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will.i.am Opens Up: Depression, Creativity & ADHD!

July 31, 202301:20:23
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we've been set up to fail AI didn't do that people did that here's a tool for us to solve our problems ourselves now
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here we go get the producer singer rapper this man
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does it all seven time Grammy winner one of the industries's biggest names man that's lyrical and we started the Black
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Eyed Peas no one believed in US now we're playing Super Bowls World Cups Grammys you have to be hyper creative
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you can't grow anything without it but there's a cost to creativity right what's it like to be in your head are
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you always thinking analyzing everything get it get it go go make it make it that's not good that's not healthy why
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you make errors you hurt people I remember I got into like a a dark period
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when I felt something that I've never felt before just like
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distortion people want you to fail but the anxiety
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comes when you're worried about what people think when it's things that are happening that you didn't control
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you have to be optimistic you have to arm yourself with optimism and purpose
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[Music] that's what it's about that path was the hardest path in my life
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[Music] this is a window into the mind of a
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creative a Divergent an entrepreneur artist and visionary someone we all know
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but at the same time someone we don't really know at all if you're a creative
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an artist an entrepreneur or someone with big ideas for the future or just
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someone that's struggling to balance your professional Ambitions with your personal Pursuits
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this conversation was meant to find you enjoy
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[Music]
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I am fascinated with people that is why I started doing this many years ago because I have I've come to learn about
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myself that I have a real desire to understand people because from that I think I can understand myself because I
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think at the kind of foundational level we're all quite similar as human beings because we're all related if we go back
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far enough so in a pursuit to understand you I guess my first question is um what is what is the context of will
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that I need to know to understand the man that sat here in front of me today the earliest context the kind of kitchen
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that Will was um was was conceived in was was cooked in
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at the earliest age you write songs no I don't I write a lot
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but I don't write because you like uh I get interviewed a lot but very rarely do you get interviewed by
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wordsmiths um the kitchen I was stewed in I cooked in it's pretty uh
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I like the visual of that um because the chef would be my mom and the kitchen will be
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the ghettos of East Los Angeles Boyle Heights specifically
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and that was encouragement acknowledgment of our individual I say our my family
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like we all have our little superpower and my superpower was creativity
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and creativity has always been my currency when I had no money I clearly
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was like oh look Ma look what I made Willy that's really good you really like that mod yeah and I would she would
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encouragement goes a long way and then that type of encouragement from
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a mom that helped create self-belief fearlessness to express to share to go
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in class and solve problems or raise my hand I got the answer to that
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um that's really what fueled fueled me is my mom let Willy solve it
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will he try to fix that you know this radio is broken try to fix
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it that type of stuff my mom salute did she know that you were
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creative or was she just um putting wind in whatever so you'd pulled up my mom was creative my mom still is creative
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she had her sewing machine she would make her clothes to go to school that's why most of the clothes I make is
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still um you know one-offs two of two offs I
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like wearing things that no one has because that's how I grew up we would go to the thrift store buy
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dollar clothes or 50 Cent shirts there will always be too big for me my mom would fix them and turn old into new
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that's that's how we lived you know will he go to the store take this food stamp buy me a 25 cents bubble gum
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um get 75 cents back um and then you go to different stores do the same thing so now my mom has
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coins that she could go and buy other things with food stamps because with
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food stamps you only could buy food you can't buy needles you can't buy thread you can't buy fabric you can't buy
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appliances you only could buy food so take this dollar give me 25 cents gum
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which is food 75 cents chains back go to different stores and do that now let's go and buy other things
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and so she'll buy those other things and she'll make stuff for us so my mom has always been like super ultra creative so
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my mom is my biggest inspo I've heard you refer to her as being
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your mum and your dad yeah in your household so when you when you grew up in a
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in a household whether there's only the mom I'm like every Father's Day Happy
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Father's Day Mom thank you Willie and happy Mother's Day Mom
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in those contexts it's easy for a kid to go one of two ways though and I think that's what people often
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don't realize is when you're in a context where outside of the house there's a lot of Temptations either way
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but inside the house it takes a really really strong mother if she is a single mother to make sure she creates her own
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universe so that those kids can end up in a different place and that's what I kind of read from a lot of the stories of your mother is that rigor and
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discipline and those values yeah there was a we had this next door neighbor in the projects and she couldn't read or
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write and then people used to make fun of her
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and my mom was like now if we all went to Japan
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and we had to go out there and survive are we not smart yes we're smart
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could we survive out there yes we could can we raise kids and raise families to
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go out and do awesome things in Japan in Japan yes we could but we will all go to Japan not being
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able to read or write so the stigma that we put on folks that can't read and write
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could they read people yep can they write a path to
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raise folks to go out into the world to do awesome things yes so we value
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my mom always valued Humanity at its purest and people's
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intents um and the things they want to accomplish before like you know cliche
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setbacks or and it's it was awesome that we were raising all Mexican neighborhood
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right so most people didn't redirect which was beautiful it was beautiful you
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know I love I love being raised in in East L.A and uh We've
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we fit we fit it in is that right fit it in we because I was going to say fat in
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it's like it's a fit there you go there it goes read it right for me
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no I'm joking what was your your yourself yourself story at that age like what did will
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think of will who did you think you were and where did you think you were going in life when you were like 14 oh 14 it
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was said yeah 14 I wanted to do music I had these wraps that I used to write
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and I had these demos that I used to make and I would go to school and I would give my demos to my my friends
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uh one of my friends his name is Stefan Gordy his dad was Barry Gordy from Old Town and I'm like yo give this to your
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dad check out my demo my sister had Teddy Ruxpin it's like this little teddy bear that had a
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cassette in its belly and my mom gave that to my sister for Christmas and for me she gave me like a
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boombox it to play the cassettes and she got herself a stereo
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and that stereo had two cassettes and came with headphones
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and so I got my mom's records and I had a record player and two tape debts and a
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headphone and I don't know what told me to take the headphone put it in the microphone Jack
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take my sister's Barbie rockers tape put tape over
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the left side of the cassette tape record over it get my mom's record play
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the favorite part press unpause record pause it when my favorite part was over
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play it again and make a loop put the tape and the play put another
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sisters um my sister's Teddy Ruxpin tape put it in there do the same thing record over it now press play on my Loop that's
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for three minutes and wrap over it take the the Teddy Ruxpin tape with my
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newly formed song over Loops stereo Loops put it in Teddy Ruxpin press play and make
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Teddy Ruxpin rap so my mom was like you did that boy I'm like yeah Ma look
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she was like you should take that to class for your for a show and tell they were like wow William uh at that
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point in time I was William wow William that's really cool you did that yeah I
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did that the song was whatever um for a 10 year old
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um so then you graduate sixth grade at 12.
