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Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death

October 01, 2022 / 01:12:56

This episode discusses the tragic story of Rahil Siddiqui, a Pakistani-American Marine recruit who died during boot camp at Parris Island. It covers the abusive training practices he faced, particularly from Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix, and the subsequent investigation into his death.

The episode details how Rahil, who was academically gifted, enlisted in the Marines despite his parents' concerns. His training experience was marred by severe mistreatment, including physical abuse and harassment due to his Muslim faith.

Witnesses recount how Felix and other drill instructors targeted Rahil, leading to a series of events that culminated in his tragic fall from a building. The episode highlights the lack of accountability and the culture of silence surrounding abuse in military training.

Rahil's family, devastated by his death, sought justice and questioned the circumstances surrounding it, leading to a military trial against Felix and others involved in the hazing incidents.

The episode concludes with reflections on the impact of Rahil's death on his family and the broader implications for military training practices.

TLDR

Rahil Siddiqui's tragic death during Marine training highlights severe abuse and systemic failures at Parris Island.

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core is the smallest conventional military force in the United States as of 2022 it has approximately 177
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000 active duty members and about 32 and a half thousand Personnel in reserve the Marines motto semper fidelis is a
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nod to the tight-knit culture the core is known for meaning always faithful the Latin phrase
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refers to the Loyalty Marines have to their country to their work and to each other
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in 2017 New York Times journalist Janet Reitman described them as having a tight
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Bond grown out of the codes traditions and reverence for suffering that Marines believe set them apart from civilians
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and all other military branches all enlisted female recruits and male recruits who reside east of the
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Mississippi River undergo their training at the Paris Island Recruit Depot located on Port Royal Island in South
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Carolina this military installation is where roughly 17 000 Marines are trained each year
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during the 13-week Long training program recruits are cut off from the outside world and undergo a physically and
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mentally grueling regimen there are four battalions at Paris Island which recruits are assigned to
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according to their platoon and Company the third recruit training Battalion has a particularly imposing history
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it's been described as attracting drill instructors with type A personalities who aim to build the most disciplined
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Marines the third battalion's reputation is so notorious that it has been nicknamed the
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thumping third [Music] [Music] nineteen-year-old Jake Weaver was following in a family tradition when he
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enlisted in the Marines his grandfather had served in the Korean war in the early 1950s
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in early 2015 Jake and his fellow recruits boarded the bus that would take them to Paris Island for their training
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as soon as they arrived at their destination they were met by a drill instructor who barked an order at them
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get on the yellow footprints a long line of footprints had been painted along the asphalt nearby marking
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a pathway to the entrance building following the instructor's orders the recruits made their way towards the
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building to begin their training scenes inside the building were chaotic drill instructors bellowed at the
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recruits from all across the room as they filled out their intake forms and phoned their families
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recruits were permitted one call home no longer than four seconds and reciting a
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strict script after identifying themselves they were to say I have arrived safely at Paris
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Island please do not send any food or bulky items to me in the mail I will contact you in seven to nine days by
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letter with my new address thank you for your support goodbye for now [Music] over the next few days they were given
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uniforms their heads were shaved physical fitness tests were taken and then the real training could begin
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Jake Weaver was assigned to platoon 3054 in Lima Company which was assigned to the 3rd Battalion
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when he and his fellow platoonmates met their drill instructors the young recruits were asked the question
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you want to be trained like Marines right not like crappy individual Marines it would soon become clear what the dis
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meant by this [Music] while some drill instructors were older others were close in age to the recruits
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themselves the majority of them haven't served in combat but instead work for the Marines
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as air traffic controllers mechanics or technicians amongst other roles in order to become a drill instructor
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also known as a DI a marine has to complete one term Of Enlistment and pass a psychological exam to make sure
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they're not suffering from PTSD if given the all clear they attend an 11-week program where they learn how to
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teach recruits in Jake Weaver's experience at Paris Island there were essentially two
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training programs that ran parallel to one another by day recruits attended classes and
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completed tactical missions they complete a grueling physical exercises and other tasks that seemed
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pointless like dangling rifles from their pinky fingers or sitting still for hours at a time
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By Night an unofficial kind of training took place sometimes recruits weren't permitted to
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sleep drill instructors would pour detergent shaving cream and other toiletries on
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the barracks floors and Order recruits to run across it while also scrubbing the floor with brushes
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Jake would later tell journalists to Janet Reitman that the drill instructors referred disparagingly to what they
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called the new core they felt that the Marines had become too easy with the training being done by
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the book and no real struggle for the recruits in Jake's experience the diss saw it as
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their role to make Marines of them through hazing a process of degrading and abusing recruits as a form of
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initiation there was a tacit understanding that what happened in the barracks stayed in
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the barracks as for Jake's own senior drill instructor he was an erratic man who
