picked up for you get 80 if you
00:50:00
don't play so if you get picked up for a
00:50:02
million and you don't play at all you
00:50:03
get 800 Grand kind of thing
00:50:06
um and then yeah agents some guys have
00:50:08
agents some guys have their fees cap
00:50:09
that's kind of different for different
00:50:10
people and then obviously tax so I think
00:50:12
generally if you can walk away with half
00:50:14
you're you're pretty good
00:50:16
um it's not it's not bad for a couple of
00:50:18
months work well absolutely and that's
00:50:19
the thing you know
00:50:22
and I remember to say I look back and my
00:50:24
very very first year when I got picked
00:50:25
up for Delhi got picked up for about I
00:50:27
think it was about 230
00:50:30
um and I was 23 years old you know I had
00:50:34
nothing you know I'd played
00:50:36
two years of domestic Cricket I probably
00:50:37
was had a net worth of about 30 grand
00:50:41
you know and it's sort of like and I got
00:50:43
picked up for 230 Grand and I was
00:50:45
disappointed because everyone had told
00:50:48
me like You're Gonna Be A Millionaire
00:50:49
like you're going so well like these
00:50:51
teams need you like these teams are
00:50:52
gonna bid for you like Corey Anderson
00:50:54
went for 900 Grand you know half an hour
00:50:57
before I went up and so you suddenly go
00:50:59
I'm Gonna Be A Millionaire today's the
00:51:00
day today this is like oh my God and
00:51:03
then I remember like I sold for 230 000
00:51:07
or something and I was like what is that
00:51:10
all yeah you know that was and looking
00:51:11
back now you go that's a completely
00:51:13
insane way for a 23 year old is worth 30
00:51:16
grand to look at getting paid 230 000
00:51:19
but it's all the expectation of I
00:51:22
deserve this and and he's got this
00:51:24
amount which means I should be there or
00:51:26
thereabouts yeah you can kind of thing
00:51:28
I'll look back now and go I I was such a
00:51:30
penis like I should have just been so
00:51:32
happy and and you know and like like
00:51:35
more money than I'd ever seen in my
00:51:37
entire life
00:51:38
and I was disappointed and I look at
00:51:40
that person and I go what a [ __ ] what
00:51:41
like now you sort of Go full circle and
00:51:45
you sort of go awesome like take it off
00:51:48
so grateful like so lucky
00:51:51
and just hopefully be able to stay
00:51:53
uninjured and get over there and and
00:51:55
sort of continue you know being able to
00:51:57
play a sport for a living and yeah yeah
00:51:59
and
00:52:02
um do you enjoy going to and Indians
00:52:03
love their crooked over absolutely mad
00:52:05
about it you must be like a rock star
00:52:07
over there it's got to be good for the
00:52:08
ego is it good for the ego yeah yeah oh
00:52:10
yeah it is it's it's different now with
00:52:12
all the bubbles and stuff you're very
00:52:14
separated and
00:52:15
um you know you people can't get into
00:52:18
the hotel you can't leave so you sort of
00:52:19
you have the same people all the time so
00:52:21
at Mumbai last year you know I knew you
00:52:24
know all the waiters names and stuff you
00:52:25
know because the same people working
00:52:26
kind of breakfast and dinner and that
00:52:28
kind of thing and that sort of oh you
00:52:30
want the usual for breakfast Jimmy sir
00:52:31
and you go yeah yeah poached eggs on
00:52:33
toast avocado and you know it sort of it
00:52:36
became almost like an extended team you
00:52:38
know in these guys and you know and I
00:52:40
remember thinking like oh these guys are
00:52:41
pretty cool like they don't really
00:52:42
they're not fanatical about Cricket
00:52:43
they're just you know here for the ride
00:52:45
as well and then it got down to the last
00:52:47
night where we were going to leave the
00:52:49
next day and it was just like a frenzy
00:52:51
it was like photos and autographs and
00:52:53
can I have a shirt and can I like all
00:52:55
this kind of thing and I made a piece of
00:52:57
artwork for you and like all this kind
00:52:59
of things oh they're just being super
00:53:00
chills the whole time so they'd
00:53:01
