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the irony of marrying a Sudanese Muslim
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woman and then converting to Islam while
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being Johnny Ted from shihad the rock
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band is ridiculous I would never have
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written that but that's just what
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happened I think most importantly it's
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made me realize it's not about me and
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it's also not about the material things
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in this life that we accumulate that we
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all have to give away also it's taught
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me that you know cuz she would drag me
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to flinder Street Station in Melbourne
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to feed homeless people I'd never done
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that before I was scared and and then I
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did it and went home and I had the best
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sleep I'd had in probably 20 years and I
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woke up and went why is that oh it's
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because by helping other people you're
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literally helping yourself cuz they're
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all just manifestations of the same
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[ __ ] thing anyway you know that
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Western capitalist idea of this is mine
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that's yours [ __ ] off that's not how it
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is that's just a [ __ ] illusion what
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happens to you does come back on now I'm
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feeling as well