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could be encouraging one minute and aggressive the next Jake found the speed at which he lost
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his temper alarming under no circumstances were drill instructors permitted to touch recruits
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yet this rule was often ignored if a recruit was seen to be smiling or laughing a day I might hit or choke them
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the over-exertion from the late night tasks they were forced to perform led to some recruits passing out or suffering a
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breakdown of skeletal muscle tissue but none of them complained during the first week of training Jake
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Weaver's platoon listened to a talk by one of their drill instructors that focused on the Fraternal connection
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between Marines all of them were brothers the instructor said regardless of their faith ethnicity
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or race then he asked each recruit what their religion was one of Jake's platoon mates was a young
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man from Brooklyn New York named Amir bomesh when he was asked which Faith he followed Amir replied
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Islam sir the majority of the recruits were white men from Christian backgrounds many of
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them had never met a Muslim before prompting the drill instructor to reassure everyone that there was nothing
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wrong with amir's faith but from that day on Emir seemed to be singled out for harsher treatment than
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the rest intelligent and hardworking he always performed well on every test yet the
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drill instructors made him undertake particularly grueling training sessions on at least two occasions Amir had to go
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to the medical unit after these incidents one of the drill instructors from another platoon seemed to go out of his
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way to hustle Amir he repeatedly called him a terrorist and asked him where are the wnds were you
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part of 9 11. these questions were a reference to the September 11 2001 terrorist attacks on
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the United States by militant Islamic group Al-Qaeda following the attacks the U.S had gone
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to war against Iraq under the guise of looking for weapons of mass destruction despite the ongoing harassment Amir
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stuck with his training and in early July of 2015 he and the other recruits completed their final test and
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officially became Marines late at night on July 14 2015 the recruit simpler tune 3054 was sleeping
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when the silence was suddenly broken by several men entering the squad Bay it was a number of the drill instructors
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including the one who'd become fixated with Amir boremash he was Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix
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Sergeant Felix and his friends appeared to have been drinking making his way through the squad Bay
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Felix asked where's the terrorist as he drew closer to amir's Bunk he asked you a terrorist
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no sir Amir replied you were Muslim said Felix yes sir answered Amir Felix ordered him down then he and
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another day I marched a mere towards the bathroom turning on the showers they had a mere
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lie down on the tiles and do push-ups and other exercises Amir obediently did as he was told
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getting soaked as water from the shower heads poured down on him this sort of activity was known as
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incentive training on the spot physical training intended as a form of punishment
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eventually the diss told him to stop and took him to the laundry room get in the dryer Felix ordered
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he was referring to an industrial-sized clothes dryer big enough to fit a grown man
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Amir who was six feet tall climbed inside I'm going to find out who you really are
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said Felix before closing the dryer door who are you working for he asked nobody sir was amir's reply
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displeased with this answer Felix turned to the dryer on amir's body tumbled inside as its drum
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began to turn back in the squad Bay the other recruits could hear the bang of Emir crashing
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against the bottom of the machine's interior after about 30 seconds Felix stopped the
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dryer and opened the door what's your religion he asked Islam sir said Amir Felix closed the door and turned the
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dryer on again you're going to kill us the first chance you get aren't you terrorist
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what are your plans the inside of the dryer was starting to heat up burning amir's shoulder and neck
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he began to cry once again Felix stopped the dryer and demanded to know if Amir was still
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Muslim when he said he was the dryer was switched on again eventually after the dryer had been
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turned on and off three times Amir gave in and told them what they wanted to hear
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he was no longer a Muslim after about 30 minutes Amir was taken back to his bunk still damp and
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divisibly upset Felix and his accomplice left and another day I went up to Amir it's pretty effed up what they did to
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you back there you're not going to tell a senior drill instructor about this though right
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no sir said Amir foreign the following night Sergeant Joseph Felix returned to platoon 3054 Squad Bay
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he made a mere hand over his martial arts belt and tied it around amir's neck he also tied amir's shoelaces together
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and looped the belt through them forcing Emir to bend a double leading a mirror Around The Bay as
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though he were a dog on a leash Felix asked him are you a terrorist are you a spy
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no sir cried Amir who was in pain from the restraints Felix demanded Amir did as he was told
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then Felix used a flagpole to push down on emir's toes crushing them before taking a different approach
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Felix handed a mirror scrubbing brush and told him to behead a fellow recruit with it
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show us you're a terrorist Amir hid the recruit's neck several times with the brush while crying out
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Allahu Akbar an Arabic phrase that translates to God is the greatest this seemed to make Felix happy
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amir's anxiety only increased in the days that followed he also struggled with a loss of
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motivation at night he was plagued by nightmares that featured Felix killing his family
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Amir wasn't the only recruit who was troubled Jake Weaver struggled with some of the