obviously been given the hard word like
00:53:03
to not bother the players like not be
00:53:06
fans yeah yeah because in the bubble it
00:53:08
is kind of your Sanctuary is within the
00:53:10
bubble you kind of you know you can't
00:53:12
really Escape it so it's not ideal to
00:53:14
have people kind of in your personal
00:53:15
space that kind of thing so they've
00:53:16
obviously been given the hard word
00:53:19
um oh that's that's adorable that's
00:53:21
lovely yeah and it was yeah it was funny
00:53:23
and you sort of all the guys like oh
00:53:25
thank you sir thank you sir like kind of
00:53:27
going and he said oh they are they are
00:53:29
still fans and
00:53:30
um yeah it's definitely a massive
00:53:32
difference from the the first year I
00:53:34
went was was obviously pre-covered and
00:53:36
you go to nightclubs and going out to
00:53:39
people's places and sponsors evenings
00:53:41
and dinners and that kind of thing and
00:53:42
it's all yeah very
00:53:44
um frenetic and
00:53:46
um you know I was a passionate aren't
00:53:48
they yeah so passionate and they love
00:53:51
the game and and they love they love the
00:53:53
individuals like they so we had my team
00:53:56
Kevin Peterson was in our team
00:53:58
um at Delhi and he was just an absolute
00:54:00
just like literally genuinely a rock
00:54:03
star like would walk in and he could
00:54:06
just walk around do whatever he wanted
00:54:07
if he was if he went to a nightclub he
00:54:09
could just walk up and DJ the nightclub
00:54:10
if he wanted to like they literally he
00:54:12
could do anything and people would just
00:54:14
nod and go absolutely sir and they go
00:54:16
and it sort of you sit there as as a as
00:54:18
a kiwi who's
00:54:20
you know you've sort of stay in your
00:54:22
place as a kiwi don't you you sort of
00:54:24
come in and you you never ever say you
00:54:26
know can I skip the line like do you
00:54:27
know who I am or any height absolutely
00:54:30
not never ever like anything like that
00:54:32
and then to it's almost expected you
00:54:35
know you sort of walk up to a nightclub
00:54:37
in India and they go why are you waiting
00:54:38
back there like just walk up and go in
00:54:40
and you sort of go oh no I'm not really
00:54:41
that comfortable doing it and then KP
00:54:43
would just sort of struck to the front
00:54:44
of the line and just stroll in and you
00:54:47
go I'll come I'm with him
00:54:50
London
00:54:54
um we were walking through this thing
00:54:56
and
00:54:57
um it was uh Kevin Peterson JP doomany
00:55:00
and myself were um walking in and we
00:55:03
walked past and the sky goes oh my God
00:55:04
Kevin Peterson and he goes oh my God JP
00:55:07
Dooney he looked at me anyway
00:55:10
Steve Smith
00:55:14
yeah and I was like yeah thanks mate
00:55:21
Steve Smith and you're the Australian
00:55:23
guy I mean it feels that way around
00:55:24
you'd be called racist but yeah if it's
00:55:27
a seat to a white man you go oh yeah you
00:55:28
look kind of like yeah you look similar
00:55:30
yeah all you blonde hair blue eyes guys
00:55:32
look similar yeah amazing and um who was
00:55:35
it for you growing up who did who did
00:55:37
you pretend to be in the backyard when
00:55:38
you were playing Cricket
00:55:39
20 years ago I'm guessing when you were
00:55:41
sort of 11 12. yeah yeah so I would have
00:55:44
been
00:55:46
um oh I loved Adam Gilchrist yeah I
00:55:48
loved Chris Keynes
00:55:50
um
00:55:51
yeah I'm trying to think of that kind of
00:55:53
you know Nathan Estell those sorts of
00:55:55
guys yeah
00:55:56
the teal blue days yeah yeah yeah Rory
00:55:59
days of New Zealand cricket and yeah the
00:56:01
Glory Days when Chris Cairns had his
00:56:03
long hair and sort of the top of his
00:56:05
Mark going like this and yeah it's sort
00:56:07
of I mean I was I was a cricket fan yeah
00:56:10
definitely I I
00:56:12
you know I remember getting my bat
00:56:13
signed by these guys like on the on the
00:56:16
side of an oval and that kind of thing
00:56:17
and
00:56:18
um yeah it's a pretty cool experience to
00:56:21
to now because you never really realized
00:56:23