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so from from 10 11 12 it was clear that my elementary school
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I had like a different level of creativity so when I went to Junior High
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School um it was clear what my superpower was
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I was creative and I wanted I wanted to uh express myself in that in that realm
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were you confident whatever however you define that and what I guess what I mean by confident is like securing oneself
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and confident in their abilities and social
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um value I guess it happened in in three steps I didn't
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know we were poor and then I found out we were poor and I found out we were poor when one
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year my teacher Miss Rich she said you got to come to school with canned food and box food so we
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could give to the poor families and I come home I'm like Mom my homework
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assignment this tonight is to go to school I gotta pick through the cupboards and give canned foods and
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boxed foods from a homework assignment tomorrow she's like well you ain't going to school with no food like Mom but I'm I'm
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gonna fail the class I'm gonna I'm gonna get a fail on my on my grade I have to turn this in well I
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guess you gonna get a fail because you ain't leaving this house with no food so I go to school empty-handed I don't
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you know complete the assignment then I see my the rich white kids coming up the corridor I'm like hey what's up
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Brent what up Brad what you guys doing here yeah we came here to bring the food to the poor family
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I'm like oh really so I started walking with them and we go to my house
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make weight that food's for us we qualified
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and the school gave us that food and that's when I realized we were poor
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so I go back to school and they made fun of me for a couple of days William he's William's poor we
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dropped the food off in his house this one girl comes up to me she's like
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William are you poor how can you be poor if you always wear suits to school
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because my mom used to make us wear suits so it wasn't like a uniform school it was like dressed the way you want to
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dress but my mom put me in suits every day and so the kids were like why do you
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always wear suits to school how could you be poor and my mom would say you ain't going to
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school with no play clothes you're going you ain't going to school to play you're going to school to learn so you put on these like you go to church to learn
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about God you're going to church to learn about you know life and so put the suit on
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so although there were like four or five people that were saying I was the poor kid that
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got the food but then the rest of the kids were like no William's not poor look if you always wear suits to school you guys are lying
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that became my cloth to express yourself because that that drape
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that attire um separated me from the gang separated me from your poor you're not you're
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you're part of the have-nots um and uh expression
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just wanted to express sometimes mom used to say uh Willie what you doing nothing get your
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butt over here what's wrong ma what did I say about saying the word nothing even if you sit there breathing say I'm
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breathing or you're thinking about something you don't got no business saying you doing nothing so we would have to say what we were
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doing we couldn't say nothing because you're never doing nothing even if you're breathing even if you're hard speeding whatever you're thinking of
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you know what you thinking about nothing well you need to start thinking about something we could she didn't settle for that
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you know so let's talk about creativity then because this is what you're really I mean this is one of the many things
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you're really really known for so is it possible to become more creative
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and how does that happen okay let's say it's 1983.
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yeah let's go to the past now I was minus nine or if you're 1993 okay I was one
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if you're in 1993 and you're a musician the way to be more creative is to look
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at Prince look at Prince because Prince was like the ultimate
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creative Force and the way Prince became creative is he looked at Stevie Wonder
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he's like wait he plays the keyboards the drums the bass he writes the songs okay and
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Stevie Wonder was Ultra creative because he looked at Marvin Gaye he looked at Ray Charles
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but looking from a different perspective obviously because Stevie Wonder can't see but he he uh
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felt he was inspired by he was motivated by so if you want to be creative
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more creative you have to one compete you have to be
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super analytical on yourself and who you're competing against you
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have to be elevated you have to take yourself from where you are now and position yourself and see
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the terrain you have to be
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curious humble
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and a predator all at the same time you have to do all those things to be ultra hyper creative
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you have to be humble till you walk in the room and you attract because nobody wants a freaking sin
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you know perspectives to a dick to an arrogant ass no at some point in
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time if you're too arrogant people stop sending you information people don't they want to see you they
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want you to fail and they start sending you information for you to fail
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when you're arrogant so you got to get rid of that be humble you have to be you have to be a predator
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you have to walk into a room ready to eat
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but but you can't eat everything because then
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you have to be selective on what you eat what about hard work hard work hard work
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is relative because to some well this is not hard work this is just what I do my
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pinky to my lung my pinky thinks my lung is working hard
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because I have to tell my pinky when to move my mind my mind ain't have has no control over
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my lungs my lungs are working involuntarily if I tell my lungs to stop
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I could do that but then it's gonna kick in on its own my heart is even more involuntary I
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can't will like okay okay stop stop now stop you've been beaten for freaking 48 years I mean you need to take a break
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that's what it does you cannot yeah you can meditate you
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could slow your heart rate down but you can't make it stop bro so hard work is relative
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to watch Oregon or who or what environment you're working in and then there's
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tools what tools do you need to be hyper creative
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you need humble heart you need a fierce competitive Predator type of
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um Vibe as well you have to be disciplined because you can't eat everything
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you have to be elevated you have to see everything and you have to be magnetic you have to
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attract everything what about failure and then also the goals of creativity because one of the
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things I think the two things are kind of linked to fear failure and then what is the goal of creativity because if I
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if my if I set myself I've just started learning to DJ about a year ago and if my goal is to become the biggest DJ in
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the world that might make me fearful it's a huge mountain to climb and that might make me scared of failures so I
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might not start but real creative scenes from what I've observed they don't seem to really give much of a [ __ ] about the outcome as much as other people do
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and I've so what is that you know what is the right goal for creativity and how does what role does fear and failure
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play in being a good creative the reason why you're fearful is because
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you're worried about what people think it's true and if you're worried about what people think
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then maybe true creative is not what you are
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you just got the costume of creative on because creativity
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when you're creating and it's like a a rinse
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whether the rents a sponge absorbs and eventually you got to rinse it out
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so it can absorb more do you think a sponge is like oh man I don't want people to judge how I'm rinsing myself
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out oh I'm gonna make a mess sponge ain't thinking about that people like are you talking about SpongeBob
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well like no bro I'm talking about just like the metaphor of absorbing and rinsing or let's say
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vomiting it's powerful you can't control it
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and that's creativity and some people would be like yeah
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that's right will you'll the stuff you make is like vomit you make me no if that's what you think I don't care I
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have to let it out it's like [ __ ] now people could say yeah well I am your
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[ __ ] is like [ __ ] but I'm gonna ask you which farmer does not need manure
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to grow and cultivate you need it you cannot Farm without it
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you can't grow anything without it it's like cycles of life
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and creativity is that the more the moment you start worried about people's opinion then you
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definitely by default are not a creative you're doing it for the wrong reasons
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what is the right reasons to let it out to rinse yourself
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it's like you absorb you rinse nothing you said is about the impact it then has
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on the world or others well no that's a different tool right and then once you once you really once
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you master it like I absorbed I rinse and that becomes therapeutic and you see
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in how that helps you then you're like wow wait if it's helping me
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well then I can be strategic and I could do something to help others
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first it has to help you you make sense of the world and whatever it is you're doing whether you're painting you're cooking you're teaching
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you're tutoring you're making songs you're making dance you're writing films you're doing journals whatever it is
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you're doing you would have absorbed the world and rinsed and contributed
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in some way that brings progress to yourself and
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others quick one before we get back to this episode just give me 30 seconds of your time two things I wanted to say the first
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show thank you thank you so much back to the episode relationships what role do you because I I didn't get
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into relationship until I was like really until I was like 28. again I thought it was a hindrance on my
