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Polaroid Picture - EPISODE 6 (The Bakersfield Three)

May 20, 2024 / 21:52

This episode discusses the harrowing experiences of mothers searching for their missing children, focusing on the stories of Cheryl and Jane. Key topics include the lengths mothers go to protect their offspring, the emotional toll of searching for a loved one, and the challenges faced when law enforcement cannot dedicate resources to these cases.

Cheryl, the mother of Micah, shares her deep intuition that her son was no longer alive and recounts the painful process of searching for his body in the desert near Maricopa, California. She and her family spent months digging in the heat, driven by the hope of finding him.

Jane, the mother of Bailey, also details her relentless search efforts, including hanging thousands of flyers and visiting homeless encampments to gather information. Her determination is highlighted as she navigates the emotional landscape of her daughter's disappearance.

The episode reveals the emotional breakdowns and trauma experienced by the families involved, as well as the frustration with law enforcement's limited resources. Both mothers connect over their shared experiences and the instinctual drive to protect their children.

As the episode progresses, the discovery of a human leg at Lake Buena Vista raises new fears and complicates the search for Bailey, leading to a sense of urgency and despair among the families.

TLDR

Mothers Cheryl and Jane share their painful searches for their missing children, Micah and Bailey, revealing emotional struggles and relentless determination.