that you've become that person
00:56:27
if you're Fielding at the boundary or
00:56:29
something and I I don't there must be
00:56:31
times where you feel it I think you sort
00:56:34
of Feel It by how people treat you but
00:56:37
like I remember getting all the way from
00:56:39
Chris Cairns at Eden Park and kind of
00:56:41
give them my and just being like Oh my
00:56:43
God this guy's like amazing
00:56:45
and now you sort of stand on the
00:56:48
Outfield and you're signing autographs
00:56:50
for kids and that kind of thing and then
00:56:51
you
00:56:52
it's almost like that imposter syndrome
00:56:54
where you go I don't really know if I
00:56:56
should be doing that you know you sort
00:56:58
of come in into the change room and
00:56:59
you're just with your mates who
00:57:01
you know you play cricket together and
00:57:03
you you know that you know you're all
00:57:05
kind of battling through a little bit
00:57:06
trying to figure things out and you know
00:57:08
trying to work things out technically
00:57:10
and then you sort of walk out into the
00:57:11
field and people think you're this kind
00:57:13
of deity and it almost feels a little
00:57:15
bit you're unworthy at times you say oh
00:57:17
no you shouldn't really be
00:57:19
looking at me like that you shouldn't be
00:57:21
looking at me the way I looked at Chris
00:57:22
Cairns because he was just such a larger
00:57:25
than life individual to me at the time
00:57:26
but personally they could still feel
00:57:28
that way yeah it's it's really nice to
00:57:30
know though it's really good to know
00:57:31
yeah I think
00:57:33
I think that's a distinctly kiwi thing I
00:57:35
think I'm not sure if many of the other
00:57:37
countries around the world have players
00:57:39
that think that way yeah
00:57:40
um but yeah like
00:57:43
knowing the guys on the team I know a
00:57:44
lot of the guys feel similar it's kind
00:57:45
of like we're just kind of trying to get
00:57:47
through
00:57:48
trying to win games and you know he's
00:57:51
sort of and I almost still feel like at
00:57:53
31 I'm starting you know I'm still
00:57:56
learning and still trying to be so cool
00:57:58
and obviously it'll become a time where
00:58:00
my body sort of can't do it anymore but
00:58:02
I still think I'll be in Aura of these
00:58:04
other guys yeah until the day I finish
00:58:07
it's doing a lot to offer you see on on
00:58:09
that I might just find my friend Bridget
00:58:10
her seven-year-old son Benjamin
00:58:13
when she picks up do you want to ask for
00:58:14
Benjamin
00:58:16
hi hi Bridget it's Jimmy nisham here how
00:58:17
you going
00:58:22
there's Benjamin around
00:58:27
apparently he can spin both ways I don't
00:58:29
really know what that means
00:58:31
hi Benjamin it's Jimmy nisham here how
00:58:33
you going
00:58:36
are you a cricket fan
00:58:38
yeah yeah you're a black caps fan
00:58:41
how are you going are you a bachelor
00:58:43
Ebola
00:58:47
all rounder yeah that's the way all the
00:58:49
best players of all rounders though
00:58:56
or I like bassing more because bowling
00:59:01
makes me really sore what about you what
00:59:03
do you prefer
00:59:06
oh you're probably gonna be better than
00:59:07
me then
00:59:09
you can keep me in the retirement
00:59:13
oh is he gonna are you gonna play for
00:59:15
New Zealand one day Benjamin
00:59:17
hopefully that's what I want to do oh
00:59:19
perfect we'll keep working hard and I'm
00:59:21
sure you'll get there
00:59:27
yeah
00:59:29
um what's your favorite endings that
00:59:31
you've played or favorite Innings
00:59:35
um
00:59:36
I think I would have to say
00:59:39
uh
00:59:41
uh probably the World Cup against
00:59:42
Pakistan
00:59:46
uh no the the 2019 one day World Cup
00:59:49
um we're we're in a bit of trouble and
00:59:51
um managed to to get the team out of a
00:59:53
bit of a sticky situation so I'll
00:59:55
probably say that one for for how
00:59:56
challenging it was
01:00:00
excellent okay it's good to talk to you
01:00:03
guys thank you no worries see you later
01:00:06
good luck
01:00:08
see ya
01:00:10
so you you wouldn't realize the the
01:00:12