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chances of professional success and then at some point I felt lonely I didn't know what loneliness really was
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but I just could feel something what's the point you know when you have this Mission I'm I'm
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Mission driven I'm like what are we trying to accomplish what am I trying to
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accomplish 10 years from now what's my Five-Year Plan was my ten year plan
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how did I do my last five year tenure and uh
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if there's someone that can help you that you could relate to
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to help you ship this vision from the in
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your mind to the Future
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I have a different understanding of relationship It's like because you want to relate
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with someone that you could ship things with
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whether you're shipping in a PCU to the Future or you're shipping a piece of you
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to the Future and if you could relate to that person and help you on your journey
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that's awesome it all depends on what you're shipping
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what's it like to be in your head I know that's hard because you've never been in someone else's but you know you probably
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figured out from conversations that you think in a different way yeah so
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thinking a lot I think a lot I'm always thinking
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not about nothing I'm always thinking about something like
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it's very rare that I'm just sitting around like oh wow look at that Chandelier
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I'm thinking like I wonder how they made how much that weigh what a material is that like I'm always thinking and
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analyzing everything I'm like a scanner every time
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every moment and that can be overbearing
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to somebody you're in a relationship that could close them up
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that can like wait wait that that's not good
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That's not healthy and uh and I realized that
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took a long time for me to realize that where I gotta turn that off
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I didn't know there was an off switch is that one no there's not an off switch
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but there is like a volume nah volume number okay
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um but uh I don't know how to not like wait that say that again
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I don't know how to just take especially with somebody you're in a
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relationship with I don't know how to take like oh we're just we're just at the beach
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the whole time you don't want to go down to explore to see how deep this ocean is
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you just want to chill here on the beach I can't listen let's go down to the
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let's go to try to find the crevices let's go down deep deep deep and that's saying no let's just sunbathe it's just
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stay on the beach and that's cool if I'm not a beach guy
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I'm a deep diver I'm a freaking
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I like the abyss I like to be like yo look what in the what look at that I
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like that I like to freaking explore I like to research
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I like to explain microwave this doesn't make any sense at all let's try to make
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sense of it all let's try to make sense of it like I like that
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I love that you have ADHD right you've referred to it as the gift of ADHD it's funny
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because I'm trying to figure out your relationship with Stillness and silence doesn't seem I mean from what you said
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we're assuming that an electron and a proton and a neutron all have the same
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tasks and goals so the electron that I am
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the concept of Stillness and silence is you have no purpose
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because the whole purpose of an electron is to do that does it close to that though that seems exhausting the cost of
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that if you're coming from the perspective of the proton looking at the electron was around it
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but you got to know who you are in the equation I'm the electron
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that's cool you kick it there Neutron State it's cool you still but the proton
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has something the electron doesn't have in the Pro and the electron has something the protein doesn't approach yeah have but they're not supposed to do the same thing and they both have costs
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and like they have a good like a light side and a DOT or a cost and a gift do they so I think of like I've been I'm I
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would say I'm more whizzing around electron generally so I'm just playing devil's advocate here because when I've
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when I've come into my girlfriend's proton world where things may be a little bit Stiller there has been gifts
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to that there's been gifts to that and I hear everything you're saying about to be in a relationship you need to be able
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to lay on the beach I can't lay on the beach but I know that's what my girlfriend wants of me she wants me to be present with her and not to think
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about the future and to think about where we are right now yeah but there's a way to do it from an electronic
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perspective how um is to really look at the word relationship and relate
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even though you can't relate you have to uh
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have empathy understanding of what their contribution is and support and
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and be there so it from the perspective of the electron it is still
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for the electron you think the electrons like man I'm tired I'm tired of whizzing
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around you the whole time that's not what what's going on in the electron's mind yeah to the electron I'm still and
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I am still going around it's all the perspective of the word steel
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there's Steel and then there's constant still which still are you are you the one
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that's still and you're just like Steel s-t-e-e-l
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and your Steel or are you still and that is still moving
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still at in it no matter how you look at it it's still still
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because from the perspective and the empathy of that electron moving it is still
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from the from the POV of what who's viewing it it's moving
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but the electron I am still and I will still be moving and gravitating around you and I could still
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think and add to your life as I do the things that I do to add to
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life but the moment you stop doing what you're doing
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then it's no longer a relationship because they can't relate to what you're doing and what you're adding and now
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you're conforming and changing when Maybe
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that's not what you're supposed to do or maybe you didn't you weren't candid
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and forthcoming enough to make true understanding to stand under
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the circumference and know the ledge of what it is you do
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together you speak of almost like a recent Epiphany when you say like realizing that there was this off button
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even though you don't think the offense necessarily there where do you sit now with the concept of
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finding like a life partner and getting married and having kids and all that stuff and is there work to be done is it finding the right person or is it an
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inward piece of work that needs to be done in your view and is it something you you want
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I want to have kids I I'm I'm going to be an awesome dad
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if you were to ask me this uh 10 years ago
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I would have a different answer really why has it changed and what is it now and what was it then
00:31:09
that you don't do a family until you completed the ultimate or my version of ultimate
00:31:16
my my version of ultimate is to be able to be of assistance
00:31:23
and help and provide
00:31:29
and service folks that resemble the lifestyle
00:31:35
that I live the hardships that I lived without having to ever raise money ever again
00:31:41
10 years ago yeah yeah what I know now
00:31:46
I would have had a kid you would have had a kid 10 years ago if I know what I know now yes
00:31:52
why I was moving too fast and I thought the only way to get up the mountain is
00:31:58
to move the way I moved when I was at the foothill to get to the middle of the mountain
00:32:04
and now that I'm up the mountain you're thinking that I'm doing I'm gonna
00:32:09
do it by myself still and
00:32:15
the purpose of me getting up the mountain was to take care of my mom
00:32:20
and that was my motivation that was my guess that was my electricity that was my energy to take care of my family
00:32:27
hunter-gatherer to go out and bring back to the Village I didn't know
00:32:34
what I didn't know then now that I know would I be able to get up the mountain
00:32:39
with family and Offspring to take the information that I have and pass it on
00:32:45
have knowledge here have knowledge of my DNA
00:32:50
who do I pass it to if something were to happen to me
00:32:58
like it's like different type of knowledge that you just don't say someone it's like it's in me it store to
00:33:03
me somebody gave me this your mom and my grandma and my Grandma's Grandma
00:33:09
and my grandmother's grandma that person had a different life
00:33:14
my grandma was born in 1920. my Grandma's Grandma was born in 18 something
00:33:20
that means it hadn't wow that person was working in the field in
00:33:25
somebody's Factory in some unknown company but in America just called it slavery
00:33:32
like that wasn't that long ago so but that information was passed on to me passed on to me resilience tolerance
00:33:39
hope living in a different world so your Offspring can have a different
00:33:45
life I'm a recipient of that but when you're hustling and bustling
00:33:50
you think that oh no I gotta wait to the ultimate was I wrong
00:33:57
now that I can look back at my he was wrong
00:34:04
but I was right still wrong would I be a
00:34:11
would I be further along in my journey a little bit more organized
00:34:17
yes why because something would have forced me to be organized it's not just for myself now
00:34:24
even though it was never for myself it was always for my mom and my family
00:34:30
I would have had even more regiment I would have even more streamlined
00:34:35
aerodynamics so that could you know you know cut
00:34:41
through corners you know and uh make tighter turns keep the downwinds
00:34:50
it would be a little bit more aerodynamic had I you know so yeah
00:34:57
nothing will stop you if you have kids probably just going to motivate you more but I couldn't see that back then
00:35:03
um but I'm gonna be an uh awesome dad when I'm when I'm a dad
00:35:09
but I want to be a full-time dad and I realize that I don't have to be the
00:35:16
the the the the the juggler um anymore
00:35:24
before I had to do it all because no one really believed and so I always had to
00:35:29
prove I had to like be the creative understand business sit
00:35:35
in the business meetings co-manage come up with the artwork execute the
00:35:40
artwork learn illustrator learn Photoshop do the album artwork hand it off to somebody else to fine tune what
00:35:47
you sketched up um plan the tour with your man like I had
00:35:52
to do it all but probably because a part of me didn't trust
00:35:58
that someone cared as much as I cared but now
00:36:06
I don't have to do it like that anymore I've got to a point where now I could
00:36:12
assemble teams and fun teams now I'm the financier
00:36:17
I don't have to worry about somebody's financing me that's a different that's like that's an
00:36:23
exhale and so with that exhale if I when I'm a dad I could be a
00:36:30
I could be um a full-time dad as my understanding of full-time which
00:36:37
I'll still be I'll still be working just not working the way I'm working now I don't know I don't I don't want to
00:36:44
work the way I used to work why uh not anymore not anymore
00:36:51
I was a proton for the planet and just going around the planet um
00:36:57
the longest I've been home since 1998.
