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the person that I felt closest to in my life that had been through so much with me was no longer in the bedroom across
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the hallway and was no longer there to help me through night terrors or dreams that I had and I was so angry that God
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had let me go through such a traumatic event as being kidnapped and buried alive and then you're gonna subject me
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to losing my only sibling why I just I was an angry individual I was an absolute mess I made a lot of bad
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choices in life after that I finally realized that if I was left on this earth after dealing with those things I
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better get a grip on it and I better deal with it and I better deal with it the best way that I could