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hi this is Conrad Roy and I'm gonna talk to you about social anxiety social anxiety depression it's controlling me
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there's people that love me I have a great mom great dad but so depressed we spent the day walking the beach and we
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had a conversation and I asked him about school and he's like I'm not sure what I'm gonna do and I said you know don't
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worry about it everything is gonna be okay it was a nice day out with the family nothing to
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give any hint of what was to come later in the day there was no indication anything was going on I've created a
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monster out of myself past few years because of my depression racing thoughts she was saw the thoughts do you remember
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when is the last time you saw your brother he was like going at the door I thought he was just going to his
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friend's house you got up in the morning and how did you know he hadn't come home
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he wasn't there then we just go I couldn't find him this is not like Conrad not to come home then they found
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his body and around 5:30 in the afternoon [Music] any died in his truck he cop into
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monoxide poisoning I will live with this forever um the pain right away we heard from
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investigators that medical examiner found there was a suicide it wasn't until they started looking at his phone
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that they realized there was something else going on here because on that phone worth hundreds and
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hundreds of texts from Michelle Carta Conrad Roy urging him to end his life now these disturbing facts have been
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retold as fiction for a TV movie you're gonna be the most beautiful angel there ever was because you're gonna be my
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angel Conrad and Michelle if words could count 48 hours was first to tell the true story behind the shocking reality
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of Michelle's fatal texts you can't think about it you just have to do it you said you were gonna do it like I
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don't get why you aren't and Michelle Carter admittedly said do it she was kind of making fun of him for for not
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taking his own life I thought you really wanted to die but apparently you don't I feel played and just stupid you're
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going to have to prove me wrong because I just don't think you really want this and she kept pressuring him to do it
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you're ready and prepared all you have to do is turn the generator on and you be free and happy no more pushing it off
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no more waiting there is one point where he actually got out of the truck mm-hmm
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and changed his mind yeah he was scared and she told him to go back in the truck
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yes Carter charged with involuntary manslaughter she faces up to 20 years in prison this is totally out of left field
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my coach Michelle I know her is a good kid I don't believe that she has a conscience she knew exactly what she was
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doing what she said hang yourself jump off a building stab yourself I don't know there's a lot of ways and it's the
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texts that become the weapon how could she cause of death when she was 35 miles away in these circumstances
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this is almost akin to loading the gun and handing it over who knows who knows when you'd have your hand on the trigger
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when you're sending a text [Music]