Episode

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[Music] nature reveals a truth about motherhood that crosses over all species most
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octopuses are known to only lay eggs once in their lifetime because they guard their eggs so closely they refuse
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to leave their side to get food slowly starving to death but hanging on until the eggs hatch after her babies are born
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and float away the mother octopus perishes one species of spiders feeds her young regurgitated meals until
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eventually signaling her babies to consume her which will give them the strength and growth to venture out on
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their own before giving birth Bears set out on their own to a secluded Frosty Den where
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they'll stay for winter but unlike the others they won't spend hibernation in a deep sleep mother bears stay awake to
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stand guard and breastfeed losing up to 30% of their body fat to feed their cubs
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once it's time for them to Journey out into the Wilderness the mother bear becomes a fierce protector against the
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constant looming Shadows of larger male Bears who will try to kill her Cubs nature shows us that mothers are
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biologically programmed to do whatever they have to in order to give their offspring the best chance of survival
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they'll protect them at all costs even if it means sacrificing themselves most human mothers never lose
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that drive to protect their child and if that ability to protect is ripped away from a mother in an instant nothing in
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their world is Right anymore just something very just very surreal about having children and not knowing where they are
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all of a sudden they're two and three years old and they're lost in the crowd again you know or that that fear of
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losing your kids in the mall or it's just it's just very visceral I'm Olivia Lavo and this is the
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Bakersfield [Music] 3 I remember feeling such a ress the first time I interviewed Micah's mom
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Cheryl she always knew deep down her son was no longer alive she knew Micah wouldn't disappear willingly and the
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thought that his body was discarded without love or care in a lonely Place only known to the killer was just too
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much in our first interview she told me if someone would just tell her where Micah's body was she'd go dig him up
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with her bare hands little did I know at that time how literal that statement was
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was Cheryl and her husband Lance had been given a tip early on from someone who knew Micah and the Social Circle
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he'd been spending time with and that man said his body was likely buried in the desert near the tiny rural town of
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Maricopa about 40 Mi outside of Bakersfield we were going every weekend and digging in the desert for for our
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son it it's an unbelievable an unbelievably horri iic thing to be doing I can't even express it I know at least
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one person in our family had a real emotional breakdown because of that take a minute to think about
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that literally digging in the dirt in a massive seemingly endless desert for your loved one's body that's what Cheryl
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her husband Lance and their other Sons spent that summer doing that will break you but so we
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sitting and waiting for someone to tell you no we haven't had time to go out and
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search yet that'll break you too you might be wondering why Micah's own family had to do this why not train
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professionals law enforcement to put it simply most law enforcement agencies cannot dedicate the time and resources
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to searching a huge area for a body without having a pretty solid tip and even so when an area is that vast it can
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seem impossible like looking for a needle and a hay stack we'd all later find out that law enforcement actually
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did search this area but quickly concluded it was Impractical without being able to narrow down a smaller
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section of terrain to comb through so Micah's loved ones did their own searches for months and during heat
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stroke and sheer trauma all the while Cheryl's mindset stayed the same it was something she and Bailey's Mom Jane
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connected on We're just trying to find out where they are just somebody tell me where they are and we will go get them
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and I know Jane has that same I will just go I have a shovel you know I think Jane still carries one in her trunk I I
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will go dig I will go dig and I will find her Jane would eventually take to what
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seemed like endless searches for Bailey's body often collecting animal bones and Fields and bringing them into
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the coroner's office just in case but in the summer of 2018 Bailey's disappearance was still fresh Jane had
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hope she could find her alive I couldn't fall apart I had to hold it together and
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I believe the Flyers now looking back help me not goes crazy I call it my flyer therapy Jane started hanging up Flyers
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that same week that Bailey went missing they were handmade handwritten that was before I knew how to do do them on the
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computer and I went all over and hung thousands of those up I thought surely if I hang these flyers up somebody's
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going to help me find her every day started the same waking up Before Sunrise filling her car with gas
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and hanging up flyers in the blistering heat until the sun went down some 12 hours later I lived off of crackers and
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hardboiled eggs and slim gems in my dur go at the time you know I couldn't stop to eat wallpapering the town wasn't
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enough Jane wanted to make sure she was reaching everyone so she began going to homeless encampments CD motels and other
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areas of town most Suburban moms would never dream of going willingly just in case someway somehow someone there knew
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something I couldn't think about it like being rough or scary because I was in my
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MO on mode I've got to do this so you can't fall apart and I'm going to have to go to these places to try to find
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information like I had my tear gas pepper spray and my fanny pack and a knife and I had my cell phone so
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sometimes if it got kind of bad I would like maybe I should put my phone on video or I would call and say okay I'm
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over here looking if something happens and then the other moms would be like Jane you can't be doing that Jane also
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made it a habit of hanging out outside of the jails she figured jail was a place where criminals talked maybe
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someone knew something sometimes I get lucky and the guys are just getting released or the
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girls out there she keep change on her to give to newly released inmates if they wanted to make a call on the pay
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phone and she'd hand out candy and snacks in exchange they'd take a flyer and promise to be on the lookout for her
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daughter everybody was really nice so I've learned a lot about outward appearances don't always mean it's a bad
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person like that old saying you can't judge a book by its cover Jane had been counting the months
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weeks days and hours since Bailey went missing day 100 felt particularly painful such a big number such an
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overwhelmingly long time to not know where her daughter was so she set out to do what she did best what gave her
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purpose her flyer therapy about halfway through the day I got a call from her she was shaken up my 17 News
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photographer and I went to meet her here's a clip from the interview we did with Jane that day in summer
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2018 it's very shocking to me I mean who would do something like that I'm sure it's aant
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me in rosale the quote nice part of town the area where Bailey was living when she disappeared someone had taken to
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taking down Bailey's missing flyers and replacing them with new flyers and greasing the utility poles so Jane
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couldn't hang hers back up the new Flyers were strange some had messages about sex trafficking mental illness and
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then there was one that read quote beware of perpetrators in Disguise some people set fires wherever they go and
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have mastered the art of playing the burn victim it seemed to me that someone was
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trying to suggest that Jane was pretending to be a victim when she was really a villain here's a clip from our
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interview that day no matter what you do or say about me or my family or how many
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polls you greas them I will find a way to find my daughter and I'm going to find her and I'm not going to stop it's
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the worst thing that could have ever happened to me in my life is to have um my daughter disappear and not know
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where she's at so anything they do to me or try to scare me isn't going to deter
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me from finding my daughter we ran a story focusing on the cruel mystery perpetrator destroying
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Jane's Flyers ending with a message I hoped would pull on people's heartstrings give me GPS points I'll go
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get her whether she's alive or dead I just fought my daughter and it seems it did the story
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got lots of shares on social media including someone who was friends with Sarah not to be confused with Sarah G
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the woman who was hanging out with Micah before he went missing and who was there
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the night James was killed the Sarah we're talking about now is Bailey's self-proclaimed close friend who was
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dating Matt vand Castile while Bailey was dating Matt Queen but after Bailey went missing and Matt vantile went to
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jail Sarah and Matt Queen started dating each other after that Sarah's Facebook friend shared the story about Jane and
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her destroyed Flyers a message popped up in their inbox from Sarah's Facebook account it read seeing you repost that
