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I was at the the edge of the abyss, you
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know. I was I was looking down into the
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this dark hole of of my entire career of
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of all this work that I'd done
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potentially just not being enough and
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maybe there was just this this this bit
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inside me that didn't have what it
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takes.
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>> Cuz if you miss that third jump, that's
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it. You're done.
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>> That's it. I'm done. Of all the didn't
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qualify for the finals, that would have
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been the worst one. I knew that if I
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didn't clear that bar, that would have
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been it. like I wouldn't have continued
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competing because how do you continue
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competing when you know deep down
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there's this little bit of you that
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won't front up when it really matters.
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Yeah. I went over to Jimmy and just like
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I was like a kid. Like I buried my head
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in his chest and he just like held me
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and he was just like, "Bro, you've got
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this. Like just slow it down. Deep
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breaths. You've got this." I scraped
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over the bar. You know, I was able to
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bring out just enough of a jump as as I
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needed. I scraped over the bar and if I
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hadn't done that third attempt I
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wouldn't have won
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>> because like that was the moment I had
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to look within myself and know deep down
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it is there. Then I kind of knew that
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anything was possible.