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48 hours presents that day and what happened that day is gonna be with me - the day I die it's something I carry on
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my conscience every day and I just can't believe that this this is where my life is right now
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like when I look back when I was a younger you know I'd never see myself at 25 26 years old you know being called a
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murderer I started getting in the water and I was probably about eight and then kind of surfing took over it was it was
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awesome I had no worries I had a relaxed job I was doing freelance art for a few companies
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anything that I could do that had to deal with painting or being artistic or expressive if I was I was on it
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well there's a point in my life where I was kind of just tired of surfing everyday working at surf shops and I
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wanted something more so that's what kind of pushed me to join the military and it strictly wasn't for you know
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private country or anything like that it was just to help the guy to help you know brothers in arm the Brotherhood I
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was looking for you know a brotherhood it's you go over there with the complete intention of giving your life for
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somebody else and I think there's nothing that has more valor or integrity than that
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[Music] there's times I do sit out there and I wonder where I could have been if I
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stayed home I would be a total different person Jackie was a very loving beautiful girl
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who loved me and I loved her unconditionally Jackie was beaten to death it was a bloody scene the pictures
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show a scene that you know most people would think it's a Quentin Tarantino movie on Jon's hand you could actually
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see the swelling that was caused by his repeated pummeling of Jackie's face he beat her to death beat her to death she
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was a 19 year old girl really attractive you know a high school graduate ton of friends everybody said what a sweet gal
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she was I was trained to kill I come home I can't adjust to the regular civilian
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lifestyle I spun out of control I needed help you can't let sympathy affect the administration of justice simply because
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someone is serving your country you can't use that as an excuse or a pass on unlawful criminal conduct unfortunately
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with the way I was trained you know to react to threats is to neutralize threats he didn't someone I love
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