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[Music] You doing okay? Mhm. I've been anxious to come here to maybe just feel the emotions that
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we're feeling today. I do believe it's important process for healing for us. Even just
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bringing the flowers here and being here is important. Um but it's also scary. It's emotional
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and overwhelming and it's been hard to face those emotions and it's been six years
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and rehatching those emotions has been has been hard. Good lord. And I think it kind of
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came at the right time to be able to see where she was last alive and be able to say goodbye
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and let her know that we're still here. And feel her presence maybe. I don't know. when you just wonder like what
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she's screamed or said or there's just so many things, so many thoughts and emotions that
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you wonder and think about what happened that day. That's from your mom, Rhonda. I want to feel like as we're
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here today, she knows we're here for her. This is from us. I feel sad, but I also feel a very
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strong sense of peace, which I wasn't expecting. I've been anxious and I'm feeling peaceful.
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And I know she would be happy that we came up here.