impact you have but um like he's he's a
01:00:14
chatty kitten he doesn't shut shut up
01:00:16
and he's just obsessed with Cricket but
01:00:19
I suppose as soon as uh I don't know
01:00:21
maybe it's stage fright or something but
01:00:23
as soon as the moment comes you must say
01:00:24
that a lot of kids that just just go
01:00:25
completely freeze on you yeah yeah it's
01:00:29
um yeah it's funny it's because you can
01:00:31
see
01:00:32
um
01:00:33
like obviously I've got eyes so you can
01:00:37
see people from like a long way off and
01:00:38
you sort of you know so you can tell
01:00:40
because I've noticed you yeah and some
01:00:42
sort of sometimes you'll be sitting in
01:00:43
the you know in the Mall food court or
01:00:45
something and you'll you'll sort of see
01:00:47
a kid kind of wide-eyed looking at you
01:00:49
and
01:00:50
um you sort of go okay I wonder if this
01:00:52
kid's gonna have the guts took off
01:00:53
unless you say something and you know
01:00:55
you can see the dad kind of just nudging
01:00:57
them in the back and go on like go say
01:01:00
hi and and you're sort of sitting there
01:01:01
like watching going is he gonna and
01:01:03
probably
01:01:04
uh way more than half the time the kids
01:01:07
just go no no no no yeah
01:01:09
that's the cutest thing so that kept
01:01:12
Benjamin um they live just at the back
01:01:14
of the apartment I said to my friend
01:01:15
Bridget I said oh if Jimmy's got five
01:01:17
minutes afterwards we'll come around and
01:01:18
say good and have a photo yeah and um I
01:01:20
did the same thing a couple of weeks ago
01:01:21
with Hayden wild who got a bronze Med on
01:01:23
the triathlon at the Olympics last year
01:01:24
and his response he was how many of
01:01:26
these people am I going to meet mum and
01:01:28
I'm just wondering when life when I'm
01:01:29
gonna go back to my real life
01:01:31
yeah I suppose that's the benefit of
01:01:33
having a world famous podcast
01:01:36
get all the games maybe you've been so
01:01:39
generous with your time God oh one more
01:01:41
thing I want to ask you the um the
01:01:42
covert thing you must be so pleased at
01:01:44
it
01:01:44
touch wood we're getting to the tail end
01:01:46
of that how many isolation days have you
01:01:47
done do you reckon all up oh you sat
01:01:49
down and worked out how many stints uh
01:01:51
well I know I've done three of the of
01:01:53
the managed isos in New Zealand
01:01:56
um 14 days each time uh the last one I
01:01:58
managed to sneak in and it went down to
01:02:00
seven for a little bit for one of them
01:02:02
so 14 14 7.
01:02:05
um bubbles probably another
01:02:10
for another five months probably bubbles
01:02:13
which is obviously essentially miq in
01:02:16
the hotel not allowed to leave except
01:02:18
for the ground and
01:02:20
um yeah probably more than that six
01:02:21
months maybe and then obviously when
01:02:24
you're overseas still further tolerance
01:02:25
there's a lot of restrictions around
01:02:26
sort of where you can eat and what you
01:02:28
can do and all that kind of thing so I
01:02:30
am well and truly ready hopefully
01:02:32
everyone's vaccinated and boosted and
01:02:34
everyone's sort of ready and prepared
01:02:36
and you know middle of the winter coming
01:02:38
to next summer we're going to be back
01:02:39
through the back end of it and yeah
01:02:41
we'll be humming what about tests how
01:02:42
many how many tests do you estimate
01:02:44
you've had at covert test
01:02:47
um
01:02:48
I would say somewhere
01:02:51
maybe 300
01:02:53
oh my [ __ ] god wow yeah well we wow
01:02:58
um yeah when we we were doing every day
01:03:01
every day in IPL so
01:03:04
um just go down to breakfast there's a
01:03:05
dude there in the room next to breakfast
01:03:07
and go get your test and not the nose
01:03:10
one yeah the nose one oh my God so wow
01:03:15
your poor nose yeah well I think and
01:03:18
yeah and IPL it was
01:03:20
uh it was nose nose throat every morning
01:03:24
so two up the nose and then one on the
01:03:26
throat
01:03:28
um yeah each morning and
01:03:29
um obviously every time we fly you know
01:03:31
