Life as a Gang Member - Calen Morris (aka Uncle Ling Ling) on Prison, P, Issues with Police & More!
Episode Description
This is a podcast conversation with Calen Morris, a 501 deportee and patched member of one of New Zealand’s most notorious motorcycle clubs.
Warning: This podcast discusses drug use, suicide, violence, self-harm and other sensitive topics. Viewer or listener discretion is advised.
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An offer I extend to all my guests is the option to edit out anything they are not comfortable with before the podcast is released. This is to create a space where they feel totally unguarded and willing to go into subjects they may otherwise avoid. Today’s guest exercised that right and, as I do with all my guests, I respect their wishes. So, if some questions or areas you hoped would be addressed are missing, that may be why.
My goal with all these discussions is to try and get a better understanding of a person and their choices through non-judgmental long form conversation.
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Brief Summary
Kayin Morris discusses gang life, police treatment, and his journey of personal transformation.
Key points
- Unexpected Articulation. Dom is surprised by Kayin's articulate nature despite his intimidating appearance.
- Facing Incarceration. The fear and reality of prison life are explored as the speaker reflects on their experience.
- The Weight of Choices. The speaker discusses the consequences of their past decisions and the impact on their partner.
- Finding Purpose. The speaker reflects on the belief that everything happens for a reason.
- Pushing Through Depression. A poignant reminder of resilience in the face of mental health struggles.
- Turning Life Around. After struggles with addiction, the narrator found purpose through training and discipline.
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Episode highlights
- Unexpected ArticulationDom is surprised by Kayin's articulate nature despite his intimidating appearance.“The immediate impression is that you're quite articulate.”4:45Jun 19, 2024
- Facing IncarcerationThe fear and reality of prison life are explored as the speaker reflects on their experience.“Can you imagine how terrifying that is?”21:40Jun 19, 2024
- The Weight of ChoicesThe speaker discusses the consequences of their past decisions and the impact on their partner.“I actually don’t know why she stuck with me.”25:50Jun 19, 2024
- Finding PurposeThe speaker reflects on the belief that everything happens for a reason.“Everything happens for a reason.”36:45Jun 19, 2024
- Pushing Through DepressionA poignant reminder of resilience in the face of mental health struggles.“You may as well just get up and do it.”37:44Jun 19, 2024
- Turning Life AroundAfter struggles with addiction, the narrator found purpose through training and discipline.“I chose to change my life around and start training.”47:24Jun 19, 2024
- Police Raid and Family ImpactA police raid turned the narrator's life upside down, affecting his family deeply.“My whole family got pepper sprayed.”57:37Jun 19, 2024
- Court Case ChallengesI face multiple charges and struggle with the legal system.“I've got like 20 charges.”1:02:16Jun 19, 2024