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things he'd seen during training and although he hadn't been targeted in the same way Amir had he found himself
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grappling with mistreatment as well on one occasion a drill instructor pushed to Jake's head against the wall
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another di had mocked him for being religious Jake had high expectations of the Marines but was growing increasingly
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disillusioned about serving his mental health began to suffer and he wound up being hospitalized due to
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having suicidal thoughts he decided to leave the Marines to Jake's dismay he found out he would
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be receiving an other than honorable discharge a few months earlier in May of 2015 an
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email had been sent to the Paris Island Recruit Depot there was no name attached to it with
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the author instead signing off as a retired marine and a concerned parent it read in part
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I apologize for writing an anonymous email but I do not want the drill instructors to mark my son for this
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email as he is unaware that I am sending this I am afraid I am going to be one of the
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parents who is very concerned about the treatment that the new Marines underwent
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at third recruit training battalion I confirmed with my friends who were day eyes on Paris Island and they agreed
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that you need to be aware of what is going on [Music] the author went on to explain that his
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son had told him about his recent experiences while training he and his fellow recruits have been
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told by their drill instructors that they didn't need blankets at night as they were only for decoration
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in an attempt to stay warm in the freezing cold Barracks the recruits slept in extra clothing and kept their
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hands tucked inside their shirts one drill instructor in particular seemed to enjoy pushing recruits against
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a wall while choking their necks the author's son had been shoved against the war once and dislocated his shoulder
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the recruits knew not to complain having been told what happens in 3rd Battalion
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stays in 3rd Battalion [Music] the author of the email clarified that he had been trained at Parris Island
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several decades earlier as had his own father before him but neither of them had ever experienced
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the kind of hazing that current recruits seemed to be enduring quote we both had hardcore dis but not once
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did they ever touch us their style of leadership was already intimidating enough to make us move and
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feel as if we earned the title Marine the Third Battalion type of leadership will eventually lead to severe
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unlikely Marines recruit the son of Pakistani immigrants he had always been academically gifted rather
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than athletic in his hometown of Taylor Michigan he was a star student at Harry S Truman
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High School rahil worked hard and barely socialized so that he could maintain perfect
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degrades he consulted his school's guidance counselor on what would be the most challenging classes to take
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his dream was to study engineering at college raheel saw how hard his parents worked
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his father at an auto parts factory and his mother picking up odd jobs he wanted to help support them too
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when he graduated high school rahil was a valedictorian and a ninth in his class
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overall was accepted at multiple universities and was even offered a full scholarship
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to Michigan State then in April 2014 he found out that he'd been accepted at the University of
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Michigan Dearborn a college with a robotics engineering program rahil was particularly drawn to
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they weren't providing a full scholarship but were offering a two thousand dollar one as well as financial
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aid this meant his parents wouldn't have to pay expensive college tuition as long as
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raheel kept his grades above a c average rahil was ambitious and so decided to aim even higher
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he enrolled in the college's honors program which would require him to maintain a B average
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as well as studying hard raheel worked part-time on the service desk of a Home Depot store a home improvement franchise
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when he finished high school he decided to work longer hours so he could provide
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his parents with financial support rahil wanted there to be enough money so his younger sister could one day go to
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college too he started working 20 hours a week juggling work and study was harder than
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rahil had anticipated he began to feel stressed about the amount of pressure he was under to maintain top grades
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by the end of his first semester rehill started getting C's instead of the A's he was used to
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in July 2015 the summer after raheel's freshman year he surprised his parents with an announcement
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he was leaving college and enlisting with the Marines his mother ghazala and father Masood
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were shocked raheel had never expressed any interest in a military and they couldn't
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understand why he was abandoning his long-held dream of being at college he reassured them that this was a way
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that he could serve his country and would also allow him to achieve his dreams recruiters had told him that he could
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continue his studies while serving plus he'd already chosen a technical specialty working on Marine aircraft
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which meant he probably wouldn't have to fight unless he wanted to down the track his experience could even
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help him pursue a career with the FBI raheel described the chance to serve as a golden opportunity adding
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after three years in the Marine Corps I can do anything raheel encouraged his worried mother to
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visit the Marines recruitment office in Taylor so she could speak to the recruiters herself
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gazala did so and was reassured by the Marines that her son would be entirely safe
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recruiters were prevalent in the part of Michigan where the Siddiqui family lived
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located about 15 miles Southwest of Detroit Taylor was known as one of the Down River communities and there were
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three military recruiting stations in the area when the state's auto manufacturing