you need to get the pre-departure
01:03:34
um you know it's sort of at
01:03:37
um when I was at Essex as well playing
01:03:39
candy Cricket it was every day before
01:03:40
training if you want to come into the
01:03:41
change room you've got to get an rat
01:03:42
test
01:03:44
um so yeah very used to it by now but
01:03:46
the the worst one is is New Zealand
01:03:48
pre-departure test is it what New
01:03:50
Zealand go the hardest right yeah in
01:03:52
terms of depth of the most depth and
01:03:54
yeah because you can rank them all
01:03:56
because an IPL I mean they're obviously
01:03:59
testing it but they don't really want to
01:04:01
find it like of course they want to keep
01:04:03
the show rolling off so they kind of do
01:04:04
a little kind of up around the inside
01:04:06
and thanks mate yeah a little tickle on
01:04:09
and then obviously in New Zealand
01:04:10
they're fully into it they want it they
01:04:12
are finding it they go right into the
01:04:13
brain stem and have a little jab around
01:04:15
and you sort of forget your uncle's name
01:04:17
and stuff you go [ __ ] it's just
01:04:18
knocked out of my brain but no uh it's
01:04:21
certainly something I I mean you learn
01:04:23
to learn to take it don't you I suppose
01:04:27
the only option because I am I managed
01:04:30
to have I avoid covert testing all
01:04:32
together until I traveled towards the
01:04:33
end of last year and I found it fine I
01:04:34
had a saliva test for pre-departure and
01:04:36
then overseas you know this throat test
01:04:38
and as you said they don't go very high
01:04:39
on the nose then when I came back for
01:04:41
miq uh I was shedding myself about that
01:04:44
very first test I was like dreading it
01:04:46
um but the first one was actually fine
01:04:47
it sort of tickled and I sneezed
01:04:49
afterwards it felt kind of kind of
01:04:50
pleasant-ish even yeah just so we
01:04:52
Tickler and I thought oh I've been
01:04:53
reading this thing and it just goes to
01:04:55
show that you shouldn't be fearful of
01:04:56
these things because whatever then the
01:04:58
day three test or whatever oh my God
01:05:00
holy [ __ ] yeah my I was watering for
01:05:03
hours afterwards that was unpleasant
01:05:05
yeah we were in the hotel and where the
01:05:08
Crown Plaza and I went in for my day one
01:05:10
and someone was coming out I think it
01:05:12
was maybe Tim Seifert and he just went
01:05:14
don't go to the blonde chicken
01:05:16
and I looked at him look like I've been
01:05:19
punched in the face so my eyes are
01:05:21
watering I got in there and there was
01:05:22
like this one blonde at the end looking
01:05:24
at me and I was like no I'm just like
01:05:26
waited wait a little bit longer to get
01:05:28
the lady sort of closest and she wasn't
01:05:31
too bad but now there's certainly a
01:05:33
difference and it does depend on the
01:05:35
individual doesn't it yeah hey um hey
01:05:37
we'll finish up with some quick fire
01:05:38
running questions even though um yeah
01:05:39
it's been a fabulous chatting with you I
01:05:41
never realized you I invited you on
01:05:43
because I thought you enjoyed running I
01:05:44
I enjoy it I enjoy I'm feel better when
01:05:47
I am running yeah you know it's one of
01:05:49
those things that it's pain while it's
01:05:51
happening but then when I'm in a rhythm
01:05:52
where I'm running two or three times a
01:05:54
week I definitely feel better as an
01:05:55
individual it's just the case of
01:05:56
actually having the self-discipline you
01:05:58
do it okay what do you listening to when
01:06:00
you run
01:06:01
uh Spotify playlist music podcast yeah
01:06:05
music yeah
01:06:06
um what was your favorite place to run
01:06:09
uh
01:06:10
uh I I love running around Cornwall Park
01:06:12
but it's we're down kind of in One Tree
01:06:15
Hill only Hangar Ash area so it's like a
01:06:17
real steep run at Rafferty road to get
01:06:19
there so I love the running there in
01:06:22
there the most but I hate getting there
01:06:23
the most so sorry because the hell it
01:06:26
was a great one oh no I'm heavy mate
01:06:28
you're 80 kg is 101.