00:37:04
was all of the majority of 2002.
00:37:10
and then the majority of 2020 like everyone else
00:37:15
outside of those two years the longest that I've been in one place
00:37:21
it's been two months since 1998
00:37:27
oh gotta go oh I'm here for two months see you later be back two weeks gotta go got and I've been doing that since night
00:37:34
like I don't want to do that no more so you're speaking to a change perspective and I'm wondering because for me in my
00:37:40
life there had to be a symptom there had to be something I noticed where I go do you know what I'm doing something not right here so for me I talked about it
00:37:46
being that kind of almost this feeling of loneliness that I didn't realize was the feeling of loneliness it was this emptiness in my chest when you go to the
00:37:52
office seven days a week and then you look at your phone and go who are my friends like who is my partner like tuning out of survival mode tuning out
00:38:00
of that and tuning into like Thrive like how do I thrive as a human being is what made me shift so really I'm curious
00:38:08
about the symptoms that you notice in your life that made you go I don't want to do that anymore no but I never had
00:38:14
that really what's your explain no I had my best friends that I grew up with
00:38:22
and we lived our Dream to the highest level imaginable
00:38:29
kids that were broke Apple my best friend who came from the Philippines who I Started Black Eyed
00:38:34
Peas with he comes from a province in the Philippines where he pumped water out the ground he washed his clothes on the
00:38:41
riverbed he farmed rice with his pet bison he did he experienced a different level
00:38:47
of poverty taboo single mom his dad was in the gangs
00:38:56
and we started the Black Eyed Peas and we live the what wait how how do we
00:39:03
do this guys no one believed in US now we're playing Super Bowls World Cups
00:39:08
multiple Grammys taking care of our families no bro like this is
00:39:15
the biggest blessing one could imagine loneliness how can I be lonely I'm with my best friends
00:39:22
so why change because I live 10 years from now I've always seen 10 years from now
00:39:28
always I don't know what it was but when I was 13 I'm like I'm gonna buy
00:39:36
you a house how old was I when I bought my mama house a little off I was 20
00:39:43
6. I wanted to do it well I still did it
00:39:49
well then 10 years from there I was like Ma how about everyone else in
00:39:55
the list we still our aunts our uncles and our niece or my Grandma we're still at the projects we're still going back
00:40:01
to the projects on holidays we need we need to do a whole Exodus she was like that's what you want to do
00:40:08
twink moved everybody out um and when I got everyone else out I'm
00:40:14
like well I gotta go back to the neighborhood because there's people that we grew up with and they have kids now
00:40:21
let's start a robotics program there start a computer science program there so that when they in a college prep
00:40:27
program so that when they graduate college they have skills that are needed not just send kids to college so that
00:40:34
when they graduate they have debt at a diploma so we did that and there's purpose so I want to be
00:40:41
purposeful so if I could see 10 years from now okay
00:40:47
at some point in time my tenure looking around the corner
00:40:53
one day I'll be 70. one day I'll be Tom Jones age I'll be
00:40:58
80. I'm like I I just stopped
00:41:06
I don't pass it on that's what happens here
00:41:13
no that's not responsible you know it's not it's not that's not a
00:41:19
responsible thing to do so you gotta pass on knowledge you got
00:41:25
to pass on gifts for me it's a gift
00:41:30
the little kid on the bike you know have good intentions I wanted
00:41:37
it's all for the good um
00:41:43
and I wanna I wanna pass it on
00:41:48
you said you're living 10 years in the future of five years in the future there must be a cost to that when people talk
00:41:54
and you know spiritual people talk about what pieces and happiness is they talk about presence you strike me as someone
00:42:01
from what you've said that is my struggle with the concept of being present when you're five years in the
00:42:06
future and this kind of leads into a point where people talk about the tortured creative that is like very you
00:42:12
know cognitively um active how does how does one square being a creative that's living five
00:42:18
years in the future with peace happiness presence and calm and and what's your story in that regard
00:42:26
like I said we're assuming that a proton a neutron
00:42:31
an electron all should have the same role
00:42:38
to make an atom in actuality they all have different roles
00:42:44
and the moment an electron acts like a proton then an atom's not an atom anymore
00:42:50
so I got out of my predicament because I didn't live in my current
00:42:57
reality had I lived in my current reality I would still be in my reality that was
00:43:04
constructed for me so I had to live in
00:43:09
this realm that was dreamed of and my whole premise was to manifest
00:43:15
that dream with strategy so I had to I had to
00:43:21
live as if it was real I had to live like I already moved my mom out to projects I had to live like
00:43:29
this gang doesn't want me I'm no use for this gang
00:43:36
why even get initiated in being and live that gang life
00:43:41
let me just keep wearing these suits because these suits that my mom made me I was my attire for the world that I'm
00:43:49
going to be living in you have to live you if you living in some place that you know that you don't
00:43:54
belong you know you don't belong there why are you stuck in that
00:44:00
so in my mind I have to always been that way unfortunately I can't change how my makeup is
00:44:08
so I'm constantly if it got me out of that it's gonna get me out of this and where we are right now my people that
00:44:13
live in communities that reflect where I come from are still in some version of that so in 2008 I started my Foundation
00:44:21
started with 65 students and I and my gut was like yo
00:44:27
let me surround them with robotics and computer science skill sets so I went out in the world absorbed these these
00:44:34
skill sets these tools met um Jack dangerman from esri met Dean Cayman from uh Deca and first robotics
00:44:42
Lorraine Powell jobs from college track my vision was to take these three
00:44:47
independent entities duct tape them together to make a cluster to give a new type of
00:44:54
project-based learning to kids 65 kids that's 65 kids from 2008 to now now we
00:45:02
serve 15 almost 15 000 students in Los Angeles we've sent kids to Dartmouth to Brown to Stanford to Georgetown because
00:45:09
in 2008 I was living right now I knew that because the way technology
00:45:14
was going that kids in the inner cities are going to be
00:45:20
super um conflicted with the way the world's going and the amount of jobs that are
00:45:27
going to disappear I thought I was just going to be like blue collar jobs I don't think it's
00:45:33
gonna be white collar jobs I don't think kids in the suburbs were going to be you know impacted by
00:45:40
you know this nude this new digital age
00:45:46
like we've seen the last one but this generative stuff yo bro
00:45:52
thank God we were doing what we're doing in 2008. thank God we have you know
00:45:58
a fleet um a herd of amazing
00:46:04
Engineers out of the out of you know the inner cities of LA and now we want to scale that so 2030 yeah I'm living there
00:46:12
right now because there's still work to do I was listening to one of your songs um before you arrived here and it was very
00:46:18
curious man that's just literally it was something I think this one was
00:46:25
called be nice oh yeah it's called be nice and when I started looking into the song Looking
00:46:32
about what you'd said around that song you said I was on a dip in the low part of a roller coaster
00:46:38
and you wrote that song because it helped you to change your vibration but also to help other people change their vibrations the dip on the low part of a
00:46:44
roller coaster what are the things in in your life that have caused that dip in
00:46:50
the lower part of the roller coaster I think men but particularly black men we don't always talk about are mental
00:46:56
health or the dip in the low part of the roller coaster so I was super I thought it was wonderful that you um
00:47:02
you've made a song about that but also you were speaking so openly about that oh I was reflecting all night in my 1993
00:47:11
18 year old so fat fat uh
00:47:17
that path was the hardest path that I've in my life 18.