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stupid ass interview of Bailey's mom is annoying I know you don't know the real side of it but I was the one that took
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those down they're blasted up me and my boyfriend's neighborhood because she's constantly doing it to harass us we
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leave all the others alone but she's literally not doing it to find Bailey she's doing it out of spite she
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continued it was literally one street we took them down and it was just the neighborhood they only show one side of
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the story from a [ __ ] psycho [ __ ] she's twisting it to make it look like we're actually doing something wrong
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maybe we're tired of having to see it on every light post on every route to our home she's not doing it to find Bailey
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she's doing it to throw Bailey's missing poster in our faces because we're dating the problem for Sarah was the
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friend friends she sent these messages to just so happened to also be friends with Maddie Bailey's longtime best
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friend when my blood boiled instantly Maddie was sent a screenshot of the messages she then sent them to
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Jane who then sent them to me but no one had much time to focus on the supposed confession about the flyers as something
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else far more pressing and unsettling happened the investigation continues tonight after a human leg wash theore at
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Lake buav Vista the discovery Saturday morning sent shock waves through dozens of families who were there to enjoy a
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weekend of swimming skiing and camping people sent us a picture of it and before the news had it or anything and I
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remember telling charl and D I go this is Bailey's foot it looks just like how her feet
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look our 17 news crews were there that day to capture what quickly became a huge story I went over and ask what
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going on to the family and they said their 5-year-old daughter had found a body part on the beach oh my God it was
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it was scary I felt so traumatized for the girl it was smaller we thought may be a child but we it they said it had
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been in the water for a while while I was covering the story Jane called me horrified and sent me a
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photo of the leg that showed it was from the kneecap down someone at the lake had
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snaap the picture before investigators could get to it and and it had quickly found its way to Jane it seemed fairly
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obvious that it wouldn't belong to an adult male the leg was Slender Petit and had on a high
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sock um Jane was convinced by the sock on the foot of the leg that we had been sent the photo of that that it was
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Bailey she was just overwhelmed with wanting to get out there and finding the rest cuz we knew that there
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wasn't just a leg the rest of that person had to be in there James's mom D tried her best to
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comfort Jane but there was no changing how she felt from the moment Jane saw the photo of the leg she made a point to
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be at that Lake 24/7 desperate to find something a few days after the discovery Jane walked out of her house to her car
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to head back out to the lake when she discovered she forgot something so I ran back in the house and by the time I came
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out there was a Polaroid picture on my windshield of Bailey and Matt Queen and it said love you
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Mom and I'm like oh my God you know I'm starting to it's like why would somebody
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do that to make me think Bailey was alive like she put it there that that's not her in the
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lake naturally with it being a photo of her daughter with Matthew Queen he was a
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pretty good person to suspect of putting the Polaroid there but Jane also had other reasons to zero in on him about it
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every 30 days he would do something to torment me to just let me know he's watching me and I think he was trying to
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scare me away but he messed with the wrong Mom the first thing Queen had done was
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about a month after she disappeared he sent Jane this weird video of Bailey it's hard to make out the first few
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seconds did I I was like 16 and a hour if I left that's what I did when I was like 16 and I left if I left I left I
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still don't have a good relationship with my mom with my mom with my mom it's bizarre the way it was edited
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to have Bailey's words repeat over and over coupled with the fact that it actually isn't even a real video it's
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edited audio that plays over a blurry photo of Bailey looking at the ground and what appears Bailey is saying about
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leaving home at 16 and not having a good relationship with her mom is also baffling to her loved
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ones why is he doing this why does he you know it made me angry because I knew he
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did something otherwise he wouldn't be messing with me like that playing these head games you know every time he did
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something I would take it down to the Sheriff's look look what he left on my car look at these signs he put outside
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my house and up and down the street where I worked at look here's a big motorcycle burnout where he was in my
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front yard letting me know he was there you know in the middle of the night you know and it was always St like well you
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know you can't prove that was him and it's like I know it was him because that's what he did he watched
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people in a sense by the time the Polaroid was left on Jane's windshield she'd come to expect Queen to mess with
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her but this was different her emotions were more fragile than ever believing the leg found at the lake was Bailey's
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the Polaroid with the love you Mom message seemed especially cruel you know and I was very careful
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when I took it off the I I was just like freaking out because at that time I was
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going to the Sheriff's Office practically every day with new evidence they kept saying well you know we still
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think she could be in Mexico with Micah and I'm like she's not in Mexico mic is not in Mexico
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at this time Bailey's case was still being handled by the sheriff's department whereas Micah and James's
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cases were handled by the police department Jane found herself frustrated with the investigation and that
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frustration only deepened after the discovery of the leg at the lake of course she insisted on being there for
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the day volunteer search Crews set out to scour the water hoping to find the rest of the body she sat on the murky
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sandbed with the other moms there for support with a kind of panicked anxiety-ridden suspense that was all
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consuming wondering worrying waiting our news crews were there throughout the day
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as it started out hopeful before fizzling fast here's a clip from my news story now Crews went out early today to
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try to beat the heat the terer sheriff's department joined search and rescue volunteers to utilize specialized soner
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equipment to help see what's underneath the surface we think the rest of the body is
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probably somewhere in the lake as well we don't believe it flowed in from a river or a canal so we're out here to
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kind of give it the old callers try to see if we can find the rest of the the remains Sergeant Biddle says the biggest
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challenge is they really have no idea where to look he says searching the entire Lake essentially isn't an option
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due to its size after turning up nothing today Sergeant Biddle says there are no
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future plans to search the lake again uh it's it's really nothing more than thought in the dark at this
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point they gave it the old College try that's when we started like okay what kind of equipment did they use how could
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they not find somebody did they search the whole leg to some the old College try
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suggested that search and rescue crews thought looking was essentially pointless that it wouldn't result in
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anything anyways and that rubbed some people the wrong way but search and rescue crews weren't the enemy far from
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it they are volunteers who every year deal with numerous drownings in Kern County which is the county that
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Bakersfield is in you see Kar county is kind of Infamous for its River many refer to it as the killer Kar despite
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the name and a giant sign on the route to the water that says stay out stay alive with a tally of drowning victims
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underneath it the river attracts people from all over the state some parts of it
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are much more dangerous than others but what often makes it so deadly is on the surface it looks calm you don't know
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you're in danger until you've already been lured in and an undercurrent sucks you under within seconds so search and
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rescue crews do a lot they save lives and they also recover more bodies than anyone really wants to think
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about in the case of the leg and the lake they had some serious barriers here's a clip from a news story I did at
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the time the say there's zero visibility near the bottom essentially they have to
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use their hands to feel around now sonar equipment used to spot objects in the water has been borrowed from toer County
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and used to search approximately half of the lake without having the specialized
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equipment needed here in Kern County investigators and search and rescue volunteers are strategizing the best way
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to search the rest of the lake but if the search for the rest of the remains in the lake was difficult a new
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horrifying Discovery was about to make make their job significantly [Music] harder I thought we feared the
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worst I thought we feared that he was dead and now all of a sudden it became now we're worried that he's been
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chopped up that's next [Music] time for