01:06:32
um what's your favorite shoe do you have
01:06:33
a favorite shoe to Runner uh New Balance
01:06:35
of course
01:06:36
and you prefer to run alone or with a
01:06:38
crew alone yeah yeah I'm this I'm the
01:06:41
same I I've got a thing if you're
01:06:42
running with someone else someone's
01:06:44
someone's running faster than what they
01:06:45
want and someone's running slower than
01:06:47
what they want yeah
01:06:48
um although I do like that um I go
01:06:50
running a lot with lucky Ferguson and
01:06:51
Ben horn who's an Auckland cricketer
01:06:53
because they're both fitter than me so
01:06:55
if I go running with them I I I'm like
01:06:57
panting like a dog like hanging out the
01:06:59
back end of them and I need to hang on
01:07:00
and that's when I run my quickest yeah
01:07:02
right when I'm by myself I'm kind of in
01:07:03
my comfort zone you go yeah you do you
01:07:05
tend to cruise don't you you got your
01:07:06
comfortable Pace um do you prefer um
01:07:08
summer running or winter running summer
01:07:10
oh Runners High real or myth real as in
01:07:13
like while you're doing it
01:07:15
well I think I think it's just that
01:07:16
endorphin rush I feel like it can happen
01:07:18
during or after yeah uh yeah true yeah
01:07:21
definitely you have it during uh after
01:07:23
it sounds like you have it when you're
01:07:25
as soon as you finish running I've I've
01:07:26
actually have had it a couple of times
01:07:27
during
01:07:29
um but like when I've run a half
01:07:31
marathon like that kind of kilometer
01:07:34
sort of 13 to 15. like let's start at a
01:07:37
random point in the middle when you've
01:07:39
sort of gone into the hurt box and
01:07:41
you've run too far and you don't have
01:07:42
the ability to keep running but then you
01:07:44
do and then your body almost gives up
01:07:46
your body stops bothering telling you
01:07:48
that it's in pain it sort of goes okay
01:07:50
well if you're gonna do it you're gonna
01:07:51
do it and then then you're sort of
01:07:53
running for a couple of K's in the
01:07:54
middle and you go I feel great yeah and
01:07:56
that obviously inevitably comes back
01:07:58
yeah sweet spot but it's amazing how you
01:08:00
can sort of Even Flow like that and go
01:08:02
from feeling complete [ __ ] and like
01:08:04
you've given it everything you've got to
01:08:06
suddenly having a period where you're
01:08:07
you're just in like a flow State again
01:08:08
yeah well you see it like I just
01:08:10
mentioned I use Strava and you see it
01:08:12
with the kilometer breakdowns and
01:08:13
sometimes you just have a couple of K's
01:08:15
where you you go 10 or 15 seconds
01:08:17
quicker than all the rest of it and you
01:08:18
look back and go no that wasn't downhill
01:08:20
or anything it was just kind of got into
01:08:22
a good Rhythm and like I try and match
01:08:24
my breathing out with my with my strides
01:08:26
and if you can if I can do that I feel
01:08:27
like I'm like in a real good rhythm of
01:08:29
running
01:08:30
yeah that's a good idea I've never never
01:08:31
tried that yeah
01:08:33
yeah so I suppose it's like um almost
01:08:35
like a like a Locomotion sort of thing
01:08:36
yeah probably get in like a Zone and
01:08:38
yeah like I try and go out out in and
01:08:40
out out in in with my like right left
01:08:42
right left right left right and just try
01:08:44
and like get into a rhythm where it's
01:08:45
just almost all happening yeah I think
01:08:48
yeah I don't know what I'm talking about
01:08:49
yeah well that's the thing it's such an
01:08:52
individual thing nobody nobody does and
01:08:53
there's no right or wrong and I think
01:08:54
that's the cool thing about it hey thank
01:08:56
you so much for your time today best of
01:08:58
luck for the the year ahead and what it
01:08:59
may bring hopefully um we get to see you
01:09:01
in whites playing a test match again
01:09:03
yeah ideally ideally I know I'm not
01:09:05
going to get an invite for a run now
01:09:06
because we both just said that we're
01:09:07
like running by ourselves
01:09:11
yeah sounds good

Podspun Insights

In this episode of "Runners Only," Dom Harvey and New Zealand cricketing legend Jimmy Neesham dive into the fascinating intersection of cricket and running. The conversation kicks off with a playful comparison of Neesham to Forrest Gump, highlighting his presence in pivotal moments of New Zealand cricket history. As they reminisce about unforgettable matches, Neesham shares his journey from a gym enthusiast to a reluctant runner, revealing how the pandemic pushed him to embrace running as a form of fitness.