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industry declined so did the area's socioeconomic standing in Taylor fifteen percent of residents
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live below the poverty line for young people in need of a career the military can be an appealing option
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and for the Marines highly intelligent hard-working individuals such as rahil Siddiqui are ideal recruits
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by July 8 2015 rahil Siddiqui had signed his enlistment papers and began the Marines delayed entry program
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the program would introduce rahil to the Marines culture with meetings every Saturday
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embracing his new path wholeheartedly raheel began preparing for training he woke up every morning at 4am to work
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out at the gym he learned how to swim he installed exercise equipment at home so
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he could also work out there and he began drinking protein shakes raheel's family were astonished at the
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changes in him he had always been academically driven but now he was physically motivated as
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well his recruiter told them how impressed he was by raheel's work ethic he was definitely the most driven
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recruit of the lot finally after eight months reheal's time to attend boot camp at Paris Island
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arrived his parents remained nervous rahil had never even stayed away from home for a single night before and now
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he would be spending several months Interstate with total strangers gazala Siddiki had a nagging feeling
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that going away wasn't the right thing for her son but when she asked him one last time if
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he was 100 sure he replied no mum it's okay I made up my mind I'm ready to go don't worry about me
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he promised to adhere to the teachings of their Islamic faith while away and follow Muslim dietary requirements as
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best as possible in February 2016 rahil's colleagues at Home Depot threw him a goodbye party
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they all knew raheel as someone who was highly intelligent but not the most street smart
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some were worried that his Outlook was too positive he was a kind person who couldn't conceive of anyone being unkind
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one of his friends warned him be careful just watch yourself you don't know what kinds of people are down there
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you don't know how other people think on Sunday March 6 2016 rehill said goodbye to his parents and sister
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promising to call when he arrived at Paris Island for the next day ghazala and Masood
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waited patiently for the phone to ring finally late at night on Monday March 7 it rang
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gazala quickly answered it and was met with a very strange sounds it sounded like indecipherable grunting
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and shouting set against a noisy background after less than five seconds the line
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went dead ghazala said her son's name but there was no reply gazala was worried the call hadn't sounded like raheel at
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all the next morning she contacted rahil's recruiter and shared her concerns stating
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no one knows my son's Voice better than me that didn't sound like my son the recruiter reassured her that all was
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fine raheel had arrived safely at the base he just sounded strange because he'd been reading the script that all
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recruits had to follow when they first called home and only had a few seconds to do it
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but gazala Siddiqui couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong [Music] when rahil Siddiqui arrived at Paris
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Island alongside around 4 000 other recruits laid on Monday March 7. he followed the same instructions that all
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new recruits followed after four days of administrative tasks and strength tests he was assigned to
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platoon 3042 on Saturday March 12. platoon 3042 sat within kilo company in the 3rd Battalion
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kilo company is known amongst the drill instructors and recruits as killer kilo a nod to its intensity
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raheel and his 58 platoon mates were taken to their squad Bay it sat on the third floor of its
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building and was about 60 yards long and 15 yards wide two long rows of bunk beds flanked two
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walls with a wide aisle down the middle the recruits were instructed to sit cross-legged on the floor
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their senior drill instructor introduced himself it was Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix who
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had been reassigned from the platoon he'd had the previous year [Music] speaking in a harsh authority of tone
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Felix promised to treat his new recruits with firmness fairness dignity and compassion
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under no circumstances would abuse be tolerated then the real training began recruits had to jump on each other in a
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dog pile then run back and forth they were made to do hundreds of burpees a full body exercise where they dropped
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to a push-up then jumped in the air they had to dangle their rifles from their little fingers
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even the extremely fit recruits found it excruciating one later told journalists to Janet
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Reitman of the New York Times that he thought he would pass out another recruit had a panic attack and
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started vomiting at first officers were supervising from the back of the room after they left the drill instructors
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only intensified the training the next morning at 7 20 am the recruits had already been up and training for
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several hours when rahil Siddiqui reported that he wanted to die his instructors pushed back against this
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asking him what his mother would think if he left before finishing training raheel replied
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I'd tell my mother goodbye and kill myself the future does not matter this recruit is going to kill himself
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he'd even figured out how he would do it he would jump from the squad bay window
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realizing that they were dealing with the suicide threat the drill instructors confiscated raheel's belt and the laces
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from his boots military police was summoned and arrived within minutes as it wasn't unusual for recruits to
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threaten self-harm in the early days of their training the Marines had a strict protocol they followed
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when the military police spoke with rahil he elaborated on what had upset him he couldn't handle drill instructors
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yelling at him and hitting him the instructors dismissed rahill's claims they hadn't hit him they had only