00:47:23
18 was the hardest because it was uh 30 years ago
00:47:31
this time 30 years ago it was March when I had like a
00:47:38
it was March of 1993 when I felt something that I've never felt
00:47:44
before just like
00:47:49
distortion I felt uh that's a perfect word for it
00:47:56
dis-ease and disease vibrationally
00:48:02
is this is like a disease on a vibrational level
00:48:09
like the word disease is really dis-ease of molecular cellular
00:48:16
where you're vibrating um
00:48:22
there's no Harmony or since of your vibrational field
00:48:28
no matter how you look at it and in this case you have a vibration and thought
00:48:35
and I was vibrating off and when you're vibrating off you're dark
00:48:40
you're vibrating off you panic inks you're hypertension your hyperactivity is
00:48:48
um off tilt um and so from March till about
00:48:54
August was a very very turbulent time for me when I was 18.
00:49:01
and there's nothing wrong with being emotional and when you're creative you're always sensitive like you're hyper sensitive
00:49:09
that's a part of creativity like you feel you feel too much
00:49:16
um and I feel too much I empathize hardcore
00:49:21
um I'm the guy in the aloe vera that talks to strangers I'm the guy that's like
00:49:27
some I was walking down the street came out of Tesco somebody's like well I am I'm like hey what's up
00:49:33
oh I don't mean to bug you I'm like that's cool but straight up conversation for like 30 minutes with random
00:49:39
strangers I like that because I don't I don't ever want to
00:49:45
ignore folks that I could shed light on or
00:49:52
they could shed light to me you never know what little nuggets that you give or receive
00:50:00
um so that song that lyric was just remembering reminding myself of like
00:50:07
what that what that period was like for me it was a very very like
00:50:13
coming of age I was and I didn't have a a man in my life but
00:50:19
do a father in my life to guide me through that my mom did that which probably made me even
00:50:25
Ultra feminine which is no I have no shame of being super feminine
00:50:31
you know I remember in the 90s we we don't have
00:50:37
to support in the LGBT community like now than we did then so growing up in the 90s we're like are
00:50:45
you gay like like a lot of people question if I was because I was feminine I'm
00:50:52
still feminine I sit the way I sit I act the way I act my mannerisms are my mom's
00:50:59
but it was a it was a very uh and I'm strong with my my femininity I
00:51:07
think it's a superpower but um that and when when you know who you are
00:51:14
when you when you love who you are how you are how you vibe
00:51:20
that's what it's about I like girls um never was attracted to men
00:51:27
I'm attracted to females but I'm feminine what caused that chapter in your life do
00:51:33
you know what that that dark chapter in your life was there a clear causal Distortion is a better word distortion
00:51:40
that chapter in your life where you had distortion what weed weed okay
00:51:47
yeah it was the uh it's chemicals you said shame and guilt
00:51:52
as well you said use those words yeah I was shameful because I did something that I knew hurt my mom
00:51:58
right you know like you were smoking
00:52:04
and that her head hanging low like did I do it what is my son out there doing
00:52:12
you know but trouble is he getting into what is it going to lead to I saw her panic I felt her panic I felt her worry
00:52:17
I felt her concern do you still do you still have have you had moments of distortion since
00:52:24
it's usually when um when you make errors you hurt people
00:52:29
indirectly um clumsily irresponsible
00:52:36
when you when when you let people down that you love when I let people down that I love
00:52:41
I distort is Distortion different from depression and your definition
00:52:47
is there a difference oh yeah big difference Distortion leads to depression okay like
00:52:55
um let's take this water right
00:53:01
and this metal cup if I fill it up to the top
00:53:10
um and I don't move this table the water is still no matter how I fill it up it could be
00:53:16
straight to the top if you don't interrupt the table the water is not going to spill
00:53:22
Distortion is when I start to shake the table and if I shake the table fast enough it
00:53:29
could shatter the glass it could crack it if I shake this at the
00:53:35
right frequency that doesn't disrupt the table but can mess up the object
00:53:43
shattering the glass or or obstructing with the form of this is depression
00:53:49
shaking the table causing it to spill is distortion
00:53:55
have you experienced anxiety before a lot of creative speak to anxiety and when are you thinking about that shaking
00:54:01
table it made me feel of it gave me that and the the thing that I
00:54:06
could liken it to was anxiety unfortunately it comes with the territory of
00:54:11
um futurist futurism you are experiencing something that
00:54:17
hasn't happened yet because your imagination is already created
00:54:24
plausible like realistic
00:54:30
scenarios and you're already feeling the emotion
00:54:36
so that unfortunately comes with the territory of having a hyper imagination
00:54:44
and living over there does not mean that you live in anxiety Then no
00:54:50
if you live in the future because once you're aware of that then you know that's what it is
00:54:58
it's like the difference between the shower and
00:55:03
the rain people run in the Wayne and stand in the shower it's the difference between
00:55:08
bikinis and draws people go to the beach
00:55:14
when nothing on but get afraid when you see them in their underwear
00:55:19
expectations right it's expectations it's like once you're aware of you
00:55:24
getting wet you ain't tripping once you wear that you're going to the beach with nothing on you're not tripping
00:55:31
so once I'm aware that I'm thinking over there I don't have to have emotions there okay
00:55:37
so the moment I start having a motion for future casting then I'm doing it wrong
00:55:43
the the anxiety comes when it's things that are happening that you didn't
00:55:49
control and you're now having emotions because your imagination is now thinking of the
00:55:57
outcomes of things that are out of your control
00:56:03
now when you're future casting and you're seeing stuff you are controlling looking around the corner I am purposely
00:56:09
looking there and then putting my imagination to work on thinking what do I have to do now strategically
00:56:16
between now 5 10. FYI FYI is world's brand new app which
00:56:24
is launch now and the whole purpose of the FYI is to help creators organize collaborate and communicate in one place rather than having all of these
00:56:29
different communication channels and digital assets spread across all of these different products that we might use today yeah I had this problem last
00:56:35
night I was on like Monday over here to do list over here I'm on Google clouds over here Google Sheets here and I and
00:56:40
when I opened up FYI this morning I can see from where we're on the road map looking into the future how having all
00:56:47
of that in one space with AI as kind of the the agent to power a lot of the the knowledge work I guess is a really
00:56:54
special combination um FYI is now available on the App Store I got it this morning
00:56:59
um everybody should go and check it out and I'm really excited if you're starting here what the roadmap looks forward for the future because I can see
00:57:05