Listeners are treated to candid insights about the pressures of professional sports, the emotional toll of near-misses in high-stakes matches, and the camaraderie within the New Zealand team. Neesham opens up about the heartbreak of the 2019 World Cup final and the mental challenges athletes face, especially during isolation periods. The episode also features a delightful surprise guest, young cricket enthusiast Benjamin, who shares his dreams of playing for New Zealand, showcasing the impact of sports on the next generation.

Throughout the episode, the chemistry between Dom and Jimmy shines, making for an engaging and relatable listen. Whether you're a cricket fan or just someone looking for inspiration, this episode is a heartfelt exploration of passion, perseverance, and the joy of sport.

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Episode Highlights

  • Running and Cricket
    Exploring the relationship between running and cricket performance.
    “I think it's good for cricket being out in the field for such long periods.”
    @ 04m 10s
    October 17, 2022
  • Thoughts on Swimming
    Expressing a dislike for swimming as a sport.
    “Swimming just seems like the most tedious and boring sport to train for.”
    @ 05m 16s
    October 17, 2022
  • Persistence in Sports
    The importance of hard work in achieving success in sports.
    “Hard work beats talent when talent doesn't work hard.”
    @ 08m 27s
    October 17, 2022
  • The Ultimate Challenge
    Cricket is not just physical; it's a mental battle, akin to an ultra marathon.
    “It's almost just the mental aspect of getting through.”
    @ 16m 45s
    October 17, 2022
  • The Semi-Final Moment
    A viral clip captures the contrasting emotions of victory and disappointment.
    “You looked kind of pissed off.”
    @ 17m 49s
    October 17, 2022
  • The Weight of Disappointment
    The aftermath of the 2019 World Cup final left players in disbelief and sorrow.
    “It was like a morgue.”
    @ 26m 06s
    October 17, 2022
  • The Pressure of Individual Goals
    In cricket, individual ambitions can sometimes overshadow team spirit. Players often face the dilemma of balancing personal records with team success.
    “There’s actually very logical justified reasons to be very selfish in a cricket team.”
    @ 33m 31s
    October 17, 2022
  • Mental Health in Cricket
    The pressures of professional cricket can take a toll on mental health, leading players to seek balance and autonomy in their lives.
    “It beats you up big time.”
    @ 41m 22s
    October 17, 2022
  • Finding Control
    Maintaining mental health is about having control over daily life, especially in high-pressure environments like cricket.
    “For me, it’s about autonomy.”
    @ 42m 49s
    October 17, 2022
  • Runner's High: Real or Myth?
    Exploring the phenomenon of runner's high and its timing during or after runs.
    “I feel like it can happen during or after.”
    @ 01h 07m 16s
    October 17, 2022
  • Finding Your Rhythm
    The importance of matching breathing with strides for a good running rhythm.
    “If I can do that I feel like I'm in a real good rhythm of running.”
    @ 01h 08m 26s
    October 17, 2022
  • The Individuality of Running
    Emphasizing that running is a personal experience with no right or wrong way.
    “There's no right or wrong and I think that's the cool thing about it.”
    @ 01h 08m 53s
    October 17, 2022

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Key Moments

  • Swimming Dislike05:16
  • Post-Final Disbelief26:43
  • Selfishness in Cricket33:31
  • Mental Health Struggles41:22
  • Finding Balance42:20
  • Runner's High1:07:10
  • Personal Rhythm1:08:29
  • Individual Experience1:08:52

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