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do you have um happy memories of her as a whole family with your dad and with your mom and and your brothers oh yeah
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there are plenty um going to the zoo on the weekends we drive to St Louis and have a family weekend and playing flag
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football and going to our family events they're definitely there what are you doing Lindsay was definitely a normal
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childhood do you remember fighting they fought as at a young age you think that's I thought it was normal it was
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Nor to have mom and dad fight so it wasn't odd for me to see that but then growing up later on after she was gone I
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realized that it wasn't normal were any of those fights you know really bad you have
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traumatic memories of them fighting there's one night where I was woken up and I remember sitting at the top of the
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stairs and it wasn't a good fight and again at that age I didn't realize that it wasn't normal cuz when you're that
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young the only relationship you know of is your mom and your dad I saw them drink not obsessively and not to the
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point of of a problem you know who the miles are yep my neighbors your neighbors yep Mrs miles was on the stand
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and she said there was one night where you had been thrown out onto the porch and you were banging on the door saying
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I promise I'll do my homework let me in do you remember that night I do remember
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that night and it was really trauma tra izing because child children don't want to do
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their homework it's typical and then all of a sudden I'm outside in the cold not
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being allowed back into my own house and was it your mom you were fighting with or your dad that night my
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dad your hope that you would get back together as a family yep I just pray every day that they get that
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I'm just as much of a victim in this as they are and that they realize that us not
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being together is dumb there's no reason for it I'm not angry at them for anything I think in general it's up to
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my brothers when they want to let me back in their lives I don't think I hope that no matter what comes
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out of this cuz we don't know what's going to come out that they can Overlook it and want their sister back