the mission um so fyi.ai is like we're at 1.0 4.0 I
00:57:12
do you understand how awesome of a platform FYI is going to be it's also equipped with
00:57:18
elliptical curve cryptography methodologies because during covert nfts
00:57:23
and blockchain told us that you know protect your assets I mean here's the key but why isn't the same type of key
00:57:30
architecture and and product structure how come it's not for my data on Messengers
00:57:37
why am I not given the key to our own my digital assets when my digital assets are the data
00:57:43
itself why is it just for nfts and crypto so on FYI yes there's Messengers that
00:57:50
are encrypted end to end but where's the key if you're not issued a key
00:57:57
that the company itself doesn't have we ensure that your data and your stuff
00:58:04
is your stuff what is yours is yours how you speak is how you speak
00:58:10
and when it comes to Ai and mimic machines none of us own our face and none of us
00:58:15
own our voice I own the publishing to my songs you could copyright and you could create ndas to protect your IP but when
00:58:23
it comes to you every human being walking in the age of AI
00:58:31
who owns our Essence and our likeness then why aren't we talking about that
00:58:36
enough the Drake AIS yeah it's it's it was a buzz and it's still going to continue to
00:58:43
buzz but shouldn't Drake own his likeness in his essence why is that legal
00:58:49
why is it legal that Biggie Smalls is wrapping a Tupac verse that was actually
00:58:54
about him like why is that I can't take a Nike Swoosh
00:59:01
Nike owns a swoosh but I don't own my face in my voice Beyonce don't own her face from her
00:59:07
voice but Adidas own stripes something's not right for people
00:59:13
so as FYI grows that encryption key 1.0 versus 5.0 the vision that we have what
00:59:20
we want to go how we need the community to help us get there I want to build the people's tool
00:59:25
I want to build a company that where people own their data a hundred percent of it I am not my identity to my
00:59:34
driver's license and my my uh social security number and my passport I'm my
00:59:40
data on my searches I'm my freaking spell check I am my voice I am my facial unlocked with the Machine Vision I am
00:59:47
all that stuff on my location on my address book
00:59:52
it could predict me but why can't I have power of that
00:59:57
why why I could say I want to weigh 194 pounds by
01:00:03
November 24th 2024. I currently weigh 210 pounds
01:00:11
which app would you like to use you can't do that right now there's no aspirational GPS
01:00:18
and for aspirational GPS that means the system has to be mine not me have access
01:00:23
to a system I have a record deal because at one point in time it was
01:00:28
expensive to record now recording is ubiquitous everybody could do it so why
01:00:34
do I have a record deal so what is luxury when it comes to what's premium what's the highest way of
01:00:41
creating at some point in time making films and recording music was the highest level of creating painting for
01:00:47
the freaking for the uh for the for the monarchy or for the church was the
01:00:52
highest level of creating now you can just do it on your phone but the highest level of creating right now
01:00:58
is building models to build models and compute expensive
01:01:05
so tomorrow people are going to be training their own models right that's an unheard of deal right
01:01:11
now like we we know the folks that are spinning out models of these companies
01:01:16
but soon compute's going to come down and there's going to be new models
01:01:23
that are going to be just as powerful as GPT
01:01:29
some 15 year old right now it's dreaming right now when they're 25
01:01:34
that person is going to have his own motto and his own company
01:01:41
and it's going to be morally sound for people in the communities
01:01:46
because greed not not saying that the models right now are greedy I'm not saying that but watch what happens in
01:01:53
2023 we're going to be driven by love because the concept that we had and that we're
01:01:59
baking it off of with Terminator that's not sustainable that's not that's fear
01:02:06
and if you're going to base it off of movies then go Star Wars not Terminator
01:02:11
Star Wars there's multiple models there's multiple robots they all speak
01:02:16
different [ __ ] languages but there's Jedis and Jedi is a different yes there was a
01:02:22
dark force yes there was siths but there's [ __ ] Jedis yeah and if this is gonna take us to where we are better
01:02:29
humans to one another then [ __ ] bring it because we can't get any worse than we
01:02:34
already are with one another and I'm speaking that as a black person
01:02:39
we've seen what people can do to people it can't get any more worse
01:02:45
so bring it the optimism bring it let's be better people let's love better let's
01:02:52
empathize better let's freaking serve better let's care better right let's use the tool for that
01:03:00
because if we're mimicking that's what they're fearful of people are fearful of what people do yeah
01:03:08
people are gripped by AI at the moment um they're terrified they are excited
01:03:13
where do you sit and if you if you were talking to those kids in the inner city
01:03:18
about Ai and what they need to know about it um what would you be saying
01:03:24
if I go to the inner city I'm telling kids hey
01:03:31
our whole entire life has been set up for us to fail
01:03:37
our investment for education has that they've undermined our investment to where other neighborhoods are getting a
01:03:44
bigger investment for their education than us the way they've zoned our communities we
01:03:50
have liquor stores next to check cashing next to bad food next to bad food our teachers are not being you know
01:03:57
invested in to teach us the things that we need to learn we have no financial literacy
01:04:03
so when we get our checks we cash our checks and then we spend it on bad stuff our understanding of money is to spend
01:04:10
it to pay bills we're not even taught to grow it we've been set up to fail
01:04:16
AI didn't do that people did that now here's a tool for us
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to solve our problems ourselves now grab it
01:04:28
while you can and we are now our own Calvary
01:04:35
right because the people that are afraid are not the people here
01:04:41
we've already went through the worst and survived the worst conditions of life
01:04:47
are these folks afraid oh oh those but the ones that are
01:04:53
responsible for our zoning and got it okay cool now let's let's build a better
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world let's educate ourselves with this tool let's understand that it is a tool let's
01:05:05
understand that there's these biases there let's try to solve those biases so that what is the ultimate dream my
01:05:11
Ultimate Dream is like wow we all know this wave we see it coming
01:05:17
it could be good or it could be bad it's going to be good when we're mindful
01:05:23
of what our contributions are to prepare people for this wave
01:05:28
we have to prepare folks and got to do information inspiration
01:05:34
preparation motivation
01:05:39
and um you know mentorship
01:05:45
so that they can activate their creativity to unearth tomorrow's Industries because
01:05:52
this wave is going to topple yesterday's Industries today's Industries if you're a lawyer
01:05:57
and you work at a law firm and you do redlining on contracts that's not what you're doing in 2030.
01:06:04
if you're an accountant and you're counting counting beans
01:06:10
and penny pinching that's not what you're doing in 2030.
01:06:16
if you're a cashier at a at a retail you're probably not
01:06:21
doing that 2030. if you're a bus driver Uber driver taxi driver that's not what you're doing in 2030.
01:06:28
because you're seeing the construct of what tomorrow is now
01:06:33
you're dealing with machines that could go and pivot from subject to subject go deep to subjects in ways that people
01:06:38
can't writing songs making pictures mid Journeys freaking crazy
01:06:45
it's the most amazing tool that ever like yo mid Journeys nuts for people
01:06:52
that don't know mid journey is a tool that uses um text to create generative images of whatever you type in in
01:06:58
seconds so if you're a marketer if you're like a artist that works for a
01:07:04
brand if you're an agency that works for brands
01:07:10
this technology is going to give super creatives agency so why do they need
01:07:15
agencies just the vast
01:07:22
transformation and for hyper creatives that now they just need
01:07:28
a new tool to help them like and just birth stuff it's a new Renaissance
01:07:36
the ultimate the Ultimate Dream if you're preparing
01:07:42
up a section of the world that's whose problems have always been ignored to now go out and solve those problems
01:07:50
with this tool are you using this tool to make songs
01:07:56
you know it's gonna make better songs than you it's Pac-Man right now we ain't even got
01:08:02
the Halo it's we're in freaking Super Mario Brothers we even got to Call of Duty yet
01:08:08
this thing's gonna make better songs than you soon bro the song's out already a pretty dope I've talked about that in
01:08:14
this podcast before that Drake song with the no but the Drake song Still required somebody to sing it and then they layer
01:08:20
a plug-in over it to make it sound like Drake oh I heard a song that didn't I
01:08:26
heard yo this new tech out of here but more importantly I saw
01:08:32
it in 2010 in my mind's eye I was like yo no no no
01:08:37
if I'm in this computer that means it's compute wait what I'm in the computer
01:08:43
making music I'm not I'm not a musician like Prince or freaking Stevie Wonder
01:08:50
I make music because I can make the computer make music and with machine learning that means
01:08:56
eventually the computer is going to remember how I made it to make music
01:09:01
and eventually just make it itself maybe even publish it itself maybe even not even tell you no no no no
01:09:10
wait like say if you're making something on Adobe you're also Pro you're making Adobe smarter at creating
01:09:17
records so you know why does why does Adobe eventually need the person hitting
01:09:22
the buttons or with the ideas when it can learn from a million of those and then it can also track the outcome does
01:09:28
that become a Smash Hit and it's going okay so when they did this to me you know what I mean the film oppenheimer's
01:09:34
into Cinemas shortly and the Oppenheimer was the guy who was in the world war was told to go out to make the nuclear bomb
01:09:41
and that is almost what I'm scared about in this current AI race where
01:09:47
China or Russia or another country versus the US they're all in a race to
01:09:52
create the most powerful artificial intelligence system but also to use it for defensive purposes but also attacking purposes
01:09:58
um offensive purposes and when an intelligence is a hundred times smarter than the smartest human that world is
01:10:05
the world where I go are we do we realize what we're getting ourselves into is this another up and
01:10:10
Homer moment where we create something that has the capabilities to destroy Humanity um
01:10:16
that's what's I haven't figured out yet but for everything that we create a hammer we don't make hammers a hammer
01:10:24
can kill how many you know a screwdriver a vehicle an airplane electricity
01:10:32
um lights everything that we advance hmm the first caveman that found a freaking
01:10:38
flame on a branch imagine all the folks at some point in time when they first had a branch with
01:10:46
flame on it they were like yo you can burn the village down and some Villages burned down because that was the
01:10:51
capacity of that weapon the capacity of this weapon is it can think for itself and take down civilization and that's
01:10:58
the the difference is like going from the hammer which can probably take a couple people out can't think for itself
01:11:03
and then you go right up to artificial intelligence where it has a propensity to be smarter than all of us
01:11:10
and you know if programmed with malicious intent I like your optimism yeah but but at the
01:11:18
same time like who's responsible for the people that
01:11:25
are living in villages in Africa that are clearly living under an abundance of
01:11:31
resources but can't benefit from those but is that hey I did that no that's humans humans at that so what you're
01:11:37
saying it's not it's not the AI that you're afraid of 100 yes it's people the
01:11:42
people it's the people maybe AI is to push us to love
01:11:48
because we can't outlogic logic if Will I Am has it that's what will happen if Putin has it I'm not sure
01:11:57
like a hammer like if you would create something dope with a hammer Putin might hit me with it like
01:12:04
I would create something like MC Hammer yeah exactly but can't touch this
01:12:10
but yeah we have a closing tradition on this podcast where the last guest leaves a question for the next guest not knowing who they're leaving it for and
01:12:16
the person that's left this question for you I think you know them um the question is what would be your superpower if you were if you could be a
01:12:24
superhero and why it feels quite somebody asked me that yeah should I say who is Rita Aura
01:12:31
oh Rita Ora that's uh she's my fave I love Rita but she didn't know it was for you get the frick out she just writes it
01:12:37
in the book I didn't tell her who's coming next oh wow so usually I don't tell people who's written it but I figured you might know her so yeah I've
01:12:44
worked with her many years and recorded songs that we never released but yeah I love Rita she was sat there yesterday
01:12:50
she's awesome it's gonna sound super like uh cheesy
01:12:56
or corny I would be Particle Man
01:13:02
my my superpower will be
01:13:08
I could
01:13:13
I can influence particles to vibrate harmoniously
01:13:20
because that's the concept of love it's when everything's vibrating harmoniously
01:13:27
and there's uh that would be the ultimate superpower are you vibrating harmoniously right now in life
01:13:35
and life at the moment no
01:13:43
um because I feel too much and when you feel
01:13:49
it affects your vibration um and then it takes a while to
01:13:56
make sense of what you're absorbing you rinse out and that and you repeat
01:14:01
but in that process of absorb rinse repeat
01:14:07
um you learn more about environments that you're in people that you're around
01:14:12
and your curiosity my curiosity um
01:14:18
and search for knowledge like why did I go to CERN
01:14:25
I'm gonna go next in two weeks and then they send me emails all the time hey
01:14:30
Will we're here you're going to be in Geneva you want to come down to CERN
01:14:37
um just come see our you know advancements and learn more
01:14:45
I just like to know as much as possible I don't and when you in my pursuit of knowing
01:14:54
um causes some distortion oh there's nothing wrong with a little bit
01:15:00
Jimi Hendrix there's nothing wrong with a little bit of distortion
01:15:07
can't just be consumed by it sorry with amplification comes some
01:15:12
Distortion as you amplify and to get the word out or to get the vibe out
01:15:18
you know just got to be aware of of how you're amplifying um
01:15:24