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touched him when they had to provide Corrections such as fixing his uniform or position
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drill instructors were barred from touching recruits in all situations except at drill Corrections
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it was determined that raheel should remain on the base under suicide watch recruits were only transported off base
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for treatment if they had actually self-harmed or attempted suicide rahil was moved to another platoon Squad
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Bay and was told to sit on a mattress in the middle of the room he sat there for 24 hours while other
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recruits took it in turns to watch over him when night fell they shot a torch into
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his face in order to keep an eye on him eventually raheel spoke up and said he changed his mind he didn't want to die
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at all he wanted to continue training and become a Marine the next morning rahil's senior drill
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instructor Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix took rahil to recruit liaison services to discuss the previous day's events
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with a higher up usually drill instructors waited outside for recruits for meetings like this but
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Felix stayed in the office throughout about 10 feet away from a hill rahil explained that he had no intention
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of killing himself and had no history of mental health problems he had only said that because he wanted
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the training to stop quote this recruit thought it was the only way to quit the recruit never meant that and
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regret it raheel was dismissed as a low risk for self-harm and returned to his platoon
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over the next few days the recruits continued training they had to perform Sprints and cross-country runs they were
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taught mixed martial arts bayonet techniques and close-order drills during one routine focused on punching
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recruits were split into Pairs and instructed to punch one another repeatedly many of the larger stronger recruits
00:37:25
were teamed up with smaller individuals they were told not to listen to their Di's instructions just to keep punching
00:37:34
many recruits were hid in their jaws one suffered broken ribs another broke down
00:37:40
in tears drill instructors would refer to their recruits as maggots [ __ ] and a
00:37:47
variety of sexist and homophobic slurs some were targeted for their personal attributes such as their ethnicity
00:37:56
drill instructors themselves weren't immune from abuse either senior Di's would often yell at their
00:38:03
subordinates who in turn took out their anger on recruits after Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix
00:38:10
shouted at one day I he began screaming at his recruits to the extent that he became sick and vomited across the floor
00:38:21
one of rahil siddiqui's platoonmates noticed that rahil seemed baffled by being asked to follow orders
00:38:29
following orders was crucial to being in the Marines but raheel seemed to query why he was being told to do certain
00:38:37
things his platoon mate wondered why he had enlisted and later told the New York
00:38:43
Times that raheel always looked like a scared animal at about 2 A.M on Friday March 18 the
00:38:54
recruit who shared raheel's bunk was woken by raheel he wanted to talk to him explaining that
00:39:01
he was in pain we're all in pain his bunk mate replied before turning over to go back to sleep
00:39:10
two hours later it was time for the recruits to get up by 4 15 they were lined up to go to
00:39:18
breakfast a drill instructor told them to sound off before they left a term used for the
00:39:25
call marines are required to give in response to an order all except raheel obeyed
00:39:35
two Di's noticed and began to yell at him for disobeying orders when one approached raheel and demanded
00:39:42
his sound off rahil pointed at his throat and silently passed him a note it read
00:39:50
this recruit has to go to Medical this recruit's throat has been swollen for three days and is getting worse
00:39:58
this recruit also coughed blood a few times last night and to this recruit completely lost his voice and can barely
00:40:06
whisper this recruits whole neck is in a lot of pain the drill instructor told raheel they'd
00:40:14
sort him out after breakfast in the meantime rahil would have to go to the mess hall with the rest of his
00:40:21
platoon at breakfast a drill instructor asked for a heel's help passing out cups
00:40:30
raheel ignored him he sat quietly as the rest of the platoon ate staring into space
00:40:39
by 5 30 am the platoon was back at their Barracks doing some cleaning raheel was ordered to the front of the
00:40:47
squad Bay so he could fill out a form to go to the medical unit when raheel approached senior drill
00:40:54
instructor Joseph Felix rihil didn't address him as was required presumably due to his sore throat
00:41:02
instead he stood there silently Felix became angry and demanded raheel run get backs across the squad Bay
00:41:13
this involved sprinting back and forth across the length of the room until told to stop
00:41:20
exercise such as this was known as incentive training rahil did as he was told while holding
00:41:28
his throat as Felix continued to shout Siddiqui run get back run I don't care what's wrong with you
00:41:37
you're going to say something back to me [Music] the other recruits kept cleaning quietly
00:41:44
as rahil ran back and forth across the squad Bay then suddenly rahil clutched his throat
00:41:52
and fell to the floor crying he lay there motionless his hands still wrapped around his neck
00:42:00
get up Siddiki I know you're faking yelled Felix get up he walked over to raheel and slapped him
00:42:10
across the face rehill's head turned to one side but otherwise he didn't move Felix slapped him again
00:42:21
he did it so forcefully that the sound echoed across the enormous Squad Bay rahil stood up holding his face and
00:42:30
began running again one of his platoonmates thought it was the fastest he'd ever seen anyone run
00:42:37
before it looked as though raheel was completing the get-backs he'd been ordered to do but then he kept running
00:42:45
to the back of the room where a set of double doors led to an external staircase
00:42:51
rahil pushed to the doors open and hoisted himself up on the railing of the stairway
00:42:57
then his fate caught on the metal Rail and he tumbled over the side at 5 35 am a marine who happened to be
00:43:11
outside passing by saw rahil's body fall from the third floor and hit the concrete below
00:43:19
the Marine called 9-1-1 and reported I got a recruit that fell from the third deck
00:43:27
meanwhile up in the squad Bay where heels shocked platoon mates were ordered to file into the bathroom and face the
00:43:34
wall while raheel was being given first aid they were taken to complete their usual
00:43:39
training schedule drill instructors warned them not to talk about what they'd seen
00:43:48
rahil had suffered severe blunt force trauma but was still alive an air ambulance was requested to take
00:43:55
him to a hospital 40 miles away due to heavy fog an airlift wasn't possible so the Marines drove rahil to
00:44:04
Beaufort Memorial Hospital for an hour emergency room doctors worked on Ray Hill
00:44:11
they realized that he needed a more specialized form of care so he was transferred to another hospital in
00:44:18
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gazala Siddiqui hadn't stopped worrying about her son since he left home for boot camp
00:47:59
she'd only had one bizarre phone call from him and hadn't been able to talk to him at all
00:48:04
at 7 pm on Friday March 18 a week and a half after that call there was a knock on the front door of the Siddiqui
00:48:12
residence ghazala answered the door to see two marines standing outside gazala assumed they must be there to
00:48:22
share some good news about her son's achievements at training the thought was a relief
00:48:29
she had been worried about rehill since he'd gone away to the extent that she'd struggled to sleep at night