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Episode Highlights

  • The Sacrifices of Motherhood
    Nature showcases the lengths mothers go to protect their young, from octopuses to bears.
    “Mothers will protect them at all costs, even if it means sacrificing themselves.”
    @ 01m 12s
    May 20, 2024
  • Cheryl's Heartbreaking Search
    Cheryl digs in the desert for her son Micah, driven by love and desperation.
    “If someone would just tell her where Micah's body was, she'd go dig him up with her bare hands.”
    @ 02m 50s
    May 20, 2024
  • Jane's Flyer Therapy
    In her search for Bailey, Jane hangs thousands of flyers, refusing to give up hope.
    “I thought surely if I hang these flyers up, somebody's going to help me find her.”
    @ 06m 04s
    May 20, 2024

Episode Quotes

  • Mothers are biologically programmed to do whatever they have to.
    Polaroid Picture - EPISODE 6 (The Bakersfield Three)
  • I will find a way to find my daughter and I'm not going to stop.
    Polaroid Picture - EPISODE 6 (The Bakersfield Three)
  • It's the worst thing that could have ever happened to me.
    Polaroid Picture - EPISODE 6 (The Bakersfield Three)

Key Moments

  • Motherhood Instincts01:06
  • Desperate Searches03:21
  • Flyer Therapy06:04
  • Unsettling Discovery20:58

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