not turn up too loud or too fast and that's you know double entender is
01:15:30
on turnout um but uh yeah so no I'm not um
01:15:39
that would be my superpower is though but the name particle man's whack
01:15:45
particles but
01:15:53
um yeah vibration manuals I don't know Vibes man I don't know yeah um super
01:15:58
Vibes yeah yeah super Vibes on a particle level
01:16:04
and that will be like as soon as as soon as as soon as a [ __ ] wants to [ __ ] around and do some wow [ __ ] he just
01:16:10
like zapping with some super Vibes and change alter the particles because that's where we're all made of that down every
01:16:17
molecule every cell um and if you could
01:16:22
and if you could put Consciousness on a particle level that's a uh some awesome sauce
01:16:31
well thank you um in many respects you are super Vibes because you've created a lot of awesome stuff and you've brought
01:16:36
um brought people's Vibes into harmony certainly mine with your with all that you've created with your art with your creativity walking through your studio
01:16:43
your office in Los Angeles was a real trip into a decade's time it was a glimpse into
01:16:50
the future in many respects I remember looking at some of the stuff you'd created in there the backpacks and I remember all of these dope inventions
01:16:56
and that I saw in that space and to meet you it kind of makes sense now when you talk about living in the future
01:17:02
with that of course comes um a disharmony I think like and that's what you you've spoken to as well I
01:17:08
think a lot of creatives have that feeling of like dis-ease um I think it comes with wanting to bring
01:17:15
about the future and that impatience that comes with all of that I really do hope you find the the personal Harmony
01:17:21
that you spoke of this the the next passing it on to somebody I really do hope you find that because I think I do
01:17:27
agree you'd make an absolutely incredible father oh thanks because you're so you're so lucky you're so built on love which I think is a Real
01:17:34
Testament to your mother thank you thank you for being here today it's a real honor to get to spend some time with you you're someone that admire greatly for
01:17:39
all of the creative reasons I've said but also just as a human being quick one you guys know that for years
01:17:47
now my office is quite literally been everywhere on a plane in the back of my car in a terminal in an airport or on a
01:17:54
train you name it I've probably worked there ever since I started my first business at 19 years old I've been
01:17:59
working on the move all I need is Wi-Fi a desk and my headphones and I'm set and
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one of the places that has always had my back when I'm struggling to find an office is wework I've been using wework
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CEO Works quick one if you've been listening to this podcast for some time one of the recurring messages you've
01:18:53
heard over and over and over again especially when we first had that conversation with Tim Spector is about
01:18:59
the importance of Greens in our diet and a while ago I started pressing my
01:19:05
friends at hewell to come out with a product that did exactly that allowed you to have all those greens the
01:19:11
vitamins and minerals you need in a drink and after several several several months of iterations and processes they
01:19:18
released this product called huel Daily Greens which is now one of my favorite products from heel because it tastes
01:19:24
great and it fills that very important nutritional Gap that I had in my diet the problem is
01:19:30
it launched in the U.S and it sold out straight away and became a Smash Hit for fuel for the rare reasons I've described
01:19:36
it's now back in stock in the United States but it's not here in the UK yet so if you're a UK listener which I know
01:19:42
a lot of you are it's not yet available so let's all attack you let's DM them
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everywhere we can and tell them to bring huel Daily Greens to the UK this is the
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product when it is available in the UK I'm going to let you know first but until then let's spam their DMs [Music]
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Podspun Insights

In this episode, the conversation dives deep into the creative mind of a seven-time Grammy winner, exploring the intricate relationship between creativity, personal struggles, and the societal pressures that shape an artist's journey. The guest reflects on his upbringing in East Los Angeles, where creativity was not just a gift but a survival tool, nurtured by a fiercely supportive mother. As the dialogue unfolds, he shares candid insights about the cost of creativity, the anxiety of public perception, and the importance of optimism in the face of adversity.

Listeners are treated to a raw exploration of mental health, the challenges of balancing ambition with personal fulfillment, and the transformative power of art. The conversation touches on the impact of AI on creativity, urging the next generation to harness technology as a tool for empowerment rather than a source of fear. With humor and vulnerability, the guest reveals his aspirations for fatherhood and the legacy he hopes to build, making this episode a heartfelt journey into the complexities of a creative life.

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Episode Highlights

  • The Cost of Creativity
    Creativity is essential for growth, but it comes with its own challenges.
    “You can't grow anything without it, but there's a cost to creativity.”
    @ 00m 28s
    July 31, 2023
  • Optimism as a Tool
    In the face of adversity, maintaining optimism is crucial for success.
    “You have to be optimistic; arm yourself with optimism and purpose.”
    @ 01m 07s
    July 31, 2023
  • A Mother's Influence
    Will's mother instilled creativity and self-belief in him from a young age.
    “Creativity has always been my currency when I had no money.”
    @ 03m 27s
    July 31, 2023
  • The Gift of ADHD
    Exploring the unique perspective of living with ADHD as a gift.
    “I love that you have ADHD; it's funny.”
    @ 26m 36s
    July 31, 2023
  • Understanding Relationships
    Discussing the dynamics between different personalities in relationships.
    “The electron I am, I'm just playing devil's advocate here.”
    @ 27m 45s
    July 31, 2023
  • Desire for Parenthood
    A heartfelt declaration of wanting to be a father.
    “I want to have kids; I'm going to be an awesome dad.”
    @ 30m 50s
    July 31, 2023
  • Passing on Knowledge
    The importance of sharing wisdom and experiences with future generations.
    “I want to pass on knowledge; it's a gift.”
    @ 41m 30s
    July 31, 2023
  • Ownership of Digital Identity
    Exploring the implications of AI on personal identity and ownership of likeness in the digital age.
    “Who owns our essence and our likeness?”
    @ 58m 31s
    July 31, 2023
  • Empowering the Next Generation
    Encouraging youth in underserved communities to embrace AI as a tool for change and empowerment.
    “Our whole entire life has been set up for us to fail.”
    @ 01h 03m 31s
    July 31, 2023
  • The Future of AI and Humanity
    A discussion on the potential of AI to either uplift or harm society, emphasizing the need for mindful contributions.
    “AI is a tool for us to solve our problems ourselves.”
    @ 01h 04m 22s
    July 31, 2023

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Key Moments

  • Creativity's Cost00:28
  • Mother's Influence03:27
  • Absorb and Rinse21:42
  • ADHD as a Gift26:36
  • Electron Perspective27:45
  • Aspiring Father30:50
  • Knowledge Sharing41:30
  • Community Challenges1:04:16

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