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what was the hardest to hear in in court the hardest thing to hear is them calling me a murderer
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that's one of the hardest things to hear it's just not true it was an accident and that you know these and I'm not
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trying to make Rhyme or Reason for this accident but accidents do happen is there anything that you wish you had
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said to the jury I mean I could make a huge list of the things I should have said and should have
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done I have to talk my head I mean I think I got it across to him I should have said it better that I did make a I
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did I made this mistake and because of my mistake I lost and so many others lost
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somebody so important I I seriously can't think of any other any other thing that would be more of a punishment than
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losing your like the one person you absolutely love by your own hands here's the thing with the state they've
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cherry-picked all these things to show to the jury I want them to take the time and review everything because once they
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do they will realize that there's nothing that even remotely points to premeditation or anything like that