00:48:36
gazala invited the Marines inside the two officers stepped inside and asked if everyone was at home
00:48:46
gazala said that she and her daughter Sidra were there but her husband Masood was at work
00:48:53
one of the officers stepped back outside and made a brief phone call as he was talking Sidra rather heard him
00:49:00
say the dad's not home now should I still say it Sidra was confused and couldn't
00:49:08
understand what was happening the officer returned and said to ghazala ma'am I have bad news your son passed
00:49:19
away in total disbelief ghazala replied no no no no you're wrong you're wrong something is wrong
00:49:32
then she cried out for Sidra to call her father before fainting when ghazala woke she was in the
00:49:41
hospital being treated for shock despite the best efforts of doctors in South Carolina rahil had been pronounced
00:49:49
the dead at 1006 am four and a half hours after his fall his death was ruled a suicide
00:49:59
almost a week later on Thursday March 24 raheel's body was flown home to Michigan
00:50:05
in a coffin draped with an American flag when the Siddiki family viewed his body
00:50:11
at the funeral home they were horrified by what they saw there were ligature marks around his
00:50:18
neck and most of his body had a purplish hue when the family read rihil's autopsy
00:50:25
report they noticed that in addition to the blunt force trauma the forensic pathologist found evidence of particular
00:50:32
hemorrhaging this could be caused by heavy coughing or vomiting or even strangulation
00:50:39
[Music] despite the coroner's ruling of suicide the siddiquis couldn't believe rahil had
00:50:50
taken his own life they felt his Devotion to his parents would make it impossible for him to do
00:50:57
so as well as his Islamic faith which considered suicide a sin there was more to the situation than met
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the eye they retained a lawyer to Advocate on their behalf when officials interviewed the siddiquis
00:51:13
they confirmed that rahil had no history of mental illness he had always been well behaved with a
00:51:19
mischievous sense of humor and their memory of him was as a son who smiled all the time
00:51:26
upon hearing the story of how rihil had died the siddiquis and their lawyer were
00:51:31
unsettled they couldn't understand how so many witnesses in the squad Bay had seen
00:51:37
raheel collapse and to be slapped by Felix yet only one individual had detailed how he had fallen
00:51:46
an investigation into rahil's death began it was coordinated by the Paris Island
00:51:52
Office of the naval criminal investigative service also known as NCIS while they were adamant that there were
00:52:01
no indications of Foul Play they still wanted to gain a full understanding of the events that led up to rahil's death
00:52:09
although the investigation would look at Paris Island as a whole it was primarily
00:52:14
focused on the third recruit training battalion much of the investigation's focus was on
00:52:23
Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix who had been rahil's senior drill instructor aged in his 30s Felix had enlisted in
00:52:32
the Marines in 2002. during his 14 years of service he had worked as an air traffic controller and
00:52:40
was deployed to the Iraq and Afghanistan Wars his time there left a lasting impact on
00:52:47
him Felix would rant to other Marines about how he hated Muslims blaming them for
00:52:53
killing friends who'd served alongside him while it is unclear whether Joseph Felix
00:52:59
suffered PTSD following his service in war zones one officer told the New York Times he had a reputation for being
00:53:07
quote pretty freaking psycho one of the more aggressive drill instructors in his company he even
00:53:15
scared recruits who weren't in his platoon one recruit had been training in raheel
00:53:22
siddiqui's cohort saw Felix push another recruit into a Foot Locker others were choked or thrown against
00:53:30
walls on one occasion Felix forced a recruit to only eat jelly and mashed potatoes
00:53:36
for several days and it appeared that Felix had a history of singling out Muslim recruits in
00:53:43
particular in 2015 the year before rahil Siddiqui began training Felix had repeatedly
00:53:52
tormented a young Muslim from Brooklyn named Amir bormash as well as accusing him of being a
00:53:59
terrorist spy Felix forced Amir into an industrial dryer then turned it on and Emir wasn't the only victim
00:54:10
that same Year Felix honed in on a 19 year old named rakhan Hawes Rican had immigrated to the United
00:54:19
States from Kurdistan with his family as a baby Felix nicknamed rakan terrorist Isis and
00:54:27
Kurdish like Emir rakan was forced into a dryer by Felix although he didn't switch it on
00:54:38
despite the ethos of what happens in 3rd Battalion stays in 3rd Battalion these incidents hadn't gone unreported
00:54:50
when recruit Jake Weaver was told in 2015 that he would be receiving an other than honorable discharge from the
00:54:57
Marines his father decided to step in Troy Weaver had been told by his son about the abuses that had gone on at
00:55:06
Paris Island it seemed incredibly unfair that Jake would be receiving a bad discharge after
00:55:13
what he'd seen and experienced Troy Weaver contacted Jake's commanding officer and shared what he knew
00:55:22
this got the ball rolling a Code of Silence had prevented recruits from speaking up earlier but after Troy
00:55:31
Weaver reached out the Marines opened an investigation into the allegations on November 5 2015.
00:55:39
Jake Weaver provided a statement as did Amir boremash two months later the findings were
00:55:46
submitted the training regiment's executive officer found the evidence compelling
00:55:53
enough for the drill instructors involved to be stood down from their duties including Joseph Felix
00:56:00
but no action followed four months later Joseph Felix was given the role of senior drill instructor for
00:56:10
platoon 3042. rahil Siddiqui a pakistani-american Muslim was assigned to this platoon
00:56:19
despite Felix's history of abusing Islamic recruits on Thursday March 17 2016 an individual
00:56:28
involved in the 2015 hazing investigation contacted the investigating officer to suggest more
00:56:35
witnesses be interviewed an email had just arrived from someone corroborating some of the most serious
00:56:43
allegations the following day was the day that rehill died [Music] many of the recruits from raheel's
00:56:55
Platoon noticed how Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix seemed to single reheal out some heard him call a hill a terrorist
00:57:03
again and again in a completely serious tone one recruit estimated that in just a few
00:57:11
days of training Felix addressed raheel as a terrorist more than 10 times in one meeting he told raheel that he
00:57:20
smelled like a terrorist at another Felix asked the recruits if any of them knew what a Bazaar was
00:57:28
rahil said that he did of course you do you goddamn terrorist Felix replied he also asked him if he needed his
00:57:39
turban at least one of the other recruits noticed that raheel seemed reluctant to
00:57:46
obey Felix's commands after being spoken to this way just the day after joining Felix's
00:57:54
platoon rahil mentioned wanting to kill himself Felix attended a meeting where raheel
00:58:01
discussed what he'd said even though it was usual protocol for drill instructors
00:58:05
to wait outside such meetings reports as to what exactly occurred in the immediate lead up to rahil's death
00:58:15
were mixed some of his platoonmates who'd witnessed Felix reprimanding him said Felix had
00:58:21
ordered rahil to run while choking his own throat others thought raheel was holding his
00:58:28
throat because it was sore one witness said he'd seen Felix throw raheel to the floor
00:58:36
the others all believed raheel had collapsed on his own everyone agreed that Felix had slapped
00:58:44
rahil but some thought he did so only once to revive him others said Felix slapped him hard two
00:58:52
or three times after that raheel had leapt up and sprinted out of the squad Bay and over a
00:59:00
stairwell he died just five days after being assigned to Felix's platoon on Thursday September 8 2016 six months
00:59:16
after rahil's death the Marines released a 133-page report about the matter and other allegations of abuse
00:59:25
much of it was redacted with 40 pages completely blacked out nevertheless it was clear the Marines
00:59:34
had concluded that the actions of Joseph Felix directly led to rehill jumping from the building
00:59:41
they also stated that Felix should never have been assigned to rehill's platoon given he was already under investigation
00:59:48
for harassing another Muslim recruit it was recommended that Felix be charged with assault for slapping raheel
00:59:58
the report also focused on incidents involving other recruits being choked and forced to engage in unauthorized
01:00:06
incentive training it found Marines working as drill instructors had been operating with
01:00:12
impunity without the proper supervision or leadership 20 Marines were relieved of Duty in the
01:00:21
wake of the investigation including three teams of drill instructors and the Depot's regimental Commander
01:00:29
four were charged for incidence of abuse unrelated to rahil Siddiqui Joseph Felix was charged with failure to
01:00:38
obey a general order cruelty and maltreatment making a false statement and a drunk and disorderly conduct
01:00:47
rahil's family were disappointed with the charges they didn't understand why Felix wasn't
01:00:54
charged with assault as the report had recommended Joseph Felix was ordered to face a
01:01:01
military trial which began in November 2017. the trial would not Center on the death
01:01:08
of rahil Siddiqui but focus on numerous allegations regarding Felix's treatment of recruits
01:01:17
the prosecution called almost 70 witnesses to the stand other drill instructors testified about
01:01:24
Behavior they'd witnessed from Felix various recruits spoke of him choking them hitting them against walls and
01:01:33
forcing them to hurt one another the prosecution also detailed how Felix that seemingly targeted Muslim recruits
01:01:41
describing his actions as hate crimes Amir bormash and rakhan javez spoke of how Felix had abused them for being
01:01:51
Muslim with both of them being forced into industrial dryers Amir said Felix had tumbled him in the
01:01:59
dryer for up to 30 seconds at a time an expert on Industrial dryers confirmed that a model such as the one in the 3rd
01:02:09
battalion's laundry was large enough to hold and Tumble a recruit weighing up to
01:02:14
168 pounds [Music] the defense only called one expert witness a bird's expert she said that in 30 seconds the dryer
01:02:26
would have reached temperatures over 300 degrees Fahrenheit or 149 degrees Celsius
01:02:34
this would have caused third or fourth degree burns within one second yet Amir had no physical evidence of burns
01:02:42
however the expert did acknowledge that shorter durations could still cause pain
01:02:47
without leaving visible injuries adding if I were in a drier three seconds would
01:02:54
seem like an eternity although some said Felix spoke openly about his dislike of Muslims Felix's
01:03:03
lawyer insisted that his client hadn't specifically targeted Muslim recruits he had only discussed the Islamic faith
01:03:11
with Amir out of curiosity and he had chosen rakhan Harvest to be squad leader after discovering he was
01:03:19
Muslim some witnesses suggested that Felix had only called Muslim recruits terrorists
01:03:26
as a joke and hadn't meant anything by it at all the eight-person jury made up of male
01:03:36
Marines spent a day deliberating before reaching a verdict they found Felix guilty of eight counts
01:03:44
of violating training orders regarding multiple recruits including slapping raheel and forcing him to Sprint laps
01:03:52
while sick but he was found and not guilty of referring to rehill as a terrorist
01:04:00
Felix was also convicted for being drunk and disorderly and making false official
01:04:05
statements but he was cleared of obstructing justice for supposedly telling recruits
01:04:11
to conceal information about what happened to rahil during his sentencing Joseph Felix
01:04:19
addressed the court he apologized to his wife stating thank you for standing by me and being
01:04:27
as wonderful as you are I can never repay the disappointment I feel you have in me
01:04:36
he did not apologize to the Siddiqui family or the other recruits he had abused nor did he acknowledge any of the
01:04:44
charges he'd been convicted of Felix's attorney asked that his client only served 30 days in prison while the
01:04:53
prosecution asked for seven years he was sentenced to 10 years his rank would also be reduced he would
01:05:04
have to forfeit all pay and allowances and would subsequently be given a dishonorable discharge
01:05:13
a total of five Marines ended up being convicted or pleading guilty to charges relating to hazing of recruits of Paris
01:05:20
Island rahil siddiki's death wasn't the first time a recruit died at the Depot in 1956 a drill instructor ordered his
01:05:31
platoon to march across a swamp six recruits drowned two decades later another recruit was
01:05:40
beaten with training sticks and subsequently died rahil's death had a ripple effect
01:05:47
throughout the United States then President Barack Obama had his attention drawn to the case
01:05:56
a democratic congresswoman from Detroit reached out to the siddiquis and petitioned the Marines on their behalf
01:06:02
for an unbiased inquiry into hazing in the wake of rahil's death Marine Corps commandant to General Robert Nella
01:06:11
the highest ranking official in the Marines stated we mourn the loss of recruit sadiki and
01:06:19
we will take every step necessary to prevent tragic events like this from happening again
01:06:27
one of raheel's platoonmates told the New York Times that despite some changes to training he and the other recruits
01:06:34
were still treated badly even after rahil's death let's say you did report something he
01:06:41
said they changed the DI and what happens after that another day I who presumably was friends with the prior
01:06:49
day I is going to make your life hell several months after rihil died a new Commanding General was appointed to the
01:07:00
Paris Islander Depot Austin renforth set about making changes including having officers supervise
01:07:09
drill instructors more actively and updating a policy ladder to emphasize the Marine's Zero Tolerance approach to
01:07:16
hazing in an interview with the New York Times he admitted that he'd thought about
01:07:23
contacting rahil's parents but decided quote I just didn't feel it was my place [Music]
01:07:33
the siddiquis struggled with the silence they received from the Marines after rehill died
01:07:39
his sister Sidra told the Detroit Free Press newspaper that she now had difficulty saying the Pledge of
01:07:45
Allegiance a patriotic verse that students at most American public schools have to recite
01:07:52
her faith in the country her parents had immigrated to for a better life had been
01:07:57
broken the siddiquis chose not to speak to most reporters as they were disappointed with
01:08:05
the way their son had been portrayed in the media as though he were weak or unprepared for boot camp
01:08:12
in order to be accepted as a recruit he'd had to pass a psychological exam none of them had ever witnessed any
01:08:21
signs pointing to rehill having a mental illness or Suicidal Thoughts they remain convinced that raheel would
01:08:29
never take his own life and believe there are unanswered questions relating to his death
01:08:37
the family lodged a civil suit suing the federal government for 100 million dollars for their son's death
01:08:45
their lawyer was arguing that the Marines had been negligent when recruiting rahil in failing to tell him
01:08:51
there had been allegations of abuse against Muslim recruits at Paris Island at a time when the Marine Corps was
01:09:00
eager to attract recruits for a more diverse backgrounds it seemed they had a duty of care to ensure those recruits
01:09:07
would be safe from possible hate crimes the siddiquis also wanted rihil's death certificate amended
01:09:16
a coroner had marked his cause of death as suicide but his family thought it should be listed as undetermined
01:09:24
because of the way rahil's feet tripped over the stairwell causing him to fall awkwardly it wasn't clear whether he had
01:09:32
truly intended to take his own life perhaps he'd just been trying to escape Joseph Felix
01:09:42
the lawsuit was ultimately dismissed due to a federal precedent that prevents the
01:09:47
U.S government from being sued for harm to military personnel the judge who made the ruling said he
01:09:55
had no other option and expressed strong reservations about having to do so the siddiquis have retained raheel's
01:10:06
bedroom as a kind of shrine to him it has been kept perfectly clean and is dotted with awards that raheel one for
01:10:14
his academic achievements and hanging in the closet is a reminder of what he wanted to achieve
01:10:23
to perfectly press the dress uniform that raheel would have worn upon graduating from training with the
01:10:30
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Episode Highlights

  • Maddie Podcast Launch
    Maddie is a new podcast series from Casefile, exploring missing persons cases.
    @ 00m 24s
    October 01, 2022
  • Jake Weaver's Marine Journey
    19-year-old Jake Weaver enlists in the Marines, following a family tradition.
    @ 03m 38s
    October 01, 2022
  • Amir's Struggles in Training
    Amir, a Muslim recruit, faces discrimination and harsh treatment during Marine training.
    @ 10m 22s
    October 01, 2022
  • A Parent's Concern
    A retired Marine expresses worry about the treatment of recruits in the 3rd Battalion.
    @ 16m 55s
    October 01, 2022
  • Raheel's Decision to Enlist
    Raheel Siddiqui leaves college to serve in the Marines, surprising his family.
    “This was a way that he could serve his country and achieve his dreams.”
    @ 25m 48s
    October 01, 2022
  • The Struggles of Boot Camp
    Raheel faces intense training and emotional challenges at boot camp, leading to a crisis.
    “He couldn't handle drill instructors yelling at him and hitting him.”
    @ 34m 56s
    October 01, 2022
  • Tragic News for the Siddiqui Family
    Ghazala Siddiqui receives devastating news about her son's death after boot camp.
    “Ma'am, I have bad news, your son passed away.”
    @ 49m 15s
    October 01, 2022
  • The Siddiquis' Struggle
    The Siddiquis couldn't believe their son Rahil had taken his own life, citing his devotion to them and his Islamic faith.
    “They felt his devotion to his parents would make it impossible for him to do so.”
    @ 50m 50s
    October 01, 2022
  • Investigation into Abuse
    An investigation into Rahil's death began, focusing on the actions of Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix.
    “Much of the investigation's focus was on Gunnery Sergeant Joseph Felix.”
    @ 52m 20s
    October 01, 2022
  • Trial and Sentencing
    Joseph Felix was convicted of multiple counts of violating training orders but not for calling Rahil a terrorist.
    “The jury found Felix guilty of eight counts of violating training orders.”
    @ 01h 03m 41s
    October 01, 2022
  • A Ripple Effect
    Rahil's death prompted national attention, including from President Obama, leading to calls for an inquiry into hazing.
    “Rahil's death had a ripple effect throughout the United States.”
    @ 01h 05m 45s
    October 01, 2022

Episode Quotes

  • I have arrived safely at Paris Island.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death
  • We both had hardcore DIs, but not once did they ever touch us.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death
  • No one knows my son's voice better than me.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death
  • This recruit thought it was the only way to quit.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death
  • I just didn't feel it was my place.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death
  • Her faith in the country had been broken.
    Parris Island under scrutiny after recruit's death

Key Moments

  • Hazing Begins11:52
  • Enlistment Decision25:29
  • Golden Opportunity26:21
  • Training Challenges33:01
  • Suicide Threat34:14
  • Tragic News49:15
  • Trial Verdict1:03:41
  • National Attention1